#nonbinary thoughts

[ziggyy-star]

I wish I didn't have the pressure of society trying to make me fit one stupid specific box.

Gender is literally so stupid. All these expectations are put on you at BIRTH and people expect you to fulfill all of them or you are considered less than human by people who are too ignorant to see they've been conditioned to act the way they do their whole lives.

I wish society didn't feel the constant need to label every little part of someone's identity. Because it's impossible for every individual person to meet all the expectations those labels place on the individual.

Even as nonbinary/agender people we still are pressured to put the labels (nonbinary and agender) on our genders, because society can't accept anything not binary or gendered. Anyway that's all. Abolish gender norms, literally do whatever you want with your identity.

[mxswell]

sobbing, howling, "WHY CAN'T I LOOK LIKE THEM????" while staring at a picture of Baphomet

[gnarrwhals]

They always talk about gender euphoria for trans people when they are correctly gendered by a stranger but we never talk about genderless euphoria when someone just has no idea what to gender you as and just makes up some neutral way to refer to you.

[green5quirrel]

There is actually a female ziegevolk in a webisode apart from the series, and as far as i know she was a friend of Juliette

Now, based on her appeareance, i'm guessing their wesen form wouldn't really change that much compared to the human form? Idk, wanna hear what you think.

So, that's heckin' cool! I had assumed, because the only minisode/webisode I've seen or know about is the Bad Hair Day one, that Ziegevolk must be a primarily male species.

I've just read the synopsis of the story and now can only figure there aren't any main differences between male gender or female gendered Ziegevolk except for, perhaps, secondary sexual characteristics like the growth of or lack of a beard, the having of differently presenting genitalia, and mammary gland tissue growth, which is the same for people who aren't wesen.

So I assume that transitioning via hormones would act similarly to them in their human form as in their wesen form. Before reading this episode summary I also thought perhaps born male gendered Ziegevolk would be the only ones who could control others and that HRT might affect those abilities, but it seems moot with the new knowledge.

What is interesting is that their hormones work equally on male gendered and female gendered individuals (and presumably nonbinary and intersex folks). Additionally, it doesn't matter what gender they identify as or their presumed sexuality, their hormones work on everyone with the potential to be romantic.

And, really, if we're basing them on the satyr myth that tracks pretty well.

[servicenonsense]

God I want to just dress in clothes that don't fit my character.

I want to wear goth shit and act like a goofy goober.

I want to wear pink and dye my hair wacky colors but act like a cool bitch who don't care about shit.

I want to wear bizarre earings will doing the most mundane shit.

I want people to look at me and be like "nothing about you makes sense". And damn would they be right.

[feitan-cl]

AFAB non-binary poetry(?) By me

I look into my mind, asking whats my gender

"you're a female" it said thoughtful

but that is my sex, gender is a completely

different thing, separate from sex

I look into my soul, asking if am i really a girl

the answer i got was no

even though I've always worn

pink clothes, skirts and dresses.

I ask my heart if I'm a boy, unsure of all i knew

the answer is also no

even though I've always wanted

toy cars and plastic dinosaurs.

So if im not a girl, nor a boy, what am I?

My soul cannot explain it

it looks confusing and almost nonexistent

but its there, simple and complicated.

But the best answer to the question was:

I'm just myself

"girl" and "boy" are binary terms, so if

im not either one of them, I'm non-binary

[strawberrypuppy123]

What if I touched myself before bed and passed out naked and soaking. Imagine how easy it would be to flip me onto my stomach and how easily you could slide your cock inside me. You could pin my arms behind my back when I start to wake up so I cant go anywhere. Hold me down as you pound into me. Wrap your hands around my throat to help ease me back to sleep. Hold my hips in place and thrust deeper into me when you cum. Cum as deep inside me as you possibly can because I cant stop you and it just feels so good.

[ballowvalence]

thinking about a comment i got on a youtube short.

someone wrote a mocking remark about how "everyone thinks they're a writer now" on an excerpt of my book i read aloud. and that didn't even hurt at all. it came from a place of hate so it slipped right off me.

but another person responded: "You wrote a comment. She wrote a book."

in the video, i have facial hair. i am wearing masc clothes. i naturally have a deep voice.

the pronoun "she" just keeps echoing about in my head. i know it wasn't meant to be hurtful. i know this person was genuinely defending me. they were being nice!

but when my brain is quiet, i think about it. i think about it and i think about and i think about and i think about it.

its on loop. repeating. "she." I haven't identified with that pronoun for five years now. i know i should just let it go. i KNOW. i know i shouldn't think about how other people perceive me.

but im so tired. it just wears at you. grinding away.

will there be anything left?

[nonbinairyboi]

I must have really pissed off the endometrium goddess in a past life

[traderoftrouble]

Weird non-binary thoughts incoming. Now that I've been on T a while, I've started being perceived as male which is good because I prefer to be seen as masculine but it is also deeply weird.

On one hand, yay!! I am not a girl and others can tell!!

On the other hand, Uhh... I'm not a boy either tho...

Like what I would give for they/them to be normalized within the general public to the point where calling a salesperson "that lady" or "that man" just wouldn't occur.

idk, it's a weird thing. I can just tell when someone uses he/him for me bc they see my name, and they see my trans vibes and are like "ah yes, this person wants me to use he/him!!" And I'm grateful since they have excellent intentions and are being overtly kind in doing so, however, I feel ever so slightly evil and sad since it's still not quite right.

Same feeling as when I have to say no to food that someone's brought bc of my allergies. Like I apologize for ruining your kindness via my oddness, now it is awkward. Dang it.

I don't correct any customers/strangers I interact with for less than 10mins because ultimately it doesn't matter to me since their opinions don't change how I feel abt myself, but sometimes I just think about it.

[sabertoothwalrus]

IM SO GLAD THEY KEPT THE PAPA AND PIPI JOKE

[phospadparadscha]

a spider is found on a web

[silveraura]

I wanna be a girl's girlfriend, a boy's boyfriend, and a non-binary person's whatever they feel like on that day

[lovesick0cupid]

"imagine liking men" is dumb have you ever seen a mans happy trail. Good Lord

[twobeesornottwobees]

watching ally beardsley transition over the past five years has been really wonderful and affirming but also hilarious. they went from looking like siobhan to looking like brennan. truly the entire spectrum of gender.

[nonbinairyboi]

This one is up there with billowy white shirts that pirates/men in pride and prejudice wear for gender euphoric looks for me

GQ Germany (2020)