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eliza: Bob, you won't beli ...
bob: not now, Eliza
eliza: but it's im ... not now!
iggy: going to check him ... you know how send the coupon, right? by email?
[ eliza nods ]
eliza: he could have at least changed his clothes *sigh *
becca: this damn bizarre place ... oh, hey Bob!
bob: Becca.
[ Becca observes ]
becca: soooo how is the sky today:
bob: full of Alders.
iggy: is today the day you're going to tell me about this bird code of yours?
becca: don't think so kid, but can give you a ride to school before heading to Winderburg PD. what do you say?
iggy: OMG please! one less day using the bus ...
just need to grab my backpack. and say goodbye to aiko.
could we give Jacob a ride too?
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aubrey đ„șđ„șđ„ș
maybe a treat more for me than for you guys because it's me that's dying of cutness
#urge#bob pancakes#eliza pancakes#iggy pancakes#becca pancakes#the pancakes#aubrey bloom#aiko pancakes#jacob volkov#so this thing between becca e bob are a code to know how each other are#they come with it when kid because it's more simple than actually explaining how they feel#and actually it started with becca always asking to bob and then they started using with each other#this purple its kinda shitty to read on mobile right#i did change for same reason and its better than before#but let me know if its bad#same goes for font size#sims 4 story#ts4 story#s4 story#ts4 townies
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âž damnation [ the raven retainer ]
â Summary: When you commit a crime, you receive a punishment. This is especially true in your society. No matter the crime, your punishment is the same: banishment. But to where you will be sent in exile and how miserable will it be? No one knows, because no one has ever returned.
â Warning: Yes, this is a yandere thing. Gender-neutral reader.
â Characters: Epel Felmier, Rook Hunt, Vil Schoenheit.
â Note: Hopefully everything transferred over okay from the quiz. Been holding off on this one because I know with the amount of Pomefiore and Vil admirers, posting this is like lighting up a firework by hand and having to run before it goes off.
â Pages: 42
â Not satisfied? Try looking here for the quiz to take it yourself and see where you end up banished!
The Vizier's Vassal  |  The Raven Retainer  |  The Praetorian Imp
A dark robe. Wrapped around your shoulders was a black cloak, like wings folded in. Speaking of feathered appendages, there was a single shiny feather tucked behind your ear. You had felt it tickling your earlobe, leading you to pluck it out of your hair to examine it. It was long and black, huge in size, making you imagine it came from a beast of a raven. Slowly you looked up, confused to find yourself at a desk surrounded by books, bottles of odd colorful liquids, and there was even a cauldron in the corner of the stone wall!Â
Returning your attention back to the feather, you were perplexed but quite liked it so you placed it back behind your ear where you had originally discovered it. Upon standing from the wooden chair, you noticed your change of outfit. A simple white ruffled shirt and black pants, although nearly every inch of you was covered by the black cloak on your back that reached all the way to your ankle and draped around you like a curtain. Lifting up the cloak, you could feel a short sword strapped safely and securely in a hilt on your back hidden away from sight. What was this placeâŠ? Why were you dressed like this? Why did you have a sword? What was going on? Was this your punishment?Â
Just then, your eyes drifted over to a book stand where a heavy leather tome sat open to prying eyes. Your prying eyes, to be exact. Curiously you stepped toward it, your fingers ghosting over the crisp pages of the aged book as you squinted incredulously at the words printed on the surface in a large font, occasionally dotted with red ink. âPoison appleâŠ?â Beside it was the painted image of a ripe red apple, and in its shining reflective skin was the distinct shape of a skull. âOne taste of the poisoned apple and the victimâs eyes will close forever in the sleeping death.âÂ
But that⊠that was from a fairytale! The story of Snow White and the Beautiful Queen! A page about a poisoned apple, the tome, this basement filled with ingredients and suspicious concoctions⊠So it was true, criminals were often sent to dangerous tales where they would perish. And you... you were a criminal and you were here, but... what role did you play? Lifting your hand up to your ear, you suddenly felt the familiar soft sensation of the black feather accessory and realization dawned on you. Didnât the queen have a pet ravenâŠ? Could that explain why you were here in these strange but fancy clothes? Of all things, why did you have to be the raven?Â
How did the story go again? The Queen was vain and wicked, she wished to be the most beautiful of all. It was said that she consulted her magic mirror every day and would inquire as to who the fairest of them all was. Should the mirror ever reply with anotherâs name instead of hers, she would find a way to kill her rival and would only be satisfied once the mirror answered her name. So when her step-daughter, Snow White, grows to become the fairest of them all, the Queen goes mad with jealousy and has a huntsman attempt to kill her. When that fails, the Queen takes matters into her own hands, eventually turning herself ugly as a disguise and even causing her own untimely demise by falling off a cliff and being crushed by a boulder, her remains left as feed for hungry vultures. That was the Queen, but what about the raven? Well, itâs never disclosed as to what happens to the bird, at least to your knowledge. The last the raven is seen, it was being tormented by the wicked Queen as she was creating the poisoned apple. Actually, maybe being the raven wasnât so bad afterall⊠At least it didnât perish or receive some other horrible ending.Â
Knowing this brought you some much needed relief. At least you didnât end up as the raven in that other story about a sleeping princess. That raven was turned to stone! You pity any poor sucker that mightâve ended up in that position. This outcome was adequate, for now. Perhaps it was best to venture outside, to attempt to find this beautiful queen. To be honest, it was a little exciting. You had always wondered how beautiful she was, since the novels always claimed they could never do her justice. But that's besides the point. Once meeting her, you then had to decide what your next move would be.Â
Keeping all that in mind, you climbed the spiraling stone staircases just barely lit by candles. You winced whenever you heard the squeak of a rat or spotted a rotting corpse of a forgotten prisoner still in chains. Quickening your pace until you reached a wooden door, and stepped into the sunlight. It was warm and delightful, the sunâs rays shining on your skin. You felt free. As of now, this was far from punishment. But knowing that you were sent here to be punished or even die, was what kept you from being completely at ease. You could almost just relax here in the calm and beauty of this gardenââ key word, almost. Shrieking and many voices shattered your temporary peace, even scaring away the white doves that had flocked in the open courtyard.Â
Grumbling, you followed the sound of the commotion. It sounded like it was coming from over the high palace walls. There was one portion of the wall that was shorter than the rest, if you climbed onto the smooth edges of the railing by the stone steps, you could successfully scale onto the top of the wall where you decided to lounge about and spectate the action. On the other side of the wall, you could see a young man getting closer and closer, nervously waving at a large group giggling and following him. It was obvious that he was a little uncomfortable, and that he was trying to lose them without hurting their feelings by how he continued to smile even as he picked up the pace.Â
When his eyes landed on you, he appeared surprised, and as he walked the path he was getting closer and closer. Feeling pity for the lad, you sighed and stretched your arm down, to which he hesitated a moment before finally deciding to place his hand in yours. You heaved him up and slid down to the safe side of the wall, the palace side, just before his apparent fans could catch him. Their whining and complaining was amusing.Â
âThank youâŠ! You saved me!âÂ
Oh, right, he was still here. You glanced over at the young man peering happily up at you with the brightest smile on his lips. Your eyebrows furrowed as you slowly began to notice his features. Hair black as ebony, skin white as snow, dressed head-to-toe in ragsâŠÂ No wayââ
âAh, I know you!â He exclaimed, delighted as he took a step closer. âYouâre my elder brotherâs attendant! Iâve seen you around the palace countless times. You are always working so hard that Iâve never gotten a chance to properly meet you! Of course you may already know but my name is Neige, itâs truly so wonderful to finally talk like this with you!â He performed a small but polite bow. Such manners for a prince in rags. âI never knew you were so kind! Is there any way I can repay you?âÂ
âAh, no, thereâs no need for thatâŠâ You studied his face, attempting to make sense of it all. If this Neige was Snow White, it did make total sense. His skin was flawless, it looked like a marshmallow, so pristine but soft. He was cherubic. His beauty was more of a one of innocence and cuteness, and it seemed the townsfolk noticed his looks judging by how they focused on his physical features instead of his worn and tattered attire. You force your gaze away. This was the prince who the Queen would try to kill. But thereâs a chance it may be King in this version, because youâre fairly certain that Neige had just mentioned something about having an elder brother that you apparently worked for. âIt was nothing.âÂ
âPlease, donât be so modest! Your actions were selfless and heroic. Had it not been for you, Iâm afraid I wouldâve been stuck outside all day with no choice other than to interact with all those that followed me. And I couldnât have that! I promised my brother that I would do my chores.â A sad frown appeared on his face as his gaze traveled back over to the wall, âAlthough I do regret having just left them without so much as a goodbyeâŠâÂ
So he was kind⊠Makes sense. Most princesses, or prince in this case, were kind-hearted souls that were far too naive or trusting and had the strangest ability to communicate with woodland creatures. However that last part worked, you werenât entirely sure.Â
âThe doves of the courtyard gathered by the well with me this morning! And we all made a wish! I, well⊠It's a bit embarrassing, but I wished for something truly special. And I believe that my wish may have come true!â A pretty pink blush made his cheeks rosy as he clasped his hands together, looking so truly content as he peered up at you.Â
âIs that soâŠ?â Well, magical animal talking ability, check that off the list. He really was like the princess from the fairytale. But you didnât like where this was going. You outgrew fairytales a long time ago, but when you read something so fantastical and magical in your innocent imaginative youth, it sticks with you. Perhaps that was a good thing, because even now you could recall the small details of the story.Â
In the beginning of the story, Snow White is cleaning the courtyard when she meets the doves at the well where she makes a wish to meet her true love. Not too long after, the prince appears on horseback, hearing the princessâ song that leads him to climb over the palace walls to get to her. When you got older, you quickly realized how creepy that actually was. The prince crept up on her, and essentially trespassed on private palace grounds. But thatâs besides the point right now. The point is, Snow White made a wish to meet her true love which happened to be the prince. Well, right now, you have yet to see another so-called dashing prince or princess. There was just the courtyard and you were alone with Neige, and he was gazing up at you through his lashes and with a pretty smile that appeared too fondly. The Queen, or King, really needed to stop cooping up Prince Neige within the palace walls. It was dulling his sense towards social cues and common sense.Â
âHey! What the hell are you doinâ...?!âÂ
Surprised at the sudden presence beside you, you looked to see another stranger. This one you couldnât automatically connect to a role. It was a short young man with a cuteness that could possibly even rival the prince. He had such wide blue eyes and odd soft lavender curls that framed his face. Unlike you and Prince Neige, his outfit was of much finer detail which consisted of a white tunic and long dark blue sleeves from the shirt he wore underneath. A red cloak was draped over the shoulders of his small frame, the ends brushing against his simple pants and boots. But despite his fine clothing and adorable appearance, he spoke with such brashness, irked for whatever reason.Â
âAh, you must be Epel! My brother speaks often about you! He says he sees great potential in you!â Neige interjected, oblivious to this Epel fellowâs irritation. EpelâŠÂ the name didnât ring a bell. You could accurately deduce what Neigeâs role was based on his appearance and the fact that his name meant snow in French. But you still had no idea who Epel was supposed to be. Again, Neige bowed his head in polite greeting as he exclaimed, âToday must be my lucky day! Not only have I met you now, Epel, but Iâve also metââ UmâŠâ He paused, turning to you and inquiring softly, âIâm sorry, Iâm so excited that Iâve forgotten to ask your name.âÂ
The lavender-haired boy quickly snatched your attention away from the prince, grabbing your cloak where your arm would be as he hissed in a whisper so as to not involve Neige. âAre you crazy? Talkinâ to the princeâŠ! Vil is gonna fly off the handle!â Not-so-discreetly gesturing to the window right above them with his eyes darting to it and back to you, but not moving his head, so as to not alert the onlooker behind the glass.Â
You froze, not moving your head but your eyes moved up to where Epel had been glancing at. Out of the corner of your eyes, you could just barely make out a tall and thin figure in purple standing at the large window, holding the red curtains open with both hands. They were watching, and just as you moved your head the tiniest bit to get a better look, you only caught a glimpse of a deep angered frown before the curtains were abruptly shut, barring you from seeing anymore. That couldâve only been the beautiful royal, the monarch in charge that sees Prince Neige as a rival. When you looked back at Neige, he was still smiling at you with his hands folded in front of him, patiently awaiting an answer. Poor guy doesnât know whatâs coming.Â
âWe gotta go, or Rook is gonna drag us back himselfâŠ!â Without even waiting for you to give Neige your name, Epel took your hand and ran like a bat out of hell. Making a beeline straight for an entrance to the palace, you attempted to keep up with him. He was surprisingly strong for someone so small.Â
Behind you, you heard, âW-Wait, I never got your nameâŠ!âÂ
Well, thatâs a crying shame. Focusing your attention on where you were heading, you began to lose track of all the twists and turns within these palace walls. Epel led you forward, he certainly knew where he was going. But you? You hadnât a clue. That is, until after a few minutes, you arrived at a long hall where at the very end there were double doors already opened. The few soldiers standing guard paid no mind to you and the lavender-haired fellow, probably because in their eyes, you belonged here. And yet that couldnât be further from the truth.Â
You felt so incredibly out of place as you stood on the lengthy blue carpet that stretched forward toward a small yet intricately designed throne of gold and jewels formed in the shape of a magnificent peacock with its feathers fanned out. But what was more entrancing than the priceless throne, was the person sitting atop it. Oh, how the novels did not lie, they truly could not do the monarch any justice in portraying their beauty. The King, who mustâve been Vil, couldâve been a world-famous model. His face looked like those perfect sculpted marble statues, it was the type of look that would incur the envious wrath of gods and goddesses in mythology. There was not a single blemish or flaw. Not even a single hair of his golden locks fading into lavender was out of place. The long purple robes under the longer black cloak flowing down his body, complimented the color of his amethyst eyes. Those eyes looked even more shiny than the golden crown perched atop his skull. You werenât a simp but wow.Â
The King appeared less than pleased, it actually made you incredibly nervous when he bore a frown and silently beckoned you closer with a single curling movement of his index finger.Â
Walking past Epel who stood by the door, you took a deep breath as you recounted what knowledge you had on etiquette during this time period. Once you were a few feet in front of him, you began to kneel, when he spoke it caused you to freeze.Â
âDonât.â Intense gaze glued to your form, he watched you carefully as he instructed, âCome closer.âÂ
You slowly stepped forward, closer to him.Â
âCloser.âÂ
Hesitating, you took another step so one foot was on the step in front of his throne.Â
âCloser.âÂ
Pausing, you inched forward, now standing on the same elevation as the throne. Now you were just centimeters away from him, and it was putting you on edge. When he appeared seemingly satisfied, thatâs when you finally kneeled in front of him. With a bowed head, a common sign of respect in customs with monarchies, you greeted simply, âYour Majesty.âÂ
The King peered down at you, silent for a moment as you kept your head down and eyes glued to the ends of his purple robes and how his black cloak that matched yours, but his was much longer, pooled around his throne to look like a black void. After a few moments, you felt his hand at your chin, his slim fingers urging you to look up. When you did, he hummed, âWell, my lovely pet, have you had your fun with my little step-brother?â He gave a question, but it became obvious that he didnât want an answer. At least not yet. This king must not be too fond of the prince. As his thumb stroked your chin and raised it so your head was almost at his knee, he continued slowly while gazing down at you, âYou know that I loathe sharing, donât you? So why would I share you with my step-brother, hm? Have you perhaps⊠begun to favor him over me?â
It struck you then that the royal must be an extremely envious person. Not only did they want to remain first in standing when it came to beauty, but he also wanted to monopolize peopleâs attention so that they may focus on him. Replying carefully, you spoke while keeping your eyes glued to his enchanting yet intimidating gaze, âOf course not, Your Majesty. It was merely a coincidence that I encountered him. I cannot be as easily swayed as the masses.â For a moment you hesitated, seeing that he seemed unconvinced as you proceeded, â... My loyalty to you cannot be broken by a prince in rags.âÂ
After a few moments, the tension in the air evaporated as the king graced you with a smile that made your breath hitch. You had said the right thing. Tempted to glance at Epel for a possible clue on what to do next, you refrained and instead remained still as a statue when the king reached forward with his other hand to remove your hood. âLet me see your face, my retainer.â As soon as the hood was removed, he examined your face in the light. It took an incredible amount of calm to keep composed and not squirm in place under his intense scrutinizing gaze. Finally, he frowned and sighed, âIâve been keeping you confined beneath the castle for far too long. Youâre beginning to look ghastly, and I canât be seen with someone beside me thatâs less than appealing to look at.â Removing his hands from your face, he motioned for you to stand, which you did. âYouâve done enough. Getting rid of our guests and covering it up mustâve been challenging, especially for you to do it all on your own. This time, Rook will take over while you will be receiving enough sunlight to revitalize your complexion. Do not overdo it. Rook.âÂ
Guests? Cover up? This wasnât in the story. There wasnât any time to fully process what you heard before you detected yet another voice just right beside your ear.Â
âGood day, petit corbeau!â You felt your soul leave your body for a single second when these words were said beside your ear by a voice, an extremely close and unfamiliar voice. When you jumped, startled, you noticed there was another young man literally only an inch behind you. When did he even get there? You didnât even notice him until now! When you stepped to the side out of the way, you furrowed your eyebrows at his smile.Â
The young man was blonde, with hair styled into a ridiculous looking bob-cut but he somehow made it work as he wore a wide-brimmed brown hat with a black feather. Over his shoulders and back he wore a large hunter green cloth that wrapped around his shoulders like a scarf and extended over his back like a small cloak. Underneath, concealed by the cloth, was a dark tunic and black pants with a belt and knife at his hip. However, what unnerved you wasnât the knife at his hip or the bow and quiver chock full of arrows on his back. It was his eyes.Â
His forest green eyes were glued to you, and he bore a wide and charming smile. âAh, to see you without your hood and out of the undercroft, what a rare sight! Marvelous! I must thank you, Your Majesty, for making this possible! It is not everyday we see your dutiful, striking, mysterious little raven. It is truly a spectacle to behold! I will treasure this rare moment where Iâve not only heard you speak, but have seen your visage without being shrouded by shadows and concealed by your hood!âÂ
You did not like this. The way he was looking at you as he spoke so dramatically made a shiver crawl up your spine. Yes, he spoke nothing but praise in such an honest tone and declaration, but there was something in his eyes. Something that placed you on edge as his smile turned slightly ominous and his eyes narrowed at you. There was a twinkle in his green eyes as he tilted his head at you inquisitively, as if sensing your unease without you even saying a word. This had to be the Rook fellow that Epel mentioned offhandedly, and now it made sense as to why he ran back so quickly just to avoid encountering him.Â
Much to your relief, Vil sighed and interjected without even standing from his throne. Furrowing his eyebrows, he scolded in an irked tone, âI didnât summon you to pester my little retainer, Rook. Stress from you is not what my retainer needs right now. It causes wrinkles.âÂ
âApologies, Your Majesty.â Rook chuckled, obediently turning to fully face the royal as you stood stiffly beside him, keeping a safe distance between you two.Â
