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.... I meant to schedule that for Monday oops
#beeep#btw jan 29th theres gonna be a bazillion posts btw#ive been scheduling things#but also i dont wanna redo that since im gonna be late if i try so dies and explodes
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endless ghifs 33/? ⛧ source — "In God you trust!"
#first gifs in a while wahoo#i didn't get bored of them i just found more fun fandom things to do skdhbcjs#we'll be back to regularly scheduled posting (ish) after october#just had to make these because LOOK AT HOW HE SPREADS HIS LEGS. SDVGCYHUIJLKSD. THE THIRD ONE....#eg_series#user copia edits#user copia all tag#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#flashing gif#ish???#colouring is weird but ive been day drinking so thats the best its going to get
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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what
#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based#so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one#like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked#now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day#the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking#'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'
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🤒🩷💙💉
close ups:
+ inspo (literally my fav miku fig ever):

#zeno's art#vocaloid#kaito shion#kaito#kaito vocaloid#love ward#ughhh this took too long#i was originally going to do the same pose with miku#but ive been obsessed with kaito lately#and need to practice different body types soooo#of course this one has a bunch of issues#but oh well#just wanted to draw a cutesy pinup type thing#if i did it again id prob add more decor in the drawing (more medical equipment etc etc)#ok gonna schedule this now lololol#oh yea also MY EXAMS R DONE!!!! expect more art soon
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hi i'm alive i'm just struggling my way to happiness & productivity
#but i swear i AM going to achieve it 💪💪💪💪💪 even if my main strssor rn is being so behind on work again 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪#comms comms comms#wheee#tomorrow is my bday but today is CRUNCH day im gonna spend 6 hours minimum @ work and then maybe more#this year im gonna get medicated for my adhd but so help me god in the meantime i am going to try with my whole heart to use schedules#and planners and reminders and focus apps and music to put myself in a no distractions cube#AH#RAUH#who needs addy when i can just smoke a bit of weed and ignore bodily functions for a few hours while i work#wweheeeeeeEW#my art#furry#oc: cow#fursona#cowmic#sortta#idunno. an update comic#bc i feel like ive been leaving everyone in the dark and it feels Bad#also sorry one last thing.#FUCK paypal. fuck paypal forever and ever.
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I dont have a clever and witty sarcastic comment tonight, I just think she's cute
#my brain isnt working rn its 3am ive been reading fanfics while hyperventilating over the irreparable damage i managed with my limited life#tee hee im just kinda feeling moody tonight 🤪#somebody please ban me from tumblr between 1am to 11am i do not function as a stable person between those times#i schedule my mental breakdowns they work really well with my schedule#its multitasking cause I'll already be up from insomnia its really efficient in the grand scheme of things#ah i love the fact that nobody can stop me from writing the most deranged shit in the tags of a cute cat pic <3#animals#petblr#cat#cat life#cat lovers#catblr#my cat#cat photos#cat pictures#cats of tumblr#calico#calico cat#OH UH THATS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY FOR AMERICANS THE REASON IM SAYING ITS NIGHT WHEN THIS IS POSTED DURING THE DAY IS BECAUSE ITS QUEUED#i queue most stuff because i dont usually have the energy or time to be active at good times#i get little bursts of post motivation and dont wanna flood my 9 followers (at least 6 are dirty bots) with my bs#im just a dumbass that never tags shit
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in. clover lives aus or aus where they choose to live in the underground whatnot. i think more ppl should play with the idea that their friends know Jackshit About Humans. please and thanks
#undertale yellow#starlo thought humans were fireproof. whos gonna tell him#martlet was only able to recognize them for their hat#im sure they know SOME but. it would be sooo fucking funny if that knowledge is a limited as possible#monsters arent made of flesh n blood. do they know how to deal with scraps n bruises#do they know human sleep schedules. do they know about human health and illness. is anyone gonna tell starlo that clovers not fireproof#ive always been obsessed with scenarios of non-humans learning human facts jfkf things that r obvious to. us ofc#its always silly#anyway all that to say i have yet to see ONE sickfic <- disappointed#also im procrastinating doing research for school#guuuuyyyys if you loved me you talk to me while im doing researches. it helps i prommy
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happiest of birthdays to my dear friend @aranarumei and their lovely fic the anomalous agate.... I have selfishly rendered my favorite scene with my favoritest guy sorry. but its also with love for the whole thing. anyways this is a scene from the start of chapter 4.... it's read left to right. Also if you somehow found this from looking at jeweler richard tags then i'm sorry but also theres way more seigi and richard in the whole fic. it's really good and awesome. if you're here from the sasaki to miyano general tag then im also sorry. look at my favorite side characters boy.
anyways. rest of the comic under the cut !!












