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Aite let’s do this. Here’s my thoughts on the Jedi’s Attachment rule and why it exists:
Attachment and love/affection are two very different things. You can be loving and affectionate without being attached to someone.
The same way, letting go doesn’t mean forgetting. It’s accepting the way things are and that death and loss are a natural part of life. You can’t fight what’s natural. It also doesn’t mean to sit back and just accept things as they are, or why would Jedi fight to protect? To change things and save people?
Love is knowing to put the many over the few. If someone you love is in danger, but there’s also a boatload of civilians, it’s going for the civilians, even if you hate them, despite wanting to save the other. ie. Letting go of your feelings. Not being attached.
So why this rule is such a big deal.
For a Jedi, being *attached* poses a much bigger problem than for the average person (looking at you Anakin Skywalker.) If a normal person can go to extremes either as a result of losing someone or wanting to protect them, think of what a Jedi, who feels things more deeply because of the Force, could do if they can’t let go.
The important thing is Jedi don’t say ‘don’t love.’ They don’t say ‘feel nothing.’ In fact you often hear Obi-wan and others say to trust feelings, instincts and refer to each other affectionately.
Anakin: You’re like a father to me.
Obi-Wan: Then why don’t you *listen.*
(Episode II. Not a reprimand for calling him father-like but asking if that’s how he feels, why doesn’t Anakin listen like a son should.)
What they *do* say is don’t get carried away in positive or negative feelings, as both can lead to impulsive actions with long term consequences. It’s a concept that follows the lines of mindfulness and just being *aware* that they have so much power, they can’t afford to be reckless. Because the damage *will* be long lasting.
They say don’t love someone so much that you’ll do anything for them. They say don’t be *possessive.* Because that’s a *very* dangerous place to go for a normal person, let alone a super powerful being who could leave *chaos* behind. Attachment is refusing to let go. Stopping someone from doing what they love because you’re scared. Love is trusting and accepting things can’t/will change even if you don’t like it, and accepting that when there’s nothing you can do without breaking your moral code.
Jedi grieve. They feel loss. They get angry. They *love.* They just don’t let those feelings overwhelm them to the point of irrationality, accepting, understanding, and releasing them because they’ll do no good in the long run. If emotion overwhelms the brain, the logical part shuts down, and we’ve all seen what force fuelled temper/grief can do.
‘Kanan and Ezra don’t follow the rule.’
On the contrary.
You see Kanan learn to let go of his grief and *attachment* which has been holding him back all this time. In doing so he becomes a Knight and Master. He loves Hera, yes, but he loves unconditionally. Not possessively. He’s fine with Hera going on dangerous missions and accepts that there will be times she’s hurt. That there’s always a possibility she might not come back and he’s gonna have to live with that. He doesn’t try to stop her. He doesn’t fall into a rage if she gets hurt. He accepts it, pain, rage, grief and all, but lets it go so he doesn’t become fearful to the point he won’t let *her* go. He accepts Hera loves the Rebellion and compromises even if he doesn’t like it. Love. Nothing wrong with that in the Jedi Order.
In contrast you have Anakin. When Padmé is in danger he will drop *everything* to go to her, including putting his men and padawan in unnecessary danger to do so. You see his jealousy when Clovis is around. His lack of faith in Padmé despite her assurances. How he won’t back down even if it scares or disturbs her. You see how he *refuses* to take any chances at all with her health to the point of breaking his moral code. This isn’t love anymore. This is attachment, possession. This is what the Jedi forbid.
You see Ezra struggle with letting Sabine go on a dangerous mission and Kanan teaching him that he has to accept the danger, that she might not come back. and how to do it. Telling him to respect her abilities, what she wants to do, and not loving her to the point of stifling her. This is what letting go is. This is what the Jedi teach.
Ezra has to learn to let go of his own grief and accept Kanan’s death. This is what love without attachment means. This is what the rule is. Feeling it. Accepting it. Then letting the emotions go so they don’t control your actions more than your mind does.
Also, anyone can leave the Jedi Order. If they don’t agree, there’s nothing forcing them to stay. Being a Jedi is a religion, a way of life. You can discuss and debate the details, but you don’t get to pick and choose what parts to follow.
You can be a force wielder without being a Jedi. The privileges the Jedi received were because of their belief and the respect that earned.
