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people with chronic pain and chronic fatigue will be like why does it hurt and why am I so tired
#i cannot stress enough how#i am people#people is me#i dont know whh i forget so often#i was just thinking this though and... its because i have chronic pain and chronic fatigue??#yeah#anyway#heds#chronic pain#chronic fatigue
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Please don't take him away
#doodley#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#sephiroth#ff7#lucrecia crescent#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#i love drawing sephy and his mom#this is loosely inspired by ivan the terrible & his son painting lmao#anyways! i love pain!!#i still have more sad ff7 art so uh.... yeah!!!
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drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home
#i need to draw for 2 museums at least to then send it to them as a gift cuz people there were so nice???? AAAA#and yeah im definitely doing back#maybe in autumn... who knows#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#and#paleoart#???#in a way it is i guess#also i usually don't share things from my sketchbook. but these drawings hold so many nice memories#of clouds that hide top of the mountains#of sitting on a rock#drawing and seeing a scorpion vibing next to u (tiny friend!)#of leaning on a big cow and almost falling asleep on a field with her after the rain#of... forgetting the pain too#of not wanting to even talk about the wonderful time i've had. because it was only for me to remember#so much happened up in the mountains that i'll never forget#thank u big rocks and soil and grass and apricot trees i love you#...#paleoland#fieldbook_barghest_land
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GOD it must be so difficult for Bashir being the only bitch serving this level of ✨CUNT✨ on DS9








i need that Sudanese-English doctor in a way that violates the Prime Directive :))))))