Behind you, out of the corner of your eye, you could see Epel quietly closing the doors once Vil gestured for him to do so. It seemed the king wanted privacy, he wished to say something not even the guards outside the thick wooden doors were allowed to hear. The only ones that would be witnesses to his words were you, Epel, and Rook. You had to wonder what was so secretive that he didnât even want his soldiers stationed outside to hear, and why were you allowed to hear? Was it because you were supposedly in the role of his trusted retainer? Maybe it had something to do with that cover-up he mentioned just a short time ago.Â
The tension in the room was thick, it disturbed you and you can tell it bothered the short purple-haired young man too if his growing perturbed frown was anything to go by. Despite this, he took up the space beside you. The blonde with the bow, Rook, who you now were assuming to be a huntsman if his attire and weapons were any giveaway, continued to smile without much of a care. Rook was on the left, Epel was on the right, and you were in the center, and still on his throne was King Vil. With luck, youâll be able to keep up this act. It wouldnât do for a retainer to fail. It might cost you and be the slip-up that would put an end to this charade of survival.Â
âIâve decided. Rook, the duties I normally give to my retainer will be passed onto you today. Youâre much more suited for this job. It involves my little step-brother, Neige.â The way he said the princeâs name made it sound like it pained him just to utter it, like it burned his tongue just to mention him. But he continued. âIt seems heâs been working hard at completing his chores, hm? Heâs been begging for a day out, and he adores flowers so⊠Rook, you will take him far into the woods, a secluded meadow where he can pick as many wildflowers as his little heart desires.âÂ
Once you processed his words, you froze. It dawned on you that it was happening, this was the moment in the story when the beautiful queen commanded her huntsman to murder the princess in the woods. Vil mustâve already consulted the magic mirror and was told that he was no longer the fairest in all the land. That title now officially belonged to Neige, but it wouldnât for long if the king had anything to say about it.Â
The other two loyal and trusted by the king had no idea, as Epel appeared vaguely bored and disinterested while Rook seemed elated. âOf course! Iâll see to it that it is done, Your Majestyââ!âÂ
âIâm not finished.â Vil interrupted, frowning tersely as his gaze turned cold. Tapping his well-manicured nails against the armrest of his throne, his eyes narrowed and he leaned an inch forward while instructing, âThere, you will kill him.âÂ
The shock was immediately evident on the face of the two beside you. Epel, who had been quiet throughout this entire exchange, finally broke his silence with a small gasp as he moved to cover his mouth with one hand. But it was too late, everyone had already heard him and seen his stunned expression. And yet, no one seemed to really care. Everyone was far too engrossed in what was just said by the king.Â
Rook appeared just as confounded before disbelief took root, as if he didnât even wish to believe his own two ears. Removing his hat, he held it to his chest and lowered his head respectfully as he placed a hesitant foot forward. âYour Majesty, our beautiful and lovely Vil, you canât possibly meanââ our prince NeigeâŠ!â
âSilence!â Immediately standing from his seat, he scowled, the princeâs name only making his rage more bitter. And then, he said something unexpected, something off script and never in the story. Gesturing to you, he hissed, âMy loyal retainer here could make six souls vanish without a trace, why canât you do it with one mere prince? Must they do everything? Must I have to dirty my own hands? Hm?âÂ
Lowering his head further, the huntsman replied quietly, somberly, his smile now gone. âOf course not, Your Majesty. Your delicate hands arenât meant to be soiledâŠâ Itâs as you suspected. Rook stayed alive and was one of Vilâs closest servants because he was witty enough to think of something on the spot that was complimentary enough to appease the bitter royal. At least, thatâs what it seemed like at the moment. For now, you were grateful you werenât him. Some people who read the story of Snow White liked to theorize that the huntsman was murdered by the vicious queen for failing to assassinate the princess.Â
Vil was quiet, not completely calm judging by his sneer but he was composed enough not to say anything more. Standing tall, his gaze honed in on you and Epel, to which he spoke, âMy loyal, diligent retainer, escort my successor out. I need to have a word with Rook, privately.âÂ
âYes, Your Majesty.â You replied hastily with a slow bow. He didnât need to tell you twice. Just from your few moments here, you can already tell that the king was frightening when vexed, and you did not want to stick around to see if that got worse when he spoke privately with his huntsman. And yet, as you turned tail to retreat back into the hallway past the closed doors, you knew the heir he mentioned could have only been the only other person in the room: Epel.Â
Epel, much like you, didnât seem to have any desire to stick around longer than necessary. Once you and the heir were out and the doors were closed shut, simultaneously you both heaved a sigh of relief, although short and brief as the heavy weight of the king's command was still prominent. There mustâve been even more on the young heirâs mind, because his gaze flittered over to you and he began to eye you suspiciously. With a surprising amount of strength for someone of his short stature and delicate appearance, he grabbed your arm and began to drag you down the halls away from the throne room, soldiers standing guards, and anyone else. Until you were in a different setting, by one of the castleâs exits to a dark backside corner of the garden where there was just one big oak tree that provided shade underneath its huge branches. What was this about? Why did he bring you here?Â
Those questions were answered when he finally stopped underneath the tree and let go of your limb, only to whip his head back at you with such an angered expression that caught you off guard. The location now seemed like some place he could yell in frustration without being caught, because it was so quiet and isolated here. âThat entire time, when that crazy old goon with that stupid metal crown basically kidnapped me from my home and brought me here for his little contest I wanted no part of, you knew heâd want the losers dead, didnât you?! Hell, you helped him get rid of the bodies! I trustedyou, you big fat lying sââ!âÂ
Quickly clamping your right hand over his mouth to shut him up, you stared at him as he gazed at you wide-eyed, as if shocked youâd even try to stop him. It dawned on you then. âYou donât want to be here, do you?â Just then, you felt a sharp pain in your palm. Hissing, you immediately retracted your hand, shocked to see some broken skin and feel it sting. He just bit youââ!Â
Epel spat onto the ground, infuriated as he yelled, âAre you daft? All that time in the undercroft made your brain rot or something?â An idea came to him. Still angry, but brightening up substantially, he lifted his head and glared at you. âRookâs busy with Vil, and if I beat you thereâd be no one to take me back to that stuffy prison of a room.â From his hip, he unsheathed a dagger and pointed it at you. âOut of my way, or Iâll make sure you join the rest of those duds you buried!âÂ
Removing your own weapon, the short sword from your back, that you thankfully were still carrying and was larger than his own blade, you pointed it at him. âYou were saying, Epel, was it?â Seeing his confident expression falter, you decided to add quickly just in case he tried to act recklessly and try attacking you with his dagger anyways. âIâll tell you this because it seems we both want to live and I believe we might be able to help each other get what we want. So letâs get something straight, I am not the retainer you know.âÂ
You gave him a moment to process what you said as you both lowered your weapons. In the quiet of the brief moment, you listened for any sign of prying ears but there was none. Upon seeing Epelâs confusion and suspicion with his guard still raised, you continued,Â
âItâs unbelievable, I know, but Iâm not the same person. Where I come from, this place is a lot like a fairytale story but different. I was arrested back home and sent here as punishment. This means my punishment was to take the role of the pet or servant of the royal and face some unknown demise. Now, from what Iâve picked up, it sounds like youâre here against your will too. Both of us might end up dead if weâre not careful.â
Finally, after what felt like an eternity of Epel watching you closely and deciding on what to do, he lowered his dagger completely after he saw you lower yours. âThat sounds like a load of crap but⊠the real retainer would know better than to talk to Neige of all people. You didnât, which explains that.â Maybe he wasnât entirely convinced by your narrative, because he proceeded to ask, âYou said this was like some kidâs story you read once or somethinâ? Tell me what happens to me.âÂ
âThatâs the issue. Itâs an old story that doesnât go into detail, you werenât even a character and my role is just a raven.â Placing away your sword that you handled a bit awkwardly, since you really had no idea how to use it, but the heir didnât seem to notice that as he placed away his own weapon. âFrom what I got, you were brought here against your will and there were others that are no longer here. Now, youâre the royal heir. Care to explain?âÂ
Raising an eyebrow, Epel demanded, âIf I tell you, you have to promise to tell me something. You know whatâs gonna happen, donât you?âÂ
âI do.â Nodding at his words in confirmation, you then answered, âOf course Iâll tell you since weâre helping each other out.âÂ
After a second, he sighed, âFine. Iâll trust you, but only because youâre not really the retainer. Ya see, Iâm from a small farming town near the borderlands. A few months ago, Vil gave a secret proclamation. He wanted the seven of the most beautiful candidates gathered at his castle, status or talent didnât matter, as long as they were younger than him and had looks up to his high standards. Rook, you met him already, was in charge of finding these candidates and bringing them in whether they liked it or not, and you, or well⊠the old retainer, were in charge of taking the loser home whenever someone failed one of Vilâs challenges. At least, thatâs what they told us. My guess is that the king doesnât want his little brother to inherit the throne since heâs so jealous and all. All the candidates had a chance to become the next in line for the throne if they won all the challenges, and if they lost they got to go home. But no matter how hard I tried to lose, you kept me from losing so I guess I owe the old retainer for that because without them Iâd be⊠probably lying face-down in a ditch somewhere.âÂ
Slowly he shrugged, those words he uttered now being processed in his mind. It seemed to have struck him, because he became quiet.Â
â... I was the last one standing, even though I didnât wanna be. Ever since then, Iâve been stuck here, forced to spend my days with strict lessons being taught by Vil. All my escape attempts were stopped by Rook, of course, that crazy loonâŠâ Gazing up at you, he slowly regained his confidence and nodded, âBut now, Iâm gonna escape for sure this time and go back home! Screw the crown and these dumb silk clothes!âÂ
âEasy, Epel, for now we just do as weâre told. I donât want things to get too out of hand if it isnât necessary. In the original story, the queen, king in this situation, causes his own death. As long as we avoid angering him AND avoid Neige, we should be fine. ButâŠâ You considered your next words carefully. What if something goes wrong? What if things had to change drastically in order to survive? Would you have a better chance at surviving if the protagonist, Neige, were to actually die and the antagonist, Vil, receive a good ending instead? You didnât truly want to kill the prince, even if he was naive, he seemed like a truly good person. But if it was you or him⊠âI still need to see how things play out. If it comes down to it and things take a wrong turn, how far will you go to survive?âÂ
Epel gave you a look before scoffing and taking out his dagger as a reminder, âI was about ready to stab ya just to escape and get back home. Iâll do anything to make it outta here alive, to make sure both of us live. But now since youâre helping me out, and Iâm helping you out, we gotta stick together. Got it?â
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For your own safety, you deemed it better to do nothing in the meanwhile as you waited to see if the plot would progress as it did in the story. What you hadnât taken into account was how long the wait would be. Apparently when Vil instructed Rook to escort Neige out to be discreetly killed, he didnât mean right at that second. It was something he had planned to happen soon, but not quite yet. This gave you enough time to assess the situation.
One thing you were grateful for was the former retainerâs work ethic. The beautiful king had deemed you had done enough by assisting in his endeavors that included potion-brewing and murder, something you hadnât actually done, at least not for him. So, your responsibilities included keeping Epel in check as a prince-in-training and staying out to receive enough sunlight as per Vilâs strict orders.Â
For the remainder of the first day and the following second day, you and Epel reviewed the lessons he loathed and quietly retreated to garden grooves to discuss possible plans of action including what to do afterwards when you had both gained your freedom. Additionally, you learned from the heir that you were not so different from the character you replaced. Even Epel admitted he was fooled until that one mistake you made of acknowledging Neige. So, all you would have to do was keep calm and be yourself, but also not yourself. You were technically playing the role of someone else that just happened to act like you.Â
Your superior had summoned you on the second night. When you arrived, you saw servants around the ballroom decorating the area with fine silk curtains and candelabras. Round tables set up in another section of the extensive room, tables set with sheets and porcelain. Vil stood at the edge of the room, noticing you out of the corner of his eyes as another attendant brought to his attention something about outfits.Â
As Vil began to strut towards another room, you could do nothing but follow as he commanded, âHurry now, my retainer.âÂ
You did as you were told, following and noting down the little details from the dark colors used in most of the decorations as well as the mention of flowers being prepared. Once in a private room with you and his entourage, he delicately removed his crown from his blonde tresses. âEpel is much more tame with you. I swear, that boy is giving me white hair.âÂ
No, but youâre going to do that to yourself, you think as you recall the scene from the story where the beautiful queen turns herself into a ragged old hag. âHe can be⊠a little troublesome, yes.â You stand closer to the door as the beautiful young man disappears behind an elegantly patterned dressing screen.Â
Judging by the servants there carefully handling various types of clothes, you could only assume he was trying on different outfits for whatever event he was preparing to host. During a review of Epelâs lessons, you were able to learn as well. Despite Vil being a person of great envy and cruelty, he was actually a fair leader that was beloved by most, so long as they didnât incur his wrath. Reportedly, multiple nobles, knights, and other royals have vied for the beautiful kingâs affection, but to no avail. All were turned down.Â
âTroublesome, hah, youâre being much too kind. That wouldnât be my choice of word.â Vil scoffed as he changed behind the screen. Once he was seemingly satisfied with an outfit after throwing multiple aside, he emerged in a slightly long, dark, and exquisite dress-like garb with large sleeves. Snapping his fingers, he stood straight as his eyes lingered on you as he said simply, âJewels.âÂ
Picking up his meaning, you gingerly plucked the intricate golden necklace a nearby servant was carrying on a pillow and assisted him in placing it on. You steadied your breathing as you noticed that he was watching you carefully. Moving in front of him, you placed the detailed and sharp claw rings on his index finger and ring finger as he raised his hand.Â
âHow is this?âÂ
You took a step back and looked him over when you realized he was speaking to you, not anyone else in the room. You knew what he wanted to hear, but you couldnât help but think that the evil king was indeedâŠ. âGorgeous.âÂ
He didnât respond. Instead, he extended out his arm, the tip of the silver claw he wore on his finger at your neck as you instinctively lifted your chin at his gesture to avoid being poked. You werenât really sure what he was thinking, and it was making you anxious. Had he seen through you as Epel had? Or perhaps he was cross? There were a million different ways to die in this story. There was a reason you were sent here and that was to meet a cruel end.Â
âYou flatter me, my retainer. I know you donât sugarcoat words.â Vil tilted his head, analyzing you from another angle as he smiled. Unexpectedly, his soft and pale hand was placed on your cheek. You felt your heart stop, whether from fear or something else, you couldnât be sure. âYou see, proper sunlight and sleep does work miracles. You no longer have those horrid eyebags.â Lowering his hand, his smile was gone as he seemed to recall something. âYouâre the only competent and trustworthy person in this entire castle, my pet, besides myself, of course. What would I do without you? Always there for me, even before I ascended to the throne. Even when my father married that awful woman that brought the perfect lovely boy that became my brother and a stain in my lifeâŠâÂ
After a moment of considering your response, you replied quietly, âYou have always loathed Neige, havenât youâŠ?â The princeâs sweet words and shy smile instantly came to mind.Â
Upon detecting your words, you watched his expression sour as he instantly commanded everyone, who were too far and busy to hear anyways, to leave at once. All except you. Now, you remain alone with the king. It seems like you hit a nerve with your words, and you feared what he would do to you now that the two of you were alone.
Vil took a sharp breath before raising his head to meet your eyes. Under his intense gaze, you felt small but you merely swallowed your growing restlessness and kept your lips shut as he began, âIâve always told you that I do not want you to ever utter his name. I lost the kingdomâs people to him, my friends left me for him, even my own father was beginning to favor him! I refuse to lose you too! If that boy takes one more thing away from meâââÂ
âIâve stayed this long.â You attempted, interjecting with words that you thought would fit this character you were playing.Â
âBecause I demanded it.â His response caught you by surprise, but what was more unnerving was what came out of his lips next. âFather accepted my request for you to become my retainer, but the woman he married did not. And so, I concocted my very own poison, more lethal than cyanide, and slipped it into her wine. You are here because I wanted you here. Of course, I never revealed that to you until now.â You were given almost no time to process his words as he changed the subject, lifting his hand to admire his silver claw rings and painted nails. âI must admit, I was beginning to become a little concerned with you hardly leaving the undercroft in recent months. I was afraid you had become dull as I kept you to myself, and you know I donât exactly like dull people by my side. I didnât want to toss you aside after all weâve been through together.â
Pursing your lips, reeling from this wave of new information, you murmured, albeit unsurely, âI donât believe Iâm dull⊠I like to think of myself as interesting.âÂ
Amethyst eyes landed on you, the blonde man scrutinizing you as he gibed with a frown, âWas I asking your opinion or stating mine?âÂ
Staring right at him, your snarky reply is already pouring out before you can even stop it. âWell, are you asking me my opinionâŠ?â Itâs silent as his cold gaze instantly lands on you. Shit. You instantly avert your eyes downward and bow your head in apology, knowing you fucked up. This was why you kept everything to yourself. This king poisoned his own step-mother for not giving him what he wanted, he ordered the former retainer to kill six innocent candidates for his competition to become heir, and he was willing to murder his very own brother who admired and loved him. What would he do to a raven with a sharp tongue? Just as possible scenarios begin flashing in your mind and you remain bowing, you clenched your fist, prepared to unsheath your hidden sword under your cloak and fight back if necessaryââ when he laughed. Vil laughed.Â
It wasnât a mocking one of ridicule, but rather an amused one. Lifting the back of his hand to his lips to partially cover his mouth, his laughing ceased. There was amusement, a wicked and eager look in his eyes as he hummed, âThereâs that plucky side of you I missed so dearly!â Smiling, he reached forward, carefully tugging your hood down as he scolded lightly, âWhat have I said about wearing your hood around me? Especially indoors. Honestly, you never learn. I should strip you of that cloak you always stubbornly refuse to remove, that way you always show your face as youâre told.â
âI apologize, Your Majesty. It wonât happen againâŠâ Unsurely you kept quiet, only offering to change the subject once the king had reached over to trail his fingers along the side of your face. âIf I may ask, whatâs the occasion? I wasnât notified of these ongoing preparations.âÂ
âA funeral.â Vil noticed how you went quiet and how your eyes widened. At your reaction, he chuckled, lowering his hand away from your face to tap his sharp finger against his chin. âWhy so quiet? Donât worry, itâs not for you. Itâs merely⊠a preparation in advance.â Oh. You realized who it was for now. The thought of his rival dying seemed to bring the king joy as he smiled so cruelly. How morbid. Then, his attention returned back to you. It seemed he was thinking of something else now once his sights landed on some trashed envelopes in the bin, because his expression had turned to one of mild annoyance. âThese suitors from afar are so bothersome. No matter how I refuse their advances, they continue with their gifts and letters filled with flattery, thinking thatâll be enough to win me over. How wrong they are. Love affairs are of no use or any interest to meâŠâÂ
You gazed at the bin chock full of paper and shattered gifts. Your voice was quiet, but it carried in the silence of the room. âIt must be difficult to be so admiredâŠâÂ
