#this is a lowkey cry for help
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i've been reading too much major character death works on ao3 and i can't seem to stop but something doesn't feel right and i feel drained and i'm legit sobbing reading these fics but i can't stop and now something doesn't feel right and i don't know why all of sudden i'm starting to read these
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now that twitter is dead in brasil i might as well go back to posting here uhh
#also ive gotten extremely hyperfixated on this game jesus#not even funny how i can only think of them. theyre everywhere. its been months#this is a cry for help how do i stop thinking about disco elysium#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#kimharry#also this lowkey feels like old school destiel art but im trying not to think about it too much#bissexual background colors and all
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Something's happening
#bandit's doodles#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi le frog#le frog#from the first episode I've loved this man#And yet I've never drawn him#but these past few days he changed my brain chemistry and I spent my free time going through the le frog tags#i love him so much#ninth grade frog dissection hasn't helped at all with this btw thanks cow#hes my guy not mal's#i'll brawl him if he tries to take le frog from me#i am to le frog what skittybug is to ghostknife#hes so endearing#anyway I'm gonna go scream and cry thinking about le frog#(lowkey completely unrelated but I just noticed my traditional coloring style is wildly different from my digital coloring??)#(maybe I should try and replicate it digitally)
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Lowkey Johzenjipilled rn. Why are they all fine...

Iizaka get down from there. 😐
#haikyuu#haikyu#johzenji#terushima yuji#futamata takeharu#bobata kazuma#higashiyama katsumichi#numajiri rintaro#tsuchiyu arata#kuribayashi runa#misaki hana#futamata my beloved#I get nervous telling people I like underrated characters#like “omg I'm so different haha”#kms#no one cares I'm just ranting#tis lowkey a cry for help😮💨#didn't tag iizaka bc idc about him I fear </3#are they stipid#yes
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Idk about you guys but I am an absolute sucker for stoic, strong, providing/protective, "macho-macho" male characters absolutely just breaking down when the going gets a bit too tough. Willing to shoulder any burden or battle scars if it means granting their loved ones' safety, but cracking when it gets too much, getting disheveled when things go wrong, when things are out of their control, when they've lost so much that they cannot hold it in anymore. They cannot continue being strong, at least just for now when they just need to decompress.
With that said, Arthur Morgan absolutely deserved to have a good cry. I'm upset he hasn't in the game, at least from what we have seen. Despite how strong and hardened this 36-year-old seasoned outlaw is, he is still a man - a good man at heart (at least in my canon as a High Honour truther).
There is no way he couldn’t have cried on the ship after watching his own father and mentee/lowkey-son-figure die right before his eyes. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he failed his chance of running away with the love of his life whilst he still had the chance, and having to come to terms with the fact that the last memory she will hold of him will be him making another promise he couldn't keep + that the last piece of her he has left is her essentially writing him out of her life with no time or opportunity to explain. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when the fear of death/the fate that awaited him and his loved ones got too overwhelming for him. There is no way he couldn’t have cried when he started seeing both life and death differently after Sister Calderón's inspiring words in that train station.
He deserved to have a good cry. Arthur, a man living in the American 1890s where there was a certain expectation for men (outlaw or otherwise) to surpress any 'weak' emotion, finally admitting "I'm afraid" was one of the 'manliest' and most human moments we ever see him have, and it was so simple yet so beautiful. The man has been through so much pain as much as he has inflicted it - he deserves a hearty moment of release. To cry, to sob, to wail, whatever. He just needed that after everything.
#ranna word dumping#tldr; arthur eldest-daughter-syndrome morgan needs to let out some of his emotions thru a good cry session#arthur if it helps i can always put on some mitski#he is lowkey kinda class of 2013 coded but idk#oh arthur :(#let him cook? more like let him CRY 🗣🔥🙏🏽‼️#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#rdr#red dead redemption#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#rdr2 arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#john marston#hosea matthews#mary linton#lenny summers#javier escuella#sean macguire#micah bell#sadie adler#kieran duffy#mary beth gaskill#tilly jackson#charles smith#rdr2 fandom#rdr2 community#rdr2 meta#meta
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my art lately is just "heres character i like in alternative fashion. again."
