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thinking about and feeling deep gratitude for the fic authors who created works they will likely never know the full impact of. The fics that live in my mind for years on and that my brain still attaches so many associations to; that I still periodically and vividly recall specific moments from despite being years out from the fandoms of origin. Fics that have grown lives of their own within me and have practically become benchmarks in the timeline of my life. Fics I’ve returned to for comfort and escapism after destabilizing life events. Fics I’ve learned new things about the world from! Fics I can still quote passages from.
Fic authors— your story may be that fic for someone (or many someones!) out there who may not even know how to reach you anymore but who live with an imprint of your world and your characters and your love story on their psyche forever. Your headcanons may have become baked into their actual canon! Your work is a part of the fabric of their being!
Thank you fic authors with jobs thank you fic authors with kids thank you fic authors managing courseloads thank you fic authors who meticulously outline their stories for months on end thank you fic authors who do extensive research so they can worldbuild effectively thank you fic authors who love their characters so much they just have to do right by them thank you generous wonderful fic authors who do all of this for fun and for free and who leave their works up and accessible even if they themselves may have moved on thank you fic authors <3 <3 <3
#shoutout to wild and unruly#and its cowbirth scene I think about at least once a month#shoutout to the shoebox project#and its multimedia pioneering work of art#shoutout to the heartrate of a mouse#and its bound trilogy that lives cherished on my bookshelf#shoutout to into the blue#and its sunkissed scuba diving love story#shoutout to back to the place#and its incorporation of music and all its pining I will never hear the killers without thinking of it#fanfiction#me yapping#wahhhh feeling so sappy and grateful
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more ff7 stuff, try to guess who my faves are lol
#my art#digital art#ff7#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#tifa lockhart#aerith gainsborough#vincent valentine#tseng#aerith bonking enemies is the only part of the og game i enjoyed ngl#SQUARE ENIX GIVE HER BACK HER BONK#shoutout to ff7 for getting me through the end of college#now that im done i have more time to draw#exciting :3#ok back to ff7 why did shinra place one of the most important kids in the world in the care of another child?????#hilarious decision on their part#im irritated remake didnt use the younger tseng model they made in the flashback#because tseng being 15 makes that whole scenario make waaaay more sense#of course elmyra was able to shoo away a teenager
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I wonder what Binghe's gonna tell him 👀(IAC pt.3) (First/Prev/Next)
[ID: A Scum Villain Comic. Panel one depicts Chibi!Plant Yuan looking up with a grin towards Chibi!Luo Binghe while reaching his hand to cover LBH's hand on his shoulder. He says, "So...Is Binghe ready?" to which LBH replies with a nervous expression "This Binghe admits he's a little nervous." SY turns to hold onto LBH's shoulder and arm and says "Nonsense! You'll do great!" LBH with his hands held up to his chest responds "A'Yuan really thinks so?" In a non-chibi style, SY holds a hand up to cradle LBH's face (who is facing away from the viewer with a heavy blush) and says "I know so. No one can beat Binghe."
Panel two is completely in chibi style. SY reaches up to his hair saying, "But! If Binghe is still nervous... I know what will help!" SY takes out his hairpin causing his hair to fall down fully, with a bright closed eye smile says "You can have my hairpin! Think of it like a good luck charm!" A very flustered LBH has his fist slightly raised in front of his chest and sputters out "But that's precious to A'Yuan! I can't just take it!!" A smaller LBH as if his thoughts looks very flustered with his hands cupping his face going "omg his hair is down..."
Panel three is in chibi style. SY looks towards LBH amused saying "Silly Binghe... It's not taking if I'm giving it to you. If it makes you feel better just give it back after the Conference!" A tiny flustered LBH has his fingers pointed together with a meek "okay..." LBH holds the hairpin and looks towards it with a lovestruck look, saying "Thank you A'Yuan..." He then looks up determinedly and says "This one promises to win the Conference for you!"
