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barghest-land · 1 year ago

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drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home

#i need to draw for 2 museums at least to then send it to them as a gift cuz people there were so nice???? AAAA #and yeah im definitely doing back #maybe in autumn... who knows #barghestland #art #artists on tumblr #and #paleoart #???#in a way it is i guess #also i usually don't share things from my sketchbook. but these drawings hold so many nice memories #of clouds that hide top of the mountains #of sitting on a rock #drawing and seeing a scorpion vibing next to u (tiny friend!)#of leaning on a big cow and almost falling asleep on a field with her after the rain #of... forgetting the pain too #of not wanting to even talk about the wonderful time i've had. because it was only for me to remember #so much happened up in the mountains that i'll never forget #thank u big rocks and soil and grass and apricot trees i love you #...#paleoland #fieldbook_barghest_land

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spencerslover-blog · 1 year ago

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★. a saturday with spencer reid

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auguryofjellyfish · 20 days ago

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#it's been four weeks #i knew i loved wada very much #but this continues to hit me a lot harder than i expected #never seeing him again would be one thing but #i wanted him to live so very badly. to laugh and cry and to be able to eat good food and sleep well and breathe in the fresh air #to pick up a new silly series to read to pet cuddly animals to smell the flowers and to cultivate them #to continue not knowing who he is and what he wants but still learning little by little along the way #to get help and support others‚ to create‚ to work‚ to rest‚ to win and to get better and to regress and to fail‚ to try and to keep trying #to suffer because that's what being alive and being a person entails. and also to smile‚ eventually. to continue loving and being loved.#to live his life in whatever form it takes‚ with all its disappointments hardships and little pleasures. to be tired and yet to continue on #despite everything‚ despite the heartbreak and guilt and loss and feeling he's not worth it‚ to continue on.#.....#...i will always think of you.#i see your face when each day's through / and days go past‚ oh so fast / but memories‚ they last #summer‚ winter‚ year by year / i'll hear this song inside my ear / try to restart / that'd be smart‚ but thoughts of you haunt my heart #no‚ i don't wanna be alone now / just biding my time / i need somebody dearly / and darling‚ you'd be sublime #spring and autumn‚ up and down / i keep trying to escape this town‚ and i just might / i'll take flight...#...maybe tomorrow‚ not tonight.

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thegrimreaperofdeath · 2 months ago

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not gonna lie i miss mattjay autumn with u all. that was a really beautiful time

#my fellow mattjay autumn participants we share a beautiful bond forever. at least i think so ❤️#we had like. 6 fics total and maybe 15 drawings max and i cherished them like they were made of solid gold #will my fic ever be completed..... who knows....

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majoris · 10 months ago

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hi 🌚

#hi hello im alive for those of you who maybe wondered #the longest unplanned tumblr hiatus***#feels almost weird to be back ? is anyone here ? are you here hello ??? who is here sound off ??#did everything change on tumblr when I was gone ?#if anyone tagged me/mentioned me in anything: I🖤U tumblr won't let me see my activity past July so that's lost I think im sad #i missed u ppl #not sure if anyone actually wants to know but in short: extremely overwhelmed with work and tired beyond reason and for no reason #*no logical reason cause there was a general reason but you know #anyway hope you're good and that spring and summer were kind to you 🖤#onto softer and slower autumn hopefully #oh also: hello new followers which I somehow acquired #(***and general internet-everything-adjacent hiatus tbh)

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bread-is-my-life · 9 months ago

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@loadingbnha @tekitothemagpie I got mad at him so BALD STAIN

#doodles #shitpost #stain mha #bro was staring at me for so long #he got what he deserves #but in all seriousness #I just didn't know what hairstyle to give him so I chose none lol #he is autumn clothes here but idk if he would wear a mask while in casual clothes #does he even go to public #or is he always in the shadows looking who to kill next lmaooo #or maybe he is always at home trolling ppl online #who knows #not me #I need clothes refs btw soooo if anyone got those feel free to send me some :3 #I will give you a kiss as a reward idk/hj ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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everybuddiewantssome · 5 months ago

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am I about to start writing a tree accident fic that I likely will not have done by the time hiatus is over? Maybe.

#autumn i am so sorry about your dms #this idea works so much better to get me to the place I wanted to get for a different fic i have not started #oho this could be fun. hopefully it turns out #see you in probably 12 weeks #maybe 12 days. who knows.

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rubyredbonnetblue · 10 months ago

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the way i wanna learn how to dance soooo badly but i would feel SO awkward going to classes without a partner as a built-in friend/moral support

#y'all I'M TALKING #fox trot #salsa #west coast swing #teach me to DANCE #i went to one wcs class back in sa #and i know i've been very blessed with the queer spaces in my life #but i've gotten so used to it #so going to a class that's mostly people much older than me and just a very straight environment is just uncomfyyyy #even if i could build up the courage to go without a partner #if i don't have anyone i like to dance with??? what is??? the point #anyways #every few months this dream has a resurgence and i just #yearn for it #i'm aroace as hell THIS IS MY GAY YEARNING #the sense of connection when you move with someone?? it's magical and i want it so badly #maybe i'll meet a friend in ottawa who wants to dance with me???#yes patrick swayze triggered this and WHAT ABOUT IT #autumn posts

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hsslilly-blog · 10 months ago

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i want to send blair and payton to the same university. i don’t want to separate them:(

