#literally going to explode ok
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something like .. I would rather be arguing with you than talking with anybody else. And I’d rather be arguing with you than not talking to you. Like if you want to be pissed at me be pissed at me like. Eddies just like I literally have to reach you I would rather argue with you again and again and again than we not be figuring out how to understand each other.
#right? and like I want to keep doing that with you forever more than not be in this room talking to you forever like#let’s have the same argument again and again and again instead of not talking please#buddie#bucks like so conflict averse and repressive and is like so unwilling to actually just address the hard feeling but it alllllways comes out#through action#and Eddie’s like ok. ok u can do that and I’ll forgive u but like times like this he’s like. I’m going to literally explode because that way#at least we’re in the mess dealing with it together#ugh. the fucking guys the two different guys#911#eddie diaz#evan buckley
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Oh my god. Reaching that insanity level of character obsession where I’m just imagining stuff that had happened to me recently happening to Chilchuck. What’s going on. Wjeream I.
#personal#chilchuck#im literally just sitting here like “what if HE had food poisoning ☺️❤️ what if a glass cup exploded in HIS hand ☺️❤️ what if HE was sittmg#Its so bad for me#Like i need to emphasize#This hasnt happened to me with a chatacter since i was. Like.#Sorry scratch that#THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME#id only seen it happening to other ppl and been like haha#“Oh well that’s just not how my character obsessions work they never go that intense”#LIKE EVEN WITH SOME OF MY MOST INTENSE CHARACTER ILLNESSES#This didn’t happen w Dulcie or Eddie or Saiki or Abed or Asriel or#Ohhh no sorry hang on ok#This has happened to me once#With chara from undertale#And even then not to the same like. Extent.#THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 10 AND IM STILL OBSESSEF WITH THEM#ok so it’s literally been like. Almost a decade since this happened.
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It's alright to scream
I'm screaming too
Why'd you think I do the things I do?
For shadows haunted me like ghosts
So I became what I feared the most
I conduct fear like electricity
A manmade monstrosity
Killer — The Hoosiers
i woke up from a nap with this song stuck in my head and. yea
#kouichi kimura#koichi kimura#digimon frontier#digimon#AGH ok drawing to a song is. a new level of vulnerability for me and im trying to get past the mental block of OH THATS TOO CRINGE#because cringe isnt REAL#((but it sure feels like it))#i fucked up and accidentally made a kouichi playlist and so many of my favorite edgy songs ended up applying to him#and i was like....hmm ok.....this kid is suddenly very interesting#...not that he isnt already very interesting like. he is but hes still sort of hard to grasp since he never had time to really be himself#....anyway#i have. so many thoughts about songs i associate with takuya but. i cant draw that#because i would go through organ failure#like i would literally explode and die#oh the struggle of admitting i have human emotions
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high prophet faulkner drawn in alcohol markers !! do not look at his hands for too long
#when i said born to draw fanart forced to study i wasnt kiddig#guys you have NO idea how good it is to have a levels over and done with#every day i get up. work out. draw. draw. bake bread. draw. go out for coffee and draw. beautiful walk home. draw.#literal self actualization im telling you#anyway real tags now#the silt verses#brother faulkner#tsv#tsv faulkner#faulkner tsv#the parish of tide and flesh#fanart#the silt verses fanart#the silt verses podcast#tsv podcast#podcast fanart#traditional art#my traditional art#my art#alcohol markers#alcohol marker#messy art#ok its a little mid#what if i exploded you with a bomb though
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babyboy
okuay. ver w/o the explodign
#I feel mildly Weird typin yhat. tho its literally rhe sont name#ALSO ihave a version w/o the exploding at the end!!!! ill add it too#and also also. fun fact none of them got really heavily edited EXCEPT for daft1. I genuinely struggled making him in gl2 😭#ok thas alll. tagging tmie#incredibox#incredibox sunrise#incredibox v3#lead#daft1#armo#waya#The names sound so. randmo but to mynfollowrs/friends that don't go here. those Are their actual names
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living memory has gotta be the Worst zone for atma farming. i feel like these fates take forever to spawn and i've only gotten one in 4-5 hours lmao
#on one hand: at least i have almost all of the gemstone framer kits. and can use gems on missing rolls#on the other hand: i'm going to explode this zone#i still need 2 more here....................... wails...............#and then 3 for urqo and koza :')#also Extremely scruncht bc we ordered arby's for dinner#and literally everyone got sick from the sandwiches except me. only bc i was too distracted in oc to eat immediately LOL#gotta throw away so much money!!! hey did you know i have emetophobia. boy i love the panic from just Hearing Those Noises#(i'm still ok purely bc i only ate the fries. but rip to the rest of the fam lmao. i think they're fine now but GUH. still in anxiety mode)
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I think I might be able to post two prompts tonight if my brain decides to snap out of it and stop throbbing (I gotta study first but I should be done by 7 pm tops so in like 3 hrs). So yeah check out the first eight days of Batfam Febuwhump 2024 while I go do that, and don't be shy, my inbox is always open (anon too) so if you have questions / suggestions / anything regarding my fics don't hesitate!!