Panel four is not in chibi style. LBH looks flustered to the side, nervously saying "And when I do... I have something important to tell you. So wait for me okay?" SY smiles brightly responding "Binghe doesn't even need to ask. Good luck! I'll be cheering for you." A caption appears saying "Later..." now showing LBH with SY's hairpin in his ponytail. He raises a hand to rest on his chest looking down thinking "Okay Binghe, It's time to make A'Yuan proud." End ID]
#svsss#mxtx#shen yuan#luo binghe#bingyuan#plant baby sy au#myart#place your bets folks who thinks he'll be able to give that hairpin back >:3c#enjoy the fluff while you can angst is on the horizon <3#svsss au#also shoutout to sy for both doing damage and wonders for binghes mental health rn#no one unintentionally flirts like him <3#and rip binghe losing his moms pendant trauma is rearing its head again 😔#fun fact the hairpin is from yqy#cause we know he spoils tf out of xiao yuan
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On a completely unrelated note...just realised that the necklace is Ekko and Powder's faces.

And Vander has VI tattooed on his wrist in memory of Violet.


#episode 5 was my favourite#but episode 7 holds a special place in my heart#what could have been#also shoutout to my boy ekko for choosing to go back#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season two#ekko#ekko arcane#powder#powder arcane#timebomb#ekko and powder#vander#vander arcane#vi arcane#arcane vi
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i did the twitter trend
GUYS IM ALIVE!! i havent posted on here in forever but my glorious return has been chaperoned by gencio
love those guys
#DARRLINGGG GUESS WHOS BACK FROM JAILLLL /ref#the way i drew lucios hair here is inspired by @/luciomywife over on twitter shoutout him#idk how i got into this dead rarepair#but i hope to wake some of the fandom up from their resting places with this#overwatch#gencio#farts n sharts#lucio correia dos santos#genji shimada#hanzo shimada#scrib time
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Happy Holidays @jyunpandorana/@deanwingedchester !!! Here's my gift to you for this year's @dcmkkaishinevents secret santa!!
Thank you so much for the prompts - they were all so fun - I drew the boys sneaking off after the dance to make out hehe.
Here's an extra sketch of the boys having fun fooling around while dancing!

Closeups under the cut!

#ksss24#dcmk#kaishin#kudo shinichi#kuroba kaito#shoutout to faith and chii for all the support and encouragements given!!!#I think this is the first time I draw them making out to this extent lmao#//pushing my agenda to draw kaito with his hair partially slicked back#ironically my favourite part of the drawing is the colouring of the clothes lmao - that's why we're getting closeups in the first place hah#ruxart
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A couple drawings based on a Kawoshin college AU fic You Will (Not) Release. I highly recommend giving it a read, it's so well written and engaging, I've been devouring every new update like a madman, ahaha!
#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion#nge#nge kaworu#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#you will not (not) release#ywnr#I'd like to make one more variation of the picture eventually c:#will see!#the other fic by the same author has completely obliterated me emotionally too#shoutout to that one person who was looking for You Can (Not) Connect in the kawoshin tag few months back#and the other person who actually linked it#it's how I stumbled upon these fics in the first place haha
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so i heard it was a certain silly slug game's birthday
#yes i will keep harkening back to my first piece of rain world art all the time no you cant stop me#sorry i didnt have anything prepared for this </333#i forgoet.................#anyways shoutout this game for being one of the best games i never played#double shoutout the awesome community im so sorry i stopped. doing anything rain world but you guys always hold a special place in my heart#honestly pushed me to draw and create more at a weird time in my life so. huge thanks for that#i dunno why im actually giving some speech here i just really like rain world crazy that its. 7 years old. what.#how did that happen#rain world#rain world downpour#rainworld#slugcat#yeah we got the slugcat tag theres a lot of those guys here#various meanderings
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GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💥💥
#💥.txt#THE DRIVE THERE IS SO PRETTTYYYY I'M SO HYPED#THEY HIRED ME ON THE SPOT AND THEY'RE ALSO!? PAYING EXTRA THAN THEIR REGULAR STARTING WAGE BECAUSE OF MY EXPERIENCEEEE it went so well#(THEIR BASE PAY WAS ALREADY REALLY GOOD SO THIS SLAPS... YES BRIAN GIVE ME THAT EXTRA SEVERAL DOLLARS)#it's such a nice local place I was actually really counting on getting this one if anything :)) will be starting the 5th of the month#also the guy? that owns it? grew up where I did and that NEVER HAPPENS so that! was cool thanks brian shoutout to brian I Guess (???)#he was grad class of 2001 so he is YOUNG. slightly insane to me cool place though also coworkers seemed nice :) really hyped#besides all that though HI#HI I am visiting dad for a few days so I will not be here but if any of you messaged anything I love you I'll be back sunday. hi#brain fried right now going to nap for a while before we maybe give a ride to bestfriend later from a thing#we'll probably play some ENA tonight and watch 2016 gay people shows and yaoi and gay people if we do :) camping in the car#bought oreos. peace on earth
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i could go on and on on the importance of shunkun and yuu being narrative foils of each other and how devastating it makes things
but nah, don't be silly, why would I express this sentiment on a serious drawing when i can draw fluff!!!😊😊 (copium)
progress dump... from vision to the end!!!
