#michael aphmau

[nagitosstolenhand]

emerald squad but barbie movie template

[ging-dong]

do you guys think that people started theorizing about some kind of sketchy ass conspiracy happening with these high profile businessmen because derek posted a lengthy story to r/offmychest about the forever potions and it was all just reddit rumor until confirmed true

bonus points if it was read by an automated voice with subway surfers

[lggy]

lillian never got out of the irene dimension its really funny

[justbeyourself30]

[robbingcats]

ok so for context, i never watched s6 of mystreet heck i never even fully watched starlight because midway through my aphmau phase i got other interests and i just completely forgot about it; FOR THE PAST. IDK HOW MANY YEARS?? MAYBE 6 I THOUGHT OH YEAH EMERALD SECRETS WAS A BAD SEASON IT WAS DEPRESSING OH YEAH STARLIGHT WAS PRETTY FUN NO ANGST WHATSOEVER (DIDNT FINISH IT)

TELL ME WHY I ONLY DECIDED TO FINISH IT ACTUALLY AND I HAVE A FEW MORE EPISODES OF S6 STILL. TELL ME WHY THE FUCK I NEVER KNEW THIS HAPPENED

THE FUCKING LYCANS??? TRAVIS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??? WHY THE FUCK IS EIN HERE?? MICHAEL ONCE I GET MY HANDS ON U MICHAEL

and i KNOW ITS ONLY GONNA GET WORSE I KNOW APHMAU WONT DIE BECAUSE. OF THE WHOLE IRENE SOUL THING BUT OH MY GOD DID I GENUINELY LOSE MY MIND ITS 2AM AND IM FULL ON CRASHING OUT

i should've let myself just continue thinking it was a nice silly minecraft rp but at the same time i dont think i'd ever have recovered from the angst because i was so much more emotionally attached to the show then than now

i don't think im gonna recover from this.

[crayonverse]

cw abuse implications

been awhile since drawing anything canon adjacent lmao anyway heres ein and his manipulative father figure who hates him

wanted 2 go with some holy imagery bc of that line ein has in s6 where he says the only person worthy of respect is Michael n yeah. he has some issues

[yumiarts]

I WAS MESSING AROUND WIWTH INCORRECT QUOTES GENERATOR AND THIS CAME UP LAUGHING MY ASS OFFF LMAOOOOI

[scribsisnotdead]

not everyone can be like Me and Michael,

[m--rtyr]

i think Mys missed out on connecting the Ultima/Shadow Knight thing

especially since Aaron had the whole rivalry with the SKs in pdh.

Mostly because it's not like it would be Out Of Nowhere to associate Shad with dogs - in Ep 40 that bitch is GROWLING.

and i think going 'the ultima curse runs in Shad's bloodline, it's their penance for his sins' (because the 'sins of the father' theme with Aphverse goes CRAZY) would have been a lot more interesting, and better integrated MyS and MCD.

We already kind of get that vibe with the curse, Aaron suffers his entire life because the men of his family that came before him could not control themselves. he is punished for sins that are not his own.

And so to make the curse itself part of the punishment, to say 'you're doomed not because an ancestor made a mistake, but because you have his blood, and you can never escape it. You can be good, but never good enough to escape the carnage you were born into'.

Your ancestor got a curse? weak sauce. Your ancestor IS the curse? Chad.

[aphverse-confessions]

elizabeth is who michael thinks he is.

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[ghostsquid666]

My Hear Me Out cake except i'm lazy so theres no cake:

Gordon Ramsay

Quill Kipps from Lockwood & Company

Sam from Twisted Wonderland

The Shroud parents

John Sims from TMA

Vortex from Helluva Boss

Aiden from SBG

Wallace Wells

the Rutile Twins from Steven Universe

The NPC from Aphmau's minecraft roleplays that ordered a burger with no cheese but they accidentally gave him one with cheese (i...greatly wish i could explain that one)

Josh from Helluva Boss

Reigen Arataka

1983 Michael Afton

Monoma Neito

Bim from Skyward by Brandon Sanderson

[ging-dong]

hey guys!

new fall of forever chapter drop 🤭

as always, thank you to all of you who read this! it means the world

i said this already in the pre-chapter notes, but i’ll tell you all again that this is essentially the first part to a two part chapter and the next part i’m very excited to get written and published

thank you guys 🥰🫶🏻

[cloffmoff]

i just wanted to find out if this was a fever dream or not cause i feel like NO ONE ever talks about it but does anybody remember in like the end of one of the last when angels fall eps garroth and katelyn show up to fight/distract michael and he summons a (fake?) zianna (who has been missing for multiple days) and has her hug garroth while telling him everything is going to be okay and that if he stops fighting everyone can be together again

and then after he escapes michael’s control again he says he feels ‘like a fool’ FOR MISSING HIS MOM AND WANTING EVERYONE TO BE OKAY?? ITS NOT YOUR FAULT MAN 😭😭

theres no way he left starlight without derealization issues; if he can be controlled by hallucinations of the people he loves, then post WAF he must always be rly cautious and unsure that the people around him are real

[justvincentorvinny]

My FYP on Instagram and Tumblr have been Pony Town, so here are some Cosplays I made for some of my favorite characters!

I tried

Edit: Made another!

Edit 2: 6/10 so far!

Edit 3: 7/10, I love Witchcraft SMP

[justbeyourself30]

Just ordered my Aphmau posters so excited.

