#this is from june of LAST YEAR LMAO...
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boy who listens to mitski
#my art#dmmd#aoba seragaki#this is from june of LAST YEAR LMAO...#trying to update some portfolio stuff and boy am i behind on posting art of any kind lmao#i am freeing myself of cringe#i still really like how the shapes came out here lol
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I need to start planning inukag week omg i'm so sorry life has been a little insane lately!!!
#tried to buy a house... failed cause of overbidding#got a bf#booked a trip to europe last minute#got a job offer as my company is restructuring#mid life crisis started when I turned 29 4 days ago#recession incoming bc of tariffs#ANYWAY!!!#inukag week will definitely be in the summer this year lmao#anyway june didnt work since it was always during pride month#and before that it's school exams and stuff#i will start thinking about it when i come back from my trip#and it's the 10th edition this year!!!!
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Getting good grades never stopped me from fucking despising the education system
Why the fuck can’t I just paint and write my way to death?
song :Russian girl-Jenia Lubich (spedup)
#found this in my memories from last year#I didnt even remember ki I made this lollll#lmao this was me after I got to make only one painting from January to June last year#artworks#animation#desiblr#desi tumblr#desi#being desi#desi tag#desi humor#desi teen#art#tumblr shenanigans#my art#desi shit posting#desi core#education system
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Celebrating the anniversary of this lovey-dovey couple, because they sooooooo had a happy marriage!😄😇 truly harmonious and all peachy! ☺️💕
Inspired by this wedding photo from 1916. Also special bonus pic under the cut.
Happy 9th of June, y’all.
#layers of fear#the painter#the musician#leisurely scribbles#fanart#digital art#ok so actually this is from august last year#me waiting for almost a whole year for june 9 to upload this here lmao
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looove the poses used in some of the goodbye sengen music vids .. so cute
#💎#my ocs#my art#character art#artists on tumblr#this isnt even the Iconic goodbye sengen pose its specifically from the wxs cover#also this is. from june last year LMAO .#torin stark#achin goodman#the other two are one of my and one of my bfs ocs but im not tagging em juuust yet#theyre from a different story ^^#i keep wanting to pace these out more but i have literally like 40 things drafted and i just want em posted LMAO#their story is fun actually this specifically references a little mystery detective side story
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YAYAYYAYA happy pride fellow gays!

#encanto#encanto disney#disneys encanto#I drew mira in Steph’s dress from pride last year lmao#YAYY June!!#also Isa lili Comic ft mirabel being a little shit#she’s a younger sister it’s in her blood ok#also premovie Isa !!
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rip my custom green day shoes
#i put the sealant on the orv ones last night so ill wear those to pride tomorrow and officially move these into retirement#you can tell there used to be more lyrics on the sides but theyre almost completely gone now these shoes have served me so well#wore them near constantly for 4 years#lmao yeah i checked and i have my just painted photos of these from june 20th 2020 so. 4 years nearly exactly#jessie speaks
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i haven't been doing it as much since i got a better personal laptop, because i've been doing more of my writing and note-taking in notion and / or scrivener, but something i really love about taking notes on fics in discord [i have a lil writing server that's just me w/ different channels for different fandoms] is that i can go back through a thread and see the ideas taking shape :') there's something very neat about being able to scroll back and take a look at how the ideas were forming in real time. it's easy to forget how much work something was once you have the finished piece & a little distance from the project, and looking through & remembering. oh yeah. this was really hard! but i did it!! is SO neat
#was looking through the HYH thread bc we're coming up on some anniversaries of the earlier thoughts#like on this day last year the plan for HYH was for it to be on near's birthday and involve a box-mix cake ghsdghdsghsdg#and [shrek meme voice] there werent even sexualized kidnapping threats yet#and then scrolling thru may. thru june. i can see like#oh here's when i decided to add the scene where mello wakes up from a dream abt near#oh here's when i figured out how i wanted to open the fic#oh here's where i decided mello lived alone. and that he'd thought about getting a cat at some point#(<- this was originally planned as a funny moment lmao)#blondiepost