Vision->Spirit drawing->Sketch->Details on top of Sketch->Lineart->Color!!!!
"what is a spirit drawing michael" spirit. i inject spirit of my vision into the canvas and hope it makes sense later somehow💜 my process is mysterious in its ways.... not even i know what is going on(゜∀。)

anyway heres an image of the many. many glitches and difficulties i have to face now that my computer finally sniped clip studio😭 but i never give up I dont let the computer stop me
#re:kinder#rekinder#my art#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#parun#fanart#this one is thanks to a certain post i saw a few days ago in tumblr. i just had to draw it as them#which was made by @hairscare !!! so shoutout to them for awakening this drawinf#i saw it and i inmediately knew what i had to do#BECAUSE GENUINELY i will never get over the sheer tragedy that these two are similar in many ways#yet the circumstances has made it so while one could fight and keep going with life the other gave up entirely and died??? hello???😭😭#ITS DEVASTATING BECAUSE OF WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT#BUT THEY WERENT FROM THE START OF THE GAME THERE WAS NO GOING BACK#i constantly think about the fact that shunkun was having dreams of yuu essentially crying for help FOR A GOOD BIT#like look . game starts out he acknowledges this and its. like. who even is that boy that dream again#WHICH WOULD ALREADY PLACE IT SO IT **AT LEAST** HAS HAPPENED TWICE. SO FOR TWO DAYS AT MINIMUM#BUT THEN YOU PLACE THE TIME WHERE SHUNKUN WAS AWAY FROM HOME#WHICH IS DAYS. PLURAL DAYS#AND THE MASSACRE COULD ONLY HAVE POSSIBLY STARTED THE MORNING OF THE DAY HE COMES BACK#because the other kids that survived woke up that same day and were extremely confused so that didnt happen the moment shunkun left#it pretty much happened shortly before arriving and thus the same day he left#which . by the way nothing to do i think it was intentionally premeditated so all the participants of the friends game could be there#BUT THE POINT IS. MULTIPLE DAYS IT HAD BEEN MULTIPLE DAYS SINCE THOSE DREAMS STARTED#so the mere idea that there was a slim point where things could have possibly been different if if that call for help would have possibly#jesus cheisr they mess me up#THE SLIM PERIOD OF TIME IS ITS AWFUL its .#AND THERES MORE OF THIS THERES MORE OF THIS IN ME REGARDING THE TRAGEDY OF THESE TWO BEING FOILS#BUT THIS IS A POST OF A FLUFF DRAWING SO LETS LEAVE IT THERE SHALL WE😁😁😁#they make me sick. i will die /lighthearted
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bringing him with me to my job interviews and to my driving test and to my graduation and to the birth of my children and to my wedding and to my divorce and getting buried with him when I die 👍
#I LOVE HIM OUGHOUGHOUHH#shoutout to my postman for literally throwing him over the back gate. and then writing in 'over the gate' as my safe place for parcels#marko.txt#rgg#ichiban kasuga
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Gendertash From Hell Issue 02 (1993)
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GENDER MYTH #1
Although male-to-female transsexuals have surgery to change their anatomy and take female hormones, they still act like men.
FACT: Some male-to-female transsexuals act in ways many consider to be masculine; some don’t. The same can be said of nontranssexual women. In fact, some types of “masculine” behavior in nontranssexual women are applauded in the lesbian and women’s communities, while the same behavior in a transsexual woman is taken as proof that she is “really” a man. Labeling behaviors as masculine and feminine is of little practical value and only reinforces gender stereotypes.
GENDER MYTH #2
Male -to-female transsexuals are not womenborn women (or womyn-born womyn).
FACT: No one is born a woman. Most of us who ended up as women started out as girls. The paths we took to womanhood are many and varied. Most male-to-female transsexuals felt like girls from as early as they can remember, just like most nontransexual women. Although many nontranssexual women struggle with the changes associated with becoming women, most become women without consciously attempting to. This fact doesn’t make our paths any better, more natural, or more valid than transsexual women's paths.
