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(like two weeks late) quangle 4! this just turned into the cody compilation sorry
#time quangle#dimension 20#cody walsh#figueroth faeth#yeah i won’t terrorize more character tags#my art#i'll try to make another quangle post but i draw SO slow#so we'll see. if yes it'll be mostly quangle 6#depending on whether i can learn to draw a frog.#the answer is probably not
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project "i'm totally normal about this guy and his wardrobe"
a work in progress
#detective conan#kudou shinichi#the detective gremlin#manga#the outfit saga#yeah like i'm obsessed with his outfits#if i go down in history as the Outfit Person for kudou shinichi i'll be happy#just a sneak peek of the project bc... god he has so many outfits#and i'm insane for wanting to do them#and also other characters too... bc i care about them too. like ran. and the elementary squad. and heiji and kazuha.#next reread is going to be slow but it'll be worth it#my stuff#detco posting#detco reading#also note bc now i'm more awake: i'M still working on the... composition? display?#i'M not 100% satisfied with it still looking for that CLICK in my brain that says THAT'S IT#but well. THIS IS A START
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for the love of god stop feeding my dumb fic into LLMs. it'll only make you dumber, and me feel dumber along the way. i do not use LLMs.
#yeah there's the stealing of it all#which don't get me wrong#a Bummer#but uh#learning how to write is challenging and fun and you only learn to do that by doing#usually by doing it badly#and reading a lot#actually reading#actually writing#not chatgpt summarize this for me#i'm not going to priv stuff or anything because i don't think it'll help matters#at the end of the day you are only cheating yourself#also i feel like the ai and fic discourse is making people look for ai everywhere so there's a double edged sword#if you write fast are you ai?#i've heard some versions of 'there's no way someone could write 10k in a day without ai'#and that's not true fwiw#it's very all consuming when it happens and i can't say i get much else done in my life when it does#but i've also written#jesus#like some almost 900k words on ao3 over the years#there's nothing wrong with writing fast or slow or whatever but it is indeed possible to write in large volumes#especially when you've done it for a while it's almost a fugue state#there's also nothing wrong with not writing that much! very normal!#once i was sick and didn't sleep and wrote a solid 16k in a day#aka walk past quick brush lmaooo#sudafed is a performance enhancing writing drug#fic talk#many days i obviously write 0 words#like today#unless you count this post
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So much of anxiety is living in both the past and future and not being present so, I’m trying to make a conscious effort to stay in the present from now on because I literally don’t actually exist anywhere else. so whats that matter - we just have right now. Constant worrying doesn’t actually alter anything. If bad, shitty stressful things are going to happen they will, there’s no control in that. Just have to live. Just have to continue, adapt and do the best you can in the moment you’re actually fucking in and keep going. Gotta go through bad stuff to get to the cool shit. There’s always good stuff coming. Either way you gotta just keep going.
so presently I’m standing in my kitchen and it’s crazy foggy outside. I have the worlds most precious cat at my feet and i’m eating warmed homemade coffee cake.
#I also popped a b12 so that helps everything#my sleep schedules been really good lately too#I get up early and I'm busy until late so trying to slow my thoughts down to what's going on right in front of me#l tell everyone else to do that but don't always follow it myself because u know#the Disorders#haven't rly had my late night decompression I love but that's ok#I have that now in the morning for the moment#when I woke up my bedroom window was wide open and it felt and smelled like fall#felt cleansed and when I saw the fog immediately wanted to go to this little town near the beach that looks incredible foggy#but didn’t#went and made breakfast and lunches stupid early and been having a slow day since#I'm always fast and 5 steps ahead and I'm gonna ya know try not to do that anymore#I recognize that’s a survival instinct to be hypervigilant all the time I’ve been that way since childhood#and pair that with the last couple years health weirdness it's been a lot mentally#l've actually been thinking about checking out therapy especially for my ocd#I've gotten a handle on certain things but that's one thing that I still struggle with#especially because it latches onto real stressors and it can be a personal nightmare honestly#but with the right tools and time can get there#a therapist overall is probably a good idea too everyone needs one honestly lol#not me usually because I'm my own best therapist but maybe that's my problem#either way I'm a strong bitch it'll be fine#what’ll be will be#gonna drop the need for control on things I can't control and yeah! that's it#gonna look out the window about it#and take things as they come#and do scary and new shit#and push myself but also remember to be gentle with myself#and I'm gonna try not to be mean to anyone at work today but I can't make any promises#this coffee cake is the best thing in the world i'm sry you don't have it in your mouth too#wrote this hours ago but sentiment still stands and I haven’t been mean yet but there’s still time
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anyway... i'm working on byan's carrd again today and i need you all to know that the bio is at 2600 words already and there's still a big chunk of events to cover, so. that's why this shit's taking me so damn long lmao
#i am pouring my blood sweat and tears into this ok i don't think u understand#finally after having them for over three years i'm giving them the biography they deserve and it is. a LOT of work.#even though i know most people won't even read it (in part bc it IS so long)... i'm doing this for me 😤#this is also why i'm glad to have a timeline page tho bc it'll be much easier to skim for the important details lmfakfsddsf#BUT YEAH. this is where my attention is (still) at. sorry for the billionth time for being so fucking slow with replies (& dms akjsfds)#━��� ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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yeah forget about my other tv obligations for a bit besides iwtv and dunmeshi. this 3000-page long historical court intrigue bl is gonna be my meal for the next six months
#I'm still going to have my audiobooks but I don't read well with physical books anyway so this won't slow that down#one of the chapters I saw is entitled 'lovemaking' 👀#honestly I will be impressed if this couple reaches a fraction of the tenderness and devotion you see in wx#but if the sex scenes aren't like That it'll be something I will appreciate and enjoy#but I don't think anyone in a danmei can outdo wx. yeah even novel wx#qjj lb
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SNAP. art block has washed over me. what do you do when you feel like this?