the end... hope everybody enjoyed and also everybody should just go read the original fic. peace and love on planet anomalous agate.
#hanzawa to tashiro#hanzawa masato#tashiro gonzabuoru#the case files of jeweler richard#tcfojr#sasaki to miyano#ssmyverse#nakata seigi#seigi nakata#scheduling for midnight bc im impatient. teehee#this is the second time ive drawn a whole ass comic for a friends birthday#nobody expect this from me again#somebody stop me next time#description in alt text#described#my art#sunnfish.png#also this is the most satisfied I've been with something in a while... i slayed#still little things i'm catching. but overall im proud of myself#feel like I improved a lot from my last comic#and made myself stress less over like. backgrounds and all that.#anyways. finally time to move on to the ssmy exchange#procreate
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prism grimpoppy if you can hear me.... your whimsy is missed every day...... your affection for laudna and ability to joke with orym like no one else........ the amount that you would love stressing dorian out...... please prism....
#ive been watching a lot of d20/fantasy high the last few days i NEED emily's swag back at the main table somehow some way#truly my one big complaint w this campaign is i feel shortchanged by how short party 2's run was compared to party 1's#even though i know it was a scheduling thing bc they're all so busy#k watches cr3#critical role#bell's hells#prism grimpoppy
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adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes
#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently???#like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought#that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made#easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway#so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in#but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse#even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders#to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting#worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING#THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD#i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing#i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact#its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt#yapping#adhd
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(you can also think of boring/uncomfortable as "weird (/bad)" and fun/interesting as "weird (/good)" if that helps)
(nightmare can also be however you define it. personally i think dreams that are primarily scary/upsetting during the dream but aren't that bad when you wake can count. they don't have to be night ruiners to be nightmares, i guess)
#ive been sitting on this for a while bc nyarla gets fun interesting dreams and i basically never do#but i also don't dream very much anymore (<- probably a sleep schedule thing)#polls#my dreams are basically nightmare or boring only so i kind of have beef with my dreaming mind#like to have the ol night ruiner happen more often than a fun whimsical dream just feels unfair#but it's not as bad as it used to be#also yes technically you dream most of the time when you sleep. im talking ones you remember the feelings/content of
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Noah Schnapp and Shawn Levy all signed the no hostage left behind letter.
The letter is full of celebrities names, but i wanted to highlight the ones tied to stranger things. I am not optimistic enough to believe that this is any indication that other members don't agree.
The real kick is that the letter is pointless. The media made the "mistake" of allowing a recently released Hamas hostage speak live on the news.
She revealed that she, and the other hostages, were treated well. She spoke of reassurances that Hamas gave her, telling her that she wouldn't be harmed. They made sure the hostages were well fed and cared for. They were sharing their own food.
This is the same terror group that Israel is using as an excuse to commit genocide. Not only are they bombing Gaza, explicitly aiming for anyone (including civilians), they are also bombing the west bank.
47% of the population of Gaza are children. The hospitals are going to run out of power any hour now. The west bank has literally nothing to do with Hamas. They're only being targeted because they're Palestinians.
If you still support Israel, or are still under the illusion that Palestinian people are the villains, you aren't paying attention.