But more importantly, you can happily leave the order, and the Jedi will still welcome you to come hang out. To chill with your friends and walk about the Temple, train with others and catch up. It’s a community. You don’t suddenly lose all of that because you decided following the Jedi way wasn’t for you.
#aite let’s see who this reaches?#I don’t want to call it pro Jedi because it’s more like.#this is how George Lucas created the Jedi#and I’m sorry I absolutely *despise* the way new shows have taken this beautiful Order#and rewritten entire aspects of it just so they can make Anakin look good#this isn’t even a theory. look at what Lucas says about the Jedi and Anakin vs what Filoni keeps saying about Anakin being the best Jedi#and how clearly this plays with Ahsoka#and how he shows Dooku and the Jedi in Tales of the Jedi#vs what was previous canon#aaaanyway. Tags!#Jedi#jedi culture#jedi order#anakin Skywalker#padme amidala#obi wan kenobi#kanan jarrus#ezra bridger#Star Wars#star wars meta#call me biased but loving without being attached is such a core part of my own faith#it’s something I’ve grown up around and just makes sense to me#so here’s my expansion on why the Jedi might have it ^^
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As cameras becomes more normalized (Sarah Bernhardt encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use cameras because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by manufacturing companies. I paint not because I want a painting but because I love the process of painting. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
if i have to explain to you that using a camera to take a picture is not the same as using generative ai to generate an image then you are a fucking moron.
#ask me#anon#no more patience for this#i've heard this for the past 2 years#“an object created and controlled by companies” anon the company cannot barge into your home and take your camera away#or randomly change how it works on a whim. you OWN the camera that's the whole POINT#the entire point of a camera is that i can control it and my body to produce art. photography is one of the most PHYSICAL forms of artmakin#you have to communicate with your space and subjects and be conscious of your position in a physical world.#that's what makes a camera a tool. generative ai (if used wholesale) is not a tool because it's not an implement that helps you#do a task. it just does the task for you. you wouldn't call a microwave a “tool”#but most importantly a camera captures a REPRESENTATION of reality. it captures a specific irreproducible moment and all its data#read Roland Barthes: Studium & Punctum#generative ai creates an algorithmic IMITATION of reality. it isn't truth. it's the average of truths.#while conceptually that's interesting (if we wanna get into media theory) but that alone should tell you why a camera and ai aren't the sam#ai is incomparable to all previous mediums of art because no medium has ever solely relied on generative automation for its creation#no medium of art has also been so thoroughly constructed to be merged into online digital surveillance capitalism#so reliant on the collection and commodification of personal information for production#if you think using a camera is “automation” you have worms in your brain and you need to see a doctor#if you continue to deny that ai is an apparatus of tech capitalism and is being weaponized against you the consumer you're delusional#the fact that SO many tumblr lefists are ready to defend ai while talking about smashing the surveillance state is baffling to me#and their defense is always “well i don't engage in systems that would make me vulnerable to ai so if you own an apple phone that's on you”#you aren't a communist you're just self-centered
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So. Others have noted that 'aiming for the boss's gut" could mean 'filling the boss's gut', and "putting that dead meat in its place" could mean just like. Cooking steak or something. And that perhaps ENA is just misunderstanding this and thinking she'll have to kill the boss because of her prior history with violence, and that Froggy only worded it that way because that kind of wording is more familiar to her and he was imitating her ('as you say in that wacky language of yours')
So, from this, we can deduce that ENA Dream BBQ is possibly just a story about a woman experiencing microagressions and PTSD while trying to deliver a doordash order. And that's just insanely funny to me lol
#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#worker ena#ena#theory#i sincerely doubt the main quest of the game will actually turn out to just be killing the guy. thats way too simple#the delivery guy theory also makes sense in rehards to what theodora said ('all it takes is a place and the right food')#also in that case the 'miss could you keep it down please. the pizza delivery guy is right here' line could be like. foreshadowing lmao#idk it just makes sense to me#also not only is it funny. it could potentially create conflict down the line too#if ENA doesnt realize soon enough what their real goal is and therefore gets even more ire from people for like.#attempting to kill a guy for no reason lol#also it would just say a lot about ENA's character and background if something as simple as food delivery could get so warped#as to result to death in her mind#but anyways#im just rambling at this point ;^^#my own post
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one interesting thing about the solas crestwood catastrophe is that:
if we look at the relationship from solas' perspective, he knows he's already... permanently altered lavellan with his magic, in a way that they didn't consent to/fully understand the ramifications of. oops! that was accidental, and he didn't even know them then, so presumably he manages to get over the guilt enough to have somewhat of a normal relationship afterwards.
