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Walking around my room as if I’m a mii in tomodachi life
#lilysooc#I am also on tumblr too#which I don’t think miis do in tomodachi life#but eh still#life is peaceful for right now
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When in doubt, Soup it out.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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I love the reflections in the lake!! I'm so happy that I get to see things like this every day!! I am very grateful for that 🙏🏼 😁😍
#my lake#reflection#sky#clouds#gorgeous#water#Rainbow lake#small#beautiful#my backyard#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#joy#animals#nature#lovely#view#I'm looking at it right now#happy#smiling#😁😁😁#beauty#peaceful#serene#life affirming#grateful#lucky#blessed
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conc fandom is a wild thing to navigate because I keep assuming that everybody around me also understands and agrees that conclave is a work of fiction and in reality the institution of the catholic church is actively harming marginalised communities worldwide whether that's in their systemic devaluing of women or their institutional protection of abusers or their cultural imperialism or you know any number of the horrors they're still responsible for perpetuating but then I get a take that's like "this new pope is really growing on me! Maybe this time there will be change for good! just like in the conclave movie!" and I have to stare out the window for a while questioning my life choices
#catholicism propaganda goes crazy and like I understand right now of all times people want so badly to have a leader#someone who is both connected to some higher ideal of spirituality while also being down to earth and relatable#but like. fundamentally this is an institution that still adhered to the pro life anti gay agenda#where women are by definition not allowed to be leaders nor participate on equal terms#BY DEFINITION any person in a leadership position in this institution is going to hold these ideals in some manner#no matter how much they talk about peace peace love peace or fucking whatever#no matter how many acts of charity or how many orphans they've embraced or soup kitchens they've volunteered at#FUNDAMENTALLY this is an institution built in a way that perpetuates discrimination and abuse regardless of the goodness of the individual#anyway sinéad o'connor fight the real enemy dot mp4
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Let's all just pretend this was posted perfectly on time and its still Halloween pls, life hit me with a fucking bat at the end of last month and I only just got free-
Happy (late) Halloweeeennn! Edwin is supposed to be an alien idk if you can tell.
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#olnf#our life mc#our life now and forever#sheep#alien technically#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack#olnf renee#olnf baxter#the boys club. And Tamma.#I don't know why Ren looks so majestic and peaceful#Baxter as Jack Skellington just felt so right to me#Like fate
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Y'ALL.
Just got a preliminary interview for Project & Design Estimator I (job quotes, AutoCAD, Salesforce) within the company I work for.
I've been on the job hunt and the job market is b r u t a l right now. It feels so good to have someone go, "I am very impressed by your history and skills."
It's just a prelim interview, it's next Tuesday. Please please please send me your good luck/confidence/charisma, God knows I need all three.
You have no idea how much a shift into this type of work would mean for me and my future prospects, especially as a college dropout. I don't even know what the pay will be, but I assume it's even marginally more than what they're paying me now.
#not sims#I do want to go back to school one day and finish undergrad#and if that goes well then I'd like to get a master's#but right now I just don't know what direction to go in#dad keeps telling me to pray for guidance and I'm like...#dad my faith is not what it used to be lol I don't even know if I'm praying to anything that exists at all#the surgery was probably a bigger life change than I can really understand and I already understand it was a MASSIVE boon#I feel like if I don't make the right choice I'm going to fuck up the rest of my life#I'm 35 and I feel that clock a-tickin'#if I go back to school it's got to be for something I love/give a shit about#and I feel like I'll find more peace if I just pick a direction and GO#but I'm scared?? I've been burned so many times#if faith without works is dead then I am immortal#I also promised myself that 2025 would be the year I stop hesitating about everything and just take the (calculated) plunge#I know what TYPE of occupation I want--like in terms of the type of stuff I'd be doing/the type of role#but the industry? no idea--the company? no clue--the job/career track? no fuckin' sense
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Some days, I just feel like the world truly is my oyster. Today is one of those days. 🦪
#jesus...I'm at peace today#...and possibilities seem never ending#all the pieces are falling into place and i am so grateful for that and the path my life is on#to new adventures ✨️#I'm also super tan...little brownie and that adds to my joy as silly as it is#i feel so damn good and look so damn good right now#ha!
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I am so fascinated at Buck's impulsive jump to move in. Like, this is something he's done twice now. And this time, he couldn't even bring himself to say I love you first. He's talking about moving in together, he's talking about engagement and marriage because they would have the right, he's talking about "why be apart when we can be together," but he can't bring himself to say I love you.
This man wants to love and be loved so badly, he wants to have a partner beside him who will become his forever so badly, but he just doesn't feel it and he just hasn't found it, and he keeps trying to force every relationship to be what he needs when they just aren't and my heart breaks for him.
