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thefiresontheheight · 2 months ago

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#i found a job and I’m starting in two weeks and I still don’t feel any better #like I can function I am functional #but I’m constantly like a friend asking me about my plans for the future #away from breaking down crying #and I don’t know how to even approach fixing it #I just feel like I’m living the wrong life #and am a constant downer #and all my friends are tired of it haha #fml etc please ignore this

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mochasucculent · 7 months ago

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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in

#viktor #arcane #ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer #it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting #so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath #tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder #where the strap would be #but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise #everything looks like its screwed together #or screwed INTO him #but only the top bolts on his spine are i think #in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine #so he can take it off. but HOW #what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off #does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper #the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss #forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this #any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours #something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly #and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place #they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc #or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought #and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off #dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like #like 40 different controllers #soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine #<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig #forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy

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trickstersaint · 9 months ago

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i want to introduce you all to a project that is very close to my heart... or lack of one. anyway. for anyone who has ever wanted to play a poem. i'd like you to meet aromanticism

(link opens itch.io - she'll run on html in your browser! please be nice to her!)

#literally please be so so so fucking niceys to her i am so nervous about this for no reason #it's literally fine it's gonna be perfectly functional. I Am Going To Lose My Mind #i can always make another post if it gets fucked up somehow... i can always make another post...#anyway. hi. this is aromanticism. i made her for class. and then revised her for class. and now she's like my child #losing my miiiiiiiind #poetry #kind of like a uquiz too. to be honest haha #except i can make you read more somehow (long questions instead of long answers)#it's a little choose your own adventure......#poem #poems #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #poetsandwriters #poems about aromanticism #aromantic #aro poet #aro poetry #aro #aromanticism #aroace #arospec #aspec #itch.io #GOD OKAY I'M JUST POSTING IT.#other writing #trying to get this to show up in my other writing tag is going to kill me...

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analog-television · 3 months ago

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So like. Not what you'd consider "cold" just in general, but rather specifically for where YOU live (for example: 6c/43f might be considered "cold" if you live in Florida). I see a lot of Tumblr users defending the cold on here, so I'm wondering what temperatures they're actually talking about. For me anyway "cold" automatically translates to be anything below freezing - but I'm not fully convinced that 90% of Tumblr is Actually yearning for below freezing temps.

(My ideal temperature range is around 10c-20c, but a bit below 10c can be nice and refreshing as well. Above 20c depends on what I'm doing - and anything above 25c is too much.)

#polls #tumblr polls #Yeah there isn't a lot of temperature range for below freezing but its because anything below 0 more or less feels the same to me.#as in - its all extremely miserable 👎inherently fucked up weather when you function like an ectotherm #you can complain about the lack of below freezing options if you want but this is a poll made for Me and those nuances just dont mean much #(to my anyway). i LIVE somewhere that regularly gets -10c and -20c temps but it STILL feels basically the same to like. -4.#though i will admit extreme cold does sometimes feel a bit more bitter and pinchy. and like i am on the verge of dying.#also its Celsius first because believe it or not im one of the 10 people on tumblr who lives outside of the states

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solarpunkani · 7 months ago

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Late night wishful thinking but like

I think planting funky things around retention ponds should be more normalized!!

Like okay I get it retention ponds are meant to hold the runoff water from parking lots and drive throughs and the like so they aren’t exactly the cleanest water around. But like!!! Maybe this is different in other areas, but the only plants I ever see grow around retention ponds are cattails!! Which, like, are fine and great and dandy lets go cattails, but like

Where’s the whimsy?? Where are the flowers?? If I’ve got to see retention ponds whenever I go to a store or drive down the highway or pick up food for my mom, at least bring in some flowers!!

And it’ll benefit so much! A wider variety of plants can make it a more welcoming home to wildlife! Maybe the plants will filter some of the runoff stuff and the water can then be nicer for even more wildlife! Maybe the flowers can be a nice food source for butterflies and bees on their journeys and day trips!! And humans like seeing things be pretty!

Maybe its easier said than done! Maybe most places already do this and its just my city or state that doesn’t really I’d be willing to believe that! But lets get some color in these goddamn retention ponds!!

Swamp milkweed! Aquatic milkweed! Pickerelweed! Water lilies! Irises! Cardinalflower! Fuck it, put some goddamn duckweed in there!! Get some color in those things or so help me!!

