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going through infamous withdrawls
#i miss orion#AUGHHHH#lol when i was reading the story#theres a part where ur band is supposed to take a plane to the next destination if u win the 1st competition#ori isnt allowed to go with the team tho#and i misread and thought he was leaving altogether!!#my fuckin heart sank#and i was ready to have my mc become the most insufferable person for the next 5 minutes#shxrsrdhvyy#anyways#still wish he wasnt seperated from us#but it makes for a fun story#and it does bring up the question of#what will happen in the future as the band gets more popular#like no way the label isnt gonna be like....uh orion gtfo#mans has already been forced to not be there on several occasions#its gonna get worse for sure#and thats when my mc will stop being humble and nice i suppose#listen ik ive been messing around#but im so serious about O#and i think every character has their appeal too#but something about orion specifically#idk i really like him!!#infamous if
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"We're special, Case"
#cod black ops 6#call of duty#black ops 6#black ops 6 spoilers#is it spoilers?#case cod#cod case#william case calderon#artists on tumblr#scopophobia tw#maybe? im not sure#wish they explored more into cases background :/#in fact i wish they characterized case more#i feel like theres so much potential in the stuff they set up for case but never delved into it#as far as i know they set up the whole cradle past thing in emergence then forgot abt it until the last fight w harrow#eh its fine im not here to rant anyways#ill take what i can get#btw it looks worse than normal bc#1. i could only find one pic of case#2. i just drew it today and i have a project due tonight#anyways#im gonna go back to procrastinating
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Everything is very horrible today in an autistic meltdown kinda way so either I'll pop off and draw a lot or lay face down in bed doing nothing for several hours we'll just have to see
#the worst thing is its not just any one thing#its a build up of terrible terrible terrible#and when i do fibally get set off it seems like its over smthn really fuckinf stupid#RAGHHH#i will explain actually cause most of it woild piss anyone off#my whole family is off of school/work today except me#my siblings went to the movies#i had to go to work and work was fuxking SLAMMED#so i had a pretty shitty day already work wise#then i learn like an hour before i leave that i have to pick up my siblings#in the rain#in the dark#and also two othee peoplw are gonna be there so my car will be litetally full#and its in the busiest part of town#AND i have to pick up dinner beforehand#so that combined with evweything elae aboit today was already upsettint#and then the coworker i dont fucking like started fuckung around with smthn#not doing his aork#which is why i dont like him cause he never gets anything done#so that was sort of the last straw ig#anyway my manaher was bejng really nice befoee i left cause i was obviously upsey#but i was like ' listen i am literally about to have a meltdown so i have to go i cant do this rn '#i feel bad about it#but whats worse briefly inconviencing my manager or having a whole fucking meltdown in frojt of everyone#muppets ref ha#anyway#i just wish my parents respected me#even a little bit#cause they sure fucking dont#not me nor my time haha!
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the more my brain turns the goddamn natlan rewrite over the more questions i have about the canon plot please i thought i wouldn't need to consider the canon plot (of natlan) yet here i am
#like why did capitano fight mavuika. what was the thought process. like- lore-wise#also if the brainrot gets worse how am i even supposed to get any of this out to you guys (the ones who sabotaged the prayer circle)#like yea sure i can make a fic of the actual archon quest#but where do i put all the context and thoughts behind it#tumblr??? with its phenomenal writing interface and even better archiving properties and blog search function??#am i gonna have to learn how to use carrd#or make a godforsaken youtube channel#2hr long natlan rewrite like i'm from the mlb fandom#i hate that it would probably work#natlan archon quest recap except i'm recapping a fanfic#what would i even call it nothing in my name works for this#trash natlan sounds like dogshit. so does natlan sprinkles. natlancan? that could work
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I know other adults like to joke about how much pain they're in, but genuinely, please try to get your pain checked out if you're an adult experiencing it, or at least adapt your life in whatever way lessens your pain.