but then, let's assume that he did stick to his plan to tell the truth... then he essentially:
altered their physical body with magic.
lied a LOT by omission.
drew them in with friendship/affection before dropping a Huge Moral Burden onto them.
can't REMOVE the magic in his current state, until he gets the orb back.
if the explanation goes badly, and lavellan ends up hating him/disagreeing with his plan, they wouldn't even be able to tell him to fuck off permanently. bc the anchor is still slowly killing them.
if lavellan agrees with his plan in theory, then... they still have to accept the deaths of most people they knew and cared about. which even if they're ok with for the Greater Good™, will horrifically change their personality and ruin their life.
if lavellan agrees to help with the plan, then... they're basically solas' agent afterwards, and will have to personally bloody their hands even more. and the power differential only gets Worse.
so he's... a bit mythal-esque in his approach, by accident, isn't he? RIP! mythal is of course, the Best Of The Evanuris™ and a girlboss, but that's presumably unsettling to him when he realizes it. it seems like he had thought his confession through up to the point of "hm, maybe if i explain it really well, they'll accept me as the dread wolf, and the necessity of my plan? and we'll be together :)" without planning any further steps fhsjsgjf
so then he goes "oh, fuck. nevermind. what if i just stay as solas the Normal Apostate™ a bit longer. but, i need SOME pretext about why we're even here, or what 'the truth' is that i'm telling them. uhhhh... the vallaslin are... removable?" out of reflex.
then that's, once again:
lying, and with the expectation that he'd have to keep lying even longer.
encouraging lavellan to change an integral part of themselves, when they trust him deeply.
which is STILL very mythal-esque, or possibly dread wolf vs his foes type of behaviour, and it's towards someone that he loves! even when he's trying to be solas the Normal Apostate™. incredible. then solas either takes off the vallaslin, and realizes that he's altered lavellan further on false pretenses; or lavellan refuses, and he realizes that he's asked them to change themselves, still on false pretenses. and then he decides that it's Joever and there's no way to remain in the relationship that preserves his ethics. presumably, the fact that he killed felassan for showing 2% of this emotional bias towards mortals, is also weighing on him throughout.
BUT. then he does say afterwards that "everything will be made clear once corypheus is defeated". which is a pretty douchey thing to say if he expects to take the orb, and then for lavellan to like... die in the veilfall immediately? hdjsjfhsf. so to me, that seems like he had an intention to retake the anchor, and then tear down the veil and reveal his identity, and expected lavellan to still be alive afterwards to see it. and then they would no longer be magically attached to him, so at least that would equalize the situation a bit.
but then the orb breaks too! so, he has to slink off with 0 additional clarity to lavellan beyond saying "ough... what we had was real 🥺" before going to kill mythal himself. absolute trainwreck of a breakup.
#solas#solavellan#txt#mythal#dragon age meta#peak performance is when you take a week-long journey to a scenic location#tell your lover that their tattoos suck#and then dump them abruptly and walk back in dead silence <3#solas is TRULY built different (worse)#i was thinking about the mythal thing and i was like huh#he did kind of accidentally do that too? no wonder he panicked. objectively insane situation to create gdfjkhk#what an elf of all time. his cringe fail decisions compel me#anyway personally i am still on the “trespasser was foreshadowing something Really Weird for the dinan'shiral” theory#bc if he doesn't have his orb... i can only imagine he needed some really unhinged and cursed power source to replace it#like. red lyrium. for instance.#so presumably after the orb broke he was determined that it was even more Joever and no one should even think about following#plus there was the “they killed mythal so they deserved an eternity of torment :/” line#which is. a bit suspicious given that he also just did that.
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My personal take on the Abundance Yanqing theory.