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#adulting!!! like doing my taxes lmao womp i owe federal taxes this yr too but less than last yr lmao bc they count cancelation of debt as#income lmao basically i settled a credit card debt for less than i owed so technically i made money from it lol#but at least i get money back from state it says#but it seems like i was able to file both earlier this year than last yr at least#so now im just waiting for it to be offically approved and deposited into the account im saving money for future rent in lol#security deposit is a bit of an arbitrary number to me but at least it's less than monthly rent and the amount ill pay for a background#check is taken from that total so we'll see what happens and im going to check out the place irl soon probs#oooh adulting doing things ahhhhh#maybe my dad will send me some money for moving if i phrase it as an early xmas present bc my bday is in june and im moving in may but i#need to have first months rent and security before then lol but the listing is nice and so was the person who is living and in charge of th#house and it is not dependent on credit checks yay#what a week and tmrw is february
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hardcore projecting my avoidancy onto dabi in this soulmate au thing i started in november
#u know i had to do it to em#🤝🏼🧍🏽♀️🌳#should i just say f it and share my fic headcanons on this account#this account isn't linked to my writing stuff so . is it REALLY a spoiler if no one knoes what the hell im talking abojt#just kidding i can't share them bc what if someone connects the dots and finds out i like emotional intimacy#help i am so dramatic i have a writing blog and 2 god damn ao3 accounts#the main one is where i comment/bookmark/give kudos from#and the other one is my writing one#i do all that despite knowing no one gives a fuck#we'll see how i feel by the time i have 20 fics up#currently at 4 but the wips. the wips are crawling out from under my bed and grabbkng me by the ankle#they demand my attwntion SORRY but mommy has executive dysfunction#i was supposed to have posted 4 or 5 things by now so that i'd have time for the halloween stuff that come up next in my series 🥴#then i was gonna wrap it up with updates on the one year of which is valentine's day and white day#the other halloween thing i started last halloween could work too but i probably won't get in the mood to write it in time lmao#soulmate au was supposed to drop in june RIP#i have most of it's notes finished it's the actual writing that's kicking my ass. it feels so disorganized which is throwing me off#anyways this post is about that au but im actually working on the hero reader one#which i keep overthinking#ik a reader can have an ability and still not be an oc but hmmmm i dunno#the quirk is generic but i think bc i have actual ocs with that ability it is throwing me off lmao#i considered changing it to a water quirk but i think it'll stay cuz i like it more for the theme#also it'd make 1 scene annoyingly difficult#i guess i could just make it a rainy day huh#oh well it is staying. now to finish the prologue that i'll probably never post. gotta write it so i have a good idea of their dynamic#and feel the emotional weight? idk writer words bro i am jus fuckign around on#we chilling 😎#and by we i mean me and my headache#which i just gave myself#noice 😎
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pride month is about celebrating queer joy, but for mercy, it’s also about taking 30 consecutive days of psychic damage
#this is the it’s june!! post from last year!#unfortunately things got rough between them.. lmao#i’m sure they’ll figure it out (:#junecedes#june#mercy#pride month#pride#my art
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GOGAI, GOGAI!!! COME GET UTENA KIBBLES
It's September 3rd. It's 1997. Princess Diana just died, and that's very important to lots of people. You, however, are chewing your nails to nubs waiting for the climax of Revolutionary Girl Utena's Black Rose Saga. It's going to air today.
But like any good fan, you're already one step ahead, because you've spent the last couple days thumbing through Animedia's September issue supplemental, the 100 page Duelist Bible. Strangely, it appears to be in English??? Wow! Thanks Nagumo for translating, Ayu Ohseki for Japanese editing, teasot for proofreading, and ME, FUCKIN' VANNA, for scanning and scanlating this massive booklet!







We've got duel summaries! We've got character design sheets! We've got a school directory! We've got THE DUEL RULES. We've got cast interviews! WE'VE GOT THAT CHU-CHU DOLL CRAFT GUIDE. Check it ALL out here, in the Something Eternal Bibliothèque! You can flip through it page by page here, or you'll also find on the page a link to a PDF version for your at home viewing/archiving needs!!