GENDER MYTH #3
Male -to-female transsexuals have been socialized as men, and this socialization cannot be changed.
FACT: The messages given to each person about the roles of males and females in society are a little different, and these messages may be experienced in very different ways. Many transsexual women felt that the male messages they were given were inappropriate. Many felt inadequate to meet the demands placed on them to “act like a man.” Nontranssexual women feel they have a choice to become aware of and reject parts of their sex-role conditioning— so do transsexual women.
GENDER MYTH #4
Male-to-female transsexuals are trying to “pass” as women. They try to make themselves as much like nontranssexual women as possible.
FACT: Male-to-female transsexuals are women; they don’t need to pass. They don't necessarily want to hide or eliminate their differences from nontranssexual women, although the threat of ostracism leads many to do so. Some transsexuals are proud of their particular route to womanhood, feel that they have learned a lot from the joumey they have taken, and value the unique qualities they bring to the women’s community.
GENDER MYTH #5
Transsexuals take jobs away from other women because they had access to better training when they were men.
FACT: By making the transition from male to female and staying at the same job, some transsexuals have forced employers to change rules restricting women’s positions and salaries, thus opening doors for other women. Many transsexual women seek out qualified women to hire. Furthermore, by holding jobs not traditionally thought of as appropriate for women, these transsexual women bring the message to the general public that women are capable of performing “men’s” jobs.
GENDER MYTH #6
To lessen the power of patriarchy in our lives, we must purge our community of everything male, including women who once had male anatomy.
FACT: By emphasizing the distinction between male and female, we reinforce the idea that there are exactly two distinct sexes. This is the very concept that permits sexism to exist, because discrimination wouldbe impossible if women were not readily distinguishable from men. If we wish to deflate the power of the patriarchy, the most effective thing we can do is encourage the blurring of gender lines and expand our thinking beyond the male-female dualism.
GENDER MYTH #7
Most women can easily prove they are not male-to-female transsexuals, if they are challenged to do so.
FACT: There is no simple way to prove you are not a transsexual. There are no apparent physical characteristics nontranssexual 7 women have or lack that distinguish them absolutely from transsexual women. Birth certificates and other documents show an “F” for both. Chromosome tests may reveal | an XY pattern for a nontranssexual woman. | Hormone levels do not distinguish transsexuals from nontranssexuals. Even inspection of the genitals may not provide definitive proof of your gender history.
GENDER MYTH #8
Male-to-female transsexuals have been raised as boys, have never been oppressed as women, and cannot understand women’s oppression.
FACT: Some male-to-female transsexuals were raised as girls for portions of their lives, appeared to the world as girls, and were treated like girls. Some were beaten and raped both by outsiders and by their own family members because of their belief that they were girls or their desire to become girls. For most, the difference in the way they were treated when they appeared as men and after they began appearing as women brought sexism into sharp focus.
GENDER MYTH #9
Women’s space is not “safe” space if male-to-female transsexuals are allowed.
FACT: Women's space is not safe | whenever anyone in it behaves in threatening or disrespectful ways toward another. Transsexuals are no more likely to | behave this way than nontranssexuals. We should exclude individuals who behave badly rather than exclude an entire group 3 because some of its members act in | offensive ways—any group could be | excluded on this basis. Most importantly, )) women must take responsibility for their their own feelings of being unsafe when others are not acting in threatening ways.
GENDER MYTH #10
Transsexuals have surgery so they can have sex the way they want to.
FACT: How or with whom a person wants to have sex is rarely a major factor in the de) sire for sex reassignment. Usually, people undergo reassignment in order to make their bodies conform more closely to the way they feel inside—their gender. Whether a transsexual is attracted to men or to women usually doesn’t change with surgery. » Although no figures are available, probably | a third of transsexual women are straight, one third bisexual, and one third lesbian. Sexual orientation is not related to gender identity.
GENDER MYTH #11
Male-to-female transsexuals are trying to take over the lesbian community.
FACT: Most transsexuals who identify as lesbians are focused on their own personal growth and happiness—just like most nontranssexual lesbians. Those who feel strongly about their night to participate in women-only events may become activists for their cause and hope to influence the lesbian community. On the other hand, being overly sensitive to issues of power and wanting to avoid controversy, many transsexuals repeatedly decline to take leadership positions and abstain from participating in decision-making votes.
