#like augh. happiness…. finally
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The key to happiness is literally moving out of your parents house. That’s it.
#right now I have been moved in only 3 days and I have never have been this happy or relaxed in a long while#bro I’m smoking a joint in my living room drinking coffee after grocery shopping for food I like. IM IN HEAVEN DOG#like augh. happiness…. finally#eris smokes
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Day 28 - Favourite
And that's a wrap! This is a redraw of a photo I really like of my favourite wildcat.
[ID: digital painting of a cheetah sitting on top of a small hill with golden and yellow short-grasses, she's bowing her head down to smell a tall, white flower. The background is a blue sky that darkens with the height, and a big, pinkish cloud that frames the cheetah. End ID]
Thank you so much to everyone who reblogged and specially to @mammoth-clangen for creating the prompt list I followed this month, it was very fun! Also for resharing my entries :D
I want to add I based this cheetah's markings off of Kike's! A female cheetah of whom I read a little on Big Cat Diary: Cheetahs, she appears on the cover of the book and was very loved by the authors
I couldn't for the life of mine find the original source of the reference image, I'm very sorry because the only photos I found with reverse search were reposts, my deepest apologies to the original photographer, here's the link to the pin I had saved.
#irbis draws#febroary#febroary 2025#felines#felidae#felinae#cheetah#cheetahs#animal artist#animal art#wildlife illustration#wildlife art#illustration#aaaah this one threw a fit but i'm very happy with the results#i wanted to put this one up in my kofi as a wallpaper but since idk about the copyright status i dont dare to. but in the future...#would anybody be interested in wallpapers for like $2? i feel like that's something i could try this year... once a month... mayhaps 👀??#I NEED THE ORIGINAL IMAGE AUGH#also kike's markings aren't exact replicas lol. only the face's and other parts i could reference with her photos from the book#i was looking at my desktop wallpaper last week and thought “duude why didn't we draw kike. next time i guess” :) it's happened#i wish we got big cat diary on mexico. i couldn't find it online 😔. just short parts on youtube but they arent in order#guess i'll have to settle for the cheetahs book only#goodbye febroary im glad i finally kept up with you <3
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try again..
#lucy steel#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba#steel ball run#meat art#okay. tryingr to post agaon tbh i thought this wld blow up the way that zelda piece i made 2 years ago did.. sighhh#i jst want her to have a second chance…#ive had this.concept of lucy steel as the virgin mary and also the lamb of god aand thr corpse parts and its a wholleeee thing but anyway.#ive had this concept brewing for like 2 years and i finally realized it after 3 months of working on this piece LOL#i wish i had smarter things to say about it.. youth and innocence and a teenaged girl forced to carry these burdens… i want her to be happy#she didnt really get to be a kid.. filling this piece with images of baby sheep and dead baby sheep and augh i wqish i could articulate it b#better… tho u r free to interpret it how you want its very loose as it is…#okay. erm… mwwah
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after one million years. she is here. everyone say hiiiii dr. oakleyyyyy and also dr oakley's daughterrrrr
#eebieposting#eebie art#ugh im so happy to finally reveal her#sorry for the wait folks i am a little college boy!!!!#scp#scp 963#dr oakley#dr abigail oakley#abigail oakley#ingrid oakley#scp fanart#scp art#scp wiki#scp foundation#scp fandom#she also has a whole story which i will elaborate on later. not now because i spent the last like 4 hours drawing this augh#real ones remember her from goatvrai
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I'm trying to study but I just doodled the little guys and now I'm unable to study because I can't glance at them without becoming extremely happy. Particularly Ed. I see Ed and go YOU GO YOUUUUU

Smaller Isaac and Johnny because I realized I was running out of space lol. This is my first time drawing all (but Isaac) in years, but I'm liking them. These are not my fully realized face designs, though. Just doodles. Haven't checked my Current Isaac Drawing I'm Making as I doodled him, so he's somewhat different here from how I actually interpret him.
But.
AUGH little guys. Holding them. At first Isabel was smiling but. Thought a mildly concerned expression was better.
Max is chillin for once, not putting on his aloof persona.
Johnny is trying to look cool.
Ed is happy. Because. !!!!!!
And Isaac is. Because.. we all know why.