This gargantuan tome really gets it across that in 1997, you didn't have a fandom wiki or on demand viewing. If you didn't catch and record the episodes, a booklet like this becomes a critical tool for keeping track of everything that's happened up to now, and is also a way for the series creators to tap fans on the shoulder and draw attention to details they want seen but not explained in the show directly. For example, this drops at the close of the BRS, but points out Touga's sword isn't the same in Keiko's duel and in the opening sequence. A thing we don't see cashed in until MUCH later!
This has been a true and absurd labor of love on my part. I even rescanned the booklet from my originals because their quality (decades old lmao) was not worth scanlating. This took a ludicrous amount of time, and has been a main project of mine for over a year now!! I'm so happy to have gotten it done in time for the Something Eternal Watch-Along thread, and I really really hope everyone finds something cool and interesting about it! The really cool thing is this now completes the set of magazine supplementals by the big three magazines made for Utena during its run. We now have fully scanlated this, as well as Animage's June Utena Dossier, and Newtype's November Utena? (Oh My!) UTENA! Take a stroll through memory lane, be they yours or someone else's!
As always, if you like this kind of content, consider supporting us on Patreon! Especially right now, a holy grail acquisition is in the works that I will bleed to share with y'all. More on that later, lmao.
Revolutionize the World! Love, Vanna
#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#sku#utena meta#empty movement#utena translation#anime#animage#anime history#animedia#newtype#anime archiving#anime translation#utena#anthy
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Yet another TWST OC RAHHHHHHHH—
(Smaller intro for now. Will update later :P)

Twisted version of Sabor from the movie, “Tarzan”!
Standard Information
Name: Ja’Bari Kyrie Johnson Birthday: June 18 Age: 16 Height: 171cm Gender: Male Pronouns: He/They Sexuality: Bisexual Homeland: Sunset Savanna Grade: Freshman Class: Class B (No. 10) Club: Track and Field Club Best Subject: Flying Hobbies: Tattoo Art Pet Peeves: Loud talking/yelling for no reason Favorite Food: Chicken Peanut Stew Least Favorite Food: Cottage Cheese Talent: Sneaking up on people
Brief Summary
Ja'Bari is a Leopard beastman and a first year in Savannaclaw's dormitory. He's much more reserved and quiet than the others in his dorm, and is notorious for his intimidating demeanor, despite his slimmer stature. That being said, he's actually really chill as long as you don't annoy him, and is very loyal and protective should you become his friend.





Unique Magic: Hidden in Plain Sight
Allow's the user to blend in entirely with their surroundings for the perfect strike; silencing any and all sounds to outside ears. More often than not, this ability is used to stalk unassuming victims and allows for the perfect ambush.
Extra Fun Facts and Stuff
Most of the time, he doesn't even have to try to sneak up on people. He just stays quiet and it startles people when they finally notice he's been there the whole time lol.
Dyes his hair a lot; often does his makeup and dresses in Gyaruo fashion and alternative style clothing.
Was one of the contributors to the various students getting injured during Book 2, being able to take them down with more stealth and secrecy.
Shares the same room and class with Jack and considers him a close friend. Jack was originally unsure about how to feel about him since Ja'Bari had no issue helping Leona with his scheme, but the two have grown really close.
Draws small designs on his arms. Keeps a sketchbook full of his favorites.
People used to think Ewe was his brother since their last names sound similar.
(I originally though he was a jaguar but the name stuck so I decided not to change it lmao-)
(+ a quick sketch)
#twisted wonderland#disney twst#disney twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#fan art#savannaclaw#my art#bobozolol's ocs#twst fanart
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hi guys, this is definitely not something that you would expect to see on a random thursday in june, and trust me, it pains me to write this as well.
certain family issues and personal problems have damaged my mental health immensely, and i’m not in my best mental position at the moment.
summertime sadness (lana del rey mentioned?) has gotten to me, my family isn’t in its best condition right now, my grades aren’t the best that they can be (asian expectations lmao), and i have a hard time doing anything these days.
so yes, as some of you sharp minded people might have expected from the atmosphere of this letter, i am going on hiatus.
i’ll try my best to update when i can or keep this break as short as i possibly can, and im so sorry to everyone who gets enthusiastic or happy whenever i post. but i promise i’ll come back.
i won’t disappear for a year or something, and i’ll try to keep this hiatus in under two months. at the shortest, i expect it to last at least 2 or 3 weeks. i hope that everyone stays in good health and is happy until then. and i apologize once more to anyone who i have let down or upsetted or disappointed.
best regards,
helen.
