#messy rambles

[messenger-of-stupidity]

Dude, this is killing me.

I genuine cannot understand how trump voters are choosing this guy. Like, WHY???

This man is a nepo baby and has never worked a real day in his life.

He's friends with Diddy and praised the bastard.

He's found guilty of 34 felonies.

He wants to turn the US into a fascist country.

He was friends with Jeffery Epstein.

He's friends with Elon Musk, a fellow nepo baby who's kids don't even want to associate with him. Who think women shouldn't be able to vote. Who didn't even design Tesla, but just bought it. Who's a massive fucking hypocrite. Who is a hateful bastard.

He hypersexualizes and objectifies women.

His only real defense is anti-immigration (bullshit), anti-LGBT (more bullshit), and misogynistic (surprise surprise, even more bullshit).

He's a horrible person. He doesn't care about this country, or the majority of people in it. He doesn't care about women's bodily autonomy. He doesn't care about survival.

He feeds lies and propaganda to make you think he'll make a change.

The only thing this man cares about is power and winning. And the people that voted for him are supporting that.

And if you're worried about the economy, let me tell you something.

Democrats don't fuck up the economy. Republicans do.

The way the government system works is that every policy takes time. A republican gets into office, and starts putting forth all these policies that aren't really going to take a strong effect until their term is almost up. Then a democrat gets into office and gets the blame for the negative effects that the policy has taken. They put in changes to fix it, which takes time. Their term is up. A republican takes office, and gets the credit for the benefits, only to fuck it all up again.

Also, Kamala Harris can't use tax dollars to fund sex changes for illegal immigants (because we've all seen that one ad). That's not the way the American healthcare system works, and sex changes are done through the American healthcare system. We'd have to be more of a socialist country for our tax dollars to go towards that. (Not that anyone should care about what someone wants to do to their body to feel more comfortable in their own skin.)

This man does not care about this country, so he should not be getting votes. And not voting for Kamala or Trump isn't going to help either. Independent parties pull votes away to give power to the Republicans. Most of the people who vote outside of the two major political groups are liberals. Which makes it more likely for the Republican party to win.

Stop voting for yourself, if you do this. Vote for the people who are going to be affected. Vote for the women who are going to die because they can't get the healthcare they need. Vote for the transgender individuals who are going to be hurt and attacked for something that we should all be sympathetic for. Vote for the people who aren't going to be able to marry those they love. Vote for the people who are going to lose the ability to safely practice their religion.

I've seen so many Republican woman talk about how "well it doesn't affect me, so why should I care?"

You should care because of human decency. Because of empathy.

Also, fun fact, the more educated you are, the more likely you are to vote liberal.

(It's British, but the point remains. I couldn't find the one specific towards US statistics. But it's almost 2 in the morning, so forgive me.)

And one of the first groups to be attacked in a fascist state is the more educated and intellectual individuals.

Secondly... Do you really want this being the face of America for four more years?

[messydiabolical]

Thane lives post war au wherein he becomes an adventuring librarian. (Insert the mummy 'I, am a librarian! gif) He works for shadowbrokers Shepard and Liara collecting and archiving texts, both for the shadow side, and for public knowledge. Post war, gathering, restoring and preserving knowledge would be a vital service. He gets to read so many books, and categorise them fastidiously, and just occasionaly get into epic battles in order to save books from odd places. Feron helps him source materials and make trade deals. Kolyat helps him digitise and archive.

[messytoybox]

Please don’t make the cricket match last forever.

Please don’t make the cricket match last forever.

Please don’t make the cricket match last forever.

Please don’t make the cricket match last forever.

Please don’t make the cricket match last forever.

[messenger-of-stupidity]

Either this or get kidnapped by someone else. There's only two options

To avoid being tortured, you started to explain workers unions to any demon that would listen. Your goal is to cause a strike.

[k1tty5]

doggy <3

[bratbio]

thinking about roommate!ghost, because I need him to see him slightly happy, and in a nice domestic slice-of-life because he deserves it.

and how he puts up a craigslist ad for a roommate, he's gone too much to actually care for the flat---price put him up to it to get one, the flat not the roommate, because everything be damned if he had one of the other's hear he needs something; someone like that.

he's quick to the point about it--how much the rent will be, their room, the commons room where they'll both reside, how there's only one bathroom, where the kitchen is small.

no pets allowed, no people over without telling him---the whole nine yards, which in his opinion is completely fair.

and lucky him---this pretty little thing shows up at his doorstep.

she's a cute little thing, teetering on their feet as they await for him to open the door, and when it does swing open---he sees how her eyes widen just the slightest amount with how his frame fills in the doorway. he's all but blocking her, and don't forget the fact he's wearing his mask---forgot to take it off, sometimes he's just too comfortable with it.

but she's not even put off by it, just a smile up his way, a cock of her head to the side, adjusting the strap on her back, as she nods at him. "Hi, Simon, right?" and her voice is the sweetest thing he's heard---or maybe he's been with the boys too long, too much of Soap's snoring in his ear.

he grunts, nods his head, "Come in," voice gravel-like, low and sees how she steps in without an ounce of fear in her, slips past him and he could smell the perfume she has---something warm and comforting, his eyes half-lidded watching her back as she's already eyeing the bare living room.

the door shuts with a soft click, already wondering what she'll look like in the morning.

edit: the next part!

[enigmaincrimson]

One thing I will say about the experience that Raynare would have from being resurrected for Evelyn's studies... Is that she'd very quickly become something of a wreck.

Like... There's a side of herself that Evelyn keeps from Rias, but that poor fool of a fallen angel has to stare right into that thing every day.

