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I love your entwined au! Nothing like political intrigue with a dash of yandere, simply scrumptious. Your phainonposting has me curious on how you would incorporate the amphoreus cast into the au.
anon when i tell you this ask literally got me out of bed this morning⌠like i was laying down scrolling through tumblr and then i saw this and got a rush of adrenalineâŚ
thank you so much for your kind compliments! i have certainly been thinking about it. i havenât written anything formal because i havenât yet played through most of amphoreus, but things have been happening upstairs. oh the wheels have been turning.
allow me to indulge you a bit ;)
cw: yandere themes - obsessive, possessive behavior. "ensnared" - original entwined au post | entwined au masterlist
disclaimer: obviously, tribbie is meant to be totally platonic here. aglaea, anaxa, castorice, mydei, and phainon are meant to be the usual par-for-the-course yanderes.
The palace descends into chaos the moment you get the letter.
Nothing is known about Amphoreus beyond the singular fact that it is a kingdom whose size and power rivals that of the IPCâs vast empire. Theyâd been under isolationist policy until the recent ascension of one King Mydeimos to the throne, who outlined his wishes in his letter to your kingdom of wanting to connect with other kingdoms and discuss trade agreements and alliances.
You and the rest of your court spend weeks discussing his letter and how best to proceed. Thereâs a healthy amount of distrust in all of you given that, to your knowledge, youâre the only kingdom to have been contacted by them, and there is absolutely no information on this empire.Â
Veritas and Himeko are the most hesitant, cautioning against being the first to make contact with Amphoreus when thereâs nothing to be said about their policies, motivations, or military prowess. Too many unknown factors creates far too great of a risk to justify any potential gains to be had from blindly rushing into an alliance.
Welt and Dan Heng, on the other hand, are more open to the idea. They both bring up the fact that your kingdomâs reputation is maintained by your amiable image, and turning away King Mydeimos now could tarnish that and have ruinous implications down the line, especially since your kingdomâs decisions usually set the tone for how others will respond. Youâre a cornerstone of the world, and with exceptions such as Penacony and the IPC Empire, many others look to you for how to respond to global relations. Amphoreus may not take kindly to you shutting them out if everyone else follows suit, and youâre still not certain how much of a threat they might be.
March, brilliant young woman that she is, suggests acting as a middleman before making a definitive decision; who doesnât like a party? You can host a ball in the palace where the rulers of Amphoreus can formally introduce themselves to the world, and any first impressions and negotiations can happen on everyoneâs own terms, without all the pressure being on your shoulders.
After working out the details, you draft a response with your proposition of hosting a ball for Amphoreus in honor of King Mydeimosâs ascension and send it off to the distant, mysterious kingdom. The response is signed by âHeir Tribios,â who eagerly agrees to the event and sends their many thanks and behalf of all the âChrysos Heirs.â
Itâs information Veritas dutifully files away for later. He and Dan Heng have spent hours picking apart every last word of both letters youâve received, gathering whatever meaning they could in an attempt to know what to expect come September, in three months, when the ball will occur.
You invite every ruler you believe is important enough to be present, and that you are on at least civil terms with: Emperor Diamond and all of his advisors; Queen Fu Xuan, Generals Jing Yuan and Feixiao, Lord Yanqing, and Lady Yunli; Lady Kafka and her equally notorious court; Prince Gepard and General Bronya; Queen Herta; Queen Ruan Mei; andâafter swallowing your prideâPrince Sunday and Princess Robin.
You wouldnât admit to it even if you were held at swordpoint, but somehow, Sundayâs presence would make you feel more comfortable that night; despite everything thatâs happened between you two, youâve always recognized how good of a leader he is, and just this once, youâll appreciate his rather manipulative, cunning nature when it comes to assessing Amphoreus and their âChrysos Heirs.â
To absolutely no oneâs surprise, the IPC is the first to confirm their attendance, and for the first time, your palace will be seeing the rare honor of having all ten of Emperor Diamondâs advisors present at his side. The Xianzhou Alliance is next to confirm the attendance of the rulers of the Luofu and Yaoqing, shortly followed by both Queen Herta and Queen Ruan Meiâs attendance. The rulers of Belobog accept your invitation soon after that. You donât hear from Lady Kafka, but she never formally responds to any invite, anyway. She always chooses to just show up when she feels like it, and you have a gut feeling that she wouldnât miss something like this.