âIndeed it is.â Vil nodded, continuing to tap his chin thoughtfully. Those eyes on the trashed envelopes slowly made their way over to you, his slight frown morphing to an amused smile. âAlthough, perhaps Iâve changed my mindâŠâ Extending his hand, you slowly and unsurely slid your left hand into his palm. Vil stepped closer, so close you could smell his sweet perfume and all you could see was him. You felt like a caged bird, cornered, as he leaned just a tad bit closer and continued to smile. However, now his smile was more teasing, but it felt wicked and dubious, âOnce Neige is gone, all that time I spent being tormented and pestered by him, can now be dedicated to you. Lately, Iâve been watching you, and thereâs something intriguing about you now. Itâs as if youâre no longer so absorbed in your work, like youâre finally seeing me as something more than just your superior. You havenât been brewing potions of passion in the undercroft, have you?âÂ
By now your face was hot, burning at his implications, by his close proximity, by the look in his eyes that made you think he may genuinely be interested but the tiny voice of reason in the back of your head waving red flags at his notions. When he suspected you were even considering looking away from his intense gaze to avoid eye contact, he squeezed your hands in warning, his nail rings pricking your skin ever so slightly. So you were forced to meet his gaze and reply awkwardly, âOf course not⊠Iâm not you.âÂ
The king cackled, raising the back of his other hand to his lips again. With a tone of confidence, he did not even hesitate to respond, âOh, youâre funny. My poor pet⊠I would say youâre bird-brained, but youâre not that.â He leaned his head right beside yours, until his painted lips lingered by your ear. The proximity was making you dizzy. His voice was like honey as he whispered, âI donât need a potion to win you overâââÂ
âYour Majesty, our wondrous Vil!âÂ
Saved by the huntsman. You resisted the urge to heave a sigh of relief while Vil continued to grip your hands and slowly pull away, his head turned to glare at the one who dared to interrupt the moment he was so engrossed in. It seemed he wanted to say something, but he managed to control himself as he merely hissed, âSpeak.âÂ
During the pause, you were able to shift your gaze over to him. The huntsman was at the open window, one foot inside already and hands gripping the sides to heave himself up. Why didnât he come through the door like a normal person? Wasnât this room on the second floor?Â
âI have to remind you of your meeting with your precious heir apparent.â Rook smiled as he fully entered through the window, seemingly paying no heed to the scene he just stumbled upon or the vexation in the kingâs tone.Â
âOh, for heavenâs sake.â Releasing his hold on your hand, he sent you one last chilling glance. When he leaned closer once again to whisper in your ear, your breath hitched as he purred, âLater.â Once he stepped away, he gave you one last mesmerizing look before exiting the room. Yes, you were thankful you didnât have to deal with the king until next time, but now you pitied Epel for having to stand his presence for hours of lecturing and scolding. Â
Once the king was gone, you felt vulnerable. While he was pushing you on the edge with his advances and you knew any sign of rejection might tick him off, it was a different kind of unease now that you were alone with the huntsman who you eyed warily. By the time your eyes drifted back to him, you felt your heart rate spike as you noticed he was staring. Upon your gaze meeting his own, he merely smiled a little wider as he hummed.Â
There was no way you would willingly stick around to be alone with him.Â
As you slid your hood back on, prepared to take your leave as well, the huntsmanâs sharp green eyes landed on the palm of your right hand that was lifted up to move your hood. For a moment, his narrowed gaze vanished and instead was replaced with a quizzical look and a curious smile. Stepping forward, he took your hand in his gloved grip, but he was careful as the tip of his finger traced the now fading injury caused by Epelâs bite. He gasped lightly.
âMy, my, what kind of beast could have caused this damage that tarnished your skin? How dare they, for a creature as lovely as you to be wounded like this, why, it should be criminal!âÂ
You hesitate, looking down at the mark that had partially healed on its own. It wasnât that deep anyways. âDog.âÂ
Those watchful green eyes flickered up to your expression for a moment, before he chuckled and shook his head. His blonde hair swished back and forth a bit with his head movement, as he removed some gauze from his satchel. There was a hint of amusement that appeared in his smile, and while he wrapped the gauze around your hand, he spoke, âA dog? Ah, I see⊠But, dogs have much sharper canines that would have cut deeper into the flesh. Iâve hunted an untold amount of wildlife in my time, and encountered nearly every species in the animal kingdom. And this bite mark doesnât match any creature that comes to mind. Itâs truly odd, isnât it? The shape of the wounds nearly looks like it was formed by somethingâŠÂ human.âÂ
He knows. He knows you were lying. You go completely still, allowing him to complete what he was doing. It felt like he was purposefully taking his time in wrapping the gauze securely, as if he were going slowly just to get some sort of reaction. What was his goal? Seeing his eyes on you as he finished the task was unnerving. Could he hear your rapidly increasing heart rate? Was he able to detect the growing alarm you felt?Â
At your silence, he merely shrugs and finally lowers your hand. That cursed gaze travels away as he says in a near-whisper, âMarks such as those arenât meant for the hand, theyâd do nicely elsewhere though.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âAh, forgive me, I havenât apologized for my sudden earlier intrusion between yourself and His Majesty.â Was he seriously going to gloss over what he said as if it were nothing? Now he was back to his positive demeanor. Although his smile was different now, it seemed more harmless, that didnât do much to place you at ease in the slightest. âIt wasnât my intention to barge in! But I will admit, while the sight was exquisite and it was the very picture of romance, I did feel a twinge of jealousy.âÂ
Did the huntsman like the king like thatâŠ? For a moment, your heartbeat steadied as you got a hold of your composure. Honestly, that moment with Vil is probably the first and last youâll ever get to a romantic moment with a gorgeous person. âOh, was it because of me?âÂ
You were about to put out a quick and simple apology, but you didnât get a verbal response. No. Rook only smiled with mirth, his eyes glimmering with amusement appeared to narrow again as he crossed his arms. At his lack of a reply, you feel right on the edge once again, your heart rate picking up immediately again.Â
â... You were jealous of the situation I was in with His Majesty, rightâŠ?âÂ
There was no response yet again. However, the bridge of his nose crinkled slightly as his shoulders shook with the quiet laughter that came out of him. Much like before, he doesnât answer. Instead, he continues to speak as if this were nothing but mere pleasant conversation. âI must admit, it is always a joy to see you. I must have done something favorable by lady luck, because our paths continue to cross much more frequently. Ah, Iâd like to share with you something I experienced. Just a few hours ago, I happened across writing and I could not help but be reminded of your being which remains shrouded in mystery. I believe it went something likeâŠâ Rook cleared his throat as he recited somewhat dramatically, âThis I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing. To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosomâs core. Ah, those fiery eyes of yours are exactly what I envisioned in my mind as I read those poemâs linesâŠ! To finally be the one who those focused eyes lay uponâââ âAre you done? Iâm busy.â You interject, managing to keep an even tone and stoic expression, but it was difficult considering that you just could not relax around the huntsman. You did not forget how he didnât answer the question about jealousy, which made you nervous as you imagined the possibility that maybe he wasnât jealous of you with Vil.Â
Not offended by the curt response, Rook only continued positively. Not only was his reaction, or rather lack of one, very slightly annoying, it was worrying. Most people would have been surprised and maybe even upset by the interruption, but he didnât appear negatively affected in the slightest. You couldnât predict his behavior, and that alone was cause for concern. âForgive me, Iâm simply thrilled to finally be holding a proper conversation with you! Normally by now you would have turned heel and walked away, which is why I currently think you are particularly bewitching these past few days. Itâs as if the fog around you that you used to cloak your most private secrets and puzzling nature has passed but been replaced by a thicker cloud of fog. Youâre an enigma. Do you understand what Iâm saying?âÂ
In that moment you held your breath and you felt your blood run cold. Automatically your mind drifted to the weight of the sword on your back. It was heavy, heavier than his dagger and more useful at this proximity than his bow. However, pulling out a sword against him was counterproductive when he was a vital part of the catalyst that sparked the sequence of events that would eventually lead to the storyâs ending.Â
Considering your options, allowing the villains to live and perhaps even assisting them in the end would weigh in your favor. Afterall, you had yet to see any prince or princess for Neige, which meant things were already changing whether you liked it or not. Say a good ending was achieved where the pretty protagonist prince lived happily ever after. What would this get for you? It wouldnât be the happy ending you knew in the fairytale if there was no royal on horseback to save Neige after he bites the poisoned apple. Should you somehow help him achieve a good ending, then what? Would he live with the seven dwarves in a cottage for the rest of his life or marry and inherit a crown? What could he offer you? On the other hand, Vil already had the crown, wealth, and power. These living conditions were quite nice when you didnât have much to do, and if you ever felt threatened, running away with a bag stuffed with gold from the treasury would be easy.Â
Perhaps being the beautiful kingâs raven wasnât so bad, all things considered. This was a hell you may be able to adjust to and accept as your punishment.Â
âI like when people speak frankly, not in riddles.â You respond calmly, despite the racing of your heart. Responding was a risk, but ignoring his words wasnât any safer. It made sense as to why he was a hunter, because at the moment you were cornered and he hadnât so much as removed a single arrow from his quiver.Â
Rook, again, only smiled ominously. It didnât feel like he had malicious intent, but you still felt like you were in danger, you still felt threatened. He could, metaphorically speaking, pull the trigger at any second and you would be dead. As if he saw through you and knew all your secrets. All he was doing now was baiting you for another word, another sentence, another phrase, any slightest sound or action that was a slip-up leading to more information falling into the palm of his hands. Maybe thatâs why he didnât respond. Either that, or you were thinking way too deeply and the paranoia was starting to consume your mind. You wanted to believe it was the former and you werenât quite insane yet.Â
Finally, he chuckled, amused as he crossed his arms over his chest and peered at you with his forest green eyes. You could only imagine how terrifying he was when he was truly in his element, when he shed formalities and used the weapons strapped to him. âYour eyes speak a million words, and your actions paint a most curious story! Tell me, little raven, what words do you have for me?âÂ
Were you seriously participating unwillingly in this dangerous dance with the very man that served Vil? Rook was his huntsman, he was to hide no secrets from His Majesty and carry out his will. And it felt like Rook knew everything he wasnât supposed to know.
It could have been the adrenaline and fear you felt in this current moment underneath the composed facade that formed the words in your head. Clutching your wrapped hand to your chest, you took a breath. You really were just like a wounded animal he was seconds from ensnaring. Although you wouldnât hesitate to lash out. Ravens were known for plucking out eyes. The answer came too fast, âYou wonât be able to do it. You canât kill the prince.âÂ
Upon hearing your words, Rook appeared surprised, but it was only momentarily. Only a second or two of shock, before his bewilderment morphed into satisfaction. Like he had just won and caught the quarry. âAh, how wonderful! So, you have decided to impart your knowledge upon me just as you have to Epel! I feel truly privileged!âÂ
You froze in place. You never once mentioned anything to Rook about what you knew from the story, and you trusted that Epel would keep his mouth shut. So how did he know?Â
Itâs like that piercing gaze of his could see directly into your mind, as if he could hear your very inner thoughts. As you remained stagnant in shock, waiting to see who would be the brave soul to make the first move, he spoke amicably, answering the question you never voiced. âEven the walls have ears. It is my duty to serve His Majesty in any way I can, so of course no whispers or rumors escape me.â Then, his smile turned sad and disappeared, that jovial tone diminished to a quiet whisper, âBut, you are correct. I cannot do it.âÂ
You raised an eyebrow at his words, processing his confession. Seeing the huntsman with his head lowered toward you, was exactly like in storybook book pages that depicted a humble huntsman bowing before a princess to beg for forgiveness. It's possible that maybe the huntsman wasnât evil, afterall, he would be the one to spare the innocent royal. Maybe he had a heart, a good one. But you didnât.Â
âWhy? You can hunt animals and drag seven innocent people here to involuntarily compete for the crown. And you knew six of those seven were to die, didnât you?â You crossed your own arms after making sure the black hood was securely over your head.Â
Catching a glimpse of his somber frown, you knew his answer would remain unchanging. He did not have the guts to go forth and stain his hands red with the blood of an innocent prince. âI⊠I did not know they would perish. I truly thought they would be set free.âÂ
You sigh, contemplating your next actions. You truly didnât want to harm Neige either, even if Vil despised him with all his heart, mind, and soul. However, the highest chances of you avoiding a terrible fate and achieving some sort of wonderful life, could only be accomplished if the Evil King received a good ending. That could only happen if the prince was dead, as Vil would only be deemed the fairest one of all once his rivals were vanquished. âFine then, if you cannot do it, Iâll do it myself.âÂ
Rook, apparently temporarily shocked, was stunned by the resolve in your own words. He searched for any wavering determination before he tried to smile once more. For now he lowered his feathered hat to his chest as he spoke and stretched out an inviting hand, âLetâs not talk such dreary things. Please, thereâs a lovely view at the top of the palace where you might perhaps tell me more about this story. Iâm awfully curious, and it just might help me finally understand you better.â
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It became clear after that fateful evening that Rook knew every happening that occurred in the palace and in the nearby town. There was no possible way to keep it secret, so you told him the basics such as that this was a story and he was a character within the tale, but you decided it best to tell him no more than that. It would be optimal to give him no upper hand at all. It was then promised that he wouldnât share this information, and you made doubly sure to emphasize the fact that you would make certain that he received a bad ending if he were to betray your trust. However, the eccentric huntsman only laughed in amusement at your threat. What a weirdo.Â
Well, at the very least, Rook was not the only one keeping tabs on happenings within the palace. That was what you had Epel for, he was useful in giving up information when it was needed. Even if he was formerly a peasant boy, he was no idiot. He never gave anything for free, it was a trade of knowledge which you didnât entirely mind. There were lots of useless story details and scenes you could give up, such as the existence of the dwarves and the cottage in the woods. Besides, at the rate this story was shifting, those characters nor settings would no longer be necessary.Â
But one day, Epel brought a very interesting account that could potentially change everything.Â
Within the private training room where the kingâs valued heir took fencing lessons, the door was abruptly slammed open, and there stood the said heir looking particularly ruffled. Manners tossed aside by how harshly he opened the door and flung it shut behind him, he ripped his cloak off his shoulders and chucked it aside as if it werenât a carefully tailored cloth and instead a wash rag. Etiquette forgotten from his countless hours of learning it, he spoke naturally in his odd and difficult to understand dialect. âVilâs pitchinâ a hissy fit with a tail on it! I was nearabout ready to come back, figured youâre way better than listening to all them uppity folkâââÂ
You stopped, lowering the new lighter and sharper sword you exchanged for the old one you carried on your back. He spoke so quickly and said so many words that went completely over your head, you had to give him a look as you interrupted his talking, âEnglish, Felmier.âÂ
Freezing in his tracks, he groaned and repeated in a clearer, simpler manner, âVil is mad. There. You happy?âÂ
âThen say so.âÂ
âI did!â He threw his hands up in exasperation. Epel continued, but thankfully not in his natural dialect. Although it was evident that he was still peeved about something. âThere was some girl that showed up, a princess or something, and she asked for an audience with Vil! I happened to overhear, everyone was raving thinkinâ that it was just another princess asking for the kingâs hand, but when she was talkinâ to Vil, she asked for Neigeâs hand!âÂ
The prince. It was the prince, now princess, that was originally supposed to be the one that Prince Neige fell in love with. The arrival of the princess would certainly throw a wrench in the plan. Why had it taken her so long to show up when you had already believed that they would no longer be involved within the tale?Â
The lavender-haired former farmer boy, paced back and forth in this wide training space. Usually heâd take an interest in the fencing equipment, it was one of the few lessons he actually enjoyed and took part in without so much stubborn complaints or begrudging behavior. But right now, he was far too troubled to even think about fencing. âWhen Vil summoned Neige to meet the princess, he turned her down! Said somethinâ about having feelings already for someone within the palace. Well, whoever it was, Vil mustâve known, because he nearly went haywire right then and there!â Stopping his steps, he turned to you and went on accusingly, âYou know who it is, donât you? Spit it out!âÂ
âItâs meâŠâ This could not be happeningââ You never were supposed to gain the affection of that pure-hearted prince! Now, Vil likely figured out who his step-brother had eyes for, and this would not bide well with his envious nature.Â
Those big blue eyes of his widened in shock. âWhat?!âÂ
Neige had to be gone and fast. But how could one make a prince disappear? It wasnât as if he could be done with and escape the consequences. The royal was beloved by the citizens far too much, should they learn that he was murdered, things would quickly become problematic. There could be no raising a blade against him. Unless⊠an accident of sorts was staged.Â
Suddenly, youâre reminded of the image of a delicious red apple, a tool to the original plot that becomes the princessâ demise. Perhaps you didnât have to stray too far from the plot after all. However, someone would have to take the blame once the deed was done. âIs the princess still here?âÂ
Confused by the inquiry but nodding in response, Epel looked even more baffled than before. âYeah, but why do you care? Whatâs she got to do with this? Donât tell me sheâs somebody important.âÂ
If staying with Vil was the quickest and easiest route where a good ending for yourself was more certain, then youâd take it. No princess or prince would get in the way, and you would use Epel to help secure the ending. Even if some persuasion was needed, since you knew he didnât have much of an appreciation for the current king. Lowering your blade on the table, you left it behind as you approached him, close enough to place your hands on his shoulders and look him in the eye. Close enough so he could hear the whisper that came from your lips, so quiet that not even a mouse in the walls could detect what was said, only he could hear these words. âWe are going to assassinate Prince Neige.âÂ
Epel gazed at you with pure disbelief, his eyebrows furrowing and his mouth open a gape in bewilderment. âBut thatâs RookâsâââÂ
âRook canât be counted on.â You counter. At the moment, you were unsure if Rook could really go through and murder the prince with his own two hands. Youâve trusted him enough with your own secrets, but you certainly didnât trust him with your fate.
The heir appeared to contemplate it. The atmosphere had turned somber, like he was seriously considering it. Not just anyone could stomach the knowledge, but he appeared to be processing it just fine. That is, until he suggested something that surprised even you. âWhy not just, change the target to someone of higher power and just⊠you know.â He made a swift slicing motion over his neck. You knew exactly what he meant, and who he meant. âThat way, weâd both be free.âÂ
âItâs not guaranteed to work. Killing a king would be more difficult than killing a prince that the king wants dead anyways.â You point out that simple fact. There were constantly guards around the king like worker bees following their queen. However, here on palace grounds, most avoided the prince as they knew interacting with him was a quick and easy way to make the king bitter. This made Neige vulnerable.Â
A frown appeared on his lovely face, etched on like a pout. While his look may be an endearing one, his voice did not say the same. By his tone, he sounded unsure, maybe even a tad bit annoyed as he accused, âYou forgot, I donât give a damn about the crown! If that happened, it would mean that Iâll definitely end up taking Vilâs place one day.âÂ