Your pain deserves to be addressed. Please don't "let" it get worse because you've been told that to grow older is to suffer. No, you aren't being needy or selfish or annoying. Ultimately, you are the one who suffers the most from the state of your health, and it's entirely reasonable to want your health to be up to your standards.
#disability#chronic pain#it's actually not normal to feel scared to sneeze for fear of making your pain worse (calling myself out)#i dunno i guess maybe i'm just ~too young~ an adult but i'm already tired of the jokes about pain 😮💨#i've been at this pain going on decades now so i guess that's what's gotten me kind of sensitive lol#like... it's just shitty to be told that 'its gonna get SO much worse so don't even TRY' as an adult with pain#basically when you're a kid you're too young but if you're an adult well... that's just what you get so suck it tf up#i'm going back to playing video games so that i may live in the comforting realm of fantasy (Much Less Pain Universe)#(trying to be grateful that my body is Very invested in telling me that it needs to be handled gently but it's hard)#talking so much about this just to continuously make sure that people don't do what i did in the past
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If you want my opinion, I think we should give Lone Wolf the benefit of the doubt, yes it does look a little bit cheap in some areas but the game does look pretty fun and both the art and characters are still on point. Alice and Sammy are also returning so that’s a plus! I think it’s best that we stay optimistic for this game and Bendy’s future.
That's fair and I respect your opinion, I think my thing is I'm worried people are too optimistic about Bendy's future games being better than the ones they've already created because the team behind Bendy is very anti-listening to feedback. Which means it's likely these games won't improve unless fans make a bigger push to be more critical of them and show the devs they won't spend their money unless the team can prove they care about this franchise and aren't gonna let the polish drain just because it makes more money.
I criticize Bendy not because I want it to die or be bad, I only do it because I hope one day either 1. A competitor rises up and gives the fans essentially a better version of Bendy that they deserve and they can use my feedback and others to see where it can be improved. or 2. The bendy team listens to my feedback and the general fandom's to make future games better. Plus generally get their act together.
As it stands the trailer is rushed and cheap, which is bad because a trailer for a game should be the most polished part of the affair. I mean this is what is supposed to convince people to buy the game when it comes out! I had the same problems with The Cage and I'm unhappy to see this becoming a pattern. [I mean that's a game I'm even more confident is going to horribly crash and burn cause I honestly don't know why'd they make a midquel to a game which everyone hated the ending of-]
Look. I understand some people feel a sort of loyalty to the Bendy devs, it's hard not to feel like you're in some sort of friendship when it comes to such a small indie team. But at the end of the day you have to remember defending them when they mess up only gives them more reasons to ignore feedback and most of all you don't know Mike or Meatly as people outside of what they Choose to show in their public image. So when the public image they've crafted is one that's bad and leaves people worried about how the games they're making are gonna turn out. Nobody can be blamed but them. And if you really care about them and/or Bendy it's better to boost feedback even if it's negative.
Like sure Sammy and Malice are returning but look at the treatment they got in Dark Revival! Meatly and Mike have never addressed how poorly done the original characters were in that game and I think it's cause far as they're concerned it was perfectly fine and people are complaining about nothing. [That or enough people didn't seem to care for it to matter to them whether that point was valid or not] Despite the fact Sammy was shot down for a gag after finally speaking up [and was in a ton of Dark Revival marketing material] and Malice was nothing more than a rip off of her chapter 3 self with no interesting changes, we never got to hear her thoughts on how the world is doing, on how she feels now hearing her enemy, the ink demon, was supposedly killed, or on Wilson, the keepers, etc. I mean it was a huge waste and with the promise Sammy will be 'restored to his Chapter 2 glory' I want to call this poor writing out now rather than wait for the cage to come out and pretend I never saw it coming.
Criticism is a good thing for Bendy, we should embrace it rather than shunning or discouraging it. I hope most of us can agree on that. Even if I seem harsh, I would rather lean towards that, than risk going too easy with my words and being ignored by the devs.