The question is if she accepts the second chance with open arms... Or would the hanging threat of a fate worse than death break her utterly?

[majoralynx]

Heyyy guyss…. I’m back 😋😋 didja miss me 😜😜

[hopelessfandomfreak]

it’s out of character for diego to not like being a father when he spent like all of season 3 proving to himself he could do it and showing what a good dad he would be and just unconditionally loving stanley and his unborn child. it’s out of character for lila to fall for five when she loves diego more than she’s ever loved anyone in her life, and she’s so devoted and loyal to her husband who she has children with and who has supported her and proved to her that she is a good person and she is worth loving.

it’s out of character for five to fall for his brother’s wife when he has never expressed interest in her in any way and is endlessly loyal to his family no matter what. he wouldn’t break that trust, even if he did develop feelings for lila, which is completely unexpected and out of character for someone who has not really shown any attraction to another human, least of all lila.

[messenger-of-stupidity]

(Shhhhh i havent been dead, ive just been depressed anyways, have some angst)

Treasure stared at the door. How could they not? Porter's words were echoing in their head like some kind of discordant melody that was on loop, scraping at the darker edges of their mind that they always tried so desperately to ignore. To cover up. To push to the side like their laundry.

They had just been trying to help. Nobody liked them unless they were offering something, unless they were helping. Their friends used them like a personal therapist. It was one of the rare times that their friends actually initiate interactions. When they either needed an ear or a responsible driver.

But Porter hadn't needed that. And they didn't know how to handle that, how to come to terms with it. Treasure sat down heavily on their couch, feeling tears slide down onto to their already warm face. Pathetic. What would tears solve?

That glass house he had mentioned... it was shattering down around them. Cracking and fissures spreading. And the glass would fall on them as they stayed trapped in place. The glass would cut into their skin, sever veins and arteries. And their blood would spill, dripping like crimson seeds planted to bloom into macabre flowers.

The blood that had been the base of their relationship with Porter. Should they have just offered him their blood to cheer him up? Would he even have wanted it? Wanted them? They were so weak, so mundane, so irrelevant compared to him. He had decades on them, immeasurable power, unimaginable experiences.

If they couldn't help him, then why would he even bother to stay with them? Their effort to help had made everything worse.

Treasure's mind was running in circles. Over and over and over again. They were spinning, spiraling out of control. Their hands gripped their hair by the roots, pulling as their shoulders shook.

Where was their help? Where was their savior? Their therapist? Where were the people who were supposed to bend over backwards and press to check on them? Were they always destined to be alone and abandoned?

Their lungs ached. They hadn't taken a breath yet. Treasure forced a stuttering sharp breath to ease the burning in their chest. It did nothing to fix the burn in their eyes that morphed to a blur of colors and shades. More tears. Always crying.

Why were they always crying? Their problems didn't matter, not in comparison. Why did everything have to be compared to something? Why couldn't they matter?

Why won't the noise stop?

[messydiabolical]

You know the hyperfixation really has its roots dug in when you make spreadsheets 😅 Mass Effect 1 collectibles checklist, getting an upgrade from my usual notebook system. Complete with check boxes that cross the current objective and totals, and hover text annotations. Truly in the pits with this one. If I finish it satisfactorily, I might share it should anyone else be the same flavour or completionist obsessive and actually want it😆

[messytoybox]

Can I ramble for a moment?

Being an adult sucks

Most of being an adult is about being alone

Most of being an adult is finding out relationships are based on what you can do for someone and it based on feelings

Most of being an adult is watching everyone around you catch up then yon can’t reach it

I hate it

I hate it

I don’t even know why I try

[heartsoremania]

Johnny is a greedy kisser

He’s like an untrained dog, humping your thigh while he slobbers and licks into your mouth. He’s so gross about it too, groaning and grunting into it, pinning you in place with those big paws of his.

He’s grabbing at your waist, fingers digging into your skin until you’re squirming under the pressure of it, that feverish intensity.

And he’ll whine and complain when you try to pull away for air. Like a needy puppy that’s too damn big for his own good.

He’ll let you take one breath, staring at you with those half-lidded eyes, glazed over in delirious voracity, and then he’s back on you. Biting at your bottom lip, cock throbbing when you whimper in protest—he likes when you put up a bit of a fight, likes cradling the back of your skull as if you’re not pushing at his stupidly burly chest and arms.

And he does it while he’s splitting you open on his cock too. He’s breathing into your mouth, drooling all over your lips, and sucking on your tongue as if he’s trying to suffocate you :( he loooooves making a mess of you

[cloudbends]

something I feel like isn't nearly appreciated enough about mob's arc in mp100 is that his background is... Completely normal. I see a lot of people interpreting mob's parents as neglectful or distant based on the few scenes we've seen of them, which greatly baffles me because their few scenes aim to establish his family life as.. completely normative. They have the normal, average quips of a normal family. And I think it's very unique and refreshing because it means mob's troubles and internal hardship isn't a product of his upbringing, it's a byproduct of a traumatic experience and of his own personality and how it coalesces with his psychic powers. And I personally think more media should acknowledge that some people, even with perfectly normative and healthy familial dynamics and circumstances, will still develop very complex internal issues and personal psychology. and on the same note, some people with perfectly normal upbringing won't feel comfortable to confide in their parents and seek an external authority figure to look up to, which doesn't necessarily mean them and their parents are estranged. I dont think mob's (or ritsu's) life have to be unhappy to legitimize or explain the fact he has the personal struggles he does. Embracing normalcy is the main theme of this series.

[tumatawa]

I wish she had more scenes... Whateva

[rayroseu]

"Because i want you to live a long and happy life"