âI didnât forget.â You reply instantly, using logic to convince him that this was the best option available. âYou forget how vain his majesty is. Vil will never give up the crown willingly. The only time heâll give it up, is when heâs old and gray and on his deathbed. By then, youâd either be long gone on to freedom, or have figured out some other way to handle the matter in whatever way you want. As for me, I donât care whoâs king, as long as I get to live and be happy.â You could visibly see the gears turning in his head as he heard your words. You add more to pressure him further and make him see reason. âLike it or not, youâre involved. In whatever way this ends, just remember, the citizens of this kingdom will likely not be so kind to you if word ever reached them that you were the chosen heir of the king, a king that abused the precious prince. Even if you didnât participate directly, the fact still stands that youâre connected to Vil. If Neige receives his happily ever after, everything may end alright, or it may not, but I canât guarantee your safety in that case. Thatâs why I suggest getting rid of him now, and placing the blame on someone else.âÂ
âSomeone else⊠Theyâll never suspect us. This is insane, I mean, I donât care for that guy but⊠me, you, usâââ He slapped his hand over his mouth, moving it up towards his hair. The young man looked so stressed that he was about ready to pull out his lavender curls. And yet, there wasnât really anger. Mild irritation maybe, but not anger, and something else was there. Something foreign to you. âIâd kill for you, youâd kill for me.âÂ
Ah, maybe. Maybe not. It depended on the situation, but he didnât need to know that. Although it was reassuring to hear that he was most definitely an ally that would help to achieve your goal.Â
His small hands remained on his scalp, tangled in his hair, gripping his own head as he raved, âDonât tell me youâve been learninâ all that potions stuff from the king! It feels like Iâm going crazy, havinâ these unnatural thoughts I never had beforeââ Iâve been imagining things. I want to get out of this dump, but I imagined runninâ away with you, showing you my village, introducing you to my ma and everyone else back home! Then forgetting everyone else in this stupid place!âÂ
Those big blue eyes gazed right at you, scanning your face that heâs come to actually grow fond of. Out of everyone in this hell, he actually liked your company, craved it even. Thereâs no one else here on palace grounds that he would willingly talk to without grumbling about it. Even if it began with the original retainer, his trust grew with you, the imposter.Â
âItâs all your damn faultâŠ! But Iâm not mad, I canât be, even though I want to spit and punch you for this but at the same time I donât wanna hurt you. Just, tell me right now, to my face. Tell me itâs stupid and Iâm actinâ dumb so I quit it!âÂ
You nod, a bit stunned by the outburst. However, you had other plans in mind. âKeep it up.âÂ
By now maybe it was giving him false hope at an ending he dreamed of, but he was still useful to you. So for now, you ignored his look of shock and pink on his cheeks as you pried his hand off his head and he lowered his other hand to his side.Â
The plan was simple really, it would be far too easy if you could actually manage to pull it off. âIâm telling you this, because you will have to help me guide the princess in the right direction. Talk to her, steer the conversation to romance. If sheâs smart, sheâll ask you for advice assuming you know Neige. Suggest giving a gift. Once everything is over, then we can think about your hometown.âÂ
There was still shock on his face, as if he was still struggling a bit to process everything that was coming out of your mouth. It seemed like it was a lot, as one of his dainty hands held your hand tightly while his other hand gripped part of the cloth of his shirt, his knuckles turning white from the strength behind his grip. âI thought you were kinda cool. Not as annoying as Rook or Vil or anyone else, and I wanted to escape with youâŠ! But this murder plan just makes it seem like youâre exactly like that old raven that you replaced, but for some stupid reason I still canât not like you.â
âIt will technically not be murder. In a way⊠Itâs complicated.âÂ
There were apple trees at the very corner of the royal grounds. A basket of fruit would be a sweet and kind gesture with unsuspecting maliciousness intertwined. All that was needed was to take the apple that would be picked, poison it as the beautiful queen did in the original tale, and place it back in the basket that the princess would offer to the prince. Poisoning it as it was done in the fairytale, wouldnât truly kill Niege. It would merely place him under a death like sleep, with the chance that he may one day wake up several years in the future long after we are gone. Because really, Neige didnât truly deserve death. However, even if he was to never wake up, at least he would be in a dream and avoid a brutal end by his jealous step-brother.Â
âBut thereâs only one person who can make the poison we need for this to succeedâŠâÂ
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The plan had to be enacted before Rook could take Neige to pick flowers. Luckily, or unluckily for you, a request for an audience with the king was not even needed. Before you could even search for him as you were rereading pages of the heavy tome in the undercroft, there was the creaking of the wooden door that signaled someone entering the dungeon beneath the palace.Â
Hardly anyone else ventured down here, and by the clicking of heels against the stone floors, it became obvious of who it was. Your theories were only confirmed true when you felt a presence behind you, peering over your shoulder as the delightfully familiar voice that filled you with unease greeted kindly, âMy dear retainer.âÂ
Instantly you felt your body stiff and rigid, feeling uncertain under his gaze. You were many things, but often fearful wasnât one of them. This story was just filled with characters that made you tense, the king being the one that troubled you the most. Despite all this, you managed to remain polite, only turning your head to nod at him with respect. âYour Majesty. Itâs a surprise to see you down here.âÂ
âI could say the same. Didnât I specifically instruct you to stay aboveground for the time being?â It sounded like a scolding, but it was nowhere near as harsh as one. In fact, it sounded more like gentle chastising. Not at all like the harsh criticism and stern reprimanding he gave to anyone else. Not another word came about that before his amethyst eyes landed on the pages you were reading. âPoison apple. You werenât by chance planning to assassinate me with that, were you? Thatâs not nearly enough poison to eliminate me. Havenât you heard of mithridatism?âÂ
Mithridatism? Did he practice that? Itâs a good thing that you ultimately did not choose the path of killing him, as he likely would have proven much more difficult than any other target. If you had attempted to take his life and it failed, you could only imagine how frightful the king would become in his rage at your betrayal. The mere thought made you shudder.
It wasnât easy to focus when he was directly behind you, his chest practically against your back as he continued reading over your shoulder. âNot you⊠I was considering this for the prince. I believe that Iâm the only one that can stomach handling this, not the huntsman.âÂ
âInteresting⊠and why did you choose the poison apple?â To think that the beautiful man that currently had his chin on your shoulder, would probably be an wretched old peddler with wrinkled skin and hair white as snow, if the story had stayed on course. It was plausible that the beautiful queen turning herself ugly just to kill her rival was an analogy of sorts for the hideousness of her personality. And yet, when the king who was based on that very character was in your presence, yes he was vile and cruel but he was rather fair to you. Especially when he expressed a sort of tenderness in his smile and looked down at you through his long lashes.Â
âItâs a special sort of death.â Upon reading through most of the pages of the thick leather tome, you discovered that a huge majority of the deadly spells had antidotes and ways to be reversed. Many were easy to reverse, some were harder, but the most difficult antidote to receive was for those that ate the poisoned apple. It was no wonder the evil queen originally chose it, as it was only by chance that the prince awoke the princess with true loveâs first kiss. âNot easy to find an antidote for.âÂ
âHmâŠâ His head continued to linger on your shoulder, his lips and part of his nose buried by the cloth on your shoulder as his watchful gaze remained stuck on you through his half-lidded eyes. At such a close proximity with his face literally inches from yours, you didnât dare turn your head, but in your peripheral vision you could make out the black mascara and smokey light eyeshadow that accentuated his fine features. Even without the use of makeup, he was sure to be stunning. âAs expected, you dally away precious time. However, thereâs a princessâŠâÂ
âSo Iâve heard.â Your response was careful, as this conversation was quickly approaching dangerous territory. From what was told to you by Epel, after the princess arrived, Vil summoned Neige to speak about it when the young oblivious prince admitted he loved someone within the palace. Vil knew who, you knew. As this conversation progressed, you would have to choose your words carefully. It would be like walking in a minefield.Â
It started, you realized, as his fond gaze slowly shifted to something a little more cold. While you couldnât see his mouth due to the position he was in, you guessed he wasnât smiling lightly in content and intrigue like before. âThen I assume you know of the princeâs⊠letâs call it, an insignificant crush.âÂ
âYesâŠâ A crush may not be the term Neige would have preferred. The prince would have likely used flowery language akin to the type seen in romantic novels read in the middle ages. But you werenât going to fret over the small details. Stoically you replied, âIf you desire it done, I can be rid of both the prince and princess. An apple for the prince, and a jail cell for the princess.âÂ
Vil raised a carefully plucked blonde eyebrow, his careful vigilance turning to astonished curiousness as he connected the dots with the clues given by your words. He seemed to understand, and take delight in your response as he nodded against your shoulder. âThis is why youâre my favorite.âÂ
Averting your gaze down to the parchment paper in the tome, you placed your palm against the surface and read off ingredients that were needed. None of which you understood. Not that you would even attempt making something so potent. In the middle of your reading, you felt arms snake around your waist, rendering you motionless as if being paralyzed by some other poison he couldâve used.Â
By your ear you felt his warm breath, and his arms were surprisingly strong as he held you tightly, preventing you from going anywhere. The words he spoke in his feathery voice felt like they tickled the side of your neck and caused a shiver to go down your spine. Was it fear or was it pleasure? â⊠You could finally use those funeral preparations you made in advance.â
âTrue⊠This type of poison could be made with ease by me, it merely requires patience as the brew seeps through the simmering apple. It will take some hours. There are many different poisons, but one of this caliber that requires magic is most lethal. And yet, it looks so delicious. Entrancing and deadly, my favorite combination.â One of his hands roamed up to your neck, his well-manicured nails and soft fingers casually resting on your throat. There was this creeping feeling that he wasnât talking about the poisoned apple anymore. Externally you remained cool and level-headed, but internally you felt your breath still in that moment as your heart picked up speed. And it was like he saw all these signs on you, reading you like an open book. âThe breath will still, the heart will beat rapidly in those final momentsâŠâÂ
You know he didnât poison you, but it felt as if you were sick with something that was worse than poison. You shifted in place, keeping your breathing even. Never once have you prepared for a situation like this. Removing your hands from the tome, you lowered them over his knuckle, one of his own hands still around your waist like a belt. The intention was to attempt to pry off his hands, at least, thatâs what you think you were trying to accomplish, but Vil took it as an invitation to continue.Â
A hum like a purr came from him as he moved his head closer, so his lips were practically at the exposed flesh of your neck. And yet, he didnât move. You remained as still as a statue, while he murmured in a quiet and confident tone that slowly morphed into something pleading and desperate. âNevermore will you, my previous retainer, have to stray from me again. Once he is gone, everything will be made right. There will be none left worthy of your companionship, except for me. I will be your sole companion. So do not leaveâŠâÂ
You felt a tremor throughout your body as he placed a lingering kiss against your neck, his soft lips by your jaw before he pulled away. Not even far enough so you could see his face, he only moved his head away an inch, as if even the thought of being physically apart right now was too much to bear.Â
His arms around your torso tightened, and your back was pressed flush against his chest. His voice was low and intoxicating, this was dangerous. âFor now, youâll assist me in making the poisoned apple. While we wait a few hours for it to simmer and absorb the toxic qualities in the cauldron, weâll be spending someâŠÂ quality time together, my pet.â
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The next morning, you awoke slowly, feeling groggy and tired, until everything came rushing back and you sat upright in alarm. You were in the familiar bedroom that once belonged to the retainer you replaced. However, there was a slight warmth on the other half of the mattress, as if someone had just been laying beside you and left not too long ago.Â
On the wall as you sat up, you could see your reflection in the mirror, the messy bedhead and tired looking eyes, but also the slightest traces of red lipstick stains on your neck and across parts of your face.Â
You had zero time to process what had happened before you spotted the shiny red apple on the counter with a small note beside it. The note simply read, For your mission. Wash your face once you wake up.
It took almost no time at all to get dressed and prepared, and wash your face. By now, Epel should already be speaking to the princess, advising her to attempt to appeal to the prince by picking fruit from the garden and gifting it to the royal she loved. Your task now was to simply add the poisoned apple when no one was looking.Â
As you opened the door, you noticed a shadow and quickly hid the apple in a pocket of your long black cloak, just as familiar blonde locks and forest green eyes came into view. You closed the door behind you, as you were greeted by a welcoming smiling and that accented voice that bid good morning.Â
âAh, petit corbeau! What a fine day, isnât it?â Immediately your gaze went to his expression and his hands, your ears keenly listening to his tone of voice. It didnât appear as if he were hiding anything. There was no somberness to his voice, no frown on his face, and no red staining his hands. Although, the good killers always washed their hands clean of the evidence.Â
For now, you donât bother asking why he was outside of your room. Knowing Rook, heâd probably say some flattering words with an unsettling meaning hidden within his ornate speech. Right now, you would much rather not have to dwell on that for too long when a royal was to die soon. For now, all you do is remind him of your previous words towards him, âYou couldnât do it. So, knowing you somehow overheard whatâs to happen today, is this your attempt to stop me?â You were quiet, making sure not to be overheard, only so he could hear your warning and see your cold gaze. âKnow that if you try to stop me, that will be a form of treason against His Majesty.âÂ
That smile turned into a more bleak one, as he struggled to keep up the corners of his lips. He knew what was to happen, of course he did. It was as he said, he knew everything that transpired within the palace grounds. âAh, I would love to see the raven ruffled up.â He joked lightly before adding in a more serious tone, âRavens are most commonly associated with bringing the unfortunate news of a passing. As much as I dream of seeing you in your element, I just wish it wasnâtâŠÂ him. Iâd much rather it be me than him, even if being the victim was the only way to catch a glimpse into your true nature and to have your attention solely focused on me.âÂ
You leered at him, deciding not to take out your blade. Rook was a weirdo, but he most certainly wasnât a killer. You couldnât imagine him outright attacking you, even now as he knew that the beloved prince would die either way. âIâll cut you down too if you get in my way.âÂ
Unexpectedly, Rook removed his hat and held it to his chest. He gazed at you like how an artist would admire the treasured painting of the beautiful Mona Lisa, as he bowed his head to you, exposing the back of his neck as his blonde hair shifted with his movement. âFrom you? I would consider it the greatest honor bestowed on me.âÂ
You merely moved around him, your cloak brushing past him. Even after Neige was dead, Rook would be cause for concern. But you would worry about him then, right now you had an apple in your cloak, a princess to frame, and a prince to assassinate.Â
As it turned out, planting the ripe red apple at the top of the basket was the easiest part. It was simple, when the princess had left the basket of freshly picked fruits unattended. Perhaps the worst part was waiting. Waiting to hear when it would happen, when the prince would take that bite that would seal his fate. Part of you wondered if he might dream of you. Afterall, he seemed to have this idealized version of you in his head. So it was possible, but itâs not like you would ever know.Â
For now, you appeared as you were told when you were later summoned by the king to the gardens where you emerged after exiting the undercroft on your first day here. Now, you were currently strolling through the private gardens of the palace grounds together, as if you hadnât both planned murder. Any moment now, you expected a servant to come rushing, the palace would be overrun with commotion once the poisoned apple was consumed. If there were any remnants of the fruit left, you had instructed Epel to dispose of it in the midst of the chaos when no one would notice.Â
But right now, it was quiet. A peaceful tranquil quiet, where you could look up at the sky and sun and feel its warmth. One where you were free. Even if you could never return home, perhaps living in this world was better. Should you ever need to, you could always escape the beautiful king. But this was a plan you would keep to yourself.Â
Vil remained beside you, looking as elegant as ever with his robes and crown perched atop his skull. Like a peacock promenading in the yards of a private estate. There was one thing that confused you in this story. As angelic as Neige was, and as rotten as the kingâs personality might have been, the mirror mustâve been blind if it insisted that Vil was not the fairest of them all.Â
The King looked over at you, a pretty smile adorning his face when he saw your eyes on him, just as he liked it. Keeping his hands folded in front of him, the pair stopped beside the well. Since he had dismissed his guards to be alone with you, there was no one else to hear or see what went on between you and him. Those amethyst eyes were no longer so chilling but still more than enough to put you on the edge. âTell me, my dear, how long were you planning to keep me in the dark?âÂ
You remained still, confused at his words. What was this about? He seemed content, but what did he mean by this? There was a sneaking suspicion and fear in the back of your mind, but you played it cool as you leaned on the well with your arms on the smooth rocky edge. âIâm not sure what you mean, Your Majesty.âÂ
A brief chuckle came from him as he reached over, his thumb rubbing against your cheek and his fingers grazing along your jaw. âYouâre amusing.â Abruptly, faster than you can anticipate it, you felt a sharp edge against your throat, not piercing flesh but close enough that you had to tilt your head upwards to avoid being cut. It was a knife.Â
Your breath hitched. You made no sudden movements, no reaching for your own blade or trying to grab his wrist, because in a single instance he could end you now and that would be the end to your story. Everything you did to get here and set up a decent life, would be utterly useless if you were dead. Taking a deep breath, you purse your lips before holding up your hands to show you had nothing to strike back. âWhat are you doing, Your Majesty? After everything I did to assist you?âÂ
The knife was small, compact, decorated with small jewels as shiny as it was sharp. It was small enough to easily be hidden in his robes, but honed enough to easily end you here just as the judges intended for you to go out. âYou were useful, but⊠when itâs just me and my retainer, my trusted retainer refers to me as Vil not Your Majesty.âÂ
You felt your blood run cold. He knew, this entire time? From the moment you encountered him, did he realize by your use of formalities, or did he figure it out sometime afterward? Youâd been played.Â
A knowing smile graced his lips once he took in your shock, one of the first clear expressions on your face in so long. Normally you were so composed, it felt like an accomplishment to break that poised demeanor, to see the horror dawn on your face as you were reminded of the judgment that had been cast, of the hell you were in that was veiled by gorgeous folk and the chance at a free life.
Just as you squeezed your eyes shut and winced, anticipating the feeling of the blade running through your throat, there was a shriek. A shrill shriek from a woman, the sound sent a chill running down your spine and raised goosebumps on your skin. You anticipated the red spilling from your own neck, but there wasnât a drop.
The knife was removed from your skin as Vil hummed, not really paying attention to the distant sound of servants scrambling to check on the source of the sound that mustâve come up from one of the upper floors of the palace. âIt appears like itâs finally happened.âÂ
There was no need for further explanation to understand what he meant. The scream mustâve come from the princess who witnessed Prince Neige collapse after taking a bite of the apple. In seconds, guards of the palace will arrive at the crime scene, theyâll see the beloved prince trapped in a sleeping death on the ground and the princess beside him will be the only culprit. Itâs done⊠And yet now, you now had to grapple with Vil knowing you were not who you pretended to be this entire time.Â
âI didnât know you were close.â The raven shouldâve been apprehensive of the evil queen that tormented them. Were you wrong? Was their shared history different from the tale?Â
