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Severance speculation / kinda analysis (abt a very common theory for the 2nd season). spoilers up to 2x02.
rewatching 2x01 and 2x02 I am very very convinced that "Helly" is actually Helena. people are saying its way too obvious of a twist and yes, it is, because the show is well-written and so this idea makes a ton of emotional and metaphorical sense.
it's not just that Lumon doesn't want Helly being rebellious & making trouble on the severed floor, I think it's perhaps even more about a punishment for Helena. she wasn't able to "control" her innie and so it's Helena who has to atone, to pay the price by not just vouching for Lumon on the outside but also working within the severed floor, aka "hell," itself.
I'm not super into the philosophical question of "who are you?" within the show, but I am fascinated with severing & Kier's whole weird thing as a metaphor for the emotional walls people build up within their minds & hearts. I wasn't quite sure what to make of Cobel but on rewatch she of course mirrors the severed workers. she lives 2 different names & personalities whether she's at Lumon or not, and she's incredibly emotionally volatile (going from loving Lumon to smashing up her shrine), unable to control her inner feelings--just as Mark S, Dylan G, Irv B, and Helly R represent, quite literally, the underlying desires, feelings & wants that their outsides selves have suppressed. while Kier & his philosophy is supposedly about Something Great, as we can see with Cobel, her following it shaped her into a splintered, unhappy person, and her obvious parallel is in Helena and Helly R. based on what we've seen of her father & Lumon, Helena grew up in a shitty abusive cult, which she hates but is unable to express those feelings... until she's severed and Helly R is immediatly angry at being controlled & abused.
so, if the show is heading towards re-integration for its characters, then Helena on the severed floor could be a first step for Helena and Helly coming together. she has to literally live the life of that angry, rebellious part of her, and I think (optimistically) that will change her, even if she doesn't want it to. much of the show is about how people are shaped by their environments, both in terms of literally where they are but also their memories, the people around them, all of it. my guess is that Helena is somehow going to help Mark, Dylan, and Irv later on in the season, possibly by switching back to being Helly, aka finally metaphorically acknowledging that part of her as real & human & wanting to see her friends again. [plus, it would also mean Helena symbolically "killing" herself in switching back to Helly as a first part of her rebirth thru re-integration.]
#spoilers#severance#helly r#meta#or to put it another way...#if we fail to break the world's shell... we will perish without being born. destroy the shell... and revolutionize the world!
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#don't mind me#just making silly stuff#i woulda have put “mik mike n mikey” for the eene ref but this one worked better#deltarune#deltarune chapter 3#also#i found another way to draw spamton#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#doodle#comic#comics#cartoon#deltarune mike#mike deltarune#battat mike#battat deltarune#pluey mike#deltarune pluey#jongler mike#deltarune jongler#deltarune tenna#tenna deltarune#tenna#spamton g spamton#spamton#deltarune shadow guy#shadow guy
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Arcane season 2 ending made me too sad so yk what, everything is fine actually, Viktor is now a teacher at the Academy and he mentors young Zaunite students. That's how I choose to cope.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane jinx#arcane ekko#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#jayvik#timebomb#arcane au#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#the amount of time I put into this piece is way too much for me lmao#I'm not used of drawing background that was a pain in the ass#but also I hid a few funny things on the blackboard feel free to look for it#very self indulgent#I'm craving Viktor and Jinx interactions they would have been such a cool duo in another life#Viktor being Jinx's mentor scratches my brain perfectly#I have so much thoughts about this au
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Cooking up something reaaaalllyyy silly right now
Uhhhh cookie run kingdom tgcf au with pure vanilla as xie lian and shadow milk as jun wu. Do you see the vision
#cookie run kingdom#tgcf au#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#see I was conflicted for a while about drawing this au because I feel like generally#people would put shadow milk in hua cheng’s position instead. for the yaoi#which like. I get it. the yaoi is compelling#but whatever goes on between them is so much more fascinating to me than making them kiss#and I think shadow milk uniquely suits Jun wu in the ‘I will break you until you are another me’ regard#xie lian is like. a dead ringer for pure vanilla though.#anyways this all to say you are welcome to tag as ship if you’d like but personally I will not! because I don’t really see them that way#inextricably linked to each other in ways that deeply fuck each other up yes#but make them kiss? I shall leave that to others
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i thought naming myself this would be really funny. and it Is. every time i get into a match i think about gabriel playing Miku Rhythm Game
#art#ultrakill#gabriel#v1#comic#doodles#project sekai#can you believe this was the idea that got me out of like a month and a half long creative dry spell. can you believe it#look man i'll take it where i can get it ok#do u like his jesus phone#anyway i no longer rage at rhythm game. there is a little gabriel in my head that does it for me (way funnier)#this isnt even a game its a gacha pretending to be a game. your score isnt based on skill its based on how fancy your characters are lmao#its Nearly pay to win on account of you can get good characters if you play enough but like. cmon man. dhbdshjbf#and i think touchscreen based rhythm games are... a horrible idea. on top of that. buttons are better and more reliable#CONCEPTUALLY i hate this game. and yet i play it frequently. oops ! project diva was better but lord knows theyre never making another#i didnt mean to rant about dumb mobile games in these tags but here i am. i am not immune to rhythm games. even if they#are ''games'' and not real games. i hit funny buttons in time to music and it makes my brain go Hee Hoo#anyway put the phone down gabriel im here to kick your ass