#ramblez#feel free to reblog!#batim#batdr#bendy lone wolf#bendy and the ink machine#boris and the dark survival#bendy and the dark revival#I hope this doesnt seem too harsh this person was being fairly polite its just that its a little frustrating when ppl are like#but why cant we just ignore the red flags and its like I understand ur trying to say think positive#but ignoring red flags esp abt a game people are gonna spend money on just feels kinda crappy#like no I dont want to mislead people into thinking I liked this trailer I did not and I wanted to say why and why I think Bendy is getting#worse by also talking abt the trends its following with recent releases and such#if others disagree thats fine but telling me I should be more positive just kinda feels sometimes like Im being told to shut up#esp being told to give the benefit of the doubt to a team who has not earned it at all like Im sorry but no I will not#they are not to be trusted I dont trust them and I dont think anyone else should either#I cant stop those people obviously but like u cant tell me to give them the benefit of the doubt and then have the most mild#defenses of the trailer on how it brought 2 characters back and looks fun#also Im not sure I agree on the art considering the animations look p bad but agree to disagree I suppose#anyways if anyone reads all this um if u check my ramblez tag u can see the og post I made on that trailer the ask is refrencing#okay bye-
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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i kinda hate that my kneejerk reaction to experiencing dysphoria is thinking about my f/os. like yeah I selfship for myself first and foremost but i wish i had a better way of dealing with it than thinking about fictional characters
#i mean people have worse coping mechanisms i am just so scared to think of what might happen if i get negative assoc. with my f/os#its happened before and it WILL surely happen again!#i have my friends and partner but i feel so goofy coming to them for reassurance esp bc most of them are transfem and#with everything going on all the time i dont want to add another stupid thing to the pile#im so scared that i'm only selfshipping to assert my masculinity. that it's just me oversexualizing myself and my favs because it's#the only thing that actually makes me feel like myself#even though PLENTY of fem people do that idk why I have to be beholden to higher standards in my own mind. its not logical#afraid im gonna go to therapy or get medicated and i just stop selfshipping. i dont want that to happen#i need june to be over already. june is always an awful month for me mentally no matter what. even tho i had an amazing vacation.#aeg bitches#everyone who knows me personally is gonna scruff me for reading discourse posts this morning in bed brhghhh
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pLLLLSSSS I NEED. NAY REQUIRE! all your g thoughtsss like i love them and all their strange bullshit your honour. tbh so under-appreciated as both a character and RO
haha sure! i really like G a lot and spend a lot of time yapping about them (for someone who isnt my main RO surprisingly) AND ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT theyre just too microscope worthy !! so theres a lot to ramble about even if its me just spewing random thoughts anything i say is just based on what ive seen so far (which doesnt include patreon stuff! one day ill join tho 🫡)
ik a lot of their quirks are from a lack of proper growing up and them being a star at such a young age.... the childish behavior (tho tbf a lot of characters can be immature at times including the mc :P) and i already ranted about this 500 times in random posts….. BUT when they flirt with the mc (i think somewhere in ch 1) and if you bring up Gs marriage in response Gs reaction literally had me side eyeing a little 🤣 like why are u freaking pouting!? who reacts like that!!!! i think that scene is probably one of the main reasons im constantly overthinking anything G does at this point cause it was such a strange interaction to me but it peaked my curiosity about them as a person lol a lot of those early G interactions made me think 'whats up with this person???' but they were also very entertaining so i wanted more
also can i be honest i wanna rib the heck out of G but also defend them… they make mcs life harder but i cant be mad at them considering their situation with viktor and how miserable they seem some days and theyre still enjoyable to be around overall so its a fight everyday to not start babying this character ngl
the way theyre presented as this cool rockstar and then as you get to know them…. to me theyre more just cute and kinda lame lol! its a bit jarring too considering their appearance my mc still thinks theyre cool but me personally i just cant at this point, luckily for them i find person who you thought was cool but is kind of 'pathetic' very appealing in ROs lmao
