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what does your heart look like?
a guiding, golden light
Just because you cannot see your own heart doesn’t mean that others can’t. Your heart is blinding, captivating, a fire so bright that others can’t bring themselves to look away. It illuminates the path they follow and cements you as a guiding star for their own wayward hearts. Every experience you’ve lived through has built your lighthouse heart up just a little higher. You are inspirational, a light that doesn’t go out.
a bird struggling to get loose
Your heart can never hold still. It pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. When was the last time you were certain? The last time your life was stable? Maybe this is how you prefer things. On the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. You chase one goal after the next. Can you ever really feel complete without a place to land? Shouldn’t you build yourself a nest?
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Quiz here!
Tagged by @avampyone - Thank you!
Tagging: @neaththeheavens, @adrienvalmont, @irisopranta, @lal-ffxiv, @dire-catgirl, and anyone else who wants to do this!
#thanks again for the tag!#some questions were tough or multiple answers fit#feels pretty accurate I think#some of it's situational for belmont#he's motivated when chasing personal goals#but a huge procrastinator with work or responsibilities#lol at 'the last time your life was stable' for him#probably 'never'#grew up during a war#civilization was destroyed#joined a cult of evil wizards bent on more destruction#now he's immortal but with inconvenient caveats#he's probably had 30+ names and hosts at this point#one constant is he's still good at causing lots of trouble for people#often including himself...#my posts#corinne#belmont#tag game
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The sound of John Constantine’s incredulous voice entered the meeting room before his body did. “Fight an Infinite Realms ghost? Are you insane?! Do you want to get us killed?”
Zatanna spun and almost snarled at him. “What would you have us do then, Constantine? Maybe you’re okay with sacrificing people sometimes, but we’re the heroes. We can’t just let it keep wreaking havoc. There’s no reported deaths yet, but we don’t know how long that’ll last.”
He leaned against the wall nonchalantly and lit a cigarette. “Well, what’s it yelling about?”
“What?”
He took a long drag before continuing. “Realms ghosts– they’re basically immune to our magic, but they’re easy marks if you know how to deal with ‘em. They all have some sort of Obsession. Just work with that and they’re remarkably simple to manipulate.” His voice turned to a grumble, “Doesn’t mean they can’t be a huge pain in the fucking ass sometimes though.”
Tapping some ash off his cigarette, he looked straight back into the room again. “So… what’re they yelling about?”
#John’s a conman who often deals with entities stronger than himself#i feel like DP ghosts (who in fanon have inherent Obsessions) could easily follow that trend#even if they’re hella dangerous otherwise. that obsession is something John can exploit#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom x dc#danny phantom x dc crossover#dpxdc john constantine#i debated including what the ghost was actually yeling about (probably the GIW’s crimes) but i decided to leave it open ended instead#if it was the GIW mentioned i’d probably have Constantine let out a curse in response and start to set up some sort of summoning ritual#…i gues i kinda ruined the open-endedness by saying that now though
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I cannot wait for this Stan to reconnect with his Ford.


I still haven't figured out HOW exactly they'll meet yet, but I do think that Ford would ATTACH himself to Stanley and talk his ears off forever when they eventually get comfortable :] and Stanley would listen because HOLY SHIT, THAT'S HIS BRO HE HASN'T SEEN FOR 40-ISH YEARS, HE MISSED HIS VOICE. Nonstop certified Yapper & Listener relationship <3
Stanley looks dead faced because of his ingrained poker face, but he's thouroughly enjoying it, even if sometimes he has no idea what the fuck Ford is saying. He never interrupts him though, since he knows people usually ignore or interrupt him mid-talk already. So sometimes Stan gets stuck in awkward situations where he has to leave or do stuff, but also doesn't have it in his heart to stop Ford and extract himself out of a (one-sided) conversation.