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someone save alphonse elric and may chang from a very long suffering year
#fullmetal alchemist#edling#fma brotherhood#fmab#ling yao#edward elric#this is SO LONG but ive had this idea for EVEN LONGER IM SORRY#this is also a complete revamp of my old art from 2023 that was done in like 10 mins#yes winry and paninya are 2gether here#and winry does find this whole thing hilarious#and al finds this whole thing insufferable#I have headcanoned that ed becomes so much like his mom over the years instead of his dad#I know the anime and manga really goes out of its way to make him look like Hohenheim but he's a softie#the playlist for this au is so good#sublime by Sarah Kingsley and the king by Sarah Kingsley carry this#not al psychoanalysing his brother's dating habits based on their mother oh AL YOU GENIUS#I feel like I wanna write this one day but on what fucking time#I put a lot of effort into this for months bc this is all my self indulgent art#I love you soooo much edling#ALSO CRAZY IN LOVE IS IN THE PLAYLIST#this is literally all for me btw#like i made this all for ME#i want to make some art for myself more#after reviewing this i definetely should’ve given ed ling’s hair ribbon#also another headcanon is that ed ends up liking his hair being done up#i like to think he befriends the palace’s staff#i also think it’s very obvious in the art but ed develops a fidgeting habit on his ring#does it whenever he’s a lil anxious or smth and everybody around him is like…that’s so gay….#the idea of ed being a Dead Wife Type is just so precious to me#some of this art is also insp by fanfics specifically ‘haunted’ by tirsynni
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How did Treasure Planet manage to come up with the greatest aesthetic in all human history? Victorian elegance plus space-age flair, with just enough dirt and grime and wear and tear to make it feel real? A combination of traditional and computer animation that perfectly embodies the movie's blend of old and futuristic? How does it get any better than that?
#treasure planet#turned it on on a whim#because sylvia's lovers put me in the mood for sailing ship vibes#and it turns out it fits in really well with the north and south space opera i've been thinking about again#it's really hard for me not to give thornton a giant beautiful space sailing ship#(no you can't do it! the point is that they're industrial and purely functional!)#also i've got another post brewing about how treasure planet is an excellent boy's adventure coming-of-age story#and we need more of those because i feel like the genre doesn't exist in the same way these days#but i'm not sure i could say what i mean without getting folks up in arms#so i'm keeping it to the tags
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An old wip I wanna finish soon :,))

#whole cake island was so good guys 🥺🥺#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#one piece#luffy#whole cake island#another case of me putting way too much detail into something I cannot finish
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Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
#mlp#yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia.#yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show#but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!!#i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse#in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character#personal#delete later#unless you like this analysis stuff#i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did#cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her#mother and father as a teenager#i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased#but i'll put some in the tags#involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity#anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention#(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff#long post#regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at#a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up
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Maybe we never had a chance.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#a-yuan#Ultimately...despite how hard we try to reach people - sometimes it just is not possible.#Sometimes all you can do is wish that things could have been different. You pen a note with all the things you want to say -#and then you let it go. The words stay unsent and unspoken. You just watch the rift between you grow until you're too far away to try again#It is a sad end! It is two people who want to be closer but do not have the right capacity to do anything but shut doors.#Worse yet; it's two people who feel it is not their place to try and impose anything more.#It takes so long to heal from endings like that. You never get enough closure when there is still a faint hope of 'another day'.#It's a false amicability. It's closing a door and telling yourself that at least the windows are unlocked.#WWX will keep up his friendliness as a way to hold LWJ at a distance. LWJ can only try to help so many times.#Speaking of tragedies of trying to help; Let's talk about the addiction metaphors in this episode.#WWX tells LWJ in fairly straightforward terms that he does not *want* do be doing ghost cultivation.#What he wants is to protect people - by any means necessary. If he had another option he would take it.#The path WWX 'chose' is one that is deeply mired in external shame and taboo. He jokes about it but it clearly doesn't feel great.#And I put 'chose' in quotes because just like many who find them selves in bad situations - the choice is an illusion.#He's adamant that this is 'his' choice. That he is in control.#Better to be villainized that endure the terrifying reality that you lack any ability to have choice anymore.#If he had the choice - truly had the choice - he would not be doing this.#You can't help those who don't want to be helped. So of course all LWJ can do is watch from the side. Offer a hand when he can.#This life was a tragedy and the countdown to it all blowing up started a long time ago...