and the more i learn about them the more im surprised really like even this recent chapter again changed how i saw them more than i expected 😭 from the pov of someone who has engaged with G in mostly platonic and partially flirty way:
-them liking that the mc likes relationships and marriage (if you select that option) surprised me it never really crossed my mind that they would be interested in actual commitment… because of their personality and their marriage i was thinking an official(???) affair with them would start mostly on passion (and then eventually get serious ig) but not anymore! especially when they said they respect the mc and lurk on their profile like OH theyre ACTUALLY interested in the mc
-they were also… kinda shy towards the mc during the pool scene?? comparing some of the early interactions with the mc… theyre starting to shift from straight up cocky to like 'i hope this person likes me' which is very cute ugh
-i think mc flirting with dakota at the pool is the first time ive seen G show jealousy too lmao
-them bringing up that people think theyre an airhead and it hurts them ugh I HATE THAT… i feel bad because i do think their carelessness makes them come off… not very smart 💀 like i genuinely dont know what to think about this im sure my opinion will change over time but rn im like… ahaha i dont think hes a straight up airhead but i still feel guilty regardless
i really really liked that pool scene! it humanizes the heck out of them also them rolling the blunt was so funny to me… G is very peculiar in all their crafts i suppose lol
#seriously if u scrolled my blog u think id be actually romancing G but i havent properly#i feel like i definitely havent done most of their big romantic scenes!#also... Gs HAIR TWIRLING#DAKOTA CALLING MC AND G OUT FOR STARRING SO HARD AT EACH OTHER ughhhggggggfffdrsrsd#totally normal rn#(also when i say 'official(???) affair' its like... to me G and the MC already lowkey started it emotionally)#(if youre picking all those heart options)#....this is just me betting but i think when the story gets further along G will pull more ppls attention in general#especially with Viktor constantly being here now#also also!! i THINK i understand Dakota more to a certain extent now#their dynamic with G at least#they care about them but also seem tired at times ig#honestly “fixing” G sounds like it would be the most exhausting thing in the world#and ur kinda like becoming their second handler (after Victoria of course)#i just really realized that just now actually...#viktor told my mc to nudge G in the right direction....#like thats bad in general but also who knows what more viktor will ask for in the future gahhh#anyways im gonna stop here cause if i keep going my thoughts are just gonna start becoming incomprehensible#ig theres always the option to make G worse too lol#i personally cant do them like that but im sure that would be very interesting to see#infamous if
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Oh man. Snap, idk if you saw issue #5 of rogue: the savage land. BUt apparently magneto's powers have been wonky for this entire miniseries because rogue is "a being of pure empathy" and being around her "infects" him. Before, magneto was just a cold-hearted killer who never felt any remorse for his actions, but now that he sees rogue caring about other people, he's "questioning all that he is." She infected him with empathy, so being around her messes up his powers.
I can't. Like... WHAT. I am so glad this is the last issue of this stupid shit. Thank god I don't have to read this anymore
chat is this real say sike right now
#fuck what was the tag i had#//ro/gue//n/eto talk#there we go thats what it was. like Not Really but thats the underlying topic. i think. anyways.#snap chats#please tell me yorue just being hyperbolic or like. this is being misread#IM SORRY WHAT LIKE I HAD TO REREAD IT TO REALLY COMPREHEND WHAT I WAS READING#LIKE ITS ONE THING IF JUST SEEING ROGUE HAS MAGS BE LIKE 'oh thats nice' OR W/E BUT WDYM ITS /AFFECTING HIS POWERS/ VJELKVJLAEK#shut up get out of my house im laughing and dying at the same time#rubbing my head about this. this is so funny. fuck it man sure. why not.#highkey i forgot this series was still running jEALVKEJAKLV what an ending..#couldve been worse. could always be worse. but that is really funny#im still sitting on 'infected him with empathy' girl im crying i think thats whats really getting me like SURELY you exaggerate....#im just gonna close the suitcase and tuck it under the bed i dont even know what to say really other than Lmao...#LIKE I SURELY DO HAVE THOUGHTS BUT.. its jsut too funny..#maybe not THAT funny but after hearing Nothing bout this run for a while this being the latest thing i hear has given me whiplash