#Stanley: that motherfucker just ignored you completely- would you like me to kill him.#Stanford: Who? What are you talking about? Anyways. Have you ever seen gnomes before? Because just yesterday I-#I imagine conversations with Stanford to be very stitled and all over the place.#Since his thoughts are quite literally scattered- he can never really process them fast enough to actually verbalize them.#Or even understand them.#So he often only catch the tail ends of a thought- or cutoff half formed thoughts- or only the beginning half of an idea- memory- or opinio#And when he talks- you can really tell with the amount of tangents he goes off into and how everything he says#are completely disconnected and unrelated from one another.#I think the reason he talks so much is because it's his way of desperately trying to get himself understood by someone- including himself.#He's hoping that maybe- by verbalizing EVERYTHING in his mind all at once into some incomprehensible word vomit- that someday-#those senseless- useless words will one day magically order themselves into the right sentence for him to be finally be able to say what#he actually MEANS.#But because he's ''that crazy Town Kook Ford'' he just never really gets the chance to talk to anyone.#People in town baby him- treat him like a child.#And I mean- it must really hurt. For someone of his former intellect to have lost all ability to express himself eloquently#Not because he's any less smart- but because he just can't talk anymore. At least- not in any way that matters#I think Stanley understands him though. I think Stanley would understand his struggle to not be labeled as just stupid by others#Anyways- that was my ramble <3#my post#asks#sput chatters#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#gravity falls#gravity falls au#Town Kook Ford AU#my art
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I adore the idea of Leo developing a love for glam rock not only because he likes the music but also because of how many glam rock bands had vibrant and extravagant eye makeup - looks that his own red stripes were right at home with.
Like just imagine a little Leo rifling through his dad’s music and choosing to vibe with glam rock specifically because he was like “:0! Like me!:)”
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#has someone said this before idk probably#most definitely honestly I’d bet money on it but ah well#I haven’t been around in a while helloooo everyone#I still love this turtle#I was at work and this thought hit me and I was like dang…wait that’s cute…#and it’s TRUE too#Leo’s glam rock look in the ep ‘Al Be Back’ literally looked more glam BECAUSE of his stripes#if he had a regular non striped turtle design and still chose glam rock as his fave the red crescents wouldn’t be out of place there!#I love it#little leo grew up amongst little green faces so much like his - aside from two glaring red differences#idk I actually really like that all four brothers have SOMETHING unchangable about them that makes them stand out design wise#raph is BIG and SPIKEY yet somehow SOFT LOOKING#leo has SO MANY STRIPES including BRIGHT RED CRESCENTS on his FACE#donnie has a SOFT SHELL often covered by his TECH#and mikey is SMALL and often makes himself even SMALLER#I love their designs so much actually#don’t mind me just thinking about how Leo’s face stripes work so well for him on multiple accounts#as a face man#literally putting emphasis on his face in a character design standpoint to note it as something to look at#but also as someone who ‘wears a mask’#the bright flashy mask that is just as natural and HIM as what it’s hiding#flashback to episode one where behind his red stripes was a flashing red eye#actually since I talked myself into it I’m back on my:#‘Leo was always naturally adept at being a ninja it’s just that his environment & upbringing made those skills adapt to showmanship’ agenda
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I have absolutely no idea how they’d do it but I constantly daydream about a death note part II musical… give mello and near the duet they damn well deserve
Like. The original musical does such an insanely cool job of incorporating the each character’s instrumentals into the musical, I’d kill to see how they’d tackle Mello and Near oTL
#death note#mello#near#mello death note#near death note#death note the musical#I think so often about how in the show mello and near’s themes end up completing each other#Near’s earlier themes (1 and 2) both feature L’s typical piano with a hint of Near’s trademark synth#Which is a really cool thought because synths are sort of like an “evolved piano#Meanwhile Mello’s 1st and 2nd themes are very electric guitar and drum set heavy#which again is another aspect of L’s theme as it shifts from piano to guitar#On another note all of the ‘thinking’ themes incorporate a ticking sound#but Mello’s is really unique because it sounds more like a bomb timer than a stopwatch#foreshadowing fr…#anyways when you get to mello no theme and near no theme they’re more complete#Near grows into himself and abandons the piano completely in favor of his synth that then incorporates the guitar and drums (mello core)#while mello no theme takes a calmer approach than his previous themes *but* starts including Near’s synthy sounds#anyways a back-and-forth musical duet would really suit them#and then their instrumentals could complete each other when they work together briefly#it all makes sense in my head I promise.. the vision is there
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minkowski and hera (indirectly; to herself) are the only ones who call eiffel "doug", eiffel is the only one who calls minkowski "renée", hilbert is the only one who calls lovelace "isabel", and no one calls hilbert by (any of) his first names. kepler calls jacobi "daniel" and maxwell "alana", and maxwell and jacobi use each other's first names too, but neither of them ever calls him "warren" - the only person who does is rachel, while he calls her "miss young." pryce and cutter are the only people who use each other's first names (though cutter's habit of almost always only using first names is a whole other thing.)