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr fanart#abundance!yanqing theory#my art#yanqing#yanqing hsr#yaoshi hsr#yes yaoshi is a deadbeat#inspo was the tartary lamb just ignore the stalk protruding from the back instead of the belly#i was struggling#in my head he's sort of like a fruit of the arbor thats taken on a human form#mb yaoshi created him personally im not sure#also no ones pointed out yet that theres flocks of golden swallows in the roots of the arbor? right before fighting phantylia?#is it just me thats noticed that? cause it seems like quite the mighty big coincidence just saying#yanqing and luocha being the only xianzhou characters with blonde hair has me in a chokehold as well#like it has to mean smth right??#also jing yuan knows and hasnt told anyone#because his love for his son outweighs his duties as a general#thats my based take of the day#thank you
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“Meet Jane Doe”

#give me more horrifying Jane’s god damnit#HEAVILY leaning into the theory that there never was a 6th member of the choir and Jane was just karnaks creating#she’s his horrifying choirsona#her hair is black mold🩷#my art#rtc#ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone musical#rtc fanart#jane doe#rtc musical#rtc headcanons
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Monstrosity in Teen Wolf
Hybridity Is the New Metamorphosis by Harvey L. Hix / Skin Shows: Gothic Horror and the Technology of Monsters by Judith Halberstam / Monstrosity: The Human Monster in Visual Culture by Alexa Wright
Written for @teenwolf-meta‘s Meta May Monday theme: beast
Monstrosity and what, precisely, makes a monster is a topic that is discussed both within the text and the larger narrative of Teen Wolf. The most direct mention of monsters vs monstrosity is in *Monstrous* when Lydia tells Meredith “Not all monsters do monstrous things” referring here to Scott, which Meredith then flips back onto Lydia herself. It’s obvious to see here that the show makes a clear differentiation between what it means to be a monster and what it means to be monstrous. To be a monster means to be something unnatural it’s particularly about the outward facing part of a person, this is mainly seen with the shapeshifters who undergo a physical transformation which marks them as something different than humans, but Meredith referring to Lydia as a monster means that it’s not only the physical attributes which makes someone a monster. Being a monster is less about what you are and more about what you aren’t. Once you’re no longer able to be comfortably placed within the category of human you are a monster. This form of monster isn’t a negative attribute though, it’s a neutral one. It simply describes that the person is not a human.
Acting monstrous is a negative attribute within the show, humans and monsters alike can act monstrous. Monstrosity is therefore not a description of person but instead a description of character. One of the most potent examples of this is in *Fury* where the viewer sees three different factions of characters. Matt is a human so he is per definition not a monster but he is a monstrous human, he stalks Allison and has spent the season carrying out his revenge plan by taking away Jackson’s autonomy and forcing him to kill people. The werewolves on the other hand are monsters who aren’t monstrous, at least to the viewer, they, particularly Scott, are trying to find a way to catch Matt without having to kill him or Jackson. It’s interesting to consider that the Argents, hunters who have always equated monster to monstrosity, have become even more radical after the death of Victoria, despite Matt’s actions he isn’t their primary target when they enter the police station, Derek is. Because, to them Derek killed Victoria by biting her and turning her into a monster just as he is. Matt is an afterthought, he’s the loose end they will deal with afterwards. The Argents therefore has the opposite understanding of the situation than the viewer does.
Humanity is also an important topic within the show, humanity is something fallible. In *Lies of Omission* the scene at the end with Scott and Stiles in the rain serves as an important look into the characters’ and particularly Stiles’ understanding of what it means to be human. When he says to Scott “Some of us are human” it’s a vocalization of the idea that to be human is to make mistakes and that humanity makes a person incapable of always doing right. As opposed to the in-humanity that comes from being incapable of erring. It is preceded by Stiles saying “Not all of us can be true alphas”, throughout this conversation, and even the entire season, Stiles has started categorizing Scott as something other than human capable of humanity, it’s not the monstrous monster previously mentioned either, it’s a third category of non-human. The true alpha isn’t monstrous but he isn’t human either. To Stiles Scott has become a sort of mythologized character who always does the right thing instead of being a real person who’s standing in front of him.