GENDER MYTH #12
The sex assigned to a person at birth is that person’s “real” sex.
FACT: Sex is assigned at birth on the basis of a cursory glance at the baby’s genitalia. | In about 5% of births, there is some ambiguity in the sexual organs, and mistakes can be made. In other cases, internal genitalia, chromosome patterns, hormone production, and secondary sex characteristics that develop later may be at variance with the person's external anatomy. Sex is arbitrarily assigned by the patriarchal medical system, and there is no reason to assume that it is any more correct or real than what a person experiences.
GENDER MYTH #13
The lesbian and women’s communities have nothing to gain by including transsexuals.
FACT: Transsexual women bring many valuable qualities to the women’s community. They bring skills usually taught only to men into the women’s community and pass them on to other women. Many are active feminists, increase opportunities for women, and seek to hire and promote women. Those who have made it through transition must have intelligence, persistence, and a sense of humor. Many also bring a spirituality that has been possessed historically by cross-gendered members of various cultures.
GENDER MYTH #14
Nontranssexual women have the right to decide whether transsexuals should be included in the women’s community.
FACT: Each individual has a right to claim her own identity. While being adamant about having this right for themselves, some members of the women’s community would deny it to others. Just as each woman must come to her own conclusion about whether she is a lesbian, each must know her own truth about being a woman. Transsexuals can and do include themselves in the women’s community and the lesbian community without permission from nontranssexuals.
GENDER MYTH #15
Transsexuals are guilty of deception when they don’t reveal right away that they are transsexuals.
FACT: There is no standard of disclosure that requires transsexuals to reveal their medical history, just as lesbians do not need to mention their sexual orientation immediately on meeting someone. The circumstances in which this is considered an important fact to know vary from person to person. The individual meeting a transsexual may collude in the “deception” by assuming she or he is a nontranssexual. If it’s important to you to know, take responsibility for asking.
GENDER MYTH #16
Male-to-female transsexuals are considered men until they have sexchange surgery.
FACT: Although male-to-female transsexuals appear as men during some part of their lives, most never consider themselves men. They have felt like females for their entire lives. The change from male to female is a change in external appearance of sex-related characteristics, not a change in gender (how a person feels inside). This transition takes place over a period of several years, and sex-reassignment surgery is only one part of it, together with living as a woman, taking hormones, and resocialization.
GENDER MYTH #17
People can be categorized as transsexual or nontranssexual—there’s no in-between.
FACT: There are nearly as many categories as there are people. There are transsexuals who have had or plan to have one, two, or many surgeries to make their bodies conform more closely to their gender, and those who will never have surgery. Some people feel comfortable expressing both genders. Some refuse to identify as either gender. Some people (male and female) enjoy cross-dressing, but their gender is congruent with their sex. Some conform to gender norms; some flout them. The possibilities are infinite.
GENDER MYTH #18
Women who want to become men have bought into societal hatred of women or are hoping to take advantage of male privilege.
FACT: Female-to-male transsexuals don’t want to become men—they are men. The reason they want to change their bodies to become more male appearing is because that’s how they feel inside. If they gain male privilege, it is tenuous; whatever they have gained is lost if they are discovered to be transsexuals. If transsexualism were based on misogyny, there would be far more female-to-male than male-to-female transsexuals. In fact, their numbers are thought to be about equal.
GENDER MYTH #19
A person’s “true” sex can be determined by chromosome testing.
FACT: Although most persons identified as male at birth have XY chromosomes and most of those identified as female have XX, there are many variations that can occur. Some “women-born women” have XY chromosomes, a fact that may be discovered only when they are tested to qualify for athletic competition. Other patterns, such as XXY, XYY, and XXX (no, this does not make you an amazon) can also exist. Some individuals have what is called mosaicism, in which some percentage of cells have an XY pattern and the remainder have XX.
GENDER MYTH #20
Transsexualism is unnatural—it is a new problem brought about by sophisticated technology.
FACT: Throughout recorded history there have been people whose gender identity did not match their anatomic sex, and there is evidence that sex-change surgery was performed thousands of years ago. In some cultures, transgendered individuals were held in high esteem as shamans. Today, surgery—from liposuction to sex reassignment—allows many people to have a physical form that is more congruent with | their inner sense of themselves and the way they want to appear
GENDER MYTH #21
“Real” women, certainly those who belong to the lesbian community, rejoice in their womanhood and have no desire to be men.