#they should be roommates…#and then they keep singing together…#i think blair and autumn have the kind of relationship where you’re not always together and when life happens maybe you don’t talk every day #but they’re Always There. you are always thinking of each other and you know if you ever need anything you can go to them and they’ll help #i think it’s because they have similiar personalities. both more subdued. distance doesn’t mean anything to them #they are soulmates❤️#meanwhile i think payton and blair have a standard besties relationship. they do everything together #i think separation would hit them very hard. they need to do college together. who’s going to take blair to parties..#also they’d be great study buddies. i know.#oc: blair stewart #hss prime

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mossydice · 2 years ago

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Nerium my darling, darling Thallain who can totally be trusted, Completely (✿◡‿◡)৹🔪

#changeling the dreaming #ctd #world of darkness #:3c they're a sevartal who is Ostensibly here to broker a mutual survival treaty with the local fae on behalf of their mistress #which they are doing!! but yeag are probably also here to spy what do you expect tbh. honestly. weren't lying about the treaty tho #they really do want the treaty to work!! they stand a better chance of living if they've got connections with the local fae!!#honestly who still expects the age of the fomorians to return. humans have tanks now. grow up #that's how I'd pitch em to a storyteller at least. if I knew one. wuagh #but!!! I just think playing a real Beastie of a fae who is begrudgingly playing nice and who learns the true meaning of friendship #would be like. really fun!!! with a nice healthy sprinkling of Angst and maybe some Murder :3c #(they're Also harbouring a secret even They don't know which is that they're not a True sevartal. they're a forced heritage sevartal #aka they were made one by their mistress who forced their chrysalis too early :]c they're meant to be an autumn sidhe #a lil Thing I'm throwing in there as a possible story hook if I ever get to play them owo

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cassowariess · 10 months ago

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Don't know if it's the weather/changing seasons, but I've felt low since yesterday.

#autumn usually doesn't depress me though #but maybe it's because October has a different meaning for me now #who knows #it all feels subconcsious anyway

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leavingautumn13 · 2 years ago

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tonight i'm wrestling with the fact that i've always listed hrissock as being lawful evil on their character sheets but they have the aura of someone who has absolutely committed tax fraud and i don't know if that tracks.

#back on my spelljammer bullshit #maybe this is why they get kicked out of highport #spelljammer #autumn.oc #oc: hrissock #like generally they're a very fair person who believes in being sporting and supporting the community but #they're also very selfish and have a different perspective as far as taxes go. especially if they think they're not getting enough in retur #how much fraud do you have to commit for an alignment change?#''autumn you know you can ignore the alignment chart'' i know but it amuses me

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chainreh · 2 years ago

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tomori's birthday is 22nd November for context.

put in the tags what you think the event will be if you want

#tomori takamatsu #bandori #mygo #garupa #mygo!!!!!#bang dream #since the anime ends in the summer and anon isnt there for the first month after school starts #i feel like most mygo events will take place during autumn/winter #and theres also the ave mujica anime to consider which they'll definitely feature in #so i can see them getting holiday events like christmas/new years/valentines maybe #depending on when ave mujica comes out #i NEED anon valentines card shes pink its literally the law she gets one #they also might get mixed events ? who knows #anyway i dont think they'll have any major story events until ave mujica anime ends #but thats fine. they deserve a little break for some gay adventures i think #i just put tomori's birthday as a frame of reference for how long we'll have to wait since #i think it'll be nov at the earliest for mygo event

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readingoals · 2 years ago

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Went for a horror theme in my reading journal this month!

#booklr #reading journal #my reading journal #just so you know doing this spread went against my nature #i am so very anti everyone who makes halloween their personality #so usually my october spreads in my bullet and reading journals are the complete opposite vibe #i mean in my bujo this month im doing a beatrix potter/cottagecore theme #so i do kind of wish id done horror earlier in the year #maybe when it was actually autumn or winter #and done something else for october instead #unfortunately i am bloody stoked with how it turned out though #might be one of my faves #brigid speaks

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treehollowowl · 6 months ago

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I fear my LoA fixation is slightly waning, but I will keep making art and keep interacting with this lovely community anyway👍

#I just need to draw more farryn maybe that will save me /j #fr tho I wanna try some new things with my art #maybe ocs who knows?#the fixation will be back in an unspecified amount of time tho dw they rotate in shifts #autumn's thoughts (personal tag)

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oceanwithinsblog · 6 months ago

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going through (yet again) another quarter life crisis because i'm looking for a job in my native country but i've received a somewhat interesting volunteering offer abroad :) :) and idk what to do

#the situation is much more complicated than that but still i'm so torn #should i go ahead with my job hunting ??#should i accept this volunteering opportunity abroad ???#cause it would be nice to travel a bit and have a long-term abroad experience on my cv #but i am scared to death cause i don't even speak the local language and i have never been away for more than a couple of weeks #and also i won't have a salary #and this volunteering thing starts in august so wtf would i do till then ????? i can't get a job and quit after a few months #plus - regardless of whatever happens this year i was thinking about enrolling in uni in autumn so i can finally get that master's degree #but of course i can't do that if i volunteer in a whole different country ?????!?!?!!#so what the hell #i was manifesting a lifr changing experience a few weeks back but i wasn't ready for it to come up to me so earlyyy #or maybe this is not it #who knows #i am just a girl #4771

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