scream and cry idk but to NOT be smarmy i got two options: brute force your way through it with doodles or just take a break from drawing for a couple hours or days if you've been overworking yourself with drawing
#snap chats#i dont get art block often i think but its a horrible feeling so let me try to bestow whatever wisdom i have JVLEKRJA#truly the best thing you can do is just step away and give your brain a moment to just relax#if you overwork yourself then your brains gonna throw up yk#when you work out or do any strenuous activity you always know to give yourself some time to rest#same thing for art block just chill and you'll get the groove back eventually !!!#alternatively if you're trying to brute force your way through it then just draw. literally anything#literally whatever could just be circles and other shapes#you could rough out thumb nails And I Do Mean Rough and save them for a later day when you're feeling more motivated#ive started to do that when i have comics i really wanna draw but am just Not Feeling It#ill start to work on one and draft it and it'll be really rough but ill be like 'ill fix it later i just want it down'#and. sometimes that happens VJAELVKAJKJ but yeah that helps me i find#all in all i guess tldr dont stress yourself out ? idk. like if you're just drawing for yourself then you have no concrete deadlines#just take it slow and be kind to yourself
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I've had enough character development for this year. Can we skip to the beach filler episode?
#lmao#had a great day mostly but im feeling the burnout#hindsight im glad im gonna be taking summer off from college#yeah it'll take me a bit longer to get my degree but i crammed in a lot of shit within a year#and working on projects and theory and application non stop#caught up to me#there's still a part of me thats like BITCH TAKE 1 CLASS THATS 1 LESS TO WORRY ABOUT#but the other is like BITCH 1 CLASS AINT GON DO SHIT CHILL YOU OVERACHIEVING CHICKEN FRIED FUCK#“you take everything on like you're running out of time even though the thing you need most is rest.”#thank you friendo for calling me out on my bullshit 🙏🏻💯#maybe i should hire them to tell me when i need to slow the fuck down#cause even though ive gotten better with taking care of myself i get so caught up with my ambitions that it bites me in the ass#that and when you're disabled and if you get that window of opportunity where you feel good you want to crank all the shit out you can#before going back into hibernation mode#vicious cycle#anyway i be ranting#no magenta here but some other color that we shouldn't be able to comprehend but we do anyway
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my goal today my ONE GOAL is to clear my inbox on all my blogs do we think i can do it chat
#it'll be slow but i think i got that#if you sent me something and i didnt respond either i am crafting the perfect response or it got eated.#i have a lot of ghost asks in there so.....yeah.....#mwah#venus talks
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playing with circles O●°○•°o.