âI lied. Please, Iâm no imbecile. I think itâs a bit rude that you never properly introduced yourself, but I forgive you considering the unique circumstances.â Expertly he twirled the dagger between his long fingers, while he didnât even have to focus on his hand to do so. The entire time he stared at you, a smile on his curved lips. âDid you think me a fool that I could be so easily tricked? I had known them for several years, but I must admit, I like you better.â His left arm was crossed over his torso, propping up the right arm that held the knife and casually pointed it at you. âAll they did in recent years was hole themself up in the undercroft, but you, youâre plucky, brave, funny too.â
You felt partially numb. This wasnât how it was supposed to goââ Everything was going so perfect! Why did he have to know? Was it too late to escape? Could you try and run now that things were turning south, or was it worth staying? Judging by the look in the kingâs eyes, staying was likely not the best idea. A caged raven was not a happy one.Â
âIf youâre honest to me, Iâm honest to you. I only tricked you, because you foolishly believed yourself to be playing me this entire time, hm? Donât mistake my intentions though, because I am fond of you. All those sweet words, whispered promises, and love I gave you was all real.â The tip of the dagger was against your chin, and the beautiful blonde king peered down at you through his lashes. Raising the fingers of his freehand, he lightly traced his sharp nails over the side of your face. The next words came in a quiet voice, stern and serious, vaguely threatening but also with the promise of sweetness.Â
âHowever, I donât appreciate the idea of you flying away. Fret not. Youâll be well taken care of, and loved more than any little prince with a crush could love you⊠You wanted him dead, isnât that so? Well, we killed him. There is nothing more for you to be afraid of. So now, I want you to tell me about where you come from, why you wanted him dead, and what you wish for. No matter what you desire, I will see to it that you have it so long as you remain by my side permanently. Reintroduce yourself, from the top, my Darling Retainer.â
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Rex Lapis cherishes every single thing you do for him. Time and again he's made it clear he doesn't want the difference in status between you and him to define what you both have together.
So, he likes wearing his Pookie bracelet everywhere he goes. It's a cheap little thing, made from beads and threads you can get at any little craft store. The beads in question aren't even all the same size - they're misshapen little abominations that kind of prick the skin a bit when at an angle...and the lettering isn't consistent either, embossed in random fonts and capitalisation. But you made it for him with love and that's what matters.
The Geo Lord would be outlining infrastructural developments to his adepti, and their eyes would be drawn to the silly bracelet on his wrist rather than the elaborate diagrams he's tracing his fingers over. Why plastic beads? they'd wonder, scornful, why not gold or jade like the Prime of Adepti truly deserves?
Maybe one of them would open their mouth to voice their concern about the quality, only to be silenced by a pointed look from Rex Lapis himself. He wouldn't let anyone dare comment on his beloved's handiwork.
The fugly little bracelet doesn't come off in battle either. He's adamant about having it on at all times and is meticulous with protecting it, to the point many a foe have wondered if the bracelet has some magical properties and that's why this god is so guarded with it.
Of course, their attempts at nabbing the shitty thing go in vain, a thrum of fury coursing through the god as he defends his wrist with as much vigor as though he were defending the entirety of Liyue. His defensiveness over his bracelet had further stoked the rumors that the accessory really was a magical thing, but, well - nobody got hold of it to confirm. Rex made sure of it.
Millennia later, Zhongli wears the Pookie bracelet just under his glove. Should anyone catch a glimpse of that garbage on his prim and proper self, he'll smile and tell them it was made by someone important to him.
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The silent art of gif making
The gif above has 32 layers plus 6 that aren't shown because this is part of a larger edit. I wanted to share it to give everyone a glimpse of the art of gif making and how long it usually takes for me to make something like this. This one took me about an hour and a half but only because I couldn't get the shade of blue right.
I use Adobe Photoshop 2021 and my computer doesn't have a large memory space (I don't know what to call it) so usually most of psds get deleted because I'm too lazy to get a hard drive. It doesn't really bother me that much because I like the art so when it's done, it's done. Off to somewhere else it goes.
Here are the layers:
Everything is neat and organized in folders because I like it that way. I prefer to edit it in timeline but others edit each frame. There's a layer not shown (Layer 4 is not visible) and it's the vector art. Here it is:
Now it is visible. I don't plan to make this a tutorial, but if you're interested I'd love to share a few tricks about it. I'm pretty new to the colors in gifmaking but the rest is simple to understand. Here, I just want to show how much work it takes to make it.
I opened Group 2 and here's the base gif. I already sharpened and sized it correctly but that's about it. Let's open the base coloring next.
Yay! Now it looks pretty! The edits are in Portuguese but it doesn't matter. There's a silent art of adding layers depending on how you want the gif to look but you get used to it. The order matters and you can add multiple layers of the same thing (for eg. multiple layers of levels or curves or exposure).
This was pretty much my first experiment with coloring so I don't know what I'm doing (this happens a lot with any art form but gifmaking exceeds in DIYing your way to the finished product) but I didn't want to mess up his hair, that's why the blue color is like that. Blue is easy to work with because there's little on the skin (different from red and yellow but that's color theory). I painted the layers like that and put it on screen, now let's correct how the rest looks.
I was stuck trying to get the right teal shade of blue so yes, those are 10 layers of selective color mostly on cyan blue. We fixed his hair (yay!) we could've probably fixed the blue on his neck too but I was lazy. This is close to what I wanted so let's roll with that.
BUT I wanted his freckles to show, so let's edit a little bit more. Now his hair is more vibrant and his skin has red tones, which accentuates the blues and his eyes (exactly what I wanted!). That lost Layer 2 was me trying to fix some shadows in the background but in the end, it didn't make such a difference.
This was part of an edit, so let's add the graphics and also edit them so they're the right shade of blue and the correct size. A few gradient maps and a dozen font tests later, it appears to be done! Here it is:
Please reblog gifsets on tumblr. We gifmakers really enjoy doing what we do (otherwise we wouldn't be here) but it takes so long, you wouldn't imagine. Tumblr is the main website used for gif making and honestly, we have nowhere to go but share our art here. This was only to show how long it takes but if you're new and want to get into the art of gif making, there are a lot of really cool resource blogs in here. And my ask box is always open! Sending gifmakers all my love.
#gif making#gif tutorial#resources#completeresources#y'know what that post yesterday got me into this#i love creativity so i send all my love to gifmakers#this is HARD#my tutorials#tutorials
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NOTION TUTORIALà đ§· â§ Ë. á”á” đ
this is to serve as some little notion tips that i use to make my notion the way that it is. cute and efficient. this is very surface level and i'll get more in depth the more the post goes on. im working on dropping a notion template soon <3
first off pick a color scheme, for me, my color scheme is pastel pinks and whites and soft shades of green as an accent.
u can import photos from pinterest by copying the photo (not the link address, the actual photo) and pasting it into ur notion
take advantage of the columns, when u make a new space click "turn into" and use columns, it'll neatly divide the page
experiment with fonts, i use serif. u can also do large or small text, AND full width pages
making toggle lists saves space and keeps ur page looking super neat and organized
calendars and tables will keep u organized
to add a page ur gonna wanna go to the top left corner and click "new page"
u can import custom icons by going on pinterest and looking up app icons with the color scheme that u want, download that and add it for cute icons, u can also do the same with GIFS
for links and things of the sort embedding the video and adding the link are two different things, embedding the video means that u can access it on ur page (i do this for youtube videos/spotify etc) and when its a link i'll do this for documents and things of the sort
to add titles to ur columns click the "+" button, i use heading 3 bcuz that's the size i prefer but there are other sizes to choose from
a cool feature that notion has is that u can change the background color OR the text color, when u change the background color its more pastel-like if that's what ur going for
to make section dividers click (-) three times to create a divider
#it girl#becoming that girl#self care#notion#dream girl#it girl energy#that girl#notion template#organization#self improvement#self management#productivity#femininity
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the brothers buying period products for mc
mc's gender is not mentioned, but mc is able to have periods. not proof read
content warnings: periods, this too is lowkey a joke post (the brothers have no idea what they are doing)
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Lucifer
when you ask him to buy you some period stuff he didn't think much of it, how hard could it be?
first he picks up some other stuff like snacks and maybe a plushie but then he gets to the period aisle
lucifer thought there would be one type of pad not eight whole shelves of different stuff
he didn't want to look like he had no idea what he was doing so he grabbed one thing that looked good to him and left
that thing being the thickest, longest maxi pad under the sun
Mammon
he looks up on his ddd 'how to help a menstruating human' and he goes all out
mammon goes to the mall and buys you everything that was on his phone, whether you actually need it or not
when he finally got to the period products he was shocked, he wanted to call you and ask what you usually use but he wanted to do it on his own to look good
so what does mammon do? buy every type of pad and tampon in every size, every cup, every period underwear and arrive home with five large bags full of stuff
Leviathan
he's not too happy about having to go outside but he wants to help you (he can't go ordering your stuff on akuzon)
levi actually asked you to send a picture of what product or products you usually use, it's just his luck that everything at the store was sold out and he has no idea what a good alternative is
he buys one small chocolate bar so he can leave the store with less awkwardness and calls you for help before going in again and (hopefully) getting the right thing
he adores you, but he doesn't wanna do that ever again
Satan
he thought he knew what to do but your ddd keeps getting spammed by satan sending you photos of single products asking 'is this it?'
eventually after product number 15 he gets frustrated and asks you to tell him what he needs to get
even with your instructions, satan still had to ask an employee at the store for help
after he finally got his hands on the most important stuff, he quickly gets you some snacks and a book
Asmodeus
he's been with menstruating partners before so he felt like he would be a little more educated on the matter compared to one of his brothers
asmo was wrong because this man accidentally got incontinence pads instead of pads for periods
he got the wrong thing a whopping five times so he went back and forth between the store and house a lot
if you're feeling up to it he'll let you soak in his bath to make up for taking so long
Beelzebub
he's so sweet for getting you the biggest teddy bear he could find (it was half his size) and every snack under the sun you like
but when it comes to buying the actual period product? he doesn't know what to do
like mammon he just buys a bunch of stuff hoping you find something useful
said stuff includes literal tissue paper, a sponge and a towel but also actual useful products made for periods
Belphegor
he arrives at the period aisle and just stares at the shelves for five minutes before calling you for help (he didn't even look at the stuff closely he saw a ton of stuff that looked the same to him and internally panicked)
'you need a maxi pad? what color is the box there's a lot of types. wait, blue? what font are the letters? okay I've narrowed it down to three boxes'
in the end he had a pretty good hunch of which product you needed but still felt like he did something wrong
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me scenarios#obey me swd#obey me imagines#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#asmodeus obey me#beelzebub obey me#belphegor obey me#gn!mc#tw periods
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hi!! would you mind doing a tutorial on how you add subtitles to your gifs?
hey, sure! :)
with the text tool selected, i will draw a box that is as wide as the gif and type my text. i created an action that selects all the right settings for me so it's faster and my subtitles always look the same.
arial rounded bold is a very popular choice for subtitles, and it looks awesome, but i' always've been using the font calibri bold italic for years now. here are my usual settings for a 540px wide gif:
i usually keep the font size and leading value the same, if i change it from 18 pt. and sometimes i'll play around with the anti-aliasing method, whatever looks best for this particular gif. this will help make your text look less crispy or soft, depending on which filtering method you use. the other settings i pretty much always leave like that for subtitles.
as for colors, i always go with white first, and if there's another character talking, i will give their subtitles a different color. i usually try to pick a bright pastel color found in the gif, or even on the character's clothing (just because i like to match things haha).
it's also important to leave a bit of a gap on the sides and bottom, so the text doesn't go all the way to the edges (as shown in the next example). it's definitely harder to read text if it's too close together, or goes from edge to edge. you can push words on another line if it becomes too close to the edge, and you can nudge the text from the bottom with the arrow keys.
as for the layer style, i'm adding a black stroke and black drop shadow (by double clicking the text layer). the stroke almost never changes, but i'll edit the drop shadow accordingly with the gif. if it's a very busy gif, the drop shadow should be thicker to help with visibility.
and that's it! :D
#alie replies#Anonymous#tutorial#photoshop#resource#*ps help#subtitles#giffing#resourcemarket#completeresources#allresources#usercats#userabs#idk who else to tag
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hello ida!! I love your gifs and I find the info and resources you share really helpful, especially in terms of gifmaking. I was wondering if you would mind sharing what the correct etiquette is for when we spot a stolen/uncredited gif come across our tumblr dashboard? I donât like/reblog posts if I suspect the gif is stolen, but I wasnât sure if thereâs something more you (or gifmakers in general) wish people would do to help.
if you canât or donât want to answer this thatâs completely fine! just if you had any tips :))). thank you for all the gifs you make for us!! x
hi anon thank you for this lovely message and great question!!
first, some tips for spotting when gifs are stolen/uncredited: (it sounds like you already know this anon but i've been asked before so i might as well include it)
if the post has several gifs and they are different sizes/dimensions - this is the easiest one perhaps. gif makers usually put effort into layout. if the gifs are weirdly cut off because they're not the same height, it's definitely suspicious
if the gifs are different quality - some grainy and/or choppy, some crisp and smooth
if the gifs use different fonts for subtitles
if the gif(s) are posted alongside unedited stills/screencaps
this is more difficult, but if the coloring styles of the gifs are different. things to look for are: saturation/vibrancy, the amount of contrast/light, the colors of the shadows, whether a particular color is very prominent/emphasized
if it's an account you don't know makes their own gifs and they suddenly post some, or if they post a lot of gifs that fit the above and from many different scenes
obviously, if the gif is watermarked with a different username that OP has never used, or if they say something like "i found this gif" or "someone posted this gif to discord"
if you actually recognize the gif(s) and know that it's made by somebody else/from a different post
these are just some things to look out for. if i see some of these signs, i usually investigate: does OP usually post gifs that you know are their own? do they have something on their blog stating they make them (like e.g. a link to their gif tag, or if it's mentioned in their bio)? of course, if it's one of the very obvious signs, like i recognize my own or a friend's gif, and it's uncredited, then it's directly to...
what to do when you spot a stolen/uncredited gif: (aka your actual question anon <3)
this is unfortunately a little more difficult since you can't control how people react to being called out for not crediting properly. luckily, most people just genuinely don't know how much work goes into giffing (i wrote a little more about this here) - they will usually be receptive and add credit to the post. but some people will be dicks no matter how kindly or even just neutrally you go about it. just remember they are the ones breaking etiquette, not you.
anyway, some things you can do if you spot a post with stolen gifs are:
don't like or reblog (as you already mentioned) - in order to not spread the uncredited version further
in a reply, ask for the source of the gif to be added to the main post. i usually mention that making gifs takes work and skill, and seeing them reposted (re-uploading to a new post, not reblogged) without credit is incredibly demotivating for the people who spend their time making them (or some variation of this)
that said, what i have sometimes done is reblog with the addition of a link to the original post(s) and asking them to not steal gifs in the future. but this is mostly when it's my own gif(s) lol
i sometimes link @saltpepperbeard's excellent post about giving proper credit
i hope this is useful/helpful and again thank you for asking <3 i'm always happy to answer questions about gifs!! đ«¶
#asks#Anonymous#anon i hope you see this although i'm answering a little late#i wanted to answer properly#gifs#gif making#fandom#etiquette
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okay, I have to ask â how do you like your kobo ereader??
Iâve been eyeing one for a while bc I really *donât* want a kindle, but also *so* many people have a kindle that it feels like itâs the only real option
Holy crap I LOVE IT. It's so much better than the Kindle. (Also: this got long)
I decided to upgrade my old Paperwhite (it was a second gen, so pretty old and small) and I almost got a new Paperwhite automatically (cause I felt much the same as you).
But the Kobos were on the same page and since I'm trying to be less impulsive, I started poking around and they are so good.
I went with a black Libra 2 and it's like the software was actually designed for human beings, unlike the Kindle software, which I think was designed for no one except the devil.
I side-load only and keep all my books organised in collections. The only way to do collections on the Kindle is manually, one book at a time, or jailbreak (and I'm not sure you can jailbreak the new Paperwhites, plus it's such a PITA).
On the Kobo, I can build collections from within Calibre, super fast and multiple books at a time. You can also do them manually on the Kobo, but even that is SO MUCH EASIER than on the Kindle.
The actual screen reading experience is basically identical (you can even side-load the Kindle font if you want it), since e-ink is pretty much e-ink, but it has few extra 'while you're reading' tweaks, like setting the all around margin size of the book (great if you switch between books and comics) and controlling the presence of, and info in, the top and bottom bar (pages left in book, pages left in chapter, percentage left to go etc). It also has a brightness and a warmness setting, so you can tweak those til they're just right for you.
I'm loving the physical page turn buttons so much - way easier than having to swipe the screen. I can hold the Kobo in one hand and just page forward with my thumb. It's also a teeny tiny bit lighter than my old Paperwhite.
I also love that you can 'archive' any books you've bought from Kobo, so they don't show up on the e-reader (you can still get them from Kobo later if you want), unlike Amazon where they're always right there unless you delete them forever. Like I said, I side-load everything, I don't want to see the Amazon-displayed copies. I don't want to see the Amazon displayed ANYTHING.
Kobo also doesn't advertise to you. Even in a non ad-supported Kindle, the home page of the new Kindle software shows trending and suggested books. It's bloody advertising. The home page on the Kobo shows you things about your library, with a discrete text invitation at the bottom to find new books or make a wishlist. There is a 'Discover' tab where you can see suggested books and such, but you have to actively go there, which means you're seeing it because you want to see it.
It's very intuitive to use - there's tabs down the bottom that do what they say on the tin and the settings are clear what they do. If it goes to sleep on 'Books' it wakes up on 'Books'. If you have authors sorted by last name it shows them all sorted by last name (this was endless aggravation on the Kindle which seemed to have an 'I do whatever the fuck I like' approach). It displays a cute little 'sleeping' when it's asleep along with the cover of what you're currently reading (you can turn that last one off).
It natively supports a decent assortment of file types: KEPUB, EPUB, EPUB2, EPUB3, PDF, FlePub, MOBI, PDF, JPEG, GIF, PNG, BMP, TIFF, TXT, HTML, RTF, CBZ and CBR.
I cannot recommend the Kobo Libra 2 highly enough. It's the damn bees knees and I wish I'd gotten one years ago. I can't ever see going back to the Kindle.
Some pics and Calibre details under the cut (which doesn't seem to be working, darn it).