#paranatural#my art#more like doodles but eh#carime rambles#THEY'RE SO.#I'm gonna squish them.#... hey hold on I TOOK MY ADHD MEDS. BRAAAAAAIN PLS WHY DID I TAKE THEM IF YOU'RE - AUGH#i blame listening to the imp&skizz season 1 finale as i studied. bc then i just started doodling and well...#now i cant study without looking AT SUCH A HAPPY ED AND BEING SOO SOSOSOSOSOOOOO HAPPY FOR THEM. LOOK ST THEM THEY'RE JUST. BABY. SO HAPPY.#im so sosoosso happy for ed....#AUGHH.#bo don't look#i suppose#bc ed.
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I work with somebody about once a week who is so fascinating to me, especially when they are at our first desk. When someone walks in, they do not so much as smile or look at them, much less greet them. When someone leaves, they don't do anything either. If someone says, "Thank you," they say, "Sure," and if someone says, "Have a good one," they say, "Sure."
Listen. I don't know if it's because I was born and raised in the South for over three decades or because I was the front-facing customer-service-driven person at my previous jobs for a grand total of eight years. But I wince and get a little flappy anxious every time. What do you mean, you're not greeting people warmly so they're smiling as soon as they come through the door? What do you mean, you don't thank them for coming, wish them a good day, and bid them farewell? What do you mean, you just don't interact with the public unless forced, even in our front-facing job?
I think the amiable Southern politeness is just too engrained in me. There is no getting rid of it. And I'm kind of hoping that eventually I can work my way up to having more shifts at our first desk instead of our second because it's a lot weirder to gently greet someone from a distance when the employee closest to them is not paying them a single bit of mind.
#please do not misunderstand me this is not me criticizing people who have social anxiety or autism or are uncomfortable with small talk#i have and am all of those things in fact#it's just me reflecting on the cultural differences between the south and the midwest that i have discovered so far#people are startled when i hold the door open for them if i go in before them and they're close behind me#and my coworkers seem alarmed sometimes when i greet people with a beaming smile and try to make conversation#i still can't stop myself from smiling and making eye contact with someone if we pass on the sidewalk#i force myself to talk at a reasonable pace and not jump in and interrupt people with 'yeah' or 'sure' like i'm impatient with them#and part of it is my upbringing but also part of it is that we are painfully in need of funding and donations#and literally the only thing i can do in that regard is make people feel so happy to be in our building that they keep coming back#and they develop relationships with the staff and attend our programs and finally see how much more we could do#if we had just a little bit more help#augh i really love my job y'all and i really hope i can keep doing well there and get more hours and responsibility and money#i come home every day feeling fuzzy and smiling even if i am absolutely exhausted as well#my ramblings
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internet wisdom ive gained from being online since the early 2000s: every site is someone’s “hellsite”, every site has some bad ppl doing bad things in some corner of it, and just like irl if u don’t hang around those ppl/places u can probably have an enjoyable time anywhere
just bc someone decides to wax poetic about how your favorite social media is the worst, doesn’t mean that’s how it is for you or that you’re wrong for carving out a niche and having a good time (and possibly even making money and friends!) on the same site.
if a site is harmful for your mental health, don’t use it. if it makes you happy, possibly makes you laugh and/or smile on a day you wouldn’t have otherwise, use it. you dont have to feel guilty about it. like with anything, moderation is key. just figure out your balance n be happy <3
#this is mostly about tiktok for me lol but it applies to lots#clown honks#<3#i watched the subbed vers of princess mononoke for the first time last night and it’s sO GOOD AUGH THAT MOVIE IS BEAUTIFUL#ive seen the dub years ago and didn’t remember much so this was like watching it for the first time AND IT WAS FOR THE SUB SO AAA#ALSO IN A MOVIE THEATER SO BIG SCREEN BEAUTIFUL#im so happy i went i almost didn’t and finally convinced myself bc ive been WANTING to see ghibli movies subbed for ages#ive only ever seen the dub for p much all of them except totoro! AND THE DUBS ARE GREAT !! BUT AA ITS LIKE MY MOVIE QUEST RN LMAO
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i dont want to feel this way forever.......