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it happened again sorry
leftover acrylic paint, sharpie, and pen on long cut watercolor paper + digital pass so he isnt covered in blood. some kinda bookmark? also i should start letting u guys know if you want a print of this or anything in particular, id like to work with a relative to arrange it
pre digital pass/irl it was roughly this + single image
#froggy#froggy ena#froggy dream bbq#ena dream bbq#ena#ena series#mixed media#on his period or whatever#actually its almost been a month. he better get ready to be projected the cramps again. thanks brestie#but yeah if ur patient enough to get put on a soft waitlist to potentially help test my print shipping ability that would be cool#i dont even know how much those like. tube things cost. but at least this can be small enough for another way
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One of my favorite headcanons is that Leo grew up watching telenovelas with Splinter.
It just works so well - his bits of Spanish that he spouts randomly, his showy way of apologizing, and, of course, his love for dramatic betrayals all point to this being a very real possibility.
Plus, it’s very cute to imagine a tiny Leo at his father’s side as they both gasp in shock when the show’s eighth plot twist in just as many episodes happens.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt splinter#rise leo#rise splinter#rottmnt headcanons#listen - Leo is there for the camp#if a show’s gonna be super broody and stuff he’s not about it he wants the DRAMA.#very similar reasons why he loves Jupiter Jim Lou Jitsu and magicians#glam rock too!#the camp of it all#the way these things can take even heavy topics and make it more lighthearted with the way they go about them#the way each of these puts importance on putting on a show#idk I think it’s very interesting#but yeah - Leo would totally love telenovelas#did you see him apologizing to Todd??? prime telenovela actress apology right there#the long fluttery lashes the hand to the chest the shiny eyes - like it’s all there#someone said that one of the creators said the telenovelas may be canon?#if so then another tick in the box for ‘oh my god Leo is an amazingly well developed character’
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"i simply do not see it. i am looking away"
#batman#john constantine#zatanna zatara#lucifer morningstar#mazikeen#dc comics#hellblazer#if anyone is looking at this and going 'omg lucifer reference': please look at my blog please look at my blog pl#rbs > likesss!#was originally going to put the ot3 in this but i wanted a bit of a wider audience ig lmao#this was oriuginally done in ms paint and i think i put more emotion into those drawings than i have ever in my entire life before#mazikeen morningstar#mazifer#see you can make an argument that it's based to look god in the face and say you're an atheist#or that philosophically magic is just science that is beyond the scope of our knowledge#however#the way that it's always presented imo by batman...#anyway yet another 2 year old sketch i finally got around to lining#dc meme#1k
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hes so funny
#art#my art#pokemon#volo#pokemon legends arceus spoilers#<- ive decided to put spoilers on my own art so people browsing tags outside my blog don’t get hit with sinister psychic waves#i will not tag other posts on my blog because i post about volo toooooo much and id imagine if you’re here you either know the deal#or you are willing to tolerate my bullshit#ANYWAY. My wife who I cannot draw consistently#im still learning to draw him + i am figuring out what i want in my more personal design of him#i like drawing his arceus hair like that even if its inaccurate#and it’s not relevant to this pic and ive said this in another post i think? but im growing fond of giving him the white tips in his hair#regardless of which outfit hes in. its fun! Its fun!#my hands are sweaty and i woke up way too early so these are kind of doodoo. hes still cute though
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So Danny had tried, he really had. He had moved to Gotham because he knew his parents wouldn’t look for him there. They had never found out he was Phantom but things had reached the point where both he and Jazz decided to go no contact.
But back to his problem. He had worked out with Frostbite that he actually only had one obsession, Space. He had been happy to know that, he had been getting tired of the constant struggle to keep both ghosts and humans safe while also dealing with ghost hunters.
So his move to Gotham was both to avoid his parents but also the reassurance that there were multiple heroes taking care of things. He had enjoyed the peace for the first three months but then he had started to get twitchy. He had tried getting some hobbies but by month six he knew he was out of options. He had especially clued in when he noticed a few classmates avoiding him thinking he was about to snap. Jazz had been resigned when he let her know the news.
So that’s why he was now sitting on a conspicuous roof, wearing a mask made in the Infinite Realms, waiting for a Bat or Bird to show up. He was coming out of retirement after all. Hopefully he would be able to work with the Bats instead of working around them. He really didn’t want to end up on the Rogue list.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#Danny thought he could stop being a Hero/Vigilante#His ghost instincts were content with all the fighting before but now are unsatisfied#Danny would have been dragged back into the life one way or another#Probably when he ended up putting down the Joker#and the Bats had to help Danny out of a PTSD episode from the Freakshow incident#Then the questions/interrogation would start#and end with him back in heroing
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