#teen wolf#monstrosity#teen wolf meta#twmeta#twmetamay#scott mccall#derek hale#stiles stilinski#theo raeken#tracy stewart#donovan donati#liam dunbar#malia tate#ethan steiner#aiden steiner#web weave#webweaving#mine#teen wolf academia#i usually remove my annotation markings from these but i wanna keep them in the document so you're getting them as part of the experience#also the theme is technically beast but i wanted to talk about monters and monstrosity in the show so that's what i made#you can't control me#anyways i think the topic of monsters is sooooo fascinating just in general but also especially within the show#like the line between humans and mosnters is sooo fun to explore#i read an insane amount of stuff for this btw#like two of the referrenced texts are books and i ended up reading well over half of both of them and it was a blast the whole time#also i know there's a lot of 5a in here but like the dread doctors were straight up creating monsters there's no way to do this and not#include the chimeras#like reading the dread doctors storyline in particular with a focus on moster theory is so much fun#it literally all comes back to the gothicness and the history of monster fiction with them
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respite; miss missing you


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https://x.com/vnnrae/status/1927070960110223697
#timepetals#doctorrose#ninerose#tenrose#fourteenrose#tentoorose#doctor who#doctor who fanart#doctor x rose#vnnraeart#the doctor created yearning and pining actually#pathetic doctor summer part one probably i’ll do the other doctors later#but man i was debating which david!doctor for so long to draw but was like “theres that one fourteen is tentoo actually theory i read somew#ere ish so why not that” so it could be fourteen!tentoo being delusional and missing his wife very much#i kept laughing at my other head picture of prime doctor telling tentoo: donna said it’s my turn on the slow and domestic path *yoinks rose#well maybe not yoink but yaknow a doctor in therapy can hope (also delusional and missing his long distance wife (see? delusional))#also did anyone read tomorrow is a long time by rosa acicularis because man do i have feelings (and when i say have i meant none at all i d#ied and i am dead)#that fanfic def made me lean on fourteenrose ngl (gawd i wanna cry so bad)#rose tyler#ninth doctor#tenth doctor#fourteenth doctor#tentoo#metacrisis doctor
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Not to be really annoying and go ‘well actually’ to the joke about how silcos a twink who probably didn’t do shit in the mines and that miners all look like vander and are these big buff burly dudes is very much some propaganda in ur brain and not the reality of what conditions are like for miners from impoverished communities. You know they use children in mines bc they’re small right. If you’ve consumed any footage showing messed up mining communities that exists irl, like people who work in cobalt mines in Congo, they’re muscular, but at a glance, they’re not jacked and look pretty average. I think a lot of people are surprised seeing that they tend to be small and lanky for people doing hard manual labor all day, but that comes from not being able to afford enough quality food. You have to eat a ton of calories to get built, and that isn’t something many people who work in mines have.
#in this essay I would like to posit the theory that part of why silco became a crueler revolutionary than vander is#bc he experienced a more impoverished up bringing while vander had access to secure food and shelter#and that experience radicalized him more#I know it’s not real and it doesn’t matter BUT HEAR ME OUT the experience of being in an inherently weaker body created by the material#conditions living in an apartheid state where you’re forced into manual labor is a VERY INTERESTING characterization for your villain so#I love a villain who ends up evils bc really after a certain amount of bullshit they have no choice#which isn’t to say they’re right but serves to show how bad the system is#thank you for coming to my Ted talk#arcane#silco#vander#personal
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its them, the .JMJ Error
#for clarity's sake this is a joke. not a robust theory#i AM thinking about a proper theory but i cant quite tie up all the loose ends it creates#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#tmagp s1#[ERROR]#new blorbo?#id in alt#or maybe it's this universes old Archivist#also was it just me or was there the sound of quiet overlapping voices... like tens of tapes running at once...
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I have a theory about Airplane's original outline, the one he lost which was supposed to be mature and deal with more complicated themes than what PIDW actually became. Some posts on here made me curious about what other people would think of it.
What if Shen Yuan didn't transmigrate into a copy of PIDW, but the actual original outline?
We know Airplane lost the file when his computer randomly died and that he had plans for Tianlang-jun to be the final boss and for Shen Jiu to be a direct parallel to Luo Binghe.
We're not told when he lost the file.
What part of PIDW was he writing at that moment? Was it when Luo Binghe was 14? But he lost the file, discarded the original outline and went for the stallion novel.
While a new universe was born, as Airplane decided to satisfy his readers more than follow his own ideas, the original universe was left unfinished, lost without an ending.
The system has worked in other universes before, so it knows how to deal with this. It takes a soul from another world to finish the story and bring it to its original ending instead of the one in PIDW.
Who better than the author? Airplane, who had to discard his art to make money for a living. He'd be the perfect one for the job.
But, as we know, Airplane doesn't actually change much. The role of Shang Qinghua proves to be too removed from Luo Binghe, and he's not given enough incentive or instructions to do it.