#out of queue #ani rambles #solarpunk #gardening #pond gardening #‘ani why not just guerrilla garden in the retention ponds’ im not THAT good at starting plants #and ive yet to have success guerrilla gardening as is!!!#i think there should be like a volunteer group that just rocks up like ‘hey we’ll make your retention pond bomb as fuck and still functional #FOR FREE. and we can start next saturday!!!#also SOMEONE MANAGE THE INVASIVE PLANTS AROUND RETENTION PONDS!!!!#i saw a pond that I was 60% positive was surrounded by callery pear trees #i couldnt be 100% sure because I was actively driving but yknow!!!#‘oh all the water drains to here lets put a pond there to hold the draining water’ THATS HABITAT NOW #CARE FOR THE HABITAT YOUVE CREATED #YES I KNOW THIS IS A POND IN A WALMART PARKING LOT I DONT CARE. WHATS GOING ON IN THERE. BEAUTIFY IT #‘ani why dont you start the group’ idk much about growing aquatic/wetland plants #maybe ill bring it up if i ever go to a florida native plant society meeting who knows #its 1:30 am gnight

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waywardstation · 2 months ago

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APOLOGIES FOR DISAPPEARING RIGHT AFTER THE SEXYMAN POLLS POSTS I got very sick once again ^^;

BUT I have stuff to post!! I have a project participation announcement, and I have asks/messages to get to, and art and fics to post too. Thank you for your patience as I start things up again ^^

#early stage pneumonia/bronchitis had to be taken care of #lots of sleeping #and then I am trying to take care of a much more serious health issue at the moment #it leaves me very drained at the moment and I am sleeping a lot right now #but I’m hoping to start treating it as soon as possible whatever that will look like #there’s still a lot of unknowns but I just am hoping there is a way to manage it quickly so I can get back to feeling like I’m living!!!!#I now also understand why I feel like I cannot pull my mind together or get anything done #I am not getting what I need for my brain to literally function everything is just so deficient #so that is probably why I am struggling so much to post things that I keep saying are done I can never seem to finish that 5% of uploading #and formatting and posting and AUGH #I will try very hard to get through this until things possibly get easier #and to interact with the community more like I used to #lots of hopes here #hoping I can get back on track

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chaozfantazy · 6 months ago

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I need to shoutout the Chance player who shot his flintlock at me (Telamon) because I walked up behind him and scared him apparently

#roblox forsaken #forsaken roblox #homicidalporkchops #c00lkidd #shedletsky #telamon #builderman #yes...finally... a dedicated post i can put stuff from the art dump in...#which means i am reuploading art........... damn #see i can tag forsaken all i want but i wont lie those last few builderman drawings are for my interpretation on him #of which i will hide in the tags where noone will find them #he's a dad. to me. in my heart. this man is phoning his buddies at 1am to tell them about the sick building idea he had.#his garage? a disaster. this man is like every artist manifesting new ideas #except unlike us he can find the willpower to put them to paper #hes a mandisaster #he would NOT say fuck #hes married to his work your honor #hes so friendly and open and has smile lines #no one on record has seen him frown. ever #glass half full? Wrong. Glass IS full.#this mans enthusiasm is infectious #on another note i like to think telamon functions like an alter ego. he's the “”serious“” mode:tm:#like you thought normal shedletsky was kind of a cocky bastard. WRONG #the smile is gone but his skill has gone nowhere #waaahh im yappingg im yappingg IM STOPPING NOW

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venacoeurva · 2 years ago

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obsessed with these little mouse coin purses again

#I need an OC who would have something like this #something tells me Lenore would because it's unusually cute of him #vena vents #not art #Wren would also have one mainly on the premise that he would love a functional gimmick #I don't really have a coin purse I can really take anywhere so I am Considering since they aren't very pricey

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celestialbodynumber4 · 3 months ago

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i think more people should hc their favorite characters as having DID. as a treat. and more people should give their ocs DID. and more people should make world's most heavyhanded system allegories. and we should have systems who r respected as people n systems who get to be things other than shock villains and systems who get to be systems casually and systems for whom its a huge part of their story and systems whos plurality affects how they interact with The Lore in a way that isnt weird as hell about them. amen. obligatory disclaimer that i know not all systems have DID and vice versa. amen

#also i think assigning a canon character alters is rlly funny . congrats dipshit here's a free guy #he's not any more functional than you are BUT. he also is really bad at talking like you and doesnt like any of the food you like #good luck!#earth to mars #even ignoring the whole. ableism and representation and all that. you can from an authorial standpoint #do so much fun shit with systems. obligatory as long as youre respectful disclaimer #anyway this post was sparked by the fact that deadly fucking premonition is the only horror game ive ever seen with a system character #(characters?)#who isnt a villain or played for shock value #anyway im not putting this in main tags bcuz i main tag never and also i will stay #syscourse agnostic until the day i die. amen!!!#if this post does breach containment and anyone drags syscourse's rotten corpse to my house. i am not #opening the door. have a nice day

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a-totally-reasonable-username · 30 days ago

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Me thinking: should i really wake up my mom to make me a hot water bottle right now? I'm not that shaky. I think. I'm not that badly out of it either, am i? It's 4am i don't want to wake her up i can totally do it myself!

Me, remembering my mom nearly begging me to please wake her so she can pour the hot water instead of waking her up so she can drive me to the hospital for burns:...