#i'm going to be honest#if they don't go for buddie#(which i absolutely think they're going for buddie)#buck is actually the character who would make the most sense to end up alone but come to peace with that#learn to love himself and who he is when he's not trying desperately to find and please a partner#he just doesn't love#and accept that he doesn't need someone else to make him happy#now i don't actually think that's where they’d go#i definitely think it's eddie#but if it isn't then buck is the character whose other option would be to find happiness alone#anyway#baby boy you're going to find the love of your life he's right in front of you#but also you've got to love yourself and seek the things that actually make you happy instead of the things you think should#evan buckley#911 spoilers#911 s8#911 8x06#random 911 thoughts
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crying screaming throwing up in a fit of borderline hysteria begging kim kitsuragi to quit his job. they treat you like ass. it's not fulfilling work. it's actively hurting you and the community. quit your job. find peace. do literally anything else with your life i am begging you.

i only kind of understand how the rcm rank system works so forgive me if this doesn't sound quite right but. kim worked in juvie for 15 years despite (most likely) being overqualified for detective work at some point in those 15 years. then he spent a year in processing, despite, again, most likely being overqualified. then he spent 4 years presumably working his way up to lieutenant. in a work environment that was just as racist as the previous one. all this is to say, i don't think criminal investigations would've made that swift rank advancement very easy for kim. going presumably from patrol officer to a 4x decorated lieutenant in 4 years sounds like crunch and burnout waiting to happen, if i'm understanding everything right.
granted, he wasn't in as grueling of a district as precinct 41, and he has half of harry's case load (not that it's a competition on who can have the most self destructive burnout imaginable). but still, it sounds bad. it sounds awful. it sounds like he should resign immediately and never look back. do literally anything else with your life kim, i promise there are more fulfilling jobs out there.
#i wish i could articulate myself better but i hope ppl understand the point i'm trying to make#the rcm makes kim worse in a lot of different ways#quit your job. find peace ❤️#hope this wasn't incomprehensible or just flat out wrong#i'm just very passionate about this man changing his life for the better. by quitting his job. right now.#disco elysium#disco elysium spoilers#<- sort of. for my friends :-)
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As someone who has experienced domestic violence sexual assault etc FUCK some of you bitchass fans of gaiman’s work. Every single time some abuser gets outed (especially if they happen to be in a creative industry) you guys bend over backwards to try to reclaim the work. Yall did this with harry potter so much, trying to find guilt free ways to enjoy what they put out. You prioritize assuaging your guilt rather than thinking about the victims who deserve recognition and to be supported right now. I understand these works were formative and important to you. But there is a bigger picture. And by your immediate jumping to this, you’re showing other victims of said person AND anyone who is a victim in general that as long as someone puts out good work, their atrocities don’t fucking matter in the end. You say they do, but your words (and actions) show otherwise. Do better.
#neil gaiman#this isn’t written eloquently I’m too mad to care right now quite frankly#you guys do this all the fucking time#when it’s not this it’s nitpicking victims bc they don’t act perfect enough for you#deadass fuck you#not my normal kind of post on here but whatever I’m not staying silent#my heart goes out to all of the victims#you’re so brave#and I hate that your legacy now is tied to what this disgusting man did to you#I hope you have a life of peace and love ahead of you
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but who told them all my distorted thoughts lmao
#miraculous ladybug#marigami#ladynoir#kagami#perfection#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#audhd#unmasking#mlb#mlb s5#mlb caps#mlb capspam#and not ladybug trying to be a CBT therapist or something lol#i think DBT might help you more kagami chan#i know distorted thoughts is a CBT term but i'm just starting to explore DBT#what's their term automatic negative thoughts or something? that does make more sense#i don't wish anyone would disappear i just always isolate myself#and used to feel sad about it but now it feels kind of peaceful#i still have my family though so that helps#but i've accepted i don't have the energy to be social right now i only have enough capacity for work and family#and maybe someday i can try to (re)build friendships again idk#just like kagami i don't know how to be : (#i do also hate being perceived and wish i could be a hermit sometimes lol#i used to be so certain about what the “perfect” i wanted to strive for was and had so many rules for myself in order to appear acceptable#but now that i know i was being excessively literal and perfect doesn't exist - i don't know what's acceptable or safe or “normal” enough#i feel like i'm in a cocoon or something trying to figure out who i am#but i'm so different from how i was when i was trying to be perfect idk if anyone will like or accept this version of me#i'm also so shell shocked from life the past few years everything is hard lol
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#one of my favorite pictures of elvis with his fans#look at all the peace in his face#to have one of those sweet hugs...#🥹🥹🥹#i'm kinda needing one sincere smothering hug right now#anyhow... what i love the most about him is his sincerity concerning every aspect of his life#like lisa said elvis 'didn't have a facade'#everybody who knew him intimately said elvis loved his fans deeply#not that we need any words when he have those kind of pictures#but oh... it just makes everything sweeter#elvis presley#elvis fans#elvis#elvis history#elvis the king
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living with your sister be like complete and absolute heaven + oh here is a sentence that will make you feel insane