#personal#^ finally reading geoff ricklys book (someone who isnt me) ... good lord#<- /pos. the writing is really incredible. AUGH#im at like the halfway point. its so good...🚬🚬🚬#anyways. happy friyay. or saturyay depending
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HI today went fine!!! 💥💥 just got home :D
#💥.txt#UHH have to feed keko still though haha#we hung out on campus for a while. just did lunch and dinner there + went over pokemon stat stuff for a thing :)#RAMBLING BUT ALSO. today was nice. hey more rambling incoming#really proud of myself lately GETTING A ROUTINE STUDYING FOR COLLEGE ENTRANCE STUFF and might have a job lined up with housing COVEREDD#(looking into it :) not likely but would be nice obviously)#and it's so late but it's looking like I'll be heading to college fall semester this year potentially finally!???#seeing friends was just nice. augh I dunno yesterday just felt teary and hazy and weird and I've been a mess. so today was good#I've just been thinking about stuff recently and like. there's no reason for me to be stuck here. I'll be fine#things have been getting better. they'll keep getting better. preparing to leave will suck but it's been worth the stress and work#household is Not Great but I would like to be happy. being sad sucks. counseling is set up now. I'll be genuinely fine#when I am out this isn't gonna feel like nothing but it'll feel Better
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TOTK SPIN-OFF HYRULE WARRIORS GAME OH MY GODDDDDDDDD
#definitely was spooky#I AM LOSING IT#god i hope we finally get names for the ancient sages i want to know about them#is this gonna completely fuck up my saf totk au? possibly? i hope not? STILL THOUGH#also oh my god we get to see what ZELDA KICKING ASS USING RECALL LOOKS LIKE. CANON COMBAT INSPO#ooohhhhhhh i have a fight scene i need to rewrite...#totkau owen is gonna get sooooo much more badass#idk if they're gonna do the non-canon happy ending route like they did with age of calamity but the extra character info is gonna be so fun#AUGH I'M LOSING IT#i love hyrule warriors so much you guys. the original is probably my favourite game of all time (it's a mess but i love it)#yes i should be purely excited about it based on its own merits but unfortunately i made my childhood game series be about the gay spies so#excitement bc owen is cooler it is!#also finally properly seeing THE BLASTED CASTLE FROM THE GEOGLYPH#LET'S GO
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just finished s2 of kaiji and it was good i really liked it but i hope i never see that fuckass pachinko machine again!!!
#i started ep 15 assuming hey the climactic battle against the swamp of despair is probably gonna be like 6 episodes max right#bc the op has hyoudou and roulette so there's a third game on the way#and from about the fourth episode on i kept going man it's gotta end next episode right they can't have That much more they can do with it#TWELVE EPISODES OF ONE GAME OF PACHINKO. YOU'RE JOKING#and watching it animated is one thing but im surprised fans of the manga didnt string him up in the street for this#im not joking i sunk cost fallacied my way through the entire thing in one sitting it was so much fucking pachinko#and spoilers spoilers spoilers but the BUILDING??? the BUILDING. jumping the shark a Little there to be so fr with you all#head in my hands kaiji i love you your life is ridiculous. the last episode having him blow his meager winnings on pachinko like the day#after was insane to me HAVENT YOU HAD ENOUGH???? I CERTAINLY HAVE#augh and like. guhh hes so nice hes such a nice protagonist im. in love with him a little bit#i do wish he was a Little more tempted by the money bc i liked that component earlier on#ah actually i think the main object of the fights becoming Figuring Out How To Out-Cheat The Enemy was less cool#don't get me wrong it was fun but i Really liked the more raw nobody knows whats going on vibes of the first two#and the group dynamics of rrps and the human derby were so delicious to me. also i wish s2 had more torture implements#the cheating thing makes sense progression-wise it's just a preference thing. the human derby hit me insanely hard#so it's kind of hard for anything to compete after that y'know?#actually very happy kaiji is still addicted to gambling at the end. like it's a happy ending bc he's debt free but like. he's not gonna#stay that way. and maybe thats a weird thing to be happy about but i think it's a choice that makes sense#he's got no reason to give it up and has become emotionally dependent on it. the series' concern w gambling as inherently self-destructive#and its sympathy towards ppl who see it as their last hope is like. really cool and idk i think it keeps kaiji real to never let that go#ok i just looked it up and the manga does continue. my ass will be reading it for sure#so idk how faithful the anime ending is but yeah. anyway i really really liked it this was good for me like emotionally#fkmt#ive heard the next arc is mahjong which is sick bc i like 80% know how mahjong works from yakuza#maybe this will help me grasp the final 20% (<- should just look up the rules or something)#what else. right i think it's funny that there's like 2 women total. The most allergic to women series ive ever seen and thats Impressive#the 2nd op is comedically cheeks like just Bad. very fun recognizing the band from the shitass 1st h.xh ed#im like 95% sure hidenari ugaki plays a side character in an episode but it's not listed on his behind the VAs so. alas.#2nd ed is fun bc while i Hate the trope it's doing i love seeing kaiji being put in Situations (clearly)#anyway. it's really good you guys should watch kaiji
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Mermaid Alec while it's still Mermay!