(yes I have been rereading the Kitty series)
The Calibre plugins I grabbed are below, but tbh honest you don't really NEED any of them:
I also converted my library to kepub, which isn't necessary, but gives you some nifty extra reading features.
To create Collections on your Kobo with Calibre
Decide what Calibre column you want to use for setting your Collections (I use tags, because I don't use it for anything else, but you can also make a new column in Preferences or use one of the others).
Make sure your Kobo is ejected then go to Preferences in the toolbar, locate the Import/export section, then click Sending books to devices.
For Metadata Management, choose Automatic management.
Click Apply.
Remain in Preferences, locate the Advanced section, then click Plugins.
Expand Device Interface.
Scroll down and select either Kobo Touch Extended, or if that's not present, KoboTouch.
Click Customize plugin.
Switch to the Collections, covers & uploads tab.
Checkmark Collections.
For Collections columns, enter the name of the Column you're going to use for Collections.
Checkmark Create collections.
Click OK.
Close Preferences and exit and restart Calibre.
Fancy up your library by putting your books in Collections and when you're done, Send to Device and those collections will be there, all nicely and satisfyingly organised on your Kobo.
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How we make our userboxes!
The Basics:
We make all our userboxes is Procreate (an app for iPad that goes for about $13 USD) â however you can use whatever app works best for you! We know some people prefer things like Canva!
Canvas Size:
We use the same template (we made it ourselves!) every time. Here it is for your convenience:
If you download this image the proportions should stay exactly the same, but just in case they donât, the canvas is
780 x 180 px
Thatâs 780 pixels wide, by 180 pixels tall. If you want to recreate this, make sure your canvas is set to pixels, not inches/cm.
Little Details:
What font size is best will depend on what font you choose (unfortunately, font sizes are not universal, so 30 in one font may look the same as 60 in another), although anywhere between 30-50pt is usually a safe bet.
When making alter boxes we like to add their emoji sign off in the right corner, too! For us, this is always in 28.6pt font!
If you have any other questions please comment them and Iâll try my best to answer!
Happy box making!
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This off-white t-shirt that was for sale at some shows during the 2008 Honda Civic Tour was really popular and was usually the one you'd see people asking other fans to grab for them in late spring because their show sold out in their size. This is the shirt that was sewn into a vest for Ryan that season btw:




