#mickees thoughts

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Actually I'm gonna just do a shot in the dark here, but does anyone have any good sources on fibromyalgia ?

I've had chronic pain (+ fatigue) issues pretty much all my life and the past year or 2 has been so bad that this year alone I've been sent into the ER multiple times across 2 weeks due lower abdomen pains that caused specific scares, and nothing really ever came from it, yet I still have these pains.

I've been considering going back to my doctor to have a discussion for options and potential further research into what these pains are, especially since I've been having really bad flare ups again, and I've seen fibromyalgia come up a few times during my own research, and it sparked some curiosity as some of it sounds very familiar to my own symptoms, so again I'm asking if anyone has any good medical sources for more research? It would be very appreciated!

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When Mickee Diolata confided to me, in front of the banks of Manila bay and behind the many people spending the night in the Mall of Asia, she told me something I negated with so much passion. She talked about Sally, a conceptual child born of misguided urge and contact, and how she loved her, even just the idea of her. This love has caused her to consider leaving everything behind, go north, raise this child alone, fresh and free. I said no and gave no blessing to such foolish thought. I said, no matter how the world will judge you, Sally will grow better and more loved here than in the north. Well, I find myself eating those words tonight. It’s as if fate has hammered me down to see Mickee’s perspective. She must have felt lost. Birds have nests, foxes have holes, but in that moment she had no place to stay. Tonight… I have no place to stay. As I look at the parks, the school, and the streets, I am left in the thought that these are no longer my place. I no longer belong in here, in everywhere here. And after all I have done, I also thought about it, leaving for the north where everything is still and cold. I loved the idea of riding the bus, sleeping while I’m still in the city only to wake up overlooking the cliffs going to the cordilleras. The glass would have been tattered by moist, and the clouds up front will be kissing the mountains. I loved the idea of starting over, in a place where no one knows me. There, all the destruction I have brought upon myself is irrelevant. I can rebuild myself, pick up these shards one by one and try, again, to sew them together.

Look at me now. How far have I fallen this time again. When I left preschool, I was this child who couldn’t sustain my tuition fee only to be replaced by better people, better friends. When I left elementary I was this prince who couldn’t pass as an honor student. When I left high school I’m this hallow of a man with no talent, no wits, no assets. And now as I will leave college, I am this guy who couldn’t think straight. This “paasa” who ended up hurting all those who got too close to him. This poor guy who got depressed over some things. I always suck at the ending. I guess it’s my downfall. I build myself only to destroy it in the end. Ningas Kugon if I’m not mistaken.

My words have turned against me. Fate has done the same. I guess this thought of leaving everything behind is as good as thought as it is impossible. I have no resources, I have no connections. In the end, I can do nothing but pretend everyday that I am still the man I used to be in front of these people. Even though it is evident that they no longer see me as such, I can do nothing but wear this mask. I must continue pretending I still belong here where in truth, this is no longer my place anymore.

[mickeesthoughts]

As an epileptic, I think epileptics should be allowed to maul several of those edgelords who do "extreme flashing lights jumpscares" per day.

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Oh that's the scp wiki being down 3 days into 2025 ...

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Yeah we're going horse girl mode

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Has anyone on the scp wiki noticed that tags are broken atm (and have been for a few days now)

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Making stupid doodles and there's this one freak who I hate (affectionately)

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Another day another parade

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I would be lying if I said I didn't get too much into uma musume, cause I've got Mejiro McQueen right in front of me

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Irls getting really mad at me for not immediately jumping and rushing out of bed as if I don't have epilepsy, I mean if they wanna deal with me post ictal that's their problem I guess

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Seeing people still bitch about "blehh murder monster" scps, almost 20 years later , is some of the most mind numbing bullshit ever please fucking DROP IT

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Today on completely normal conversations I have with friends:

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Remembering when the scp wiki went down earlier this year, and my first immediate action was to rewrite 076s article from scratch

After the wiki went back up I let my friends rate how close I got and it was like a 100%...

Guys I'm normal about him I promise

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OH THAT'S GORE OF MY COMFORT CHARACTER ON THE TWITTER FEED