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x y/n#blue lock x you#blue lock x fem reader
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my youth is fee — [PREVIEW].
SYNOPSIS. there’s this one boy who keeps reminding you that there’s no price to enjoying the moment, and that there’s no such thing as a deadline in living life to its fullest.
PAIRING. taesan x female! reader. GENRE. college! au, romance, humor, coming of age, comfort (no hurt), light angst, childhood friends to lovers (fuck you, you’re never taking this trope away from me), younger brother! woonhak, taesan is your manic pixie dream boy. i saw the clip of him saying that his ideal type is someone he could tease and i’ve never been the same ever since— i.e. he’s a shameless flirt in this watch out. WARNINGS. swearing, alcohol, mc is older than taesan and shorter than him (it’s dynamic relevant i promise), the many struggles (and mistakes) of the eldest sister in an asian household, pressure and anxiety attached to a graduating student. yeah, i’m projecting leave me alone. WORD COUNT. preview, 5k | full fic, est. at least 30k LMAO.
RELEASE DATE. within the month of june. TAGLIST. dm/ask/comment to be added.
NOTE. this is my last major project before ultimately graduating and probably getting even less time to write at this point HAHAH so i’m really targeting to finish and release it this month for the sake of thematic relevance, and while my emotions are still on high HAHAHAH. if you've read some of my fics before, let me just say upfront that this is gonna be in the same vein as peach tree, love vomit, and mogi/nabi. meaning— it’s gonna be so full of love and endearment that ur gonna be sick by the end of it!!! woohoo!!!!
preview under the cut.
YOU’D LIVED MOST OF YOUR LIFE AS AN OLDER SISTER TO SIX BOYS. Well. Not exactly, but figuratively. Only one of those boys is your actual brother. The rest are totally against your own will.
See, you didn’t sign up for it. It’s just that your mom has five friends living in the same neighborhood, and those five friends of hers had five sons after she had you as a daughter— meaning, you were born into the role as a direct consequence of your parents deciding to marry the moment they reached the age of majority. Not the smartest decision, but they were high school sweethearts in love. Also, your dad was gonna inherit Gwangju’s fruit and vegetable monopoly, anyway. They were set out for life.
Anyhow, the details aren’t really necessary. This is just to explain why you, as a graduating senior, are so at home being surrounded by a handful of freshmen right now.
“Seonbae, I read your article in the Policy Studies Journal! I totally agree with your analysis.”
“You’re literally one week old in this program. Quit acting like you understood anything.”
“By the way, seonbae, is Prof Yeon’s classes really hard? I have him for my intro class, and—”
“Congratulations on your LOGODI internship, noona! Are you gonna be paying for the next round of drinks?”
It’s almost like your face muscles have stiffened from smiling too much, and your beer glass has been left untouched for the last ten to fifteen minutes. The kids continue to eagerly swarm you with questions and songs of praises. It currently being your department’s opening party and you being the face of your department— you kind of expected this much. Still, it’s a little overstimulating. But you continue responding to as many questions as you can because, again, it’s not something you’re not used to.
“Thank you for reading my article, Dohoon. Prof Yeon actually helped me a lot with it, and he isn’t as bad as you think, Jiyeon! Just keep up with the readings, and you’ll be fine.”
They’re cute. They’re excited. Keeping up with a bunch of energetic kids is something you’d been doing since the age of three. But as you continue to age, it does get a bit more exhausting as the years pass.
“Hey, now— leave your seonbae alone, kids. You’re all suffocating her with your questions.”
