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I do believe Caleb got around a lot during his academy days. Part of it was because nothing with anyone else could really satisfy him, so he kept looking and looking for anything that could get him off as good as the thought of you. And part of it was an attempt to purge. He can still be a Good Guy, right? Hold onto his sanity, his morals? He doesn't need to be a dirty pervert, in love with his adopted sister. And if he sleeps with enough people who aren't you, he can prove it. Even if he has to picture your face to cum every time.
Then after the explosion all bets are off. He's not normal -- why should he even try to pretend anymore?
#Caleb posting#I have a scene about this in the fic#that goes into a little more detail#but I think Caleb was basically indiscriminate#none of it mattered#(if it wasn't you)
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no its genuinely insane decision that the fab four died. there wasnt a plan b. there wasnt a faked death. no one tried to save them. they just fucking died. they knew they were going to die, they told the audience they were going to die, and they did exactly that.
#danger days#ttlotfk#party poison#kobra kid#fun ghoul#jet star#the girl#like. they fought. they tried.#but at the end of the day#none of it mattered#because they died.#and like- you dont always see a decision like that being made in media#usually when someone “dies” they come back to life in a later chapter or have a secret twin or some shit or the other#but no#the fab four honest to god died
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Did it ever matter?
#wizard101#w101#wizzy101#wizard101 art#hehehe i like to think taking the divine paradox form is weirdly tragic for allison#like arc 3 breaks her because she always felt the need to play the role of the hero#she felt as if she didn't she'd get sent back home it was the only way to make sense of why she was brought to the spiral in the first plac#due to arc 2 events tho she feels her time is spent and fears every time she sleeps she might wake elsewhere#its not till she realizes not even the gods of this universe fit into their “roles” and the whole thing shatters for her#none of it mattered#and shes upset she grieves shes angry#i rly want to play into the fact she is just a weapon to this universe tbh
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I cant imagine the pain q!bad was going through at the end.. after just getting his son back, knowing that he lost his other eggs that he loved just as dearly, doing everything he could to have his son make it onto the boat. The desperation in his voice, slowly losing hope as the seconds ticked down. Stretching past his limits, barely any strength left in his wings... knowing his son wont make it.
His soul mustve been crushed by the absolute unfairness of it all
He HAD HIM. He HAD HIS PURPOSE IN HIS ARMS but it didnt matter. none of it mattered.
#qsmp purgatory#qsmp#q badboyhalo#its so TRAGIC#GUYS PLS#It doesnt matter#none of it mattered#even if bad and dapper make it back to the island#just that scene was heart wrenching
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me and stevo talk about the commodification of alternative crowds
#i watched that movie like a month ago but goddamn it has changed me. like holy shit none of this bullshit we do to look alternative matters#anyways if you havent seen it its on tubi for free please go watch it#my art
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hough save me gay yaoi
#coming out to my shadowvaniller lovers rn..............i actually also like purecacao it was the first ship i liked when i started playing#and i AM biased towards it no matter how much pv sobs over lily in the game this is MY pretend land#actually i have drawn stuff in my interpretation of pv and wls friendship#its definitely an energy of... doomed lovers never meant to be SNRRKS idk i just feel theyre both very aware of the missed chance they had#so much time has passed yet none at all and theyre ... the same but also so fundamentally different#maybe in another time another life#anyways i shouldnt talk abt this in the tags lmao#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#fanart#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my drawbs
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Jason travels to an alternate universe where Bruce only cares about being Batman. He took in each of his kids to serve the mission, not be his children.
Now, faced with alternate versions of his family, Jason has to grapple with the fact that his Bruce does care, that he is his father. Because the man in front of him now, trying to send him home, isn’t even close.