Penaconyâs acceptance is penned by Sunday himselfâyouâd be able to recognize his flawless script anywhere. At first glance, his letter seems cordial and polite, but you know Sunday, so youâre able to read between the lines; he holds the same reservations you do, subtly responding to the doubts that you, too, had expertly hidden into the verbiage of the invite you sent him, one that had differed slightly from everyone elseâs.Â
Something bitter twists deep inside you at the thought of how easy it is to slip back into working seamlessly with him as you did so frequently as children and early adolescents, how even after putting so much effort into distancing yourself from him, you still end up relying on him in some way, because heâs familiar, and you two know each other as well as you know yourselves.
The taste of iron sits heavy in your mouth as you file his confirmation away with the rest.
When the day of the ball finally comes, you are surprisedâone, to find out there are so many Heirs (and these are just the ones that have agreed to be here, there are still more in Amphoreus), and two, because theyâre actually⌠nice?
Well, most of them are. At the very least, none of them seem to be outright threatening, like Lady Kafka. The first one you meet is a spry child with bright red hair and a blinding smile who introduces themself as Heir Tribios, but insists on being called Tribbie. Their manner of referring to themself in plurality is a bit⌠odd, but you donât dwell on it too muchâyouâre certain Veritas and Dan Heng are already doing that for you.
Tribbie then introduces you to a well-built man decorated in countless battle scars and a warriorâs regalia. Youâre a bit pleased to find out that this is King Mydeimos; you have a high level of respect for leaders who have actually fought to protect their empire. Though heâs the sitting ruler of Amphoreus, you come to learn quickly that he doesnât consider himself higher than the other Heirs, and governs the kingdom equally with them.Â
You find yourself quite taken with all of the Chrysos Heirs. After getting past her initial wall of wariness (that you canât really blame her for, given your own hesitance), Aglaea proves to be a warm, comforting presence whose honesty is refreshing and appreciated by someone in your position. Anaxagoras can hold a conversation with you of such high caliber that you havenât experienced with almost anyone before, perhaps not even Veritas. Castoriceâs sweet nature comes through to you even with the distance she insists upon keeping, and you find yourself smiling to yourself every time she eagerly approaches one of the many animals kept on the palace grounds. You also somehow always get dragged into Mydei and Phainonâs banter, finding yourself laughing yourself breathless at the twoâs antics, which you end up wrapped up in when they argue around you, refusing to budge from their places at either side of you, for some reason.
Theyâre the center of your attention throughout the entire ballâso much so that you donât even notice Aventurineâs arrival, or perhaps, even more egregious, you donât notice Sundayâs arrival.
Perhaps, if there werenât so many of them bombarding you, you would be able to take a step back and realize that the opposite is true: youâre the center of their attention. They seem to be switching between occupying your focus, leaving you oblivious to the way Aglaea and Anaxa speak in hushed whispers to each other behind your back, a dark cunning revealing itself in their eyes, or the way Phainon and Mydei stand just a bit too close to you, closer than any other ruler present in the room whoâs been familiar with you for years would dare to stand. With her distance, you donât notice the way Castorice wards off anyone else at the ball who tries to approach you, or the way Tribbie distracts onlookers by eagerly introducing themself and answering questions about the vast kingdom of Amphoreus.
But you do notice Veritas standing in a secluded corner of the ballroom, willingly conversing with Sunday and Aventurine.
Terror is a frigid, biting thing as it courses through your veinsâbut you hardly have time to process it when Phainon is already placing a hand on the small of your back, inquiring about the palaceâs grand gardens that heâs heard so much about and guiding you away from Aglaea and Anaxa before the words âfated oneâ can reach your ears.
#i was giggling like a madman writing this#the chrysos heirs are an avengers level threat like brooo they've got ratio shaking hands with sunday we're COOKED#i will def come back to this when i've got a better handle on their personalities and am more confident writing them#and when phainon catches you during the entwine. then what#sunday will actually try to kill him on the spot#yandere x reader#yandere hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#yandere honkai star rail x reader#yandere honkai star rail#yandere hsr#yandere phainon x reader#phainon x reader#yandere anaxa x reader#anaxa x reader#yandere aglaea x reader#aglaea x reader#yandere mydei x reader#mydei x reader#yandere castorice x reader#castorice x reader#yandere sunday x reader#sunday x reader#ceru.writes#ceru.answers#hsr entwined au#ceru.yan
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I think my Tango becomes more of a cat each time I draw him oh no
bonus:
#Thank you kind anons!!!!#rancher duo#team ranchers#tangotek#jimmy solidarity#double life fanart#trafficshipping#trafficblr#part of me wants Tango as a lanky guy close to Jimmy's height. A much larger part of me wants him as a hell of a creature#its okay other rancher fanart will keep me fed on both <3#for once I only doodled. But watch me come back to at least one of these at a later date when I have more confidence#tubby art
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My sweet Kimmeh had a little bit of trauma in the backyard yesterday and did the Baby Death Scream. She was unharmed, but she was scared, and it took her quite some time to recover. Eventually I had to call in the cavalry (Ponzu) to comfort her because I wasnât enough.