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emergency appointmentttttt
#a doodley#honestly this is preferable to the ear issues 🧿#scribbled this up real quick before going to bed i have to wake up earlyyyyy#one of my best friends managed to hook me up with da care i need...we're gonna make it...#just in time too it suddenly got a bit worse and im not feeling very good.#BUT IT WILL BE OK! tomorrow i will be ok!#also does this drawing Look Like Something? i feel like it looks like something? ykwim? specific style...idk#surely NOT the king crimson album...feel its smthng else#OKAY TIME TO JOURNAL AND GET TO BED
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I think qbad being on his own taking care of two little guys again after watching every person he thought he could trust (except tina and aypierre) hunt the caricatures of their children to the bloody, bloody end- i think it will make him worse
he’s being reminded of what he lost. what he thinks only he will protect
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#oughhg mi cubito his mental health was destroyed by this event but its gonna make him WORSEE#i dont know how hes gonna get worse i mean he was already p sure he was the only one that cared#the Complexes yknow. Theyre complex#but ough#he’s so wrong he doesnt see that they were attacking because they thouht it would help the real eggs...#he doesnt knowwww#he doesnt trust. just like old times#the problem is that now he loves too
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I am actually so sick of my tl on twt being flooded by complaints like be so freaking for real if you hate the game just leave stop playing it I promise it’s okay
#WAAAWAAAWAAA THEY DONT HAVE LATINO VAS#LISTEN alhaitham had a half Palestinian VA yk what he did ? BUTCHER EVERY ARAB NAME and so did everyone else#there’s other Arab vas and they too butchered their names. I hate it too#them vas being of the race the natlan characters are will NOT fix that problem ok because they can white wash the pronounciation like crazy#and yk what it’s lowkey WORSE if it’s an Arab va cause then everyone thinks that’s how you pronounce that name#when in reality it sounds as atrocious as nails on chalkboards BE FR#SMHHHHH#and it’s a new complaint every freaking day like what the heck#first it’s skin colour second it’s imaginary complaints like the vas nationality PICK A STRUGGLE#if you truly hated the game you would’ve quit. outright you would’ve quit#but the reason you don’t quit is cause the issues you claim to care so deeply about are things#you do not care ENOUGH about and hoyo has you wrapped around#their pinkies so if you’re gonna complain; then complain properly and QUIT THE GAME#I am so sick of everyone complaining and polluting the atmosphere#like yall can I say something controversial? when it was sumeru i genuinely do not care enough because it is not that bad#for the level of rep we are getting sure there’s some mistakes but if you’re gonna#sit here and whine about everything you would NEVER be satisfied#sure the inaccuracies are annoying BUT ITS ONLY MILDLY SO#now pls like … if you truly are a justice warrior quit the game alr and prove you care about these#“major issues” if I as a swana person who IS disappointed in some aspects of sumeru yet it is not that atrocious as you all claim it to be#then I think you natlan folks whining like the trumpet of the day of judgement has been blown should really pipe down a tad bit#dora daily
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#I dont wish for this post to show in any general tags in any way shape or form. consider it a vent#d*scord has been banned as a lot of other different things and I can't fix it especially with my Computer Curse (tm)#which is frustrating to say the least. it's not like I've been there often but I Did contacted a lot of ppl through it#there is always people who has it worse and I feel like even thinking about it makes me a horrible person but#as much as I hate posting about stuff like that I genuinely believe that my country slowly tries to become second n*rth k*rea.#and it heavily affects me even if I live in the countryside.#first you ban gay people from existense so I can't even hold hands with same-sex friends in public and if my social media is leaked I can b#send to. like. an actual pr*son. which is very real and not a joke at all.