Your saving grace comes in the form of Kim Sunwoo sauntering out of nowhere to drop an arm on your shoulder from behind your chair.
A release of breath slips past your lips, right before it finally manages to touch the cold rim of your glass. You’re about to welcome his appearance with a smile, but he rips your gratefulness away just as quickly as he offered it. “She just got dumped. She’s suffering from a breakup right now.” Two pats on the same shoulder. Two very patronizing pats. “Let her drink her sorrows away in peace.”
The beer doesn’t even make it to the middle of your throat when you choke it back out. A chorus of gasps break out. You wipe your mouth with your sleeve as you snap your head back. “Kim Sunwoo, what the hell?”
He grins. He flashes you a peace sign. Then starts walking away.
“Hey, you, get back here—”
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry to hear that, seonbae. I hope you’re doing okay.”
“At least you’d be busy with your internship to think about too much…?”
“Cheer up, seonbae! You’re probably too good for that Choi Soobin guy, anway!”
How the hell did these kids even know who your ex is?! Where the hell did Kim Sunwoo run off to?!
“I saw him once and…He’s actually really handsome.”
“O—oh, then— then forget about him, seonbae! You’ll find someone better!”
Somehow, you manage to excuse yourself from the brood of ducklings to hunt down that damned rat. You spot the hood of his jacket— sitting on the same table as Yeji, and giving you the perfect opportunity to yank in down and elicit a guttural yelp from him. “Gah!”
“Move over, asshole.”
“Hey, you’re here!” Yeji greets you, pushing off an extremely offended Sunwoo from his chair and taps on the seat the moment his ass leaves the surface. “Sit! I haven’t heard a whiff from you over break and the first thing I find out is that you broke up with Choi fucking Soobin. What the hell happened?”
“Correction. He broke up with her,” Sunwoo sniggers, straggling onto another vacant seat on the table. “Imagine the whiplash when I got the notifs ‘I got the internship,’ and ‘Choi Soobin dumped me,’ with not even a two-hour interval between each text. Crazy shit.”
You groan. Yeji very timely pushes her drink towards you and you take a swig.
It really wasn’t that dramatic of a breakup. The day you received the acceptance email, you had a dinner scheduled with your then boyfriend. If Sunwoo was whiplashed, how does he think you felt when you told Soobin about the news over pasta, him congratulating you and that he knew you’d get it— only for it to be followed by a pregnant silence as he nervously gulps down a glass of water, just to drop the foreboding opening of, “You’re amazing and I’m really proud of you, but…”
Ugh. Recalling it causes a vein in your head to tick. You slam the glass down on the table. “Is it messed up to say that I was more mad than heartbroken over it?”
“Girl, what are you talking about?” Yeju huffs. “I’d be pissed too if that hot of a guy broke up with me— not to mention a hot guy you’d been dating for three years! You didn’t even put up a fight! How could you just go with it?!”
“What, did you want me to beg him not to dump me? I have my pride too!” you screech back. Sunwoo is just watching you both like he’s watching a liveshow. “But that’s not the reason why I’m so pissed. This breakup just obliterated my 40 Year Plan, and I’ve been losing sleep trying to figure out how to get back on track and fix it.”
You fear you’ve just lost the room at the mention of your 40 Year Plan.
“Your…what?”
40 Year Plan. At age nineteen, you enter university. By twenty-three, you graduate and get a good job in the same year. Which is why you were so hell bent on getting the internship at the Local Government Officials Development Institute, under the Ministry of the Interior and Safety. Not only does it give you an easy opening to networking and eventually landing a job there, the internship is paid despite being a public institution— which is one of the major reasons why applications are always a battlefield every year.
You were warned by a senior while you were still in the midst of preparing your application. That there’s no such thing as free lunch, and the pay is definitely not worth the amount of work they put you through.
Nevertheless, it’s still your gateway ticket to landing a stable job fresh out of graduation, ensuring that you stay on track and stay on schedule. That plan’s been fucked entirely by your recent breakup, though.
