#jul 24

[vocalsynthbdays]

happy birthday to ueki-loid(vocaloid 3) !!!!!!!!! [jul 24]

Ueki-loid is a japanese synth licensed to Music Airport Inc., and announced in 2011. he was never publicly released and exists as a private vocaloid. he is voiced by the late Ueki Hitoshi, though Ueki Hitoshi's eldest son(Hiro Kouichi)'s voice was also used. ueki-loid's creation was commissioned by ueki hitoshi's family. an album featuring ueki-loid was supposed to be released, but never was. ueki-loid is the first synth of "Legend of VOCALOID", which is a collection of synths voiced by deceased singers. the vocaloid hide (voiced by Hideto Matsumoto) is also a part of legend of vocaloid, and im pretty sure there are no other. from the vocalsynth fandom wiki- "The voicebank was developed as follows: First, they made a voicebank from the voice of Hiro Kouichi (surname first), the eldest son of Ueki Hitoshi. Then, by a certain mathematical method, they constructed a transformation function which represented the difference in voice between the two people. Finally, they applied the function to the voicebank."

[selfheals]

Jul to Dec 24

Gigs: Luke Kidgell (solo), Bambi Thug, Caravan Palace, Sleep Token (solo)

Films: Deadpool 2, Alien: Romulus, Pulp Fiction, Beetlejuice Beetlejuice, Speak No Evil, The Substance, Silent Men, Terrifier (1, 2 & 3)

I met K, an American woman who I had been speaking to on WhatsApp since the start of the year, in person. From the start I clarified that I was interested in dating and creating good memories together, and not yet ready for a long-term relationship. We hung out in person a few times, including a lovely picnic date at the local botanic gardens. It was inevitable that our contrasting desires would cause fallout, though I didn't anticipate being called abusive. That one threw me off for a couple weeks. I'm still not certain how I could have communicated more clearly with her.

I spent August with my new kitten (Misha!!!!!!!!!), catching up with friends, horse-riding, and studying towards a certificate (Animal Welfare in the Clinic) to help me re-enter the veterinary field.

To put Misha into words feels diminutive. He is as cuddly a cat as ever I could desire, with the typical playfulness of an energetic and naïve kitten. He and Wookiee don't yet get along, due to the current difference in temperaments and Misha's tendency to stare. Wookiee hasn't been overly stressed as previously shown by her habit of overgrooming her tummy.

I hoped to acquaint myself with the Beltane Fire Society to be involved as a Torchbearer for Samhuinn Fire Festival, but the/my energy wasn't right. There is always the option to return for future Beltanes and Samhuinns.

In early November, I encountered C again on a dating app and 'tapped' him to see what would happen. We started talking again, then hanging out in person to watch movies (Terrifier series). Eventually, I asked what caused him to stop speaking to me in winter 2023, a conversation I'd put off for the entire year to date. He told me he was scared he had hurt me (he had, but what good would sharing this accomplish?) and the anxiety of doing so again kept him from contacting me. Since we had this conversation, which I believe to be honest, we've been speaking much more often. The only disappointment I carry is that he wants to remain friends. Had I known that night at his would have been the only night, I would have behaved differently, adventurously.

B and I have continued to keep in close contact, meeting regularly to watch F1 and spend time together. It remains open, wholesome, caring... honest. For my birthday, I received a touching card from him, which I have deliberately kept (I usually recycle them).

In October, I had a small but impactful accident while horse-riding. I was driven by fellow riders to hospital to check for cranial bleeds (none). In the days following, I was less prone to hesitation, deciding then was the time to confess attraction for my crush, A, who didn't feel the same. It wouldn't feel right to call this a 'knockback' because it brought me peace of mind that I could move on, dedicate my energy, time and affections to people who may return it.

I've been on other dates with a dozen or so other guys, only one of which has bourn what I so far think will be a lasting connection: T.

T is a bearish guy in his 30s who I started talking to in November. His music taste overlaps with mine, he's into cinema and gaming, and we seem so far to truly appreciate each other's company. We went on five dates in the same number of weeks and I thoroughly enjoyed each. He's recently single (since October) and going to therapy sessions; I tread lightly with the memory of K still quite fresh in mind.