#girl is just randomly like. 'you liking something i like immediately gives it so much value and depth i feel a little dumb for it'#but then she'll also be like me: *standing in the doorway* her: you're so miranda right now#anyways we're having so much fun i am proud of myself for making room for my busy doctor life and her simultaneously#but being with her is just. peace. because i will be doing my too fast to keep up with thing#and she will be like CALM DOWN WALK MORE SLOWLY RELAX#and it only works with her because i assume everybody else doesn't say it because they want me to be okay but because they want me to stop#being me. logging in a little drunkish i am soooo lucky you know#had multiple positive interactions with others and pursued my passions in the same day. maybe there IS hope for me#dylanlila.mp3
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#unrelated to my last post#also this is gonna be an unpopular opinion#but i’ve honestly made my peace with how taylor approaches her public politics#(i’ve said this before too)#i may sound like a cupcake right now#but i don’t have the energy to bang my head against a wall when i know no matter what i do the wall won’t break#and that’s just the harsh truth#i have trust that she is a good person and her actions show that and it is enough for me#she’s not interested in being a political figure or representative and just wants to encourage people to vote#and will speak up during elections or during pride month etc#and ofc you can make the argument that she’s so influential so she should be and i agree but also! it’s her choice!#she is political in her private her life and she doesn’t owe her politics publicly#people should focus more on actual politicians and presidents and world leaders whose actual job it is#arshia talks
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putting under cut bc there is mention of incest but its just me pondering "shipping discourse" from an observational standpoint bc i dont go there. dont mind me. just saying shit & finding proships grating like fruit flies around a slice of melon on a hot summer day
regardless of how originally reasonable & not Like That the term proship was it has kind of become irrevocably associated with the types of people who will go Heh. well I get my rocks off to BROTHERS KISSING. does that Offend You, Anti Snowflake? you are a Filthy Fascist if you think i should put WARNING TAGS on my POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING CONTENT, you IDIOT. & theres just no way anyone will expect anything else if you use the label. yknow. its like if someone wants to label themselves a radical feminist in the truest sense. it will be seen as, at the most lenient, willingness to associate with terfs. its the same thing here. people see proship & block bc it is undeniable that there are people out there provoking & deliberately triggering people on clearly established boundaries to feel vindicated & no amount of "well this isnt what the term really means" will undo that bc language evolves with how its used
#also you gotta you Gotta make peace with the fact some people just wont wanna interact with you if you like incest even if you tag it!#if you want to be open about this kind of thing you have to accept that people have the right to not want to be around you.#its just how it is!! cant have your cake & eat it too or however that goes#sorry this is a more nuanced take than you usually see on tumblr dot com i just ponder this stuff now & then#i think complete eradication of this kind of content is straightup impossible. its unrealistic. its not going to happen.#i think trying to hard ban any sort of content is bound to fail. people will keep creating & will find other ways to share it!#ultimately everything should be done with consideration of others in mind. you're not an anti censorship hero for provoking people.#you're just a piece of shit & a dangerous person to have around traumatised people. & children.#but then my question is whats the deal with comship like whats complicated shipping even.#surely its not about like. potentially toxic dynamics that arent outright like illegal in real life. otherwise it would be called smth else#why are people making labels for everything these days man. you know i love my mogais but the shipping discourse.....#anyway this was prompted by some 16 y/o on here labelling himself an 'evil incest shipper' & i am so tired#whyyy must you make it a spectacle. also dont tell people your age??? this cant end well#dont think i need to specify it but wrt people will find ways to create it & share it#'cp' involving real kids is outright abuse so no it should not exist at all. & on that one i do not care if it cant be fully eradicated.#it should be mitigated as much as possible even if abusers will sadly always exist. but again this goes without saying.
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so I had this journey this weekend into a new, hopefully a little healthier approach to life even if not much has changed
Starting with a realization that basically everything in my life stays in the shadow of the horrors, that even when I'm making art it's mostly because of the horrors etc.
And my first instinct was to protest, to cut away everything that “worships” the horrors. I can't make the horrors the center of my existence, is what I thought. I can't only live to fix what's broken. Sure I have an experience that I can share with the world and maybe help others this way, but that's not my obligation.
But then another realization. I can't just ignore what happened, no one will fix it for me, no one knows the full extended of the damage. And I can't live like everything is ok, because I need adjustments everywhere, I need to be prepared, to plan and predict.
So the final solution is. Live two lives? Find something to do, proportionate to your capability (there is always something), and keep an eye on the horrors. In my case, brainrot and art are both weapons against the horrors, while the other life could be maybe learning languages or going to fandom conventions or whatever.
It feels like I'm given a new life even though nothing really changed except my approach and it's so freeing
#i fell in the trap of thinking i have to fix everything first and only then i will be able to live a life#so i was trying to speedrun the fixing and healing part out of fear i will have no more time left for living#but the truth is i am already alive and living is happening right here right now. maybe different than in my dreams but still good#i have everything and i can just do both at the same time. the healing and the living#im a bit angry because i already knew that for a long time just never saw how it applies to healing too#but now I'm at peace im fine it will be ok. without the pressure and the rush everything seems doable. mind=blown#diary post#ah whateveer. ok to reblog
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