FACT: There are people who were assigned as females at birth who identify as men, and many of them become part of the lesbian community. Most would be labeled butch lesbians. Many are afraid to reveal their desire to appear more completely as men, including taking testosterone and undergoing surgery to remove their breasts and construct penises. (Transsexual men are apparently permitted at Michigan because they are “still women” according to the Festival doctrine of immutable sex.)
GENDER MYTH #22
Now that Festival policy has been made clear, there are no transsexuals at Michigan.
FACT: Festival policy is far from clear. The brochure states that the Festival is for “womyn-bom womyn.” Many transsexuals include themselves in that category. While some transsexuals have no desire to participate if they know they are unwelcome, others are here and will continue to come because they have a right to be at any event open to women. No statement has been issued about whether female-to-male transsexuals are welcome at the Festival.
GENDER MYTH #23
Transsexuals have caused trouble at Michigan, resulting in their expulsion.
FACT: According to Festival organizers, transsexuals have been attending MWMF for many years, and 1991 was the first time a transsexual has been expelled. Nancy Burkholder was expelled because she said something that made a woman suspect she was a transsexual, not because her behavior was offensive. In fact, Nancy had participated fully in the 1990 Festival without incident. There is no evidence that transsexuals have ever caused trouble at Michigan. Seeing transsexuals as trouble-makers is once again blaming the victim.
GENDER MYTH #24
Nontranssexual women at Michigan don't want male-to-female transsexuals here.
FACT: Although Festival organizers claim that the policy excluding transsexuals reflects the senument of the community at large, many nontranssexual women support the rights of transsexual women and want them to be included. A survey of over 600 women at the 1992 MWMF showed that 73% of those surveyed thought male-to-female transsexuals should be welcome at the Festival; 23% thought they should not be welcome and 4% were undecided. Only 20% would welcome female-to-male transsexuals, who are apparently permitted.
#spitblaze says things#queer#transgender#trans#ftm#mtf#lgbtqia#queer history#gendertrash#gendertrash from hell#queer zine#trans zine#in a way its comforting to know that these exact same arguments have been happening with only slightly different terminology#for like. 30 years now#less comforting that apparently ppl have been IGNORING US for 30 years but. yknow#maybe one day ppl will realize that not being intersectional in their views of gender doesnt do anything for anyone#shoutout to @draayder also#they're the one who found this in the first place#if you wanna know about niche 90s trans publications hes got ur back
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i've been so incredibly scatterbrained as of late and i gotta get my butt back to writing. it's been my goal to talk and write with everyone i'm mutuals with, but the last time i properly reached out to all my mutuals was in february... just to help me organise my thoughts and jump back on that train, i'm putting this out as a plotting/starter call !!
aka i'll run into your dms, strike up plot ideas — or revitalise old chats that i've forgotten about — and write you something. does not matter if we already have threads or not. and if i've already been in your dms and forgot about them, feel free to treat this as a 'jude im in yr DMs' reminder button... or if i promised to write you smth and then didn't... 😅 or if you want to poke me abt a certain thread you're specifically waiting on. feel free to remind me here!!
i will crawl through my mutuals list eventually and reach out again to everyone regardless of whether you like this or not, but i'll start with these!
and re: my writing style... i occasionally try and wing it! love to see where a thread goes, love to send out memes and get them (though i'm trying to limit myself on both until i catch up with drafts again). but overall, i do lean more plot-oriented and would love to throw down ideas or at least introduce ourselves and then determine a simple setting/basic starter thread idea before getting into it!
we don't need to talk about everything and plan out the entire world/rship, but i like to have possibilities to swirl around in my brain, and shepard can be such a closed-off character in the start that it helps a lot ... + the fact that he has such a specific narrative arc emotionally and mentally means he can seem entirely a different person depending on which game of the trilogy we're talking. it helps to know which one you're most interested in writing within, and what we vibe with best — and, if your muse knows shepard throughout the trilogy or at least throughout m.ass effect 1 and 2, that change is something they have to navigate, and i'm always super down to help explore that!