You were supposed to get married by age twenty-five. Live a happy married life for the next five years domestically. Then your vacations in your thirties are gonna be spent travelling the world. Now, how the hell are you supposed to meet a new guy and fall in love with him just enough for you to want a ring on your finger— without wasting so much of your damn time on useless blind dates and dating apps— all within two damn years when it took you your entire life to meet Choi Soobin?
“My schedule has already been delayed after taking a gap year last year to save money,” you continue complaining. The alcohol is slowly starting to sink into your system. Your friends are looking at you like you’re insane.
“It’s…more fucked up that you scheduled literally your entire life,” Yeji remarks.
“And why does your plan only come up to 40 years old?”
Sunwoo knows the answer, but he asked anyway. “Duh. I plan on dying by then.” You immediately shut down their looks of worry because they say anything else. “Either from a car crash or through natural causes. I don’t want to die as an old lady. I need to be pretty on my deathbed.”
They’re not looking at you any better. “You’re completely abnormal,” she tells you.
“And what the hell makes you think you’d naturally die at that age?” he spouts.
“I don’t know, the sinking standard of living? The crashing global economy? The increasingly precarious geopolitical landscape? Fucking climate change?” you grunt, finishing the glass in your hand. “We’d be lucky if the world doesn’t end in twenty-years. Maybe I’d have to adjust my timeline.”
Your two friends continue to prattle about how viscerally insane you are, and you listen but let the words come in one ear and out the other while you tap a finger on the table, waiting for a server to come by so you can order another drink. In the background, mish-mashed with the voices of Sunwoo and Yeji, you heard the restaurant door ringing open. Seems like more freshmen are pouring in.
“Hi, is this where the public administration majors are partying?”
“Hell yeah, dude! Are you a freshman?”
“Yeah, but I’m from the performing arts department.”
“Who cares, you guys come on in!”
“Sweet!”
There’s nothing sweet about getting your plans derailed. As far as you remember, you’ve always been hellbent on speeding through life— growing up as quickly as you can so you live and die on your own terms. You moved out from your home in Gwangju to attend high school in Seoul. You gradually stopped asking for support from your parents when you got into BNDU with a full-ride. And you’re pretty sure the root cause for this insanity (as your dear friends like to put it) is your very formative childhood.
“Whoa. So this is what a college party is like.”
“Hey, don’t get distracted!”
Going back to your dearest mother and her group of high school friends— for three years, you’d also been their honorary daughter. And then another one of your aunties got married shortly after your mom did. It was at age three that you’d already started living for somebody else.
“Darling, come and meet Sungho!”
See, your mother and her friends never really…gave up on their youth. Even in their thirties and forties, even after starting their own families and lives, they always made sure to have Friday brunches at a new restaurant every week, weekend shopping trips and two-day-one night trips by the sea and uphill mountains. Naturally, these girl trips often became family hangouts. Your mom would bring you along, and your mom’s friends would bring along their kids as well.
The thing is, your moms and dads would often do their own thing, loosely supervising the rotational playdates held at someone’s else’s house each time— so you, more often than not, end up being the eldest person in the room that the rest of the kids look up to.
First, it was just you. Then came Sungho. Followed by Sanghyeok and Jaehyun. And then Dongmin and Donghyun in the same year. You were essentially the person of authority for these five until you were in first grade.
And then five became six when your mom gave birth to your younger brother—
“Kim Woonhak!”
Wait. The beer glass stops between your teeth. Hold on. That’s your brother’s name. Why are you hearing his name being yelled out in this restaurant? Why does that voice yelling his name out loud sound so disconcertingly familiar?
“Woonhak! We found your sister!”
Your drink dribbles back into the glass. Holy shit. That voice is Jaehyun. That’s fucking Myung Jaehyun. Your head shoots up, eyes wide, whipping around the room at the same rate as your heart is spiking, What the hell? Where the hell are they? Better question— what the hell are they doing here?
“Hey, are you good?” Yeji asks in concern. You wish you could answer with a yes, but the moment your eyes land on one end of the restaurant, you immediately clock the six heads sticking out like six sore thumbs. Oh god. Oh god, no.
You aren’t even given the chance to get your bearings straight when the other five finally notice where Jaehyun is pointing at.