Today coming outside she hesitated running by the place where she got scared. I was really discouraged to see that itâs still on her mind. But I was able to coax her to run by it and come have breakfast.
After breakfast, she played a little but really just wanted to go back in, so I let her. Iâm hoping for improvement at lunch. Iâm just sad this happened, since Iâve been eyeing her as a possible keeper and this experience (especially at such a key age) could really leave a mark.
Shit happens, itâs just one of the perils of puppy raising, but it sucks. Iâve been through the wringer this week, with about three tough weeks ahead of me too. Hoping Kismet makes a full recovery so I have one less thing to worry about.
#kismet#5 weeks#she still jumped all over me this morning and was in good spirits#but itâll take some time for her confidence outside to come back#we can do it tho!!! i believe
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listen i love every iteration of evan 'buck' buckley soooooo much ok he's my special little guy and i am so proud of all the ways he's grown and become the person he is. but!!!! i would give Anything to get a glimpse of s1 buck in s9 buck's body. please please please just a little hint of that perfect blend of overly-confident charm and earnest innocence. like i'm sorry but boyfriend buck was at his Peak in season 1 and To Be Honest we've never seen him the way same way again. and i knowwwww buck lost confidence after abby ok i know but like. i need him back. i need to see him secure enough in his relationship that he's not afraid to flirt or tease or woo. now.......if only there was someone in buck's life who made him feel secure enough to act like that......a partner of sorts....perhaps a roommate.... :)
#i know we've all been on 'buck would be a bumbling mess if he realised he loved eddie' train and i agree#but consider this: buck 1.0 wooing eddie#i wrote it a long time ago but i still need it skadjfhs#anyway that's not the point the main point of this post is that every romantic relationship buck has had since abby#has been stale fucking bread#(rewatching s1 is such a Stark contrast to how he is with ali or taylor or natalia or tommy#there was a brief moment in 7x04 where i thought that spark had come back again but alas that didn't last lol)#and i know his confidence got completely knocked but man i want to see him PURSUE when he knows he won't lose#y'know!!!!#911 related
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star trek as a concept is completely sexless. it is utterly devoid of sex. not one drop of convincing sexual tension has ever graced the screen on any star trek show. the weird unintentionally homoerotic psychosexual mind game shit on the other hand,
#star trek#qcard#quodo#garashir#sisko and his dumb rogues gallery. collecting evil men like bugs#deyoun. or so iâve heard.#intendant kira#<- sheâs an exception her gay mind game shit was VERY intentionally written#nevertheless she had that shit on point#thereâs probably more in shows i havenât seen but the fact that i can confidently list 3 is saying something#ds9#tng#suggestive#i think itâs because Society#dictating what romance plots Should Look Like#so they all end up sucking ass#but the moment a relationship isnât defined by the standard of âoh#theyâre gonna get together or somethingâ#we get the most insane shit#because theyâre writing with pure chemistry in mind not Heterosexuality#this is why queerbaiting needs to come back (SLASH JAY)#bc now ALL couples are written with Couple Shit in mind. and it gets boring#âif iâd known that sooner i would have appeared as a femaleâ#âi drop by quarks at random intervals throughout the day just to let him know iâm thinking about himâ#âwhen you die iâm going to buy your vacuum sealed corpse pieces and put it on a pedestal in my officeâ#garashir shoulder event#do you hear yourself right now#do you SEE yourself
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I'm just on my way home from uni because we have just been released for the summer break at last, and I wanna thank y'all so much for supporting me throughout the creation of this blog. It will always be here hahaha this is a simple form of gratitude and sweet message to my moots especially.
This was the last semester of my second year in my fashion degree, which means that I will most likely return for my final year... scary, but I know that I will make it through, and from the minute I found out about shifting, I know that everything will be okay <3 Now I can enjoy my time off for a while, but I'll get really busy! As I'll be working hard towards my final major project.