#then you ban every online payment services so I'm forced to work double time to be able to feed myself since commissions are barely availab#anymore. and THEN you ban ways for people to connect. don't get me started on how much is fucks up my calling scheldue w friends & I miss#servers I used to visit to get my mind off of all of this bullshit#this is just upsetting. not gonna lie#with a cherry on top that the winter is close I'm freezing dead in my living space & the roof is leaking & my phone is dying &#I thought the vicious thunder the other day was another midnight b*mbing LOL. at this point I have no idea how I'm still sane#not gonna say Ive got it bad because I'm slowly reaching my goals and it's gonna get better eventually. it's just one of those days#where all of the things come at once overwhelmingly and I'm paralyzed to start anything on my to-do list#I think I need to go outside and stop overthinking it as I usually do.#I'm absolutely gonna miss LN3 release and will slowly fall out of fandom (but not stop being interested in it. at this point it's impossibl#sigh#tumblr is the only way for me to contact outside world and even tho the real world is not so bad I'm still missing a lot and falling out of#my interest in fandom & art in general. if they're gonna ban tumblr I think I'll fall out completely and vanish#bcause runet algorithms are not fandom- and/or art-friendly & I'm not really popular in my space to gather any meaningful interactions#I'm gonna boil in my already-formed company and that's as much as I can get. pretty much a foreseeable death of me as an artist.#how it's gonna affect me is unpredictable and I'm not gonna grief for inevitable future#but I'm sure I'm gonna be very sad. as if there's not enough weight already on my shoulders.#let's pray they won't do that. but I'm ready for the worst already since they're trying to make people's lifes as much miserable as they ca#overthinking wins for today fellas. it seems.#memento mori by will wood starts playing#vent#its bad to say but the w*r doesnt affect me much since Ive been living in a horrible conditions this whole time. it truly can't be any wors
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im gonna say it. normies are real and i Do Not trust them...
#thinkin about some of the braindead stuff ive heard over my years in fandom#and its like... unless its dead dove/whump spaces theres always that one guy yknow#even then. im sure there are normies there too somehow.#ig my best description for what i even mean is like#u see smth new/weird/gross/etc in a creative work. if u go 'thats too much and they shouldnt do that' ur a normie#its different from anti tho but thats more confusing to try n explain#uhm.#anti = 'this art is a one to one reflection of their moral values'#normie = doesn't think it auto makes someone evil but just thinks weird art shouldn't exist#like cyberbully creeps vs the kinda guy that marketers base their approaches around#i hate normies but its not a deal breaker for me like i can still be nice#cyberbullies are mean tho. kinda comes w the territory. i dont like that#im not gonna keep calling them antis bc like. they are just cyberbullies at a certain point#im not forgetting the rape/death threats ive seen ppl get haha...#ive gotten less directly threatening hatemail but ive still gotten hatemail. which. its still cyberbullying lol#lol i was so ready to just be a normie hater for a min but then i Remembered... it gets much worse than normies...
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i have to say its a strange experience taking classes on branding and marketing while being vehemently anticapitalist and scorning the economic system
#i shit you not ill be in class and theyre talking abt how to make brands memorable and use words to describe their tone and feel#and at the same time i see starbucks endorsing genocide and greedflation and AI techbros scheming us into extinction#its extremely fucking dystopian. and its even worse when u have teachers telling u to use chatGPT and midjourney for#placeholder text and images. like damn. this is really the industry im going into huh#i feel complicit doing this because i want to pursue graphic design but its chilling to see ppl get really worked up abt branding#do u not feel used?? doesnt it feel like youre giving a faceless entity a mask to gloss over the ugly parts?? cuz i do#i get excited at the design and UX aspect of things like how people think and how design and user interfaces are planned around how#we think and act. but when the endgoal becomes marketing or doing it for companies it just feels like a waste#like i think this is what bill watterson meant when he didnt want calvin and hobbes to be commercialized#i dont want to do anything else unless it comes to that like i change my career path somewhere down the line. but fuck dude#im just gonna keep using unsplash and lorem ipsum as much as i can because i sure as hell dont wanna add to the problem if i cant solve it#yapping#vent
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