#its better than nothin#-#but if we think about it... was it truly ever anything other than this...#(this is a cry for help) (wolfgang pls draw ur fucking aus for once)#stfu wolfgang#im rlly bad at drawing Scenes so ive just regressed to drawing portraits for a year straight by keep telling myself its better than-#-nothing" instead of actually learning anything new#i hate drawing lowkey (liar)
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every time I see the fandom crashout over an idol enlisting I think of that one sports manga joke like. "oppa are you watching" oppa is fulfilling his government mandated military duty 😐
#'wonwoo I'll miss you so much' he is not dying babe. youre all acting like he has a terminal illness.#'I've been crying all day over the news' first of all. not dead. second of all shedding real tears over some guy enlisting is a bit much no#they don't know youuu come onnnnnn#I will bitch and moan over yjh not being there for concerts or whatever but at the end of the day it doesn't matter!!#he is some guy who is is doing social work at an office job and he will come back when he comes back#I don't have the energy to invest myself in someone to the point of emotional distress and neither should any of you ok#god help the fandom the day kim mingyu goes btw I just know it's not gonna be handled well at all#also it does feel lowkey weird and infantillizing sometimes the way fandoms talk about idols in the military#like 'what is my baby going to do in the trenches </3' that's a 28 year old man I think he can handle himself#that one bangtan tweet about jungkook needing his banana milk or whatever#every day I'm glad felix isn't going purely because I know half the response will be 'but he's my baby' NO HES NOT#seventeen#kpop
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okay I refuse to indulge a second longer in this dumbass project, but. do you see the vision.
if gerudo town is to be home of the unpractical heel, why should he be spared.
be a king ganon. lead through example.
#totk#ganondorf#gerudos#shitpost#buliara#I guess she's here too#my art#thanks to buliara for being a good sport#and whoever took the screenshot I then massacred#it's very messy but I wasn't going to fully render This ok#sorry I know he's green even though I'm Against the green but I colorpicked and then didn't adjust and then it was too late :(#very important to know I listened to girlband kpop the entire time I drew this#gerudo town capital of Bad Shoes for the Desert#this is a cry for help nintendo don't you see#(I think he lowkey rocks the look tho......)
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In utter despair I'm like 5.5k words into this chapter and not anywhere done even half the events
#if i need to split this into two. i will cry#thats three whole chapters before they fuck 😭#mydei doesnt have feelings for you yet...... 17k words.... reader still lowkey hates him. help me#yueshuo
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Me, shaking as I fiddle with my script: I’m a barbie g-girl— in a baby wooorllddd~
#tell me why my nervous response to my presentation is to sing that song#lowkey helps bht its also crazy cuz im crying laughing as i sing it#whack#starting the year strong with anxiety lets go#gummmyspeaks
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When the fic I so good you wanna write a fanfic of a fanfic. (With ur permission of course). But my brain worms are acting up again so I need to spitball
Ok so I was just imagining, like a reader gets reincarnated into your fanfic, do they have powers? Maybe maybe not but either way the gods notice sooner or later. Hat do they want to do? Find a way home? Try to live as inconspicuously as possible? Shake up the plot? Be an absolute gremlin and troll everyone Cheshire Cat style? Who knows but one thing is for certain. They got isekaid into a fanfiction of epic THE MUSICAL, and they are horrified that everyone randomly breaks out into a musical number at the slightest inconvenience and they CANNOT take anything seriously due to that. Unfortunately they themselves are not immune to this plot device. Isekai comes at a cause after all. (Sorry my English is a but bad it’s not my first language😭)
FANGIRL SCREECHHH YESSS you’re literally psychic because… I lowkey wasn’t gonna say anything, but I have slipped it into a few past A/Ns 👀
Okay so basically—yes. You are 100% on the money. One of the reasons I’ve been so tedious and careful with Godly Things is because I always knew I wanted to write an isekai fic into it later. Like, that’s literally the origin story. Originally I was like “hmm how do I write an isekai into EPIC: The Musical without just yeeting reader in awkwardly,” and then my brain said, “Wait… what if I just build the fic they'd get isekai’d into first.”
So boom. Godly Things was born.
Then it kinda exploded. 20+ chapters later, I’m like “huh. This is no longer a silly setup. This is a full-blown mythological spiral with themes and trauma and divine agendas???”
BUT. Once Godly Things wraps, I’m absolutely going off the rails with the isekai version. Like I’m talking max-level gremlin reader. Fully aware. Mildly unhinged. Possibly cursed by the format. Definitely traumatized by spontaneous musical numbers. Can’t take anything seriously. Gets divine dreams and tries to sleep through them. Tells the gods “no” like that’s a valid answer. Thinks Telemachus is hot but also absolutely NOT going to let that slide without at least three breakdowns. Full fanservice. Meta chaos. You get it 😌
ANYWAY. Long story short: YOU GET IT. You see the vision. When it drops, I’m calling you first.