#trypophobia#i want to draw again so bad#i feel like my brain is too full of gunk and the only way to clean it is by drawing and i just don't have the time#i did this at work when it was slow#i'm in the process of moving right now. it'll be my first time living alone#i'm finally getting my adhd medicated after getting diagnosed in january#my life is so different year to year it honestly is dizzying#at this time last year my current roommate and i were looking for an apartment#at this time two years ago i had been at my second job ever for three months and i didn't have a car#and my mom had to drive with me to and from work because the van had been totaled and we only had the one car for the four of us#at this time three years ago i had just graduated and was a month into my first ever job. didn't even know how to drive#i thought i was so behind in life and that i was gonna be stuck like that eternally#now... god i don't even know. i'm trying to be positive#this is gonna be my solo chapter. my zuko alone episode. my walden pond.#but really i'm just so scared all the time and i have no choice but to keep treading water forever#i feel like all through childhood everything stays the same. nothing prepared me for living through constant change#entering my mid twenties i'm learning that. yeah you can't predict everything you can't prepare for everything#you can't keep anything and you can't change anything#but you can hold it in your hands. you can choose to live it. you can choose to be there#i hope once i get settled at my new place i'll suddenly find time to do everything#i hope the meds help me with that. i just want to draw again. i just want to feel alive again
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I am working 6 days next week someone shoot me in the head
#I just DID 6 days!!!!!!#and I think I'm working 10 hours tomorrow 🫠🫠#my manager was like 'oh but you're on vacation after that so you'll be fine! you're young!'#yes but I'm BUSY DOING STUFF during my time off next week!!!!#ughgghh#yeah it's money. and it'll be slow so I can most likely knock off a few books (which I'll be glad to do)#but still.#like I want to spend 12 hours reading my (physical) book (since I just read downloaded ones at work)#and I want to spend 7 hours binging a show#and I want to change my Tumblr themes. like you don't understand!#also im apparently training someone tomorrow!?#why. the season is almost over and it's not busy anymore.#also she's like a member!? so idk why but it just feels weird#I might send her home early cause honestly. she prolly doesn't need to stay the whole day#idk I feel weird training her.#so I only have Saturday off 💀
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The lightsticks are SO PRETTY !!! Where did u make the pictures?🤯🤯
AINE ˳ ⠀⠀⠀ tysm <333 i used BING AI to get the lightsticks generated ! ngl it was so fun to do, i'm literally obsessed with generating more despite not needing them lol ᅳ if you're unsure what to type in the bar, i'd recommend you check my rant blog, where i put down what i usually write to get lightsticks for my ocs !
#⩩ ♡⃗ heart attack .ᐟ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 〳 ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ooc ‵#anon <3#i'm telling you rn- you're def gonna get obsessed with it#ALSO !! you get 15 daily boosts yeah? after you use all of them it'll show 'it'll take longer to generate images' blah blah#well all you gotta do is refresh the page a couple of times and it'll definitely generate faster#i figured after i was pissed at how slow it took so i pushed the refresh button in anger and voila!#anyway yes! bing ai is a legend !
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I will probably post any keith gifs from the video tomorrow, as we've got an AF show tonight, plus sera will be going to bed soon, so it won't be worth it if she can't see 💔
#i'm slow with making gifs anyways so it'll be fine :3#i am almost done with the video at 1 hour and 18 minutes in :D#but yeah expect a keith spam on my pinterest soon LOL
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౨ৎ virgin!reader who really wants fratboy!satoru to take her v-card.
"just the tip," you breathe, the words a soft plea against his lips. they're swollen and tender from his kisses, and his fingers gently brush a stray strand of hair from your flushed cheek. you're perched so prettily on his lap, your pupils blown wide, face flushed.
satoru clicks his tongue, shaking his head, a small, regretful smile playing on his lips. "sorry, cherry. no can do."
a frustrated whine escapes you, a puff of warm air against his skin. "but… why?"
"because," he says, his thumbs lightly tracing the curve of your jaw, "it never ends up being just the tip. the second i try to do what you want, i know i'll cave." he playfully squishes your cheeks together, forcing a pout that doesn't quite reach your heated eyes.
"well, is that such a bad thing?" you ask, your voice thick with lust. "don't you want to have sex with me?"
"obviously, i want to have sex with you," satoru says, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest as he rolls his eyes. "i just… i want us to take it slow, okay?"
you groan, throwing your head back in exasperation. "seriously? we've been taking it slow. just. the. tip. baby steps, right?"
satoru chews on his bottom lip, feeling shameful for even considering it. he'd promised himself he wouldn't rush this, that he'd give you the best first time possible. you deserve that.
but then there you are. his girl. right here. your discarded shirt lies on the floor, and the lace of your bra does little to hide the tempting press of your perky nipples. it isn't entirely his fault if his resolve is crumbling.
and crumble it does.
"just the tip," he repeats, his voice a husky murmur, his gaze dropping and then flicking back to yours, heavy with unspoken need. he's hovering over you now, the slick head of his cock aligned perfectly with your glistening pussy.
"yeah, yeah," you mumble, impatient, your hands reaching up to hook around his neck, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist.
"cherry, i mean it," he says, his eyes locked on yours, a warning and a plea all in one.
"uh-huh. can you just… can you put it in now?"
satoru sighs, the sound laced with a mock reluctance that does little to hide the tremor in his hands as he grips your thighs. it's just the tip, a gentle press against your slick folds, and a gasp escapes your lips, a feeling of fullness hitting instantly.
he finds himself mentally reciting the names of this year's football teams, a desperate attempt to cling to some semblance of control, to not climax this early. and he's supposed to be the experienced one.