#ive been scheduling my posts bc im pretty sure ill have a horrible meltdown if i don't have my routine#i know thats a selfish thing to say right now but its what i need to do. sorry (genuinely)#stranger things#noah schnapp#palestine#also want to note that i am not confident enough to speak kn this too much at risk of spreading old or wrong information#im an idiot with a blog. but this situation is horrific and celebrities endorsing it in any way... fuck em straight to hell
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still THE funniest veilguard take ive seen is. like. 'rook is worse than solas, morally speaking, and therefore them taking the moral high ground with him makes them a hypocrite'
like. coughing baby vs hydrogen bomb moment but the competition category is war crimes
#valtalks#very sleepy. nit making much sensw. but u know what i mean#solas as a character is very interesting! solas as the fandom portrays him is a sad character assassination#obligatory 'not all solas fans' disclaimer. but u know what i mean#also kinda off topic#another thing ive seen that kinda... isnt much talked abt but has been a personal pet peeve of mine for a while#is the idea that a character cant be interesting if theyre kind and strive to do good#that its somehow less complex#that someone being kind and holding onto hope is somehow weak or childish or whatever#what was that quote from everything everywhere all at once...#when i choose to see the good side of things im not being naive#it is strategic and necessary#YUO KNOWWWWW???? WHAT I MEANN?????#sometimes remaining kind is the hardest thing u can doooooooo#im kinda biased bcs i just. love that character trope i guess. but man#i love a character who is so committed to doing good they will go thru any suffering willingly 🤗#even better if they know theyre going to suffer but they would do it anyway no matter what#chewing on this. shaking it in my teeth#its almost 3 am im nit making smart sleeping schedule decisions
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imlosing my mind .i am slowly goign insane
#I DONT KNOWWWWWW I DONT KNOW WHY I LIKE THEM SO MUCH. I HAVE NO ANSWER. BUT. UUEUUEUEUE#shibuvan#tatsuvan#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd shibusawa#shibusawa tatsuhiko#ivan goncharov#bsd ivan#OH ALSO UPDATE ON THE TRAGIC TALE: all my files WERE on the cloud. i had to. fucking download them all. again#BUT YAY I DIDNT LOSE ALL MY SHIT!!!!!!JOY#bsd art#bsd fanart#sketchbook#asher art#guys ive been so slow recently but my last exam is uhhh either tmrw or in two days and im getting over my cold and life is looking up......#things are getting better........yippee !#bungo stray dogs#scheduling this during my physics class break
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having a stressful time at work but i think it's very important to point out the other day i was asking a guy for help and he's like aight gotcha and then we go to this freezer room and he, from somewhere beyond a mound of boxes, just goes "you like anime right?"
sir this is the FIRST TIME we have spoken how did you clock that.
(he claims i had the vibes of someone who liked it then i was like oh like the woman in the deli wearing a jujutsu- and before i can finish the series name he says "no not her, she just liked the shirt. she's never watched anime". . . oh. i see. you have already had this debate with her then. okay.)
EDIT UPDATE:
So I got clocked AGAIN as a weeb by a coworker because I saw part of her outfit and was like "oh, Attack on Titan?" and while I then said I've never watched it she said that's fair then "do you know anything about vtubers?" and I just. Are you kidding me. I mean yeah but like. Why is your safe question with me "do you know about vtubers".
WHAT AURA DO I BRING TO A GROCERY STORE TO BE CALLED OUT LIKE THIS?
#moe talks a lot#not art#also im trying to swap from pick up to stocking and specifically dairy stocking#bc they seem to always have the hardest time keeping things stocked#and all of pick up has to stop them from working to ask for things in the back which keeps things from getting stocked#and this one guy made a terrible mistake of telling me#yeah we're like the unwanted ginger stepkids of the grocery store#because my brain immediately went NO IM ADOPTING THE DAIRY DEPARTMENT AS MY BELOVED GINGER KIDS#i told my mom that comment and she immediately laughed and said welp thats your department now#before i could even tell her i mentally adopted them#anyway gotta get to bed soon bc i do actually think i was a bit sick ? im so tired despite napping earlier#and only working a partial shift (five hours instead of eight)#sooooo gotta get rested up for the next three (or more!) days#since ive been cursed with no social life and will always work saturday and sunday#so even though my current schedule ends saturday and the next week schedule will be released At Some Point for sunday onward#i have yet to have a sunday off so i am most likely working sunday again#like the job itself is rough and i dont think the pick up workers like me much but every other department seems v nice and chill#i will continue to write essays in the tags no one can stop me
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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