This means that I may be on a shifting break to focus on graduating, moving out, perhaps learning to drive? and securing a summer internship (maybe), good paying job, of course, before I start thinking about seriously thinking about permashifting out of this reality permanently.
I simply want the version of myself that I'll eventually leave here to make the best out of her life even if I won't be "here" if you get what I mean, she will post my pre-drafted farewell blog to the community when I have made it but for now I wanna cherish my moments here and become the best version of myself towards my final days here! I hope y'all also understand. have a good day/night wherever you are, I love you all, and as always.
happy shifting ~
#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifters#shifting community#desired reality#shifting antis dni#shifting#permashifting#anti shifters dni#shifting motivation#announcement#thank you#shifting break#well being#shifting moots#master shifters#life update#loa tips#loa blog#self concept#self confidence#my mods#mod speaks#gratitude#law of detachment#let go era#summer break#end of semester#not coming back#respawning
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Can you draw some Lars art in celebration of the Spinoff series about him that got announced?

Lars of the Stars (!!!)
Thanks for the request, Retro!! â
close ups and line art n stuffâââ




Skibidi toilet....... also uh I liked the no line art version just colour but I couldn't bring myself to figure out how to reconstruct everything so it didn't look weird and I'm tired very tired
this is no line art btw sighsss


ok see u i gtg
#hey chat sorry i couldnt do more#idk what happened like#burnout#maybe just i dont wantnto make drawints?#im trhing im rlly trying to get back into it#it just all hit me like a ton of bricks#BUT ARTFIGHT IS COMING AND NEW LARS OF THE STARS???? WHATATATATATTATATATAT#OMG I WANT TO SEE SM BUT LIKW I RLLY WANT TO SEE RHONDITES. BACKSTORY PLSPLSPLS#hehehhehe ok guys#i am a little nervous posting this here because i have mixed feelings abt the drawing#and im too lazy and spent too much time to redo the entire thing :(#so yeah#also the composition is close to my most popular pearl and rose art so thats y i was a little like.. eh... idkkk...#Procreate is telling me that crap took... 7 hours... and 20 minutes... what....#makes sense this was rotting in my gallery for quite a while#OK BYE#STAY RIZZY PLEASE BE NICE IM NOT THE MOST CONFIDENT ABT THIS DRAWINGNPLEASE đđđ#art#steven universe#verviellet#lars of the stars#lars barriga#su rhodonite#su fluorite#su rutile twins#su padparadscha#i think im still going to tag this as steven universe#just because#inbox#request
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the thing that doesn't make sense to me regarding the "he was putting her career on the line" POV is that there's no previous behavior from abbot that makes that believable to me. abbot faked a teenager's exams (w/o her knowledge) so she could get an abortion, told another doctor said teenager was getting back for the pills and didn't seem to care that robby could very easily find out what he did, reprimanded but immediately praised santos for doing a risky procedure she wasn't allowed to and took every opportunity he got to do procedures the hospital board wouldn't allow on the daily. nothing from his behavior told me he would put someone else's career on the line with something we were shown he's very capable of doing. add that to mohan's arc this season and the possibility of that POV being the case becomes nonexistent to me. it never even crossed my mind before checking what people were saying about the episode. i read it as a joke bc nothing else shown would tell me it wasn't.