#wolf 359#w359#there's a more specific point i want to make but i'm putting this part out separately.#only including major characters and things that are said directly. eris calls lovelace 'isabel' but you could consider that#similar to cutter's usage.#and technically so does eiffel once but it's when they're listening to her logs before he met her.#stuff like that.#and of course eiffel calls himself 'doug' often in a way none of the other characters address themselves by name#but that's. again. a whole other topic.
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i have this really stupid idea in my head that im frankly a little obsessed with and the idea is this: trent crimm doing a drunk history episode on ted lasso's first tenure at richmond. is that how drunk history works? i don't think so. do i care? absolutely not. it's a special episode who cares because this image is not only hysterical to me but treasured. i treasure this image. i hold it close in my heart and also laugh and laugh and laugh.
#ted is played by what is very visibly a butch lesbian in a huge fake mustache.#roy is inexplicably played by himself in a wig.#ternt drunkenly and passionately explaining this whole thing. he says his own line and the trent actor (who also has a wig) gets to act it#trent waving his hands as he's explaining all this. the host being like 'not very often we get to have someone include the part where They#come into the story' and trents like [dorkiest finger guns]#also yes i said first tenure bc this scenario lives in post canon fantasy fix it land where ambiguously ted comes back to richmond#at some point. and also both bc my tedependent heart is obsessed and bc it's really funny#marries trent. just bc i want this to end with trent--hammered and pleased as punch--being like AND THEN I MARRIED HIM!!!!!#[falls back on couch happily] :)#also in the line of that great 5+1 social media fic#by jessjessthebest. a sequel thats just like a youtube video like#'we made ted lasso and trent crimm watch that episode of drunk history about them' and trent is just. head in hands the whole time.#ted is DELIGHTED.#anyway i rotate this in my brain fucking DAILY. it's so goddamn funny to me.#ted lasso#tedependent#tedtrent#trent crimm#the line in question being 'is this a fucking joke' i just realized i did not clarify that#no but really im obsessed with this it's so fucking funny#also any image trent had left of being a ruthless ex journalist is thoroughly ruined#all of his former colleagues have seen him and drunk and giggling and fully admitting what he was thinking at the time and oh boy#hes a disaster <3#gertspeak
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i once drew the chaeacters making coffee for themselves in the morning and im so mad that i lost it cus it was really fun
#it wasnt detailed but there were a few things i rly liked#i mean i could just redeaw it but in that moment i had a vision and its gone now....#it wouldnt be the same.....#pomni getting black coffee. jax discreetely adding sugar bc no ones allowed to know he likes sweet food ever#and the others were there but i cant rememberrrrr#i do know part of it was that kinger makes coffee for queenie. :(#but thats it.... its fucked up#i should search around for it some day but uh. it WILL be hard to find#i dont organize my medibang files well and i dont give them good names#i just name them whatever noun or sound i can think of first....#i have gotten better at this ive had more foresight to go. i should give it a more descriptive#but even then the quicker sketches often dont get included in these names...#also the jax things isnt a metaphor. it just highlights how he doesnt think anything fun is cool and holds himself to being cool#no one can know i drink sweetened coffee theyll think im not masculine etc etc#if it werent a copyrighted brand jax would probably be drinking monster though
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Ok no bc to piggyback off that Mary post, this might be something people have been saying for a long time but I do genuinely think that Amara giving Dean “what he needs most” was not his mother but to break the idea he has of what a family is, and that’s part of what makes that arc so fascinating to me