(Also your English is totally fine, don’t even worry!! I understood every word and loved all of it 💛)
#xani-responds: goldy things#godly things spoilers#godly things meta#my readers are psychic fr#ISEKAI FIC COMING SOON#yes reader will be a menace#yes there will be musical numbers#and yes they will hate every second of it#tele: breathes#reader: ew don’t make it a duet#they CANNOT take this world seriously#and that’s okay#gremlin reader rights#this fic will be full fanservice#like unhinged#reader will try to gaslight the gods#does it work? not really#but the effort’s there#lowkey cursed#highkey iconic#i’ve been planning this for SO LONG#when i say reader is genre-aware i mean like#they know the fanfic tropes#and they are FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIFE#musical numbers are a magical disease#and reader caught it#“this isn’t an AU it’s a cry for help”#i’m gonna have so much fun writing this#i can’t wait i’m unwell#save me from myself
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Been out of the loop bc I’ve been out of the country for the past almost two weeks. Saw the new Vincent outfit and it’s giving ‘ojou-sama it’s time to go to bed, yare yare’
#it’s time to go to bed#I’m crying#just tuck his bangs under his glasses#and it’s the same exact energy#it doesn’t help that I lowkey hc him as half wutaian LMAOOO#I’m sorry I’ll show myself out the door#vincent valentine#ff7#ffvii#ever crisis#ff7 ever crisis
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NEW HALLOWEEN CHIBIS DROPPED
#this is vee speaking#LITERALLY CRYING AT MTC WHYD THEY DO THEM LIKE THAT LMAO#WELCOME BACK GHOST POSSE ITS LIKE YALL NEVER LEFT LMAO#MTR AS MAD SCIENTISTS FCKS AND IM IN TEARS AT HIFUMI ADDING DOPPO CHEMICALS TO HIS OWN CHEMICALS WITH GLEE I SEE YOU ARTIST#THE WAY ROSASA ARE FRANKESTEINS MONSTERS AND FRANKENSTEIN IS REI PLS HELP#BBS PUMPKIN HATS ARE SO CUTE I WANT A 70S STYLE PUMPKIN BERET#AND THE WAY ICHIRO AND KUUKOU ARE LOWKEY TWINNING WITH THEIR POSES??????#BAT AS REAPERS IS EXACTLY WHERE ITS AT!!!!!!!! ALWAYS LURING US INTO HELL ITS ABOUT TIME THEY JUST BLATANT WITH THE DEATH METAPHORS YEEEEAH#HITOYA SLICKING HIS HAIR BACK TOO YESSIR!!!!!#BABY REAPER JYUSHI WHO PROBABLY IS COMFORTABLE IN THE REAPER ROLE YET LOL#KUUKOU MAY BE CONFUSED WHY HES BEEN ASSIGNED TO COLLECT MY SOUL WHEN IM NOT DEAD YET UNTIL HE SMILES AND I PERISH INSTANTLY LMAO#HALLOWEEN ALWAYS PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAK
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You have no idea how physically INSANE it drives me that I can't quite replicate how Secret Six Jervis speaks. Like, I can almost get it, specifically when he's more lucid or in a brighter mood but... When he's upset for whatever reason or rhyming... I just can't!
#i lowkey wish i had someone to role play with him as#whenever i write him a reread the comics at the same time#this is a cry for help#dc mad hatter#jervis tetch#mad hatter dc#secret six
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oh my god you guys……you know how like therapists etc are always saying like you have to sit with your feelings to feel better and it’s always like okay yeah sure whatever 🙄🙄 BUT OH MY GOD i just did it and it actually made me feel better?!?!????!!!!!!!
#like like i was feeling so shitty and upset and restless and i let myself#like…name the emotion and feel where in my body it was coming from#and then think about all the other times i’ve felt this way AND!!!! it helped me figure out why i was feeling that way#and then i had a cry and now i feel lowkey so much better omg………. who knew………..#next i’m going to actually try do exposures for my ocd and maybe it will go away CAN U IMAGINE!!!!!<3
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So you know the AUs where lemurians/descendants of lemurians live for thousands of years like Nereus? Decades would pass, and Will, Ant and Fontaine wouldn't change much. But Kaiko would. She'd age and die, much earlier than everyone else.(and she'd never get to see Ant and Fontaine grow up) so I bring you this⬇️


#Those AUs always make me cry#i had to make this#i couldn't help it#i love angst#i'm lowkey crying over this#ant nekton#fontaine nekton#kaiko nekton#will nekton#the deep cartoon#the deep 2015#angst#what if they forgot about her?
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