The system learns from this first mistake: next it takes someone who hates the ending of the PIDW universe, and puts them right where the original outline stops, in a role deeply tied to Luo Binghe, giving them clear objectives and punishments if they don't follow the instructions.
It works.
Shen Yuan is dropped into the original outline and actually manages to deliver on all its promises. That's why Shen Jiu's past is revealed, why we get to know the truth of Tianlang-jun's relationship with Su Xiyan and all that the Palace Master did, all plot points that never existed in PIDW.
(Why the characters are much smarter, why the female characters have a personality other than being their archetypes)
You could argue that they do exist in PIDW, hidden under all the monster fighting and maiden fucking. But PIDW is a stallion novel, with tropes and a narrative that follow a certain structure. I can't imagine the events of svsss ever happening in a story like that.
The original outline though? Yeah, 100%. It already had the potential of being complicated, with all those secrets and mysteries, so it's not that hard for it to add the relationship that is born between Luo Binghe and Shen Qingqiu to the mix.
And, this is the reason why we only got to meet Bingge but not his original outline counterpart.
Let's be honest: if a third universe existed other than svsss and PIDW, with a lonely Luo Binghe that never finds love, you bet your ass he would eventually find his way to svsss like Bingge did. But it never happened.
Because Bingmei is him.
#I'm curious to know what other people think of this#this theory was born mainly because of what i said at the end#if bingge met bingqiu why didn’t the original outline binghe meet them too?#i always though svsss to be a copy of pidw that sy tweaked until it became unrecognizable#and the original outline remained lost with sqh's lost file#but it never sat right with me#so i created this theory#i think it makes sense#and more importantly#original outline luo binghe isn't left to wander the world unmoored like airplane planned#but lives happily ever after with the love of his life#while bingge goes to find his own shen yuan as we all agree#svsss meta#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#it also explains why sqh and sqq's experiences are so different#sqh was the system's failed attempt#he was put there as a baby#and the system didn't tell him much#while sqq is thrown right there in the action#and the system follows him constantly
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In middle school Riz had a channel/blog where he posted outwardly conspiracy theories on past cases and crimes but mid-sophomore year he spent almost all his free time deleting the videos to create a ‘professional presence’ online
#one of the Bad Kids find an archived video you guess who it is#or#a little out of character#but he makes videos attached to those old ones debunking them and creating new theories#‘why 12 year old me is wrong and I’ll explain why’#dimension 20 fantasy high#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#riz gukgak
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i got almost all the next month's updates sketched! i'm not doing the last one simply because i am feeling the burn out of composing these pages. (each have at least 6 pages, a good amount have the max 12!)
that said, these are all just sketched. i want to do it in this order: backgrounds -> lineart -> transcript. i got other projects i need to work on (winning hat and NightFell) so I can't really guarantee when Tag will start to update again.
#ooc#for context i do have all the story beats planned aside from one specific character arc which i'm unsure what to do for yet#but otherwise i know who gets the focus where and what would loosely be discussed when#so tag is in a good spot writing wise but the loose nature of it makes scene to scenes both free and fun to make BUT#also makes me unsure of where its going and i won't really get the full sense of the scope of a scene until after the fact#for example this month of updates were planned at work so i had a detailed outline in mind but even that got like reworked as i made it.#for extra contrast on the scale of planning vs no plans#nightfell is meticulously planned and then created and then scrapped and reworked over and over and thats the whole process#meanwhile winning hats i have like. a loose character arc in mind for each character and a big scene or two in mind.#but thats it. each chapter i'll have some ideas spawned from making the previous but anything goes when making the chapter itself#so like in THEORY i love planning and i fully embrace it and think its so so so so important.#with AFR i benefited heavily when i planned things in detail! made a world of difference! but with these ISAT projects they work better on#the fly? maybe its the comedy nature maybe its me enjoying how idk whats going to happen just as much as the audience its like#idk its like im a fan of my own work so i get to enjoy it the same way the audience does lol. its fun#SORRY BUT IM NOT ACTUALLY SORRY FOR RAMBLING IM BEING POLITE ABOUT IT
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The younglings played. The younglings read. The younglings talked. The younglings laughed. The younglings paused as they noticed their teachers watching them.
Not their usual mindful gaze, not a glance, not a watch to let them know they are being watched...a different kind of watch.
It was not unsettling. It did not frighten the herbivores. It did not threaten the carnivores. It did not alert the omnivores.