"'toru," you whine, your inner muscles clenching around him, a delicious squeeze that sends a jolt of pure pleasure through him. his hand comes up to gently caress your cheek, his thumb stroking the soft skin, and you lean into his touch.
"shit, cherry," he grunts, his control fraying at the edges. "please don't squeeze like that. i c— can barely…"
"you— you should just put all of it in," you whisper, your fingers tangling in his impossibly white hair, tugging gently.
"no," he mumbles, the denial a weak protest. keeping you away from this sweet release, even though you could probably come from this alone. "you feel so good. so… so tight."
"all the more reason—"
"no." this isn't how it's supposed to happen. your first time deserves more than a stolen moment in the middle of a forgotten study session. there should be flowers, maybe candles… it should be perfect.
he's already made up his mind, the decision firm despite the insistent throb of his cock. satoru’s thumb brushes lightly across your swollen clit, and a small whimper escapes your lips.
"satoru, i really need you." and then you look up at him, your eyes glossed with unshed tears, desperate and raw.
fuck it.
as long as it's here, with you, it'll be perfect. besides, he vaguely remembers seeing some dusty candles in the back of the storage closet.
#gojo smut#gojo x reader#jjk smut#gojo x y/n#gojo x you#satoru gojo smut#gojo satoru smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#satoru smut#cherry!reader#frat house firsts <3#frat!gojo
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can i just be emotional on main for a sec & thank y'all again for sticking with me & supporting my weird little brand here these last few months while i've been like. worse than ever about getting any writing done? just like. hhh. all of u putting up with my shitposts & liking the hcs and whatever else i shove out onto the dash while i'm struggling with energy for replies, and everyone who still wants to plot & develop our dynamics despite me being the WORST at keeping up with dms (& being somehow even worse at being the one to actually initiate dms), and!!!! those of you who continue to indulge me by sending me asks despite the fact that you've been waiting 5 years for me to reply to our thread!!! i appreciate u guys sm, like i don't think u actually understand just how much. i mean this so sincerely: thank you
#writing & chatting with u guys and just shoving our characters together is one of the few things in my life rn that still brings me joy#so it's been really infuriating to be having such a hard time doing it#and that fear of people losing interest or getting bored or annoyed w me because of that struggle doesn't exactly help#it's something i'm working to overcome bc i KNOW those of u who matter are the ones who'll continue to stick around but ajshkfds#idk i've been wading through the existential dread these last few days trying to avoid succumbing to it again & dumb little rp things are#part of what help keep me going. so just like. yeah. thank u sm ;A;#a special shoutout to my newer mutuals too for joining me at a weird time & still sticking around to engage w me despite my slowness#i'm v excited about all of the new dynamics we're building or will eventually build ;u; ♡#anyway. i'll shut up now. sorry for all the blabbering i'm just emotional today and wanted to express my gratitude to all of u ♡♡♡#wanna try to write at some point today but idk if it'll happen or not. we'll see ;~;#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Me: *listening to my mother talk about her latest style of "old lady craft™" (affectionate)*
I can understand the concept and the end results look cool but I just don't get it or think I'd enjoy it.
Me: *after finally agreeing to try said "old lady craft™" (affectionate)*
Ohhhhhh I get it now. This is the kind of "old lady craft™" (affectionate) that I want to do at 3am when I can't sleep but want to and need to do something that won't make me more awake but will instead tire my brain out enough to actually sleep.
#old lady crafts™#old lady crafts#old lady crafts ™ (affectionate)#yes this is how i refer to many of my hobbies#mother took offence to me calling it old lady craft the other day and i was like#i mean it in the nicest possible way#i love doing pld lady crafts#i always have#yes i know anyone and everyone does this stuff but it'll always be old lady crafts to me#like some of my foundational crafting/ creative memories are of when i was around 7 and making my first proper old lady craft item#a porcelain doll btw#and i went to dolls with mum to work on it#she was already the youngest person in the room by a good 30 years#and I'm abother good 35 years younger than her#and like the level of warmth and support and assistance i got from this room full of old ladies doing their old lady crafts#they were delighted that i wanted to try it and were so helpful when i got frustrated#old ladies doing old ladt crafts are generally so lovely#so are other aged ladies doing old lady crafts#and non ladies doing old lady crafts#i mean i am one of those non ladies doing old lady crafts these days#but yeah idk where i was going with this#oh yeah “old lady crafts™” (affectionate)#the current old lady craft I'm doing is slow stitching#specifically hand sewing the background panel together once I've kinda laid it out and pinned it#i expected it to be tedious and annoying and not have enough structure to what i should be doing and to thetefore hate it#it is all of those things tbh#but in a way that does scratch a very specofic itch my brain sometimes has#slow stitching#fiber arts#sewing
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