comparing it to robby and david's situation: it was Not a surprise how robby reacted after david was proven innocent from the shooting. he was a bit more asshole-ish to how he'd probably react in a normal day, especially after a breakdown, but where he stood on the whole situation was not new. we were shown and told robby could react like that; we were shown and told abbot didn't care about what could happen to him or his career if a patient's health was on the way
#the pitt making me briefly come back to tumblr is crazyyyyy#out of all tv shows coming out a fucking medical series is what did it this is the end of the world#obviously to each their own#but i didnt see anyone point out how it never felt like we were supposed to see the scene in that way when looking at the whole series#i have to repeat the 1st interaction we got of him with a patient IS him putting his career on the line so a teenager can get an abortion#that alone took any malicious intent that could possibly exist in that scene to me#her nickname is slowmo they're in a mass casualty situation she HAS to act faster she HAS to trust her capability#and shipping or not shipping them it was an attending in a studying hospital encouraging and guiding a resident to trust her skills#it just felt more like a high point to mohan's confidence arc than him being a dick yk?#also theres no way abbot's ass wouldn't be on the line if smth did go wrong#he was the higher rank he was the one who told mohan to do it he was the one physically stopping another attending on taking over the case#walsh would NOT let him get away with it or blame it on mohan she's too much of a hater for that#also i think its funny how no ones talking about walsh clearly sideeyeing mohan after the stoner thing#she HATES being wrong and she WILL make it everyone's problem if she's ever proven wrong (not that she'll admit it)#soso special to me dr walsh i love you with all my heart#the pitt#samira mohan#jack abbott#abbot x mohan#the pitt spoilers
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things didn't go well for our cowboy tonight with the DCF đđ (last time this happened before his big match he won thođ)
#aewedit#wrestlingedit#hangman adam page#hangman page#the don callis family#kyle fletcher#aew#aew dynamite#my gif#dynamite#dynamite 230425#trying not to get my hopes up again#but like i'm pretty confident he'll go to the finals#whether he wins or not... that i don't really have any hope for lol#anyway#i'll nurse you back to health bb come here
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can someone go back and tell the person i was on november 7th everything about this past week pls? she didn't sleep for two nights or eat for almost four days lmfao she needs to know she doesn't have to put herself through that đ
#embarrassing to admit but here we are lmaooo#this isn't being me super confident about what's coming either#this show taught me a harsh lesson in stepping away and not getting too comfortable#buuut this past week or two would have been unfathomable back in november#.txt
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â you're somebody else, flora cash
âł @sceosource day 3
#scottmccalledit#theoraekenedit#sceoedit#teenwolfedit#twedit#sceoweekend2024#scottmccallweek24#dailyreblogs#useroptional#chewieblog#fantasysource#filmtv#tvedit#scott mccall#theo raeken#sceo#teen wolf#mygifs#adding spike's thoughts from our dms because i liked them:#i love love love the way this set addresses how scott and theo change after the murder#in some ways theo's changes only really start when he comes back from the dreamscape and sees that scott isn't cowed to silence by him anym#it's finally sinking in how much he lost when he destroyed his relationship with scott--the best part of his beating heart#and he realizes how he genuinely wants to help scott#theo would also know better than anyone what's underneath scott's surface#he looks and talks like a confident even optimistic leader but underneath he's despairingly resigned to his own death#which theo once exacerbated--'this is what you do'--a conviction scott seems to have internalized#but now theo wants scott to know he's not alone--that he doesn't deserve to die#and one day#when he's older#scott will finally see that
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you're my kriselle dealer now.
i am this for many. this is just my life now
#mailbox#im ok with this + pretty confident i wont miraculously fall out of dr hyperfix#considering how my interests have come and gone over the years#but UTDR never truly left#kriselle in particular Always Came Back
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"me": shen jiu we're gonna get you some friends on god.
shen jiu: don't want 'em!!!
Coda đ: alternative icebreakers:
Shen Jiu and Wen Kexing manifesto VvVvV they don't even both like fans.
the THING. is that wkx is charismatic in a way that sj is not. Shen Yuan is charismatic. wkx is charismatic. we can see him charming uh zhao jing and the rest of the five lakes alliance. he has his off-putting swagger sure but he also. cannn....play pretty nice and cool and human if it serves him. and shen jiu, when he is feeling unsafe and ill at ease, cannot. he does not have that skill. (he could have a different charisma probably but he just doesn't seem to want to. We have no idea what shen jiu wants he's a black box. he doesn't "like" "anything")
but does he like fans?
Shen Jiu is a fan of the fans as a signifier of class and dignity and he can hide behind them. They might make him look like a whore but that's better than looking like an immature rage filled little at least whores are good people. Shen Jiu likes fans for their aesthetic value primarily. He would hold the fan if it wasn't a weapon. For Shen Jiu it issss like a security blanket.
Wen Kexing, on the other hand, couldn't care less truly. He likes the fan because it is a socially acceptable hidden weapon to wave around, but he'd stab someone with a chopstick. or a recorder. Wen Kexing likes the fan because he can impress his crush with all the cool fan tricks he knows (around the world, anyone?) Petition to get this man a butterfly knife.
For Shen Jiu, the fan is a personal identity thing. The fan is the one accessory that has never betrayed him. For Wen Kexing, this is a stim toy he could kill someone with. It is personal for Shen Jiu in a way that it is not for Wen Kexing.