#only four eps in. i Just started TONIGHT. i’m no better than Garak#bro said ‘yeah spies are homosexual’ and RAN WITH IT#IM SLIGHTLY TIPSY I COULDNT HANDLE THE FIRST FUCKING EP WITHOUT A DRINK BC GODDAMN#the other 90% of this show is going to be me reblogging my newest favorite littlest guy I want to inflict pain on (/lovingly)#i took one look at those gorgeous doe puppy dog eyes and went ‘oh you’re gonna be a problem for me :)’#IM GOING TO BITE HIM#IM GONNA LOCK MY JAW ON HIM AND THRASH HIM AROUND LIKE A FUCKING RAGDOLL#there’s very few blorbos that I adore and love so much that I want to inflict pain onto them (Paul Dano is now one of them)#(blame the testosterone idk) (I WANT HIM)#big beautiful brown eyes I’m gonna snap your spine#SIBLING. S I B L I N G I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR IT#SHUT THE FUCK UP#BIG BEAUTIFUL AMBER HAZEL BROWN EYES#WHAT EYESHADOW DO YOU USE BASHIEEEEEEEEEEE#BASHIE PLEEEAAAASEEEEEEE GIVE ME ONE CHANCEEE#IM SO TALL AND STRONG AND WOULD LISTEN TO YOU ALL DAAAYYY#i bet he smells amazing he looks like he smells amazing#the brain woirms. they’re consuming me.#I love him so so much already I want to protect him forever I want to make him cry WHOOOOO SAID THAAAAAAAAATTTTT#DID YOU GUYS HEAR THAT MUSTVE BEEN THE WIND IDK#SIBLING 🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻#star trek ds9#st ds9#deep space nine#deep space 9#dr bashir#dr julian bashir#julian bashir#mew mew#Star Trek
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been thinking a lot about ctubbo lately (when am I not)
#my shaylaaaa#c!tubbo#tubbo#dsmp#dsmp fanart#I love him so much it causes me physical pain#first time drawing buff!tubbo I hope I did him justice#I love that headcanon#dsmp posting#lenaxart#btw I did this in an afternoon while procrastinating important work so yeah#I haven't been able to finish a drawing in months but apparently all I needed was rotating him in my mind for a bit longer than usual
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Aaaand I got distracted again fml
Blanket-burrito-vi is well on its way though colourblocked and everything :)
#Yeah so I started this fic and it’s the first one I’ve read in AGES that’s not just 80% pain misery and ptsd#don’t get me wrong!#pain misery and ptsd is my jam :D#But this??#I don’t even know what to do with myself :D#MINE#wip#arcane#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane
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Guy who is Bonita ‼️
#my art#I think I sufficiently fantasyified his outfit. I’m happy with this#I got rid of the bird shit because I Didn’t Want It There so now he’s a halfelf#Anyways. Don’t leave me unattended with characters with literally any amount of exposed skin I will give them entirely too many super-#-detailed tattoos#Also it is SO hunch more annoying to draw straight body hair because on curly haired characters I can just do looptyloops with my Lineart-#-brush in the same color as their hair but with straight hair I have to use a fucking chalk brush and draw every little strand it’s such a-#-pain. VERY nice result that I’m happy with but FUCK is it annoying#His shirt patterns ALSO took a longass time. Floral ANYTHING is a pain it’s so pretty but SO tedious#Looks so cool though…#Anyways. I changed his shoes to sandals and gave him some fun jewelry too just because. I like giving characters lots of fun jewelry#Will I draw other Misadventurers? Yeah probably but idk WHEN I’ll do that. just At Some Point i guess#I like drawing Jimmy he’s fun to draw I should draw him more. I like my Jimmy design#jimmy solidarity#jimmy solidarity fanart#solidarity fanart#solidarity gaming#solidaritygaming#solidarity gaming fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#misadventures smp#mc misadventures#misadventures fanart#minecraft misadventures#jimmy misadventures#Misadventures jimmy#Bonita casita#It SHOULD be ‘casita bonita’ because that’s how Spanish works but WHATEVER. Keep living in your ‘pretty that is house’ whiteboy I don’t car#I think I might post this to his Reddit too it might be cool for him to see it. Gonna glaze it first though I think#Anyways. Behold this stunning little freak bastard and his big ol brown baby cow eyes
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Oh yeah btw, i'm continuing my animatic, here's the progress so far
#epic the musical#art#odysseus#calypso#animatic#love in paradise#pain in paradise#epic the musical fanart#epic the wisdom saga#pecs#yeah idk i prob should shrink his pecs#got so many edits to make before i do the big odysseus animation part#aaah
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these fuckass robots that I hate /aff (Ultrakill x PHIGHTING!)
the girls are PHIGHTING! again
#WOOOBOY was this a pain in my ASS to make#I had to remake the Wip for it like 3 times because I kept hating how it was coming out#And this beast actually took 11 hours in itself#Was it worth it? I would say so!#Even though it did take a LONGGGG time I feel like I improved A LOT with it#My robot anatomy/my ability to only work with two colors and mimic the ultrakill album style really has improved a bunch :3!#There’s also a lot of fun little parallels and bits I hid in this as well#If you can spot them all props to you :3!#Also yeah I hope we can all agree that this is the most unfair fucking fight of a lifetime#V1 would win hands down LMAOOOOOOOO#ANYWAYS tag time!#artists on tumblr#phighting#phighting fanart#roblox phighting#phighting art#phighting roblox#roblox#phighting!#digital art#art#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill v1#v1 ultrakill#v1 fanart#ultrakill art#fan art#artwork#my art
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Van dying kind.
Van dying good.
Van dying after saving the love of her life.
Van understanding it isn’t fucking fair.
Van understanding the ending never is.
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#van palmer#I am in pain but I am also like#yeah. yeah that’s my girl.#that’s her. she wants so badly to believe. this kid who told the story as it needed to go#the kid who has a story instead of faith#the kid who learned to stack the deck#the kid who knows the beats to every movie by heart#I knew she had to go and while I’m not wild about her going at the hands of melissa#there’s that twist again#not cancer but a knife#not cancer but the very knife she used to save a life#Melissa proving to be as manipulative as shauna#Van is genuinely kind under it all; melissa is genuinely vicious under it all#the show just keeps offering up foils#and goddamn I hope taissa kills the shit out of that woman#but also: I’m not sure Van would want that
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#go participate in @ciels-best-fit#my boy never misses (except for when he does)#black butler#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#mombastian#dadbastian#text post meme#a meme a day keeps the pain away#i love it when sebastian has to do shit like tie his shoes lmao#ciel talks so much smack for a kid who cant dress himself#firing up undertakers-best-fit now#choose between funeral mute; cassock; princess dress; headmaster;..... yeah that would be over quickly#i pick boots#boots aren't an outfit you say?#i say you lack imagination.... 😏😌#i guess he was a pirate and a fast food worker too#still. BOOTS
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MDZS Severance AU: Get me out of here.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#mdzs modern au#severence#It is imperative to this AU that outie WWX and LWJ 1) know each other and 2) dislike the each other.#Meanwhile their innies are actively misusing their allotted breaktime to kiss sloppy style.#I know that some people might feel strongly against WWX being pro-severence here but here me out:#the pitch for severance would absolutely appeal to him. Letting another version of him to the hard work? Not remembering it?#Yeah... he would be absolutely into the idea at the start. I think once he learned more about it he might shift his stance.#As much as most people like to see him as a morally upstanding guy...#...the severance procedure 100% sounds like something he would write a theoretical paper on. if not *invent*.#I'll be back later to write more thoughts. Today's comic is unfortunately brought to you by stomach acid woes.#leaning over to draw was really uncomfortable and painful and I'm not really thinking well at the moment.#Sorry today's comic is both late and sloppy.#Edit: Okay my health is getting back to par so my brain is back online.#So glad many people are on-board or agree with ‘Pro-Severance Outie WWX’. It just fits too well.#Okay LWJ analysis time. I’d put him in O+D with NHS. for the hijinks and just how their characters would function in that role.#LWJ’s innie is caught with a sense of loss and longing. Something is missing. He’s never alone but always lonely.#WWX’s Innie feels the hollowness that outie WWX denies and buries in distraction and work.#Both their outies are Constantly on the move and working. Their outies connect over a slow day.#Two people who both feel empty and see that emptiness in each other.#WWX would have been in the basement for years. LWJ is new and struggling to adjust. They ignite each other’s will to fight.#…This AU might pull another comic from me at this rate. I have a few more things to say.
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More TF doodles/studies bcs I'm stubborn and want to learn to draw tfp Optimus
+ a somewhat G1 Ratchet that found his way in there LOL
#myart#maccadam#ratchet#optimus prime#tfp ratchet#tfp optimus prime#optiratch#← slight but also I'm currently rewatching tfp and yeah#i do love them#transformers#doodles#i'm in my tf phase but I'm still drawing db a lot so my acc might become a mess#thank goodness tumblr has a good tagging system unlike twt tho#TFP OPTIMUS IS A PAIN TO DRAW#transformers fanart#tfp
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How in god's name are you alive?
#outlander#outlander spoilers#outlanderedit#7.11#jamie fraser#jamiefraseredit#claire fraser#clairefraseredit#jamie x claire#gifs#mine#the way Claire coudn't stop touching him as if to make sure he's real to her and not some ghost#yeah it hurted seeing her suffering and in pain without him🥺#also im gonna gif every moment of this reunion so prepare to be sick of me asdlfjskjdjf
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i’m back in the fucking building again
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#life… is pain#comic#comics#the adventure zone#fall out boy#fob#personal comic#daily comics#dailies#yeah featuring max again. he is so mean 2 me#art#art tag
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So.
Act 5, huh?