#I’m sick with some type of stomach bug so bear with me#deans always had this very western traditional white picket fence idea of what a family structure is#probably bc that’s how his life started and that’s what he saw other kids have and it’s what John always complained about them NOT having#and he spends his whole life chasing this idea#arguably you could say that Amara too spent her life chasing a family dynamic that simply wasn’t possible for her#and eventually she agrees to make peace with what she has and what IS possible (pre end stuff ofc)#and she clocks Dean RIGHT away lmao#and she sees that what Dean needs isn’t a fantasy about what his life could have been like#he needs to accept what he has now and make the best of it#and also to understand that there’s more to parents than just being parents -a lesson he’s been internalizing for years considering he views#himself as Sam’s parent as well#he’s soooo angry that he was always reduced to Sam’s caretaker by his father#(rightfully so he was a child im not saying that anger isn’t justified)#only to project that anger onto Mary when she’s not just a caring mother but a fully developed person with her own trauma and needs#what Dean needs to learn is that he’ll never have a perfect made for tv family bc that’s not how real families work#and he needs to learn that family is also chosen as much as it is decided for you (ie. Cas and Crowley)#(and if you really wanna get into it that could include Charlie who he thinks of as a sister or Jodie who is his equal but often plays a#(maternal role to them similar to Bobby being a paternal one. or Ellen and Jo even)#do you see what I’m saying here
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techno and his relationship to dehumanization is SOOO important to me .
#All of my fics are about this. Yes even the superhero ones.#“All of my fics” as if I have more than 3 .#I’m including wips in that. .#Okk. .#So like 4 fics actually.#Like secunit!technoblade is OBVIOUS. He was created to be a weapon and finds it deeply uncomfortable being HUMANIZED.#Because the trappings of human life are foreign and novel to him .#Secunit!techno is to historians what palaeontologists are to anthropologists.#I don’t know if thst makes sense.#but the hunger games one is ALSO about dehumanization. OBVIOUSLY. but jts a different flavour . Technoblade is a person.#Hes so completely human that its almost painful.#But his mental illness and the things his society has made him do have made the people around him think him a monster.#No matter who he used to be when he could hide his hallucinations and paranoia. No matter how many people he helped. It wasn’t enough.#Something important to me about techno is that hes always seen himself as an outsider to humanity.#Whether it be Hybrid-whatever technoblade or piglin technoblade or completely human streetrat technoblade.#What often is defined as What Makes Us Human is neither afforded to him nor expected from him.#I’m actually always thinking about the hungergames au. Actually. I want to write it so bad.#(Guy who hasn’t even decided what the theme or the pov or the tense or the plot will be)#rat.op.tag#rat.fic.tag
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The entire discussion was completely tangential to this but I partly misread a post as a joke to the effect that "Well, the people actually responsible for all the deaths in [game] are the devs", and tbh as a statement this is quite relevant to my main fandom.
I will write about it more at length one day, but to be concise — I do not think we can discuss questions such as "Why didn't the Valar do more?" and ignore the very doylist reason that if you've decided to have the spiritual embodiment of evil wage very physical war upon your heroes, you do have to come up with an excuse for why the spiritual embodiment of Good (I'm simplifying the moral pattern a bit here, but I don't want to discuss fictional theology at length right now and ultimately it all boils down to the same in this context) doesn't equally physically solve the problem for them — in order to even have a story.
As far as such excuses go, "the collateral damage — which the antagonist is the only one with approximately minus hundred reasons to care about — would be too high" is not a very poor one, but most of the surrounding discussion scrupulously avoids admitting why it even needs to exist.