[crayonverse]

details bout michael n eins dynamic. 2 me (cw physical/emotional abuse, cannibalism, suicide/suicidal idealizations, ableism, self-harm)

michael only refers to himself as eins father when he wants ein to do something, any other time hes just michael .

lets ein not refer to him as sir to make him feel more "special" .

after eins mom broke up w zack she sorta got a bit. out of it. she started neglecting ein and she became depressed. The First Step in ein distrusting others bc his mother stopped paying attention 2 him. michael used a small amount of his magic to control her and make her drown herself in the kitchen sink and then kidnapped ein, making it look like she had killed herself and ein had ran away. .

just as a small thing of me hcing ein as a transguy, michael named him ein bc the meaning of "ian" (which is what his name is just spelled weird) is "God is Gracious" as a constant reminder that michael "saved" ein. .

ein wasnt tested on w forever potions (in the early stages w the other kids) because michael absolutely could not let Zack know he had his other stupid kid. when ein found out about the testing he was extremely upset bc he wasnt "special enough" for it. picture ein 6 years old begging for medical malpractice to be used on him .

he was tested later but as a teen when michael got out, since he didnt have access to the other children. although he wasn't able to use the full potions since he didnt have access to emeralds at the moment, so he used diluted versions of the potions that weren't as powerful via syringes. ein gets a fear needles from it .

when michael n the other two idiots were locked in the pocket dimension ein went through a brief depressive period bc the One Guy he (thought) cared about him disappeared. when michael did get out he didnt tell ein immediately bc he . doesnt like ein but when he found out ein got arrested he told ein that he should stay in jail for a few months to "learn his lesson" .

slightly unrelated but when michael wanted him out of jail he also wanted ein to disappear off the radar so he faked eins death in jail. originally he wanted ein to die in like a riot but ein, sensing an opportunity, asked for it to say he killed himself instead. the opportunity being aphmau half way into her uni course looking up her old high school bullies to see what theyre up to and just finding out ein is Fucking Dead .

the potions michael uses on ein are mainly magic power related (like eins Green Laser) because he likes manipulating ein into doing things rather than using his magic because its "more fun" .

michael subconsciously views ein as his actual son (mcd travis) bc he feels like "this one is a better son" or whatever .

not a specific thing but mother knows best reprise from tangled is a Viewpoint on their dynamic 2 me .

ein is internally scared of michael but he never verbally says that and if anyone asks him if he is he denies it immediately bc he doesnt want pity. you can see it in his eyes though. elizabeth is really the only other person who mentions it but she mostly uses it to make fun of ein because she "doesnt think its that bad" (<- she is unaware) .

bc of michael ein absolutely hates unwarranted physical touch. he reacts violently if anyone grasps his shoulder from behind or touches his upper arms. the only touch he usually allows is people lightly touching his hair/head bc he still registers it as headpats (grabbing his hair usually results in him biting) .

michael usually physically threatens or abuses ein to reprimand him but sometimes he throws ein into the Metaphorical Torture Box for entertainment .

basically most of the things michael does to ein is for his own amusement .

he also heavily dehumanizes ein to convince him to do evil acts, rationalizing it to him as "you arent a person so is it really that bad??" ein does not view himself as an actual person at this point more so as a nameless soldier, a weapon, etc .

i used this for an old fic n stuff too but also michael makes ein commit cannibalism to forcibly dehumanize him more. he wants to make ein feel entirely disconnected from humanity (like michael feels for himself) so ein will basically be a "mini michael" .

ein also consciously copies michaels mannerisms/speech. only really elizabeth n zack notice it however and it just fucking freaks zack the hell out (elizabeth is also freaked out by it but mostly ignores it) .

theres just a general theme of a loss of control for ein in general. he gets a small allowance from michael and hes not allowed out overnight, all his communication is usually internally with the researchers or guardian forces. most of the time ein self isolates from them, viewing them as beneath him and michael. when they try to talk to him its a 50/50 whether he'll tell them to fuck off or he'll hiss at them .

another specific detail is pre s4 ein fucked up a potion and instead of his usual reprimand, michael used pliers to defang ein. in his head its the one thing ein can't rationalize about michaels actions (the one "seed of doubt" he has). he usually makes excuses for michael's actions towards him but being defanged is the only one he struggles with since he knows that michael knows how important his wolf side is to him .

pre s5 and just like at the end of s5 (when ein was seen on the bridge) he was going through another depressive episode bc he missed his ears and tail. he was mainly just going through the motions of his daily life but he was barely holding on. michael repeatedly discouraged ein from committing because the plan would be messed up because of it (michael said that directly to him) and he would imply that ein would be a traitor if he went through with it. .

michael actually flipped between discouraging and encouraging ein to commit to see what he would do. .

he's caught ein self-harming before, w ein attempting to either drown or smother himself. michael doesnt like doing this regularly but most of the time he lets ein hug him so he feels "comforted". other times michael just scolds him and tells him to not do it again. .

i also hc ein as a low empathy autistic (bc # me) and he used to stim very openly and loudly but michael disliked that part of him so he "trained" ein to not stim in public which just results in him being constantly overstimulated, a contributor to Ein being fucking mad all the time. hes like a hair trigger away from a meltdown at all times .

the only method of stimming ein can usually get away w is when he scratches his arms/scabs. unfortunately he doesn't trim his claws and it usually results in ein making himself bleed or reopening scars. michael has attempted to get him to stop doing this but its pretty much a compulsion for ein at this point.