Me: you know i think i'll just wake her up real quick

#A lot of the time i can do it myself now but when i feel like i can harely control my body maybe isn't the best idea #My brainfog often comes with a side of “huh? Yeah no definitely i'm totally fine why wouldn't i be?” And meanwhile i am absolutely not fine #But i'm too out if it to properly notice so...#Brainfog with a side of no concept of danger #Brainfog #disability #disabled #chronic illness #chronically ill #Pots #functional neurological disorder #Fnd #dysautonomia #shadows talk

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youve-always-had-me-cas · 22 days ago

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On a semi related note the more I am subjected to Microsoft products the more I become convinced that the reason so many people these days believe themselves to be “bad with computers” is that the programs they are forced to use in their professional life are utterly incomprehensible to ANY rational human being and they are (rightfully enough) extrapolating out that this is just how computers are. They aren't!!! In their quest to remove all the “scary” details from their poor fragile end users Microsoft have created an ecosystem that behaves completely erratically and unpredictably and is by definition unknowable. Things just happen. Then they stop happening. Nothing ever announces why or how. Just a thousand vague and useless popups that may or may not be there tomorrow. I PROMISE computers are actually extremely simple and logical beasts.

#brain.txt #the biggest barrier to widespread linux adoption is the fear of learning something new and i get it i really do #when youre at zero knowledge and dont even know where to begin its completely overwhelming and so much easier to stick with what you know #but the problem is no one ever really knows windows #youre sharing your room with a wild animal #you believe you know its mannerisms well enough to know when it is hungry and what it likes and dislikes but one day it might lash out #and there will be no way of ever knowing why #with open source software the only barrier to knowledge is how far you want your own curiosity to carry you at present #and yeah! ill readily admit!! theres plenty of components of my system i dont know too much about right now #but i feel inherently less lost and helpless knowing that the information is out there and i am actually capable of reading it #instead of someone actively obfuscating all possible attempts at understanding and also constantly changing everything from under me #(i have never owned a mac in my life so idk whats going on over there but my general impression seems to be that mac at least gets the whole #walled garden thing right in the sense that it is a cohesive and functional experience despite being extremely locked in. which i have more #respect for as a solution i am not interested in but i can see the appeal of rather than the FUCKING DISASTER microsoft has unleashed)

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taruruchi · 4 months ago

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𝐃𝐚𝐲 14: 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲

Happy Valentine's Day!! ❤️💌✨️

The ref/base can be found here!

Also, there's yet another reference to spy x family here, and it's not that obvious bc of the colors, but it's the clothes hsjdjsh And it's pretty obvious what the bow and necklace are a reference to

Taglist: @solxima @angelwishess @scint1llat3 @distant-velleity @twtysevapr @cynthinesia @h0neybane @viperbunnies @linabirb @thehollowwriter @wafflethewitchboy @siphoklansan @jewelulu @skibidibabygirl @jadelover69 @savanaclaw1996 @officialdaydreamer00 (ask me if you wanna be added/removed!)

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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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torchickentacos · 10 days ago

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life is difficult right now, so I'm dealing with it like any normal person would (reading a 300k fic that I've been meaning to get around to since like 2016. in one sitting. see you guys at 3 am ✌️)

#you know what. in my defense it is kind of the best thing to be doing with my time right now.#I've bottled up a lot of stress lately and today is the day that it decided to become a problem #and rather than wallowing in the stress of aging family members (which I cannot do anything about)#I am going to sit my ass down with a bunch of coffee at 7 pm and I'm going to force my mind to go somewhere else for 300k words.#weird emotional states call for weird solutions. or whatever the saying is. close enough.#the things that can be done have been done for now so I just need to get my brain back to daily-functioning.#I've never jumpstarted a car before but it's probably like that.

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factual-flittermouse · 16 days ago

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Autistic people are often portrayed as being really genuine and kind and brilliant, but I would like to clarify that some of us are idiots who don’t understand people and just want to vibe with our 53 unfinished projects and maybe a cat

#actually autistic #autism #autistic #autistic adult #Autistics in media are often geniuses or brilliant inventors or whatever #and I just want to clarify that #i am an idiot #the autism does not grant everyone special skills or smarts #some of us just get the obsession with frogs or whatever #not all autistics are savants #that said #savants are super cool #and I love seeing autistic characters #I can absorb emotions and behavior patterns from books and such #but real people emotions are weird #autism also has the stereotype of being pure and innocent and kind because it’s often only considered in kids #I am a disingenuous and manipulative troll #i am petty #and thats okay #i actually like this #plus the stereotype of being unable to lie kinda works in my favor #except that most people don’t clock that I’m autistic because I’m an adult #I’m pretty good at masking ngl #I can pretend to be functional at times #anyway #if anyone needs me #I’ll be comparing the live action and original HTTYD movies word for word and note for note lol #audhd

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yippee-optimistically · 10 months ago

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Funny oj doodles ^_^

this is the evil ii2 song 🔥

And finally.. I offer u ... A measly colored human apple ... Ain't she a cutie !

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