Oh, and that.
"You can start breakdown now."
Finished the game couple of days ago and had some thoughts I needed to process a little. Like. Yes.
So anyway I actually didn't plan this and just wanted to redraw some sprites to just make sure I understand how to draw Siffrin correctly (still working on that!)

What did I learn from this? How fun it it to draw on a canvas that literally doesn't let you draw with colors without some layer cheating when necessary. Never tried it.

The beans. Sleeping beans.
Basically what happens when you want to sleep AND draw. Draw characters sleeping on your behalf.
Doesn't help, but at least it's cute.

I have no idea what was going on in my mind as I drew this. Feels like a fever dream of 'I want to sleep' at 4 am and 'Hm...' of thinking random things
Also that phone craft sign. Still too funny to imagine. I had to.
#fanart#sketch#my art#isat spoilers#isat#siffrin#siffrin isat#isat loop#in stars and time#I also tried to draw the Party too! But that one sketch is too rough yet!#And I'll probably never post it it was fun to draw them tho#Anyway I had /thoughts/ playing Act 5#Not great ones too! I would rather they stayed where I would never even know they exist#But I had to while playing so I did#So it took some time to just sit with everything also I spend a lot of time just doing achievements#One left! The annoying one.#NG+ is fun too#I'm still surprised by how much I enjoyed it#Like 'staying until 6 am playing 10 hours straight' kind of enjoyed#From 'hm I wonder what's it about' to 'yeah I cried multiple times so I think it's allowed to live in my head too'#I got sick multiple times on related and unrelated reasons while playing and planning to play that wasn't fun#Anyway it's cool have some sketches because I couldn't stop drawing last night#I love drawing characters being emotionally in pain but that requires specific mood and music to go with#And not overdoing it#Like when drawing first one 'Aishite' was on loop the whole time#It's b&w too! Red layers are added with 'paste' magic love that
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