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#redhood#batfam#batfamily#this bruce went one of two ways 1) running his kids into the ground and they’re basically unrecognizable to jason or 2) worked them so hard#they couldn’t take it and left the business entirely and he’s completely alone except the JL which doesn’t like him but he is necessary#sure crime is down but bruce’s crusade is just that an actual crusade because he treats his sons like soldiers and everything comes second#to the mission. i don’t even know if damian exists in this universe because the idea of bruce having romantic relationships is laughable#although here he might be more closely aligned to talia because they’re both mission oriented and having a legal heir for their literal#legacy might appeal to him idk. just that jason shows up and it’s like his brothers have military ranks instead of names. none of them have#real jobs or even friends because they eat sleep work live at the manor and would never leave the batcave if it weren’t for public#appearances. it’s insane to see dick without his personality or tim who really does act like a robot and not a person. i don’t know if steph#cass and duke would stick around for this (or alfred for that matter i’m 50/50)#but when jason does get back everyone is shocked that he sticks around the cave and manor for a couple weeks checking in on everyone and#making the effort to do things unrelated to mask business. he has to write a report about the incident and he struggles to even put into#words how wrong it felt. his arguments with bruce also skew slightly because he can’t claim bruce doesn’t care in general just that he#doesn’t care about him or express it enough or in the right way. a far cry from the usual spiel and bruce is concerned so they talk it out
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It's finally done!! Never before had an animatic been so hard for me, and I can't even tell why. Please show it some love :')
Song: Enamorado tuyo, by El Cuarteto de Nos
#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor ivo robotnik#sonic movie universe#imma put this on youtube too why not#usually animatics take me like two days what happened here?#whatever. i'm happy with the results and that's enough#please. tell me what you think#this thing almost drove me to insanity#also if you think some part of the translation sounds weird let me know#i'm more used to translating english to spanish than the other way#plus el cuarteto de nos uses some pretty specifics terms#that are common in their (and mine cuz neighbors) country#and those can be complicated#like is “enamorado tuyo” even grammatically correct?#the more common way of saying it is “enamorado de ti/vos”#wait none of that matters#hope you guys like it!
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Out of sight, out of - wait.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#granny wen#a-yuan#It's always fascinating how colours translate from the page to the screen.#It would probably surprise a lot of people to see what some of these comics actually look like in physical form.#My lighter colours takes about 3-4 washes before it shows up on scan which means it tends to ripple the page.#And my yellows and oranges are drastically different colours when scanned compared to the ink colour.#There's about 20 or so comics where everyone's hair is purple - because it scanned in the exact same colour as my light grey.#Wait my book is right here in front of me so I can...yeah...Comics 57-77 were indeed purple.#This is all to say - is it not fascinating how what we see is often not the full truth of what the subject truly is?#Is it not fascinating to open another episode that reminds us that despite everyone's claims they could totally spot the evil YLLZ-#-The man walks around among them for months as no more than a man haggling for deals like the rest.#It's almost as if he's just a person. It's almost as if none of us - no matter what we do are really anything more than just a person.#Your good acts will be overtaken by how other's interpret you in negative light.#Just as easily are people willing to forgive crueler actions if they hold you in high esteem.#But what's real? Is the page I hold the real version of this comic? Is it the one you look at?#Is the man known as Wuxian the most himself when he is alone or on the battlefield?#Perhaps he is and has always been a scared orphan boy lost in the market.#I think there is no good answer to any of these questions.#But I do know that panic rising in WWX as he frantically looks for A-yuan was for more than one boy.#To be human is to have layers around a delicate center. We only really grow around our wounds from childhood.#In other words; Donkey from Shrek would also probably call Wei Wuxian an onion. I'll see myself out now.
