#or rant

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

IM GONNA CRY I ACCIDENTLY WALKED OUT LIKE 15 MIN EARLY BECAUSE I SET MY ALARM FOR 4 INSTEAD OF 4:15

I LOOKED THIS MAN IN THE EYE, SMILED AND WALKED OUT

TO BE FAIR HE WAS DONE BUT I JUST WROTE LIKE A SEVERAL PARAGRAPH APOLOGY EMAIL

[renny-mayflower]

I have a. Weird uneasy feeling at the thought of a real gray villain arc actually.

What if they do make Gray a villain but. In a really really bad way. What if they do what they did with Pinki Oren and Raddy and just make him a douchebag for no reason. What if they do it on PURPOSE just to make the fandom mad enough to shut up abt it. They could easily destroy all of the good will they built up for Gray just by fucking up a villain arc and they could very well do it on purpose just to hurt us. Im GENUINELY scared this dread has been building up I think and. Yea idk I just gotta get this out

@sillylogiclover @bill-ci-s-realm @crystalinestarlett sigh. Pinging the frens cus. Uh. Baby want attention🥺💔

[eyesofcuriosity]

/ I wish to cease to exist everytime kid starts talking or refrencing dumb shit like Skibidi Toilet....Sprunki or Italian brainrot...............ik kids are dumb, hell I was a dumb kid!

But come on mates.........

[axelstillalive]

okay its mot letting me reply but wtf man northy im os sorry shes an absolute sack of potatoes and honestky she’ll get a reality check at some oiint and she oribably eont even realise

zGH I HATE HER FUCK HER MAN

She used to be my best friend too 😭

but like I set boundaries and call her out on her bullshit and then I'm in the wrong and im being bitchy for not being a doormat anymore????

[the-prophecy]

i also want to be active but being here feels so guilty specially ye wala blog buutttt anyeways

Why like literally kyu kya hua. The only reason we feel guilty about something is it we ran someone over and they died ok baaki don't

[evaiskindaweird]

Just realized I have a really bad apathy problem when it comes to people I'm mad at

Tw: mention of death

sometimes I wish death on people im mad at during breakdowns, and I was telling my dad about it, and when he said "don't you ever think how that would affect the people close to them?" I just. Didn't care. I tried to make my brain care but I physically cannot make my brain care and I fucking hate it

I really wanna start caring but I just can't and I feel like a bad person for it, and I want to grow as a person

[jigssawed]

guys i had the weirdest fucking dream last night though because ive been watching death note lately and i watched the scene that L died in (my sister said he was viktor core before it and so viktors kinda cursed) but in the dream i got stabbed in the neck with a wooden plank but it was also american squid game esque but yeah that was it

[yanisdoingstuff]

I know I haven't posted in a while, and it probably looks weird but-

CAN ANYONE PLEASE BE THE RED SON TO MY MK ISTG I CAN'T LOOK AT SPICY NOODLES WITHOUT LONGING ANYMORE 😭😭😭

No man compares to those two, and I genuinely wanna be them so bad. They're so real, with all their flaws, their queerness. Their rare pieces of canon interaction and Red Son's incredibly obvious want to hang out with the Monkie Kids... Which he'd NEVER admit to the guy himself (I still wonder how that beach scene went behind the scenes).

I

I need it

It's just like the mlp “why do ponies/equestrian girls not exist” phase... Everybody has had that, right?!

Like, that DEEP desire to exist inside a fictional universe, because it's fucking pretty and nice and cool, with superpowers and marketable vehicles, despite all the dangers and traumatizing events, and real world isn't. To the point you can't function for at least the rest of the day...

Why is it so mentally difficult to be in fandoms.

[fulltimesapphic]

God, I’m so tired. She fights for this when I want her to let go, but she didn’t fight when I was

I’m trying to move one. I already have. But she won’t let me go.

I used to see forever in her eyes.

Now I see it in their’s.

They make me happy. She doesn’t. Not anymore.

They get me excited to talk. I’m not sure if she ever did.

They start, before I have to ask. She never did.

I want to be happy. I want to do what makes me happy.

I don’t know much but I don’t think it’s her anymore. I think it’s them.

[loone-spam]

i wish people talked more about sensory issues in adhd.

That's always felt like the most obvious problem i've had with myself, certainly the most easily identifiable, yet when i first found out about adhd i felt as though it didn't fully describe my experience because i never found sources mentioning sensory problems (yes, i have the other hallmark symptoms too). As a result when I brought this up to someone and got dismissed i thought that I was just wrong and that it was something else (or nothing at all).

I feel like sensory issues are almost always mentioned only in reference to autism, yet I felt that described my situation less accurately than adhd. In effect, because it's never talked about, I feel like I went for ages not being able to figure out what exactly was wrong with me. Heck, even now if I'm looking for advice on how to deal sensory problems in specific situations i always append "autism" to the search term because that's the only way I'll find the results I need.

i think that sucks. i feel like the lower level of conversation on these issues contributes to the notion that adhd can essentially be magicked away by medication as well when other associated symptoms like this just... wouldn't be

[carnalcvpid]

Lol love love loooove the fact that when I FINALLY get everything done to start my hrt privately is when I've run out of money LMAO 👍👍👍 its okay it's motivation for me to set up my shop but also its not okay idk how I'm gonna pay at least £40 a month with literally no fucking money

[spider-avenger22]

This is me with the book "The Witch King" by H.E. Edgmon. Picked it up because "Hey, cool! A trans guy main character in a fantasy setting!"

Don't get me wrong, there are many good ideas/set ups that would be very interesting, but the author dropped the ball many times and left me frustrated at the main character and having way too many questions left unanswered.

It has a sequel, but I'm scared to read it. I think I'll go read an AO3 fic instead, thanks.

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

[bonivers]

“why do you have a gap in your resume” idk why is there a gap in your staff. worry about that

[hexjulia]

so hard not to become the most annoying person on earth if you're a little excitable and just learned a little about a topic literally no one around you has any interest in

[theblackparadeisdead]

Absolutely nothing worse than finding out that you share interests with someone you hate. Has you thinking things like fuck you I'm better at enjoying star wars than you are