#And I get that technically people usually prefer to look at literature from the watsonian pov only and why#but I don't think you can have a smart discuss here without at least acknowledging that tolkien was one person writing an entire mythology#and understandably found he wrote himself into a corner in places#or didn't know how to wrote the lead-up to a moment he wanted to include#(AND was trying to reconcile two or more very different paradigms although that is at least acknowledged slightly oftener)#my post#silmarillion#silm#valar#silm morality kitchen sink#tolkien
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just saw a post by goobiestar where tigerclaw has been put on babysitting duty and they doodled him surrounded by tiny babies thinking "i cant believe bluestar is making me babysit a bunch of drooling pathetic whiny pieces of--" and with bonefall tigerstar being a genuinely good dad (at least when his babies were tiny) i have this image in my head of firepaw imagining this is what's happening and then it cuts to tigerclaw calmly playing teeterstrike with the babies
I'm telling a super different story from the other guys in my orbit LMAO, I've noticed that also. A lot of my.... fellow satellites? Companion Comets. Peripheral Planets. Lean into the comedy angle of Tigerclaw being a nasty little boy
I especially love that one comic (I think it's Blimbo?) Where he sees his younger sibs and just starts kitty-smacking them like a real cat lmao. Top tier. If the punchline is "KITTY SMACK" you'll kill me every time.
But yah BB!Tigerclaw is really important to understand as like... a guy. Just a shitty guy, has some good things about him, but ultimately the darkness within him is run-of-the-mill. He isn't special. Firestar comes to understand that any one of the dozens of assholes in his life could have become Tigerstar-- and that's TERRIFYING.
Evil is mundane and common. Goodness is complicated and unique.
So your image is spot on lmao. Young Fireheart watching him from across camp like, "ill PROVE his evil to bluestar. Look at him now. What is he doing with swiftkit. Something horrible im sure. He probably hates kittens"
And Tigerclaw is pressing his mouth to Swiftkit's baby belly and going PTHHHBBBBB.
#Though I do think it's important that Firepaw respected Tiger at first#And it's an easily forgotten detail#But like... we should remember it more imo#Firepaw realized that Tigerclaw was evil not because of immediate suspicion#But because the respected and beloved senior warrior was a XENOPHOBE#Of COURSE Firepaw realized it before the other members of the clan#They were blind to it because the entire Clan is BIGOTED#They did not see the warning signs as important because his first open targets where the powerless#Gray and Raven and Fire#People you're allowed to bully and threaten.#But Firepaw. Who is NEW to the Clan. With a FRESH perspective. Can see it immediately that Ravenpaw is being abused#And that Tiger often uses his status to bully those below him including himself#RE: The thesis of BB!TPB being ultimately that SCOURGE IS RIGHT#And that the Clans need to change.#Bone babble#Also I only hesitate to call anyone mutuals because I actually follow veeerrrry few ppl on tumblr#I read tmblr like a newspaper. When I wanna see what some guy is up to I check their blog lmao#And read back. Then close it out#Heavy dashboard scary. Elder Bones needs quiet time#I read other blogs like newspaper
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Episode 12 is a rollercoaster of emotions for Porsche, but Kinn stands by him through it all - even going so far as to resign from the mafia and settle into a quieter life in the Kittisawat home.
Except... did he?
It seems out of character for Kinn to give up being the head of the mafia - not because he's used to the rich lifestyle, like Porsche thinks:
(Though let's be real, Kinn - you absolutely do like living like that)
The reason it's off is that, up until now, we've always seen Kinn put his family first. And though he's clearly now thinking of Porsche (and Chay) as part of his family, it seems extreme for him to suddenly leave all of his responsibilities to his father - the man he believes needed Kinn to take over, because of his 'poor health'.
Maybe loving Porsche has finally given Kinn a push to be more selfish--
Or maybe, he isn't as out of the game as Porsche thinks.
Because one thing we never see Kinn do in this episode is take the family ring off.
So, was Kinn lying to Porsche here - trying to manipulate him into accepting the mafia life, once again?
I don't think so.