Edit: not only I'm going to post two of them in the next few hours (I'm still writing), but one of them (day 9!) is way longer than any other work in the series. Don't get used to it though!!
Edit 2: I promised you, didn't I? Over 4k words! Of! Pure! Angst! Ft Good Sis Babs! Good Dad Bruce! Pit Mad Jason! Trauma! Check out Batfam Febuwhump day nine (alt.): found footage on AO3, yaaaaay!!
#and ok. i may have gone a bit overboard with this.#batfam febuwhump 2024#febuwhump 2024#batfamily#dc comics#batman#i put like two liters of eyedrops in my eyes because they burn. won't help with the throbbing but i already feel better#and yeah i'm close to ODing since i took 3 doses of my meds instead of 2 but huh. whatever. i'm going to make sure to have a snack#should do the trick#if my livers explodes y'all can have my stuff#liver* i only got one unfortunately#angst#whump#febuwhump#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#damian wayne#tim drake#barbara gordon#stephanie brown#duke thomas#cassandra cain
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#for once Not a commission i just. literally have not drawn anything for myself all month#and im going to explode if i dont grant myself ONE (1) government mandated break#also i was compelled. images kept attacking me#have to remind people that i still do in fact like rgg and i am still mentally ill#ok im gonnatry to finish one of my like. ninety comms tonight so i can finally get more time to draw more stupid shit like this BYE
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As much as I dislike A.nahardt, some ships are so much worse in my eyes
#Oh hey look nice Ana fanart and BOOM CASSIDY NEXT TO HER FLIRTING WITRH HER OR SOMESHIT#Ana x Cass makes me want to go jump in a river#The only young man she's bangin is me! ME!!!!!!!!#He's literally just me but way cooler and better in every possible way#Same with her and Genji#Also so many characters have fucking spawn interactions where they flirt with her holy shit#It makes me want to rip my skin off it makes me want to explode into a million pieces#Sombra I love you but do NOT CALL MY GIRL 'AMOR' AGAIN OR IM GOING T#The silver lining is that her responses are always something along the lines of 'fuck off' but with her classic condescending politeness#It still make4s me extremely sick to my stomach#Please no one even fucking LOOK at my wife or even think about her ever again or I'm going to kill everyone in the room#Sorry ok rant over back to pretending I'm normal and well adjusted and not extremely possessive and insecure#yapping#vent#good kitty 🐈⬛
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It just keeps happening
#forgot that both of them are considered 'not alive' through character design#and both of them are old#oh both of them attempt or do commit child murder as well#which is actually pretty standard for a disney property i think#but yeah the insect transformation is pretty niche. especially when its kinda thematically coupled with loss of the self in both cases#though both cases do backtrack on it. and one of them then attempts to go into it again#and then doesnt really make it explode. not their fault admittedly but yeah there is a weird back and forth with that. like ok are we losin#the self in this place or nah? are we literally killing the god we claim to worship (and metaphorically killing the one we do worship)#and putting ourselves in his place or? like is that still on the menu or is that cancelled? like are we just doing it physically#with none of the horrible implications for the state of our psyche now or?#anyway yeah pretty funny#can i have 5 more of these little bitches. new type of guy theyve been testing out for 12 years#ok admittedly i do think the stag beetle one was better because it also incorporated the deer themes. you know because. stag beetle.#and it worked with both deer and insect themes as separate AND joined themes which were then both incorporated into the#stag beetle deal which was also a separate thing#it has more layers and they just work
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help now i have a genuine plot idea (sorta) for the tma crossover. and it's that jarthur do get like, warped to the tma universe, BUT in doing so they get separated and john gets stuck in the book again. and then it winds up in the institute's artifact storage as a Book That Kills You (everyone assumes it's a leitner, but nobody can check, because if you open it. yknow.)