FBR added this shirt to their webstore in August 2008 and some sizes sold out quickly but then got restocked. I remember some people complaining that FBR's shirt was a slightly different color than the one on tour, but others said it was the same. Idk, it looked like the same general off-white color to me. The band's name was still on the back of the right sleeve:


I liked this design because it was SO different from most t-shirt designs in this era (like in general, not just PATD) and was way more minimalist. A fan created some pngs that we could print out to iron on our own shirts, so I'll add them here if anyone wants them. They used the "Big Noodle Tilting" font and created their own heart:
That fall Hot Topic also came out with an off-white tote that had the same large "reinvent love" design on one side. Then the design of the band name (from the t-shirt's sleeve) got a heart added and was enlarged to be the graphic on the other side of the tote. The inside of the bag was a floral pattern that reminded me of the striped hoodie's lining:


FBR clearly loved how successful this whole design was. The webstore included a bonus sticker in the order packages for P!ATD fans in fall 2008:

The Rock Band Live Tour shows in fall 2008 used the same type of graphic:




And the shows on that tour had a black tote & shirt for sale:



Spencer did an interview with Out.com this season that had this question:
The most popular items at your merch booth seem to be a t-shirt and bag that say âReinvent Love,â which is such a strong, inclusive message. Tell me about how that became the band slogan. It started out as a lyric in âMad as Rabbits.â It was the last song we were recording for the album, and as we figured out how to fit it into the end of the song, it took on some more anthem-style cheer. As we went on tour, me and Ryan [Ross, Panicâs guitarist] talked about making a âReinvent Loveâ shirt. At first it was just going to be on the Fueled By Ramen web store, just a limited edition thing because it didnât have our band name on the front, and we didnât know how many people would want to wear that. It ended up being a lot more popular than we thought it would. We were ending all of the concerts with that song, so that was the last thing that people were hearing. We wouldnât want to be a part of anything that wasnât that kind of that message. If thereâs going to be some saying associated with our band, thatâs a pretty good one. It goes along with everything we want to represent and the way that we feel.
This bracelet was added to FBR's webstore in December 2008 (after the Pretty. Odd. era had basically ended & around the time that Live in Chicago was released):
By the time this necklace got added to FBR's webstore in January 2009, a lot of fans were tired of this theme:



The necklace spawned more fan jokes about what was coming next at that point... my favorite was still the musical toaster:


So in March 2009 FBR just added the black shirt & tote to their webstore (the ones that were sold at shows in fall 2008) and then let the phrase rest so they could soon move onto overusing the return of the exclamation mark. lol jk.
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hi can you please make a tutorial how you made the soundwave in this gifset /post/764144877729628160/
omg i'm flattered that i'm still getting curious people asking about this set because i'm still so proud of it!! yes, i will try to explain how i made the song player (for fun!) and soundwave, it was quite easy :)
here is the gif you are referring to:
this post was my inspiration. however, i did not use any premade templates for this set, so i made the song player myself.
here are what my layers looked like for that:
first, i used the rounded rectangle tool to make my shape (white fill, no stroke, 10px radius, 217px by 58px), then set this layer's blending mode to exclusion before adding my layer style (yellow color overlay with it's own blending mode set to color).
next, i used the same tool to draw a square with a black fill this time inside that shape. it's not perfectly aligned or sized, but mine is 47px by 45px. then i layered my album art on top and created a clipping mask before sizing it down to the shape.
i googled a spotify logo .png and used this for the play button, then made them smart objects (with a hue/saturation later on them to make them white if needed) and sized/positioned them where i wanted.
for the song title and artist, i used the font figtree bold at 15px and 11px with some drop shadow respectively. the elypses are 17px with the letter spacing set to 40.
now for the soundwave! i used the website veed.io and imported the song. you're gonna want an actual audio file of the song you're using. then you'll be directed to an editor where you can trim down your file on the timeline. i selected about 12 seconds of the song and chose the exact lyric i wanted to include as text so that the soundwave actually matches what he's singing. will people know this when they look at it? no but the details mean a lot to me lol.
then you're gonna click "elements" on the left. you'll see a tab that says "visualizers" and then "soundwaves". here you'll find a bunch of cool soundwave styles. select the one you like and it'll appear on your video screen. since we're gonna export this and make a gif overlay out of it, you want the background to be black. click on the element to resize the soundwave to fit the whole screen without cutting any of it off and change the color to white. play it back to make sure it looks okay!
when you're set, export the video and go through your gif process to open it up as a gif in photoshop. i use the screencapture method, so i opened it in kmplayer and took screencaptures like i would for any other gif.
once it's in photoshop and converted to a smart object, i layed it over my gif below the music player and used free transform to size it down. trim the layer to be the same length as your gif!
i put the soundwave layer inside a folder and set the folder's blending mode to "screen". then i put this folder in ANOTHER FOLDER and it'll automatically set it's blending mode to "pass through". notice the video exported with a watermark in the top right corner, so i just selected around the soundwave on the pass through group and created a layer mask to hide it.
that's basically it!
this tutorial goes a lot more in depth with the soundwaves and setting certain blending modes if you're going for a different look/effect. i recommend checking it out.
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How do you rewrite Keith Kogane ? .
Btw itâs hurts me what they had done to these two pairing while the juneblade fans goes out of their way and says that
âthese two have beautiful developmentâ
Also loved your post.
Edit: The font size of the answer has been enlarged, per the asker's request. How would I go about rewriting Voltron: Legendary Defender's Keith? That's quite the question! Before we begin to answer it, I would first like to correct a widespread misconception: Legendary Defender's Keith, like Lance and Hunk, does not have a confirmed last name. Kogane is the surname of the character who pilots the Black Lion in the anime series, Beast King GoLion!, or The King of Hundred Beasts GoLion, which was rebranded as Voltron: Defender of the Universe when it made its way over to America and was dubbed in English and heavily censored and altered for American child audiences. One of the alterations being giving the entire cast new "American" names. I.E.; Akira Kogane became Keith.
Since that first/original iteration of the Voltron franchise, the "Keith" character's ethnicity appears to have gone back and forth. I can only assume the intention behind Americanizing the GoLion! characters' names was to change the Japanese human cast into white men, to make them more "palatable" for American viewers. In a similar vein, the American-made sequel series, Voltron: The Third Dimension, depicts Keith as a white man.
A second, later American-made continuation of Voltron: Defender of the Universe, 2011's Voltron Force, gave its Keith his anime counterpart, Akira's surname, reverting him back to his original Japanese ethnicity.

2016's Voltron: Legendary Defender, the series we're working with, is a complete reimagining of the original anime that made significant changes to its lore and plot, such as casting Takashi Shirogane as an older mentor to Keith, rather than a peer, and making him the initial Paladin of the Black Lion when his anime counterpart of the same name was the pilot of the Blue Lion, prior to his death.
And, most notably, changing the formerly entirely human Akira/Keith into a half-Galra hybrid.
One of the major selling points of Legendary Defender was its diversity. Hiroshi Suzuishi, the pilot of the Green Lion who became Pidge in the western world, was turned into a teenage girl, to add another female presence to what was previously a majority male cast. The Princess, Fala in the original Japanese and Allura to American audiences, was changed from a blonde teenage girl with fair skin, to a brown-skinned teenaged genocide survivor with pointed ears and platinum hair. Takashi Shirogane, who goes by Shiro in this iteration, is a gay man. And, four of the five human Paladins were given distinctly (superficially) diverse racial identities.




The fifth is unspecified.

Fans took it upon themselves to fill in the gap created by this pointed lack of specificity and adopted the headcanon that Keith is Asian, based on his fair complexion and black hair. And, they interpreted Keith's father's dark hair, eyes, and strong jaw being relatively similar to Shiro's as "proof" that this headcanon is actual canon.

Instead of, you know, accepting that strong, square jaws are a traditionally masculine trait associated with traditionally masculine hero archetypes. The young King Alfor had one, as well.

Poking further holes in the validity of this headcanon is Shiro's complexion having an olive undertone that Keith's noticeably lacks.
Shiro's eye shape, with long eyelashes (not "eyeliner", fandom) and elongated upper eyelids to hint at epicanthal folds, is a means of illustrating his ethnic heritage in animation shorthand. Keith and his father do not have this feature.