#scum villain's self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#word of honor#woh#faraway wanderers#tyk#wen kexing#wkx#zhang chengling#zcl#art?#am I years off base with the fan meta lmk I think i'm onto something. I think i'm cooking#ah the eternal shen jiu question: did he give luo binghe a bullshit cultivation manual in the hopes that it would make him explode?#or can he possibly be unaware and thus redeemable? folks I hate to admit it but occam's razor says probably he did do that.#oh panel 8 wkx is starting to warm up and then sj puts him back on guard with the old âman I hate children don;t youâ#wkx believes the kids are our future#wkx is offering sj a conversation. wkx can converse with people he doesn't like. shen jiu? đŹ#oh they're so similar but the ghost valley master is more confident than the xiu ya sword. xiu ya sword has further to fall.#this is because gvm has never done anything wrong in his life and he knows it meanwhile sj's entire life is built on a farce!#The third question is what about the mirror world? would shen jiu eat qige to survive? (no)#shen jiu had hope in the qiu manor. he had to stay alive for qige who was coming back for him#wkx had no hope in ghost valley he was alive for 1. revenge 2. gu xiang.#they're so similar! yet different. I think wkx starts higher and falls lower (he's 7) while shen jiu is clawing straight up all his life
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this is one of those fic ideas i wanted to write for every ship i've ever been into so it will probably never happen but i'd like to have a silly story with 40 yo, single, lonely tommy kinard who's been down on his luck all his life - like i'm talking ridiculous levels of mom dying at childbirth, dad being terrible, horrifically unfortunate experience of the military, a series of failed jobs, a series of failed relationships, friendships never sticking for long, risks he takes always going south, somehow getting paper cuts through chainmail gloves, missing the bus while trying to avoid his daily encounter with the neighbor's dog etc. - one day opening the door of his downtrodden studio apartment to this beautiful man who stands there like a fucking angel. who looks at tommy with big apologetic eyes, red cheeks of shame, and twiddling thumbs of guilt and stutters, "so, uhm, i wish you didn't have to learn it this way but hi, i'm the guardian angel who, as it turns out, misplaced your files about four decades ago, and so uhm it just resurfaced, haha, and like yeah, i've been banished here for penance. i'll take the couch, it's fine."
#then it's a series of fortunate events where buck's involvement in tommy's life as his suspended guardian angel/odd roommate#leads to tommy becoming friends with the diaz guy down the hallway#and that gets tommy involved with the 118 and him deciding to leave his temp job to become a firefighter like he wanted all those years ago#but couldnt risk with how accident-prone he was#him becoming friends with hen leads to him getting more confident in his queer identity#he takes eddie's son to a shelter one day and tommy adopts a dog who adds life and love into his house#and during all this buck is not even powered he's not doing anything special to make up for what he fucked up he's just being buck#he creates a family out of strangers for tommy and he motivates him into taking chances on a new job and he places new plants#on his windowsills and he attempts to cook human food and makes tommy laugh sooo hard at some of his original recipes#and tommy gets to love life and himself along with falling in love with this guy who he's 50/50 on whether he's a real angel or a madman#at the end when the heaven tells buck he repent his mistakes and he can come back#buck chooses to stay with tommy on earth and become a mortal for him#the end#bucktommy#911#mimi.txt#my fic
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Just a girl who wants to be her motherâs daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows sheâs beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. Sheâs the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesnât gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe Iâd rather balance but still sheâs still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#Iâm dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile sheâs always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#blue and violet#I can't believe I brought back the spiders in the actual chapter itself#Pretty sure the fact that those guys come back had been in the outline for it since the VERY beginning#like those guys NEEDED to be relevant again souly because I do in fact want to bring them up yet again after this#not sure when tho#but this chapter was a reminder that they do in fact still exist in the fic and they are still a little morally ambiguous#spider queen is in her 'market place' form because I figured it would be a better representation as to where she is in life now: defeated#her 'crown/helmet' broke when she had been shoved into that furnace so -#-I honestly don't think as( of right now in the story) that she would have the dignity/confidence to wear a new one#Syntax would have also made her a new spider mech (since Goliath has his new one) but she would have refused to wear it for the same reason#for now Spider Queen will be 80% wheelchair and 20% standing up when she has enough reason to deem standing up and walking necessary#also sandy cameo haha- huntsman wanted to go after Mayor after that horrific interaction in the chapter#I don't think sandy thinks thats a good idea#lmk spider queen#lmk huntsman#lmk syntax#lmk goliath#lmk spider demons#monkie kid spider queen#monkie kid syntax#monkie kid huntsman#monkie kid goliath
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