Throughout the year, it's been made clear to me that (the majority of) my friends have 'sided' with me following the split with my ex-husband and ex-boyfriend. A few centrists remain, enjoying the occasional company of both in turn. It's unfortunate that A's behaviour last Halloween had such an impact on their general standing in the group - however, not my monkey, not my circus. Time will tell if the wounds of our tumultuous relationship heal in a pleasant way.

My mood overall is the highest I can recall it ever being. I haven't felt the need to contact Melanie, though I have been meaning to write her a letter of thanks to let her know I'm alive, healthy and as close to happy as ever. I'm conscious that the way I approach problems and react to setbacks is different now, logical. I see this as positive, but I'm aware others may see it as cold or blunt.

Now, I personally feel more ready to enter a long-term relationship with someone, but I'm not actively seeking this. Indeed, I tire of dating apps and suspect the majority will soon disappear from my phone - Tinder was uninstalled this morning, four others remain.

This year, I want to challenge myself socially to be more spontaneous and visit new places (namely, Pipeworks in Glasgow). I'm starting a new job as a veterinary receptionist in mid-January. I booked my ticket for Download and will be camping with A (yet another 'A'). If I can afford it, I hope to go on holiday with friends again.

2024 taught me that I am capable of so much more than I give myself credit for. I will keep pushing my comfort zone in 2025, always reflecting on what I have done, am doing, will do to learn from past mistakes and prevent future ones. I owe myself success.

[prisperview]

Pinned 7/31/2024

I'm sorry annie dirusso, I did not have a party July. July did NOT feel like an icee. Brat summer is NOT here for me yet I will continue to be a "tearin'-shit-apart" girl

What I'm up to

Reading: The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune (10/10 recommend) and The Disenchantments by Nina Lacour (1st reread since high school)

Watching: I spent a week this month trying to watch a movie every day. I watched:

The Punk Singer - documentary about Kathleen Hanna of Bikini Kill | 6/10

To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything Julie Newmar - imagine the plot of Cars but Lightning McQueen is 3 drag queens | 9/10

Poor Things -very weird but pretty! | 7/10

Inside Out - never seen it before, classic Pixar | 5/10

Bedtime Stories - rewatch! Still somewhat funny | 7/10 (got points for nostalgia factor)

Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them - rewatch again. Still holds up as an entertaining movie tbh | 5/10

Dune 2 - um, it was cool to see Zendaya and see the story progress | 4/10

Listening to: I haven't made my playlist to gather all the songs in the 3rd quarter of the year.

Currently posting: this update before the clock strikes midnight

[mistfunk]

Mistigram: #WhyDidTheChickenCrossTheRoad? You don't need to come up with an answer to that old chestnut today, but AdeptApril has illustrated it in #ANSIart in honour of the occasion of National Tell An Old #Joke Day.

[leepackett]

Lee let out a laugh, pulling open the door to the Uber for Elisa to get in, climbing into the car after her. "You'll see. But I gotta warn you, I saw this place on TikTok, and there's like a sixty percent chance it could be really fucking lame." Which, really, with a couple of shots in them, meant it could be the best place ever. Lee found fun wherever he went, and so did Elisa. If anyone could turn a flop into a fun night, the two of them could. And if that didn't even help, then there were plenty of other places Lee kept up his sleeves.

Elisa opened the door as Lee arrived as he had promised to pick her up. She smiled as she twirled around to show off her outfit. “Thank you,” she said. “I can work magic if given the time.” She had on a little black dress. Chic, but simple and also able to seamlessly transform from elegant to appropriate for a club with its sweetheart neckline.

She bounced forward to look. “Where are we going then?” she asked excitedly.

[mosaicos-poeticos]

Arthur Schopenhauer, "Cartas de la obstinación".

[askarsjustsoswedish]

Kate Winslet, Alexander Skarsgård – Lee ’23 Trailer – Lee Miller, Roland Penrose. Sky Cinema (x) 15 July ’24. Thanks Skarsjoy (x)

Cinema Release Dates, IMDb (x)

[selfheals]

May to July

Many treasured occasions with friends and family, including the Meadows Festival, loads of cinema trips.

I saw one of my favourite artists, PVRIS, live in mid-May and had an amazing time!