Keith's father spoke with a Southern United States Drawl-- a dialectical trait most commonly associated with white Americans. And, with showrunners so determined to be applauded for their inclusivity and progressivism, don't you think they would have made it crystal clear that their cartoon had two Asian male leads? Especially if one was Korean- the popular fanon identity for Keith, despite fans who utilize it persisting in giving him a Japanese surname- and the other was Japanese? Even more so with Keith being such a blatant creator's pet whose supposed "greatness" is repeatedly shoved down the viewers' throats.
Having a mixed race Korean lead would have been a point of pride for the staff who elected to change a previously all Japanese (plus a couple of aliens) team that then became an all white (plus a couple of aliens) team, to a team that featured a gay, disabled Japanese-American man, a Cuban teenage boy, a Samoan teenage boy, a brown-skinned alien princess, and an Italian teenage girl. Keith's race being left unspecified with all signs pointing to him being a white man, indicates (intentionally or not) that he was conceived as a white man by a person or persons who considers white United States American the default for human beings.
To summarize, Kogane is a surname that was borrowed from past iterations of the franchise, and adopted by the fanbase. Canon Legendary Defender Keith has no surname. His widely accepted Asian identity is a headcanon that became near-ubiquitous fanon. Canon Legendary Defender Keith is, for all intents and purposes, a white man that the white executive producers debatably used as a self-insert, crowned the universe's savior, and decided to make the temporary (I cannot stress that enough. Temporary) victim of racial prejudice from a traumatized brown-skinned genocide survivor. Yes, the prejudice stemmed from their alien identities, rather than skin color, but the point stands that the executive producers thought it acceptable to turn a white man into a victim of racism, with a brown-skinned teenage girl who survived a genocide enacted on her people by the race of alien that contributed half of that white man's DNA, as his "victimizer". And, these factors are the crux of the issue with the way Keith is written. Because he was so blatantly favored, Keith's numerous failings as a leader of Voltron are overlooked or forgiven. He can endanger his teammates, verbally abuse them, specifically the ones whose skin color is more than two shades darker than his own, abandon them, and prioritize his safety over theirs (see him keeping his Paladin armor and dagger on his person, hoarding oxygen on a planet with low oxygen and high CO2 levels, after the others had shed their armor and abandoned their Bayards, leaving themselves vulnerable
), and it goes unquestioned. They will continue to follow and support him and never unfavorably compare his leadership to his predecessor's, even though Shiro was indisputably a better leader. Even Zarkon informs Keith that his "Galra lineage" "makes [him] a great leader".
Because the executive producers who were dead set on lionizing Keith at Shiro's expense hated Shiro. And, judging by the way she is similarly mistreated (sometimes by Keith) and extensively punished by the narrative, hated Allura and her people, as well. While venerating the species of purple savages that conquered and destroyed or enslaved most of the known universe, and afflicted Shiro and Allura with their brain-breaking levels of trauma.
To go about "fixing" Half-Galra White Savior Keith, one would have to first: -Not be a racist, ableist, homophobic bigot who reduces a disabled gay man to a Damsel in Distress/Fridged Love Interest (without an actual romance between them) and Living Emotional Crutch for their able-bodied, heterosexual (yes, Keith is canonically heterosexual) pet white savior. -Not prioritize showcasing the "greatness" of their pet character over giving the rest of their main cast satisfying development, arcs, and endings. -And, not use their pet character as a mouthpiece to extoll the virtues of and act as an apologist for an empire of warmongering sadists while also framing him as being morally superior to a survivor of a deliberate genocide perpetrated by that empire. That criteria met, one would then need to pinpoint the exact place they believe that the series, and general narrative direction for Keith, began to fall apart. To me, the nosedive started the instant that Shiro, the gentle, patient, and steadfast leader whose presence allowed Keith the peace of mind to begin lowering his defensive walls and bonding with his teammates, was killed. Losing Shiro for a second time effectively hit a reset button on all of the progress Keith had made toward playing well with others. He shut everyone out, and down, and after abusing his new position of authority to place the other Paladins in danger, he was looking for any and every excuse to abandon ship and pursue Lotor on his own. Joining the Blades of Marmora further eroded Keith's development with the toll the Blades' blasé attitude about death had on his psyche, and the Galra supremacist sentiments held by the showrunners digging their claws so firmly into the narrative throughline as to be irremovable. I wholeheartedly believe that Keith is at his most insufferable when he is in a position of power and responsibility. He wants to vanquish evil and defend the universe, and only need to be responsible for himself and the people he considers part of his tribe (Shiro), in the process. His attempts to preemptively push others away before they can leave him, as a result of his trauma, and resolute unwillingness to attempt improve upon toxic behaviors that he is more than well aware of, make it impossible for him to work with anyone who doesn't want to be his therapist. And, unless they're Shiro, get yelled at for their troubles. The easiest remedy for this would be to not kill The Definitive Black Paladin who fought Zarkon hand to hand to strengthen his bond with the Black Lion, and Decisive Head of Voltron who loved the Heart of Voltron (Allura) and was unconditionally devoted to her, and replace him with his reckless, hot-tempered protege who never wanted to be saddled with the burden of leading a team and resented Allura for no reason that I can discern. (Aside from the obvious:
Racism.) Then, when the extenuating circumstances (his in-demand voice actor's scheduling conflicts and the executive producers' utter lack of foresight and contingency plans) necessitating Keith's removal from the plot came about, there wouldn't have been a need to also scramble to reintroduce an inadvisably dead character killed out of spite, via a sadistic and convoluted clone plot. Allura could have simply piloted the Red Lion- her father's Lion- acting as Shiro's righthand in a continuation of their dynamic as co-leaders of Voltron, in Keith's stead.
I have several other alternatives I could suggest, but this is the simplest fix, given the incompetence behind the scenes of this series, and the one that extends Keith the most grace. Thank you very much for asking! I assume you are referring to this post? If so, then thank you, again! (â â>â ✠â<â â) I was very apprehensive about sharing that analysis, with Keith being such a Fandom Darling. I legitimately feared (and still fear) backlash for highlighting his monumental flaws. But, his inexcusable hostility toward Allura and complete disregard for her safety is impossible for me to ignore. I'm happy that anyone has found that analysis of their dynamic worth reading, and hope that it enlightened at least a handful of folks out there to one of the biggest problems with this series that so many refuse to acknowledge.
#Correspondence.#magivenderstudios2003#Half-Galra White Savior Keith#Keith Critical.#Takashi Shirogane#Shiro#Allura#Voltron: Legendary Defender#Meta.#VLD Meta.
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in the spirit of interaction: what are your thoughts on chinese calligraphy? have you ever taken classes? (i ask because it's something of a closet hobby of mine and your header is calligraphy as well ^.^) also, what would you say the most challenging part of studying is for you?
in the spirit of interaction: thank you, and apologies it inevitably took me this long to answer!!
my actual experience with calligraphy goes hand-in-hand with my ability to handwrite: as in, not much! whenever I do end up restarting my handwriting journey (and I'm going to have another crack at it soon), however, I find the calligraphic component of it the most satisfying by far. I'm going to focus on the practical element of calligraphy as beautiful handwriting that you can actively study, rather than as an art form or studying its history.
one of the things I focused on right from the get-go with learning to handwrite chinese was to copy chinese handwriting and not typed fonts. the balance was always important: chinese is such an elegantly written language and my ugly beginner's handwriting physically hurt me. I also love handwriting in english and deliberately crafted my own cursive style when I was around 14, so I knew I wanted to pay similar attention to it in chinese. that meant I spent a lot of time 'handwriting' without knowing the characters I was writing in the beginning, purely to get a feel for the balance and shape of characters.
I think calligraphy is especially interesting to deliberately study from a practical perspective when learning to write because it provides an answer to the 'how to fit X character in a box' conundrum that always plagues me: fat characters, complex character, lopsided characters, thin and narrow characters. looking at calligraphic representations of whatever character you're trying to learn to write can show you that often this desire to fit into the box is a little misplaced: most natural chinese handwriting does have characters that are taller, broader, longer etc, and you can learn in what circumstances such a re-balance is considered beautiful and acceptable, and in what circumstances the size difference or relationship between different characters on the same line is too extreme and veers towards awkward or ugly.
I find making an effort to separate your handwriting practice (for learning the strokes) and handwriting practice (for practicing balance and style) can lead to really excellent results!! I would add a separate half an hour of practice at the end of my general handwriting daily ritual to specifically focus on one aspect of handwriting: a type of stroke, the way I held the pen or pencil (I don't regularly use brush and ink), the composition and balance of similarly composed characters.
for this, I would go to a chinese calligraphy app on my phone and search for, say, a common character like äč that I already knew how to write. this would show me examples from different styles of calligraphy, and where the line might be between 'readable and beautiful' and 'artistic but illegible for daily life'. from there I would go on a little bit of a youtube rabbit hole watching other tutorials for that particular character - I found searching for the kanji in japanese if it's the same as the chinese character to be very helpful, as there are lots of videos for a japanese audience! - and pay attention to the key things that go wrong, its balance, where its 'centre' is and so on.
I would then go and practice writing the character, but not only that: I would try and deliberately make certain parts of it exaggerated, as much as I could, to see which parts of the writing process are 'loadbearing'. for example with äč - the middle line often in calligraphic styles begins way above the left-most line and the hook. so from that it would become clear how the character might look sped up - I would also try and find cursive examples of each on youtube to understand which strokes are commonly joined.
all of the characters that I can write - still, after a long time away - in a way that I find pleasing or well-balanced for a non-native and unpracticed writer, are ones that I spent the time and effort into studying in this amount of detail, or ones that are analogous to other characters whose compositions I studied. the best thing about this sort of method is that, even though you might only be 'learning' one character a day, the rules and general guidelines for form, weight of the pencil, balance of composition etc are very similar across many different characters. and you learn to spend time before you write a new character examining it and figuring out where the weight of it is, what it would look like in a square, what it would look like calligraphically on its own, where it would sit on a line with other characters etc. so it all carries over to other characters you later learn, and your handwriting in general begins to improve.
in terms of calligraphy as an art form: I think part of what draws me to chinese and specifically traditional chinese culture is the emphasis on morality within craft - excellence in learning is a moral virtue. the harmony of technical excellence and virtue is something which makes me kind of go insane. and it makes sense: there is not the same separation of duty and social life and other confucian values to family, state etc with art as there is in western culture: who wrote the poems? even the poets with the most overtly daoist and/or rebellious themes had often been officials at court, even if they were hermit-ing out in the mountains or had fled their official positions. a gentleman of good standing was expected to master calligraphy, but also painting, poetry composition and so on.
with the same brush and the same paper, the three arts are inseperable: a painting is a poem and a poem is a painting, and both are enriched by the fervour or restraint or elegance or curtness or wildness of the writer or painter's brushstrokes. of course there are individual artists who are remembered more as calligraphers or painters or poets, but most 'gentlemen' and respected educated rich women (though about this I know less, being honest) would have been expected to excel at all three.
and the 'literati' was a social class, tied up of course with land and money and huge privilege, but in theory a class which anybody with the luck to receive a good education, pass the imperial exams and join the ranks of government, could enter. (of course you had to have money to be tutored in the first place since there were not schools and private tuition was the norm, but anyway...). even if you failed the exam, or failed at one of the increasingly challenging levels, your life could be transformed: you could find a job as a tutor or teacher and escape the crushing weight of a peasant's life, with room to pursue leisure.
so my appreciation for calligraphy I think ties in to my appreciation of this way of thinking and the emphasis on a well-rounded gentleman of letters, and the idea that learning and painting and writing are all forms of self-betterment and cultivation. that too ties in with the martial arts aspect of it - like you can see in films like zhang yimou's hero, where calligraphy is held up as proof of a swordsman's mastery of the sword - in a way which is kind of mocked in the west, or seen in anime with the old master at the top of the mountain, but something that does have its basis in reality. the idea that creativity itself must be based first on a solid mastery and understanding of the classics, of the works of antiquity; the idea that learning and exercising that - like you exercise your body - is a morally good thing to do. the idea that because it is moral, your own moral virtues or lack thereof, your own character, can be revealed in your calligraphy or your swordsmanship or your poetry or your art.
I don't have any especial knowledge of calligraphy itself, but the underpinning idea is very compelling to me. I suppose it's similar in some ways to the greek strenuous education of body and mind in antiquity, though I really don't know much about that. I know that the heavy and weighted respect for the classics can be stifling in a lot of education, and has worked to repress and suppress the rights of women and the lower classes. so of course there's nuance, and having taught in east asia three times I'm well aware of the frustrations and cruelties, sometimes, of a confucian-based classroom. but I still think it's something we can learn from in the west, with discernment and respect.
(I COMPLETELY FORGOT THE SECOND PART OF YOUR QUESTION!! will do another post on that, sorryyy)
#meichenxi answers#this got long and rambling sorry!!!!!#also I am writing this with no sources and acknowledge this and its likely vagueries or mistakes#please don't eat me
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A FAVE CREATORS ART CHALLENGE! started by @withered-rose-with-thorns
The premise is simple. Just think of your fave creators on this site and write a post listing some of your fave creations that were made by them. Tell them why you like it, if the coloring is pretty, if the blending is top notch, if it inspired you or just gush about the characters... And don't forget to tag them so they can see it.
I'm gonna start this list with the challenge creator itself @withered-rose-with-thorns, somehow I have not been acquainted with your work before your started giffing Haladriel.
Rhaenyra - everything
Anne Boleyn - everything
Caraxes - layout, coloring
I love your autumn sets
creator: @spiderliliez I love all your Morfydd sets, probably not news to you đ. You are bolder then most of us. (same set has gifs with different sizes + using borders and textures)
in a yellow dress: I have thing for yellow dresses, all my favorite Gala dresses seems to be some kind of yellow (example: Micelle Williams Oscar dress đ)
Gal & Theo: coloring, clarity
Set 36: coloring đ©”
Dora Spenlow: fonts, subs, coloring
Set 6 - coloring
creator: @sugurugetos - your COLORING skill is magnificent
villains Wiki - đ¶ïž
Haladriel - this set inspired me to amp up my sharpening
SUCCESSION - perfection
References to Tolkien's Legendarium - I love your informative sets
Adrift - coloring
This task is so time consuming that this next list is shortcut to few of my favorite creations and their authors.
GIFS:
sense8 by @rosamundpkes
the road goes ever on by @lady-arryn
Deathless by @elena-gilbert
Weâre All Someoneâs Monster by @meliorn
ALONE by @anya-chalotra
Yin & Yang by @hunterschafer
SIEGE AND STORM
GRISHA by @aemondtargaryenn
ALINA STARKOV by @astrophiliac
PHILIPPA FEATHERINGTON SEASON 3 outfits by @neverstheless
Civil War by @celine-song
THE MATRIX by @alexcabotgf
Euripides, Medea by @alicenthightowerdaily
daisy x billy by @rileykeouhg
LORD OF THE RINGS + Art references by @christophernolan
SAURONDRIEL by @ladyhawke
ABAY by @catronac7
Dune: Part Two by @junkfoodcinemas
CHAPTER TWO: Vecnaâs Curse by @gentlegifs
Darklina by @alinaastarkov
All Too Well by @sheikah
Of Banquets, Bastards and Burials by @sheryl-lee
you have already lost by @danesdehaan
GOOD OMENS by @astaerion
Alicent Hightower + art by @ladyhawke
Queen Rhaenyra Targaryen by @jamesfrain
yaojing by @dengswei
Move to Heaven by @dramastream
The Big Empty by @bruceswaynes
All the things I did by @fredy-carter
ART:
Lucien Vanserra by @bbriches
Elucien by @the_megabee33
Haladriel by @samiaescorcio15
heir to the day court & emissary of the Spring Court by @cursebrkr
sleepy by @laxibbeb
Magic by @lib-arts
#A FAVE CREATORS ART CHALLENGE!#these are just some of the stuff that i like#I didn't even find some sets that I adoređđ#this list took me literally a whole day#actually I started yesterday#and just finished#userhella#sry tumblr won't let me tag you#it's kinda ironic because your sense8 set is my literal fave đ
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Subtitling Tutorial
This one goes out to you @weirdosalike đđŸ
As a disclaimer, my program of choice is Photopea, but this is so simplistic it definitely works for Adobe Photoshop as well. The first thing to do, of course, is find the cap you want to place subtitles on.
My caps are huge, so the size you want your subtitles to be is ultimately dependent on what you think corresponds with your image size the best. However, readability is everything. So, you want them large, but at the same time you don't want them to be overly big especially if you plan to have other characters speaking in the caption. (Enormous text is only what I do when I'm having characters really scream or be in an emotional state, it shows emphasis.)
Generally, my setting for text look like this. The bold thickens the text and the size works well for my images. Usually, I use white and golden colors for my speakers, but if it's a scene with numerous characters I splash color to indicate who is who.
Example:
On that note, I try my hardest to choose light colors for my speakers because it can ideally show against the background well opposed to if I used darker hues. Ultimately, I don't think I'm the best at color picking so discovering what works and what doesn't work is like trial and error but for the most part? I believe that light colors are the way to go.
But let's go back to our original cap.
You can't read this at all! So what we're going to do is put an outline around it. By clicking the effects button you'll see this list of options
What you want to click is stroke, which will show you these settings.
This is how the font now looks with an outline. But it's still not quite readable, so I add a drop shadow to create a contrast.
It stands out more prominently, although you may personally want the font to be a bit bigger. And after clicking okay, this is the outcome!
Sometimes I consider new forms of editing like having a faded black box behind the text, but I'm not fully committed to the concept. But this is the fun of editing; figuring out what works and what doesn't work! Hope this is helpful.
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