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cringe culture needs to die because when i was 17 i printed out the entire player's handbook and monster manual with my unlimited school printing credit and also wore a black velvet cape the first time i ever DMed and somehow still thought i was too cool for dnd novels. who tf did i think i was fooling
#ramble#i'm 90% sure i still have it in a folder in my desk somewhere#to clarify NONE of these things are cringe but i was embarrassed bc doing anything when you're 17 is embarrassing#i'm not even exaggerating that i've become so much happier just doing whatever i want and not apologising for it#i hate that it took me 20 years to realise that people are going to think i'm weird no matter what so there's no point masking anymore#and also that i didn't read a dnd novel until this year bc i was missing out#anyway i hate tiktok for bringing back bullying in a different more terrible way#go larping nobody cares#tl;dr you will BLOSSOM the moment you stop caring
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Bellyache (terminal)


This is the exact vibe i'm going for with this
#drama queen#🙄#none suffer as beautifully as he does#no matter what bad thing happens to him it is the worst thing to happen to anyone ever you would never understand#httyd#how to train your dragon#rtte#snotlout#race to the edge#snotlout jorgenson#my art
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If Tim and Steph decide that 7am is time for sibling bonding activities, it'll be so, even if the sibling they're bonding with is trying to get some goddamn sleep
#also so you guys know Damian draw that dragon for Tim's dungeon master thing#idk what its called#art#dc#dc fanart#tim drake#batfam#jason todd#tim drake fanart#stephanie brown#stephanie brown fanart#jason todd fanart#they are the most chaotic trio and I love them#okay who am I kidding everyone in the batfamily is chaotic trio no matter who you put there#you can even leave duke cass and dick in the same room cause they all look sane enough#come back in a few minutes and BOOM there's corpses and fire and why is duke holding firearm???#no no the previous statement is not true#because none of them is incompetent enough to leave the evidence
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I think its really funny how people got mad at the story of 28 years later and are calling it disappointing, probably because it didn't have much to do with war and killing zombies and was overall a much more contained story about a kid and his dying mother, which is funny considering the first movie in the series was a fairly contained story about a group of survivors trying to find peace in the apocalypse, 28 days is known for its eerie, quiet shots of Jim walking around a completely empty London and the apocalypse "ends" from natural causes by the end of the film, it's only in 28 weeks where themes of war really come in and there's a reason why it's the least popular of the series, it's filled with explosions and huge action set pieces yet the most memorable part of the story is the family drama in the beginning of the movie
It's also funny to me because 28 years itself seems to be saying "why are we trivializing death and celebrating war? why are we teaching young boys to behave violently?" the heavily stylized, flashy zombie killing scenes go away once Spike steps out on his own, the movie emphasizes the teachings of Spike's dad and the town as being wrong so he chooses to go against them, it's only once he goes off on his own that he learns the reality of death, I think the themes of war and violence are gonna make a return in the next two movies as the underlying theme of this trilogy as a whole but for this movie it was important for Spike to learn this lesson about death in a way that wasn't flashy or loud
#fae.txt#28 years later#the only thing that was weird to me was the final scene but even then i really feels like that just ties back in to the whole#'trivializing war and violence' thing#spike just learned about the sanctity of death and the importance of relishing the time you have with your loved ones#and these people are treating death like a flashy spectator sport#also some people are mad about the whole pregnant infected thing and its just like#why do you care?#do you not know how to suspend your disbelief?#there are so many possibilities for how it happened but in the end none of them really matter because it's not about how she got pregnant
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the president of médecins sans frontières/doctors without borders and the mission chief of MSF palestine gave an interview (in french) on the conditions in gaza and it's abominable. they also mention that the only reason they're able to say openly that israel is blocking aid from entering and targeting civilians above all is bc they have sufficient donors and clout to do so but they've beeen viciously attacked for it and donations have slowed. international volunteers arent allowed to remain for than a few weeks at a time because of how horrific the conditions are but ground staff are forced to stay and never get a a break. none of this is new info and im sparing the graphic details that palestinians themselves have been sharing for over a year but it's soul crushing
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#msf said they have all the money they need but none of it matters bc so few supplies are allowed to enter gaza#gaza#Israel#palestine#médecins sans Frontières#msf#eli talks#Youtube
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something very funny about the fact that Silver isn't aware of the narrative enough to know that 'darkness' also represents internalised homophobia. he thinks it just means rage.
so Silver is like "I'm afraid of getting too close to Flint because I'll be dragged into the depths of his desires. he awakens some dark urge within me that feels really good but I know it should be shameful." thinking that it's like secret fourth dimension evil powers and not just.. gay thoughts
#men will literally convince themselves that they're doomed by some cosmic evil force rather than accept their bisexuality. smh#I could write a proper meta post about this and maybe I will one day. cos it's so interesting how Silver just doesn’t quite get it#he doesn’t understand how the rage Flint felt over losing Thomas is any different to the rage he felt over losing Madi. that it's not just#grief over a loved one. it's shame about his fundamental identity. that 'darkness' comes from the shadows cast by shame#and Flint tries to tell him that if he conforms to civilisation and marries Madi then 'she will no longer be enough for you and the comfort#will grow stale. CASTING ABOUT IN THE DARK for some proof that you mattered and finding none you’ll know that you gave it away'#and Silver has to know that Flint is talking about darkness as shame. that Flint is saying he could have loved Silver if he let him#and maybe that's why Silver pulls the gun on him then. he can't listen to another word of that#god this show drives me INSANE#black sails#john silver#silverflint
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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