#to be tagged.#i am gonna try to do a couple errands today first. Some point tho i will sit down with some m.alcolm in the middle in the bg and do this#i am a slooow writer but i still love to yap in the dms (tho. unfortunately.. i can be very slow at this as well...). i love to chat ideas#i wantttt to write w everyone and get to know ppls characters and such. love to yell at each other abt our special interests (the muses 💖)#shoutout meatbag. shoutout hel. shoutout havu. shoutout tuvi. the more recent victims of my text walling. im Extra annoying as of late#i get So into the zone when i know the general direction we're going. and i SO love reading everything abt a muse. PLEASE infodump!!#like. i once became mutuals with sb and their E.vil Within muse whom i knew nothing abt. never played the games. just saw their writing#loved it so much that i watched multiple playthroughs of t.ew 1 and 2 just to talk and to write with them. i am insane.#they and their s.tefano v.alentini still has a special place in my heart. but anyway i love ooc rapport!! ooc rapport made that happen#i admit im incredibly lazy and have a watch/read/play list going back a decade. + the media probably has to already appeal to me somehow#but it Could potentially happen. and even if it doesn't? i just love to talk and to read abt muses and writers' love for their muses#genuinely idc if we DM like once every couple weeks bc im the same. i open DMs. forget about them. remember weeks later. repeat cycle.#ok who's ready for the cycle to begin anew ASAP. 50k years of slumber over. i am the harbinger of discord character limit's destruction#another day in yappersville ☀️ \` * file: OOC.
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never forget 😔
#in a place with art where everything looks bad even with effort put into it#so similarly to how I make fun of myself before anyone else can#I have put no effort into this so I can just say this shitty doodle is bad because its unserious#anyways shoutout to this mf for being the reason I got back into mcsm after all this time#probably gonna redraw this to be Better once this weird art flump goes away#talonmc#talonmc fanart
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My Spotify Wrapped 2024
(My top genre was, of course, 'fanfic writer'.)
#spotify#spotify wrapped#spotify wrapped 2024#yet another one of those 'yeah it checks out... yet also what???' very surprised about Bastille being in my top 5 i will say#i thought for sure madilyn mei would get on there considering how much i listened to her music this year#hozier was also a surprise. i thought maybe he'd be like 5th place or something. still hooray! hozier!#shoutout to that one month of my doctor who phase back in *january* for getting murray gold on the list#and also shoutout to high rollers dnd. no way you weren't gonna be anything but number 1 for my podcasts. they couldn't compete#also! also! where the heck are the top genres! i wanna know my top genres!!! >:(#the music evolution is...urgh.... not a good alternative#anyway yeah#personal archive#personal
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a strange trend in my favorite characters I realize is that I tend to heavily gravitate toward somewhat obscure, antagonistic forces
#shoutout to the multiple months when I was young when I was obsessed with flatwoman#‘who the fuck is flatwoman’ heh. well. you ever watch the pbs kids show peg + cat?#she appeared in like two episodes and let’s just say. I would’ve died for her as a kid#and yup ok you guessed it this trend continued with my boy pumpkin daddy#what thehell is wrong with that guy and more important question why is he my absolute favorite character of all time#I’m not even talking strictly about PDBC here alright? in that I have full control over him#in ROOTS? oh boy unstoppable force of nature someone Actually euthanize him or something he’s going to commit heinous crimes if left alone#he’s So bizarre mind if I just talk about that before going back to sleep? his morals are all over the place#‘this poor abandoned child. her mother should be ashamed of doing this to her. anyway let’s kidnap her for money’#and then he fucking pretends that he didn’t remember that happening#not that it DIDNT happen but that he just doesn’t remember it??.okay go off king??#at this point I don’t even know if he was lying he might just have Alzheimer’s or something he’s gettin kinda old#also Alzheimer’s is the worst word ever I have to look it up to spell it every time ffs so annoying#also worth mentioning that he almost got himself killed in a pursuit of someone’s money#and then not even a YEAR later he was back at it again trying to scam the SAME people lol GIVE IT A REST#I didn’t type lol this is travesty istg I didn’t type lol there there’s a lol ghost on the loose#he needs to be put down or something#and why the hell is he actually one of the nicest parents like huh?..?man what??#yeah this is my little science experiment I made solely for money. i love her she’s beautiful she’s awesome#my brother in Christ pick a side are you horrible or not#ok also wait that reminds me. it was unintentionally implied that he wasn’t evil once#I won’t go into it for the sake of time but. raises eyebrow. what the hell do you mean#at least I think it was unintentional. it’s still weird to me and I never bothered asking#anyway I should probably go back to sleep I have n appointment in like. two hours. sigh#yayyyy I love characters who suck!!! 🥰🥰🥰 pop off you asshole king and or queen
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