#ariart#ariaoc#ariaoc: Alec#IM FREE!!! IM FINALLY FREE!!! OUOUOGHHGHHG the pain this drawing has given me in more ways than one#but well... gotta say that im honestly so proud and happy of this one cuz its the first proper art ive done of my dearest son#and ofc it aint one where hes human but like-- progress at least cuz i managed to draw him AND HIS HAIR PROPERLY#if only i know how to render properly tho... cuz his scales are supposed to have an iridescent effect where it looks gold in the light#but that will do. thats good enough for me im just happy to draw him when the Curse (artblock) was creeping in#ALSO!!! HIS EYES!! (well eye) i found out how i wanna render eyes now! its sooo pretty... i kept staring at it cuz of how pretty it is#augh... while making this post i was like: is his lips a lil off-- and so i went to adjust another thing once again#NOW!!! IM FINALLY FREED!!! good grief pls... he looks okay now? hes great now. no more adjustments. hes wonderful#anyway-- i made him... a lil too prettier but like tbf-- he is a mermaid here that sometimes uses his looks to lure in his preys#my dear son looks so pretty and innocent but the moment you get near and let your guard down hes gonna CHOMP you#also the like-- setting is a cave with an open ceiling thats why it looks like that. hes amphibious so he doesnt really need#water tbf. its a nice cave for sunbathing (and possibly waiting for clueless visitors for a nice meal)
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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AHAHAHAH YESSSS ME AND MY FRIEND FINALLY GOT APPROVAL FOR THE APARTMENT WE WERE LOOKING ATT YEEYYYY
#i/we can finally grow and heal annd have our own place and augh it makes me really happy :>>#we'll be out of that shitty situation soon :`)#I feel like. so much better augh
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AT LONG LAST!!! The new and improved CHAPTER 9 of Spotlight is now up!!!!
It took a damn long time, but it's HERE! WAHOO!!!
#spotlight#hockey au#omgcp pjo crossover#pjo#omgcp#nico di angelo#jason grace#jasico#AUGH I'M SO HAPPY TO FINALLY HAVE THIS DONE AND POSTED GOOD GOD#this new chapter 9 is 52 pages. the last one was like. 40.#:D I HOPE YALL ENJOY AND I HOPE IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT#cracks knuckles. now onto chapter 10.
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Writing this down so I don't forget to the haze of sleep- but same age mobrei where Reigen transfers to salt middle school to escape bullying and ends up meeting and befriending Mob. Reigen ends up learning about Mob being psychic and he's very accepting of it. They end up bonding and growing closer and closer as they both end up falling in love, but neither of them Realize it. Reigen is too deep in his own low self-esteem to even consider for a moment that he could get his hopes up in having someone as amazing as Mob, and he doesn't even think he's worthy of him, so he hardcore represses and misinterprets his feelings.
Mob still has a crush on Tsubomi at this point, or at least, he has a crush on the *idea* of her. What he truly wants is someone who will love and accept both the best and worst parts of himself... and someone who can protect without the fear of them leaving him. Mob ends up getting closer and closer with Reigen, not realizing that he's falling for Reigen for that exact reason AND for who Reigen is as a person!! Mob being so in love and not even realizing it!! So the two of them have the worst crush imaginable that ends up forming into actual love that neither of them realize for the longest time. They're so in love that it's sickening to everyone who watches them.
#I like to imagine that reigen realizes he loves mob first but will NOOOTTTTTT ADMIT TO MOB OR ANYONE ELSE ABOUT IT#he knows mob loves tsubomi and it's just a silly unrequited love... he'll get over it eventually. hopefully.#but when MOB finally realizes that he's actually in love with reigen... oohhhh my baby boy is so happy and over the moon#but the issue is when mob tries to be a lil sweetheart and court reigen. reigen goes out of his way to assume it's all platonic#because he knows mob doesnt like him that way so he's not gonna think about it or get his hopes up...#meanwhile mob is doing Everything to woo reigen and spends so much time with him and needs reigen to know how important he is-#I also rly like to imagine reigen courting him in his own way... like maybe reigen makes him little lunches or sneaks in his fav snacks#reigen joining the fitness club with mob so that he can be supportive and spend more time with him...#I just know ritsu has his head in his hands like. my brother did NOT just find his soulmate and it's THIS FUCKING GUY#ritsu calms himself down like there's no way this is a serious thing. this is middle school. it's not forever#cue a decade later and he's just staring at a wall during their wedding#actually wait this post is just exposing me for wanting romance. augh. and a pretty boy. okay laying down forever
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