I got a new tattoo and named him Ramsay McCoffin. He is very tall and doesn't like to spend money, so is like me in those respects.

TATT

My gran was moved into hospital partway through May and passed in late June, a week or so before her 87th birthday. She spoke calmly of her death and was as ready as one could ever be. It was clear she missed her husband, family and friends who she had lost earlier in her life. Her funeral was beautiful and moving. It was tough to see both of my sisters in tears at the choice of music and the closing of the curtain in front of her coffin.

I completed training to become a Facilitator at Andy's Man Club. I remember the early days where it provided the only space I could talk about my relationship tensions at the time. Crying in a room full of unknown men was a bizarre experience, but a worthwhile one. I hope to give back to AMC and encourage others to attend whenever they're struggling with high stress and/or poor mental health.

I've been really enjoying any time spent with B watching Formula 1 races, getting dinner together, and going for walks/drives. We've connected on an unexpected level and it's awesome. I feel we're helping each other through stuff. I still wonder if we'd be good as an item, and I mention it occasionally in a half-joking manner, but I don't think he thinks he's ready for that, which is valid.

Things are going well with K this time. We met in person for the first time in July, the same week she moved back to Scotland, and had a really good time together. We're going on a picnic date to the Botanic Gardens tomorrow, which should be lovely.

I've not spoken to my crush, A, in a while. I'd like to, but I guess I'm scared of rejection. Maybe sometime I'll pluck up the courage to ask her to meet up again for dinner and/or chill drinks - I might ask now instead of inevitably procrastinating.

I've started going to visit kittens for sale in the last week, but I'm not entirely sure why. I know that sounds silly, but I feel there must be a deeper reason I feel the need for a new creature in my life. I'm not sure if I'll end up following through as it is a big decision to make since Wookiee (my resident cat) would also be affected.

My exes continue to be gradually ostracised from the friendship group. In late July, a new gaming chat was created and I was able to play games in a safe environment with a friend for the first time in around a year. We had a good time, but it was hard to hear them as their partner was gaming quite loudly in the background - no shade though!

I'm looking forward to continuing to live true to myself.

[julchenawesome]

Zukka week 2024

Day 2: Accidental kid acquisition AND Zukka as dads.

Canon divergence AU, Where in his travel after the Northern Water Tribe, Zuko finds Ursa, and for Some reasons Zuko and Iroh have to take care of Kiyi. In Ba Sing Se, meanwhile Sokka is searching with the Gaang for Appa, a little girl graps his clothes, crying. The weird thing was When he Faces the Fire guy Prince as a tea waiter.

Another idea for future fics.

@zukkaweek

[risingada]

Dawn's gaze followed the album he'd just placed down, catching the look on his face -- it must be a good one, she figured. She didn't reach for it though, instead grabbing some of his other suggestions, including the newest Taylor Swift.

A small smile crossed her face. She'd never experienced a break up herself. Worse, yes, the reason she was currently single. But she'd had one long and loving relationship, that, if she could change where they were that night, she would probably still be in with. "Just -- I had to be there for her after, y'know?"

"Oh for sure. Like, when it's raining or sunny. The type of music she'd play in winter would be totally different than what you'd play in a shop at the beach in summer." Dawn got it. She was the same when it came to music. "We love pop, though." In all honesty, they loved it all. Her music taste was a blend of her parents through and through.

[fragmentos-olvidados]

Rainer Maria Rilke

fb:librosyescritor

[adhamabbas]

I love the trips that start from this place.

[mikeywayarchive]

Instagram story by yallhavingbirthdaycake

[Jul 28, 2024]

[mike-princeofstars-art]

2023 artfight attack for @nitethekitten of her characters ashwhisker, sootpaw, and ravenpaw!

[abybweisse]

I'll have to have a tea party at work soon!

[lilolilyr]

A Hacks HBO Season 2 fanfic: Ava and Deborah on tour!

7k words, rated E, no warnings

Getting together, h/c, smut with feelings

Summary: Ava goes to a lesbian bar, gets absolutely wasted and starts a conversation with a beautiful blonde at the bar who clearly can't be Deborah, because she would never go to a gay bar... Right?

Read on Ao3 • more Avorah fic by me