It was a watch that was familiar in a way. Different but familiar.
"Stop staring at us!" they cried
"We're not staring. We're thinking." they replied back, their gaze deepening.
"Well stop thinking at us." the boldest ones said
"Your still staring." the smartest ones said
"What are you thinking about?" the curious ones said.
"Your so small."
"..." "..." "..."
"WE AREN'T SMALL!" the younglings protested. The oldest most offended. The middle most annoyed. The youngest most loud.
"We don't mean your size." one started.
"We mean you're so young." the other finished.
"I'm 8 years old!" "I'm 5!" "I'm 3 and a half!"
"And you have so much to experience." they smile
"You still have to experience taking the shuttle by yourself." they grin to the eldest ones.
"You still have to experience losing your first tooth." they beam to the middle ones.
"You still have to experience your first playdate." they whisper to the youngest.
The younglings pout and huff. The younglings protest being small. The younglings, the smartest ones, figure out what's so familiar with the watch.
It was the same watch they got from their parents. It was the same watch they got from when they told them about the new friend they made. It was the same watch they got when they learned how to make a snack by themselves. It was the same watch they got when they learned something new and exciting.
It was the same watch they would see from their teachers for days to come.
#humans are space orcs#humans are space oddities#humans in space#the adventures of kim and max running a space child centre#i love my job#humans are fascinating creatures#we grow and develop#and i get to see that#i get to see the 2 year old i knew for months talk to me with full sentences#I get to see the 5 year old talk to me about the character they created for storytime#i get to talk about my favorite childhood things with the 8 year olds who give me theories and opinions on them#its fascinating#they are so small#and have so much to experience
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i’m calling it now: the audience isn’t going to know about the 118’s scheming until the end of the episode and it’s going to look like the 118 is kind of split apart because buck is getting close to gerrard or whatever, and at the end when the higher ups announce gerrard is being fired because of evidence that has been gathered against him we see some kind of flashback montage of how the 118 planned everything.
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anyway i have to give a presentation for my ap gov final tomorrow which originally was just going to be about the effect of conspiracy theories on political activity (think qanon, jan 6 etc) but i ended up putting it off until tonight, predictable because i'm 17 with roblox on my phone and haven't taken my adhd meds for a long time, but it means i have much more liberty to change the premise last-minute and considering the horrifying news out of colorado today i think i am going to adapt it to cover the overlap of conspiracy theories with antisemitism and the pipeline to like. radical extremism. it probably won't go over especially well with my classmates because Room Full Of Sheltered White Upper Middle Class Teenagers From An Overwhelmingly Liberal Small Town Has Exactly The Opinions On Israel/Palestine That You Might Expect, but the teacher at least worked in israel for several years as a part of her thesis so i know worst comes to worst she will back me up and also? we are literally 5 days from the end of the year i'm scared but so is like every jewish person in the world right now so i am choosing not to give a shit about what my classmates think. wish me luck
#sorry i hope this doesn't come off as like. super smarmy or self congratulatory or whatever i just wanted to get it out somewhere#and like. i want y'all (jewish followers) to know that even if the statistic is far far smaller than it should be there are still goyim#who see and care about what is happening right now and think it is awful#also i've decided to add a disclaimer at the beginning of like “i am not jewish” but i'm not totally sure if that's the right choice#like my reasoning is like. some humility and acknowledging that i (random goyish white girl)#am not the Supreme Arbiter Of All Jewish Experiences i just found some shit on the internet and made a powerpoint#and also i don't want to reinforce the perception that like. only jewish people will speak up about jewish issues and antisemitism#though i doubt that matters to most of my classmates w where they're at ideologically#and i don't wanna create a weird situation where like. everyone assumes i am jewish when i'm not#not because being Assumed Jewish would be a bad thing i just think it'd be kind of weird of me to#not pretend necessarily but like. enable the belief that i am a part of this ethnicity and cultural group that i am not part of#but at the same time i don't want to create this impression that like. any association with jews or judaism is inherently shameful#and i must rid myself of that association. which from my understanding is the basis of like#the vast majority of antisemitic conspiracy theories so i think that kind of messaging would be a little ironic#in a presentation about said conspiracy theories. which is where my doubt comes in#so. idk. thoughts?#tag essay#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#i hope it's okay for me to tag jumblr in this just looking for some input vis a vis disclaimer#jumblr
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