I think Kinn's support of Porsche throughout this episode came from a very genuine place. He probably had every intention of leaving the life - but, it isn't easy to turn away from the people you love, or the work you've spent your whole life training for. Maybe he held onto to some hope that Porsche would change his mind, after getting a chance to cool down, away from Korn.
Maybe he's just gotten so used to the weight of that ring on his finger that it would feel wrong to take it off.
Even for Porsche.
#kinnporsche#kpanniversary2024#kinn#porsche#korn#ep 12#ep 13#(was going to include some stills of tay looking dubious)#(when porsche told him they were out of the business)#(but it didn't fit here)#(just know that tay is the best of friends)#(and knows kinn better than he even knows himself)#kinn's biggest strength and weakness is his love#for his family and for porsche#and the tragedy of his life is how often those are in conflict
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Hey so uhh about the Kawacy vampire comic my friend apparently is a fan and they said that it isn't grooming because the usual "He only loves her when she's an adult" and say that he also protect her from "actual predators"
#not to @ your friend because i don't know their life#if they like the comic then that's them#but a vampire raising a person from childhood and then dating her and marrying her is straight up yikes#and the fact that people (including the creator) have to come up with flimsy justifications for it with shit like “well TECHNICALLY-”#it just isn't helping their case at all LMAO#there's even a drawing of them about to have sex called 'deflowering' like hello ???#that word is VERY old and often used to describe young maidens having their 'innocence' taken from them through sex#like please be fr#and him “protecting her” from “other predators” is so typical LMAO#wanna know why he's so quick to jump on “actual predators”??#because he is LITERALLY A PREDATOR HIMSELF#THE CALLS ARE COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE-#it's like how partners who are serial cheaters will accuse their partners of cheating#they know exactly what it looks like BECAUSE THEY DO IT so they project like crazy#“i'm DIFFERENT than those people i'm trying to protect you from >:((”#ama#ask me anything#anon ask me anything#anon ama
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🎮🌴☕🤍 for ilz!!!
🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies?
(answered this one here)
🌴 PALM TREE — does your oc have a green thumb? do they enjoy gardening?
Technically also answered that one above, and he very much does. He mostly doesn't miss the mess of a flat he has waiting back in Baldur's Gate, but does feel bad for the various vines he got to grow around his bedroom walls that they're not going to be cared for in the slightest before he gets back.
☕️ HOT BEVERAGE — does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)?
He likes hot chocolate a good bit. His normal preference would probably be a good earl grey without anything needed to be added to it though.
🤍 WHITE HEART — what are three of your oc's neutral/questionable traits?
He keeps a list of whom of the companions he's most/least willing to sacrifice/prioritize were it to come down to it again following Shadowheart and Lae'zel's fight which he mentally shifts around constantly to avoid ever having to consider who he actually is going to side with on the spot, having only ever had a very small number of people whom he had any level of loyalty to.
I'm putting how manipulative he can be under neutral because sometimes it can be used for good. It isn't always. It usually isn't. But sometimes.
To a very small number of people, he's unflinchingly loyal. This should be positive, in him, it's hard to say.
#1 and 3 feel related#and really most of his questionable traits involve his view as people. himself included as half puzzle and half tool.#his habit of being willing to keep secrets for others/about others as well#often justifying that others should ahve known as well...even without the same ability or if it could have been more dangerous#than he chose to trust it was....#Ilztaun Auvryvirr
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My Motivation ain't helping me rn, so somthing fast and lazy 🧍♂️(ignore the name, i created him when I was weird.)
Adding Info later (always saying this but never actually did.. Exept with simple there i did it.)
#undertale oc#undertale#undertale au#sans oc#art#Crash!sans#If i did pitch and pure it's his turn now.#And i finally edited their backstory a bit#But not his-#He's included in pitch and pures backstory but didnt get one himself.#He's protecting the smoll Skeletons tho#✨#He got his neckleace from one of the twins <3#They are a trio basically#NOT ROMANTICALLY#THEY AINT DATINV#Just to make it clear.#Oh and in pitch and pures backstory they met geno-#I often See error or ink being included so why not geno
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