so arthur has to trudge (blind) all the way over to the institute and go down to the archive bc it's the only part of it that lets randos in off the street and be like hi there's a thing in your artifact storage that's mine and i need it back, it's a book that kills you and jon's just like
#''and furthermore why do you need a book that kills you so bad'' ''I CAN EXPLAIN''#kayne establishes that anyone else who opened john's book wouldve like. exploded. and i STILL desperately want followup on that#the reunion happens ok now john. did you explode a man? and john's like IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE :( and arthur's like oh ok#and jon's in the background going now hold on a minute we moved past that way too fast like that's still AT LEAST manslaughter#i am not cool with immediately forgiving manslaughter. personally. and arthur's like literally who asked. he didn't even mean it this time.#''what do you mean THIS TIME''#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#mv tma#tma liveblog
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why is it so scary to talk to people online btw
#literally what do i even do#like do i just. look at someones online presence and go “yep i like you i will now say hi to you”#ok hi. and then what???? WHAT DO I SAY#<- likes someones online presence#<- that person is on twitter#<- i think they would enjoy this whole. clip archive thing#<- but im also not sure#<- do i just ask a question at first to check if they even want to interact with people at all#yeah ill do that#guy that has to plan every social interaction or he explodes#ok i ask that question and then when they answer i go “hey btw. do u . use tumblr”#and then they say no and i say “oh ok!! sorry”#no i say “use it. theres freaks there.”#“rat freaks”.#and then they block me
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today was day 1 of 2 of agony circus. today was last minute preparations and tomorrow is The Event. i am so tired. and so stressed . and my feet hurt sooo bad. but by god. i will get thru this
#if ur messaging me right now or tonight or tomorrow. u will not reach me. am so sorry. unless it's important i am Doing Other Things.#if everything does not go perfect tomorrow.i will explode.#today .people were doing everything in their power. to Not Listen to me. it's aawesome#a group of guys specifically. were looking to get bitten. i mean good fucking lird.#i asks them i asks: why are u putting that there. that's not where i told you to put that. ''it's where [x] told me to put it'' ok and??#[x] is not the one running this event!!!!!!! HE is not in charge! I AM!!! I Told You PERSONALLY to put it somewhere else. i'll kill you#not to be That Guy but like. i swear to god. this specific group of guys just refused to listen to anything i asked of them. UNLESS#another man asked them to do it. suddenly then they were all happy to get it done.#there was a situation with rope where they literally weren't paying attention until another guy stepped in and asked for it#''i just know how to talk to them'' yeas i'm sure . i'm sure that's why they listen to u and not me yes i'm so sure#sorry. i am soooo tired. and SOO achey. and SOOO stressed and SOOOOOOOOOO frustrated.#but we got everything we needed to get done today. Done. and it's just tomorrow now.#we's got this. whether they fucking help me. or not#clamtalk
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having a fun and good and silly time looking at the ndpod music uses and then writing on the wall episode 27 hits and having a category five frog moment again
#two hour seven minutes . btw#but its like literally like.#i cant talk about this now ok im sooo ososososos dead im dead and unwell#BUT LIKE . I MEAN#BIG BULLYWUG GRIN AT A JOB GETTING DONE ????#PRIMAL MEMORIES HE DOESNT HAVE A SWAMP WOTH OTHER BULLWUGS ????#im going to actually explode caldwell tanner woth my freaking mind#i hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAGAGSBRRJRURGSBSJSNDJZBEJSVDUZBSJZFJSNSJRBFJDMSODNTJFJD#okco kok okokokokokok normal NORMAL neomaldbdoaml#im going to restart my c3 relisten . eventually when my brian works again and then ull all see#... because i will be talking nonstop again. peace n love
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Apollo yelling "I'm Apollo justice and I'm fine" is literally just him stimming ok? Ok.
#apollo justice#he is autistic ok he told me himself#hes probably not officially diagnosed tho bc he strikes me as the type to avoid going to the dr unless absolutely necessary#like how he literally almost got exploded and had rubble rain down upon him and was seriously injured... and still tried to stand in court#like. hes dumb. hes self sacrificing. he doesnt always realize when he needs yo call it quits. hes like literally everyone in my family#like trust me i know this type when i see one. im surrounded by them#my dad literally blacked out and fell and could have cracked his head open recently and hes like no its fine it only happened once#like????????? BRUH?????? HUH?????? IT ONLY TAKES ONCE FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO END YOUR FUCKING LIFE MY GUY#HES LUCKY HE DIDNT HIT HIS HEAD!!!!! OR LAND ON SOMETHING SHARP????#like my dude. my guy. you are our lifeline if u croak wtf are we supposed to do#pls take care of yourself
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I'm so done 😔
#honestly it feels like the world is telling me to give up#why... why did my bus pass abandon me..... and i had no change! wth#my hair got all frizzy too.. cant deal with this#its gonna be super duper dry now 😭#i was literally giving myself a confidence boost today n i have some stuffs i wanna do but no.#i have to mess up something today :')#i wanna cry tbh.... but its a bit dumb to cry over this ..maybe#sigh#posts.nae#ok i think ill still try to make that sideblog but honestly ive lost motivation to do jt... plus idk what to name it#hrhshehebsb the world can go explode smh ruining my day >:(#its probably my own fault i lost my bus pass tho#sighsigh wth 😕
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