Woonhak mouth falls open. “Noona!” Then he starts barreling through the crowd. The other five trail after him, and it’s not a very discreet sight. Your face falls into your hands. Is this a hidden camera prank or something? What the hell even is this?
“Hey, are we about to get accosted?”
“They’re coming over here, do you know them, why are they—”
“Noona.” You pull your face out of your hands, looking up to see your younger brother’s disgruntled face. He’s slammed his hands down on the table— your table, your two friends sitting on the same table. His brows are all scrunched up. His tone is nothing more than a whine when he says, “Why weren’t you answering any of my calls?!”
Ah, crap. You shuffle into your bag and indeed, you find four missed calls from him on your phone. You sigh, rising up from your seat because it doesn’t feel good that you have to look up at him, but even after standing, this kid still has a good amount of height above you. “I didn’t notice it vibrating, I’m sorry, but Woonhak, but what—” You eyes flicker to the head popping out from behind Woonhak’s right shoulder— a silly smile and an equally silly wave from Jaehyun. You let out a sound and drop your head down, a finger massaging your right temple. “What…what are you guys doing here? Why are you here?”
“Noona! This party is so sick!”
Jaehyun is quickly followed by Sanghyeok, who quickly jumps out from behind your brother, waving and jumping and very happy to see you. Next to him is Sungho, who’s looking very apologetic as he yanks on Donghyun’s jacket collar, who’s already starting to wander away, attention fished by your peers doing tabletop karaoke somewhere.
And then there’s Dongmin.
“Noona.”
The moment he steps forward, you’re prompted to look up.
There’s a smile on his face— quiet and playful, the same hint of mischief mirrored in his downturned eyes. A pair of glasses are perched on his nose, but the most prominent thing you notice is something else.
It’s the fact that he’s now looking down at you. You don’t remember having to look this high up just to meet Han Dongmin’s eyes.
“It’s good to see you again.”
“Who...who gave you permission to get this tall?”
It’s enough that your brother already towers over you. Now this guy thinks it’s funny that you have to look up to him. But you can’t linger on this injury for too long because a sudden wave of whispers break from around you. You flinch, eyes peering to the side to see your peers and juniors gazes fixed on you in the center of the room. Your face burns.
“I told you I could sniff her down,” Jaehyun proudly declares.
“Yeah, that’s on brand.”
“Is that a pool table over there? Donghyun, let’s play a round, lets—”
“Noona, I’m so sorry,” Sungho solemnly mutters. “I told them we’d wait somewhere else until you answered Woonhak’s calls, but they insisted on looking for you.”
Oh, this is dizzying. You catch from the flicker of your eye Yeji mouthing that maybe you should take this outside, and you couldn’t agree more. You mutter a few muddled somethings and usher the boys out from the suffocating humidity and warm lights of the restaurant, dragging them into the dewy and cold streets of nighttime Seoul.
It gets significantly quieter. You find a spot under a planted dogwood oak on the walkway, the six boys sitting down and huddled up on the tree bench while you look at them, arms crossed and toes tapping. “None of you have answered my question yet,” you start with an exhale. “What are you doing here?”
Seeing them all together is like a sucker punch to the gut of guilt. When was the last time you’d seen this complete idiot ensemble? Four years ago? The one summer you spent at home in Gwangju before moving out for the second time for university? But even then you’d only see at least two of their faces once a week— except your own brother of course whom you had to wake up every morning each day else he’d sleep in until noon.
God, you’re pretty sure they were still a bunch of twerps back then, though. It irks you that even while sitting down, half of them are still kind of at eye-level with you.
“Why else would we be at the university district?” Jaehyun proudly sticks his nose out. “We’re also BNDU students. We’re here to party!”
“I’m sorry what?” you sputter. “BNDU students, what— what do you mean? Are all of you studying here? This year”
“Yeah!” Sanghyeok affirms. “
“Woonhak, you haven’t even graduated high school yet, what the hell are you talking—”
“Hey, c’mon now! Let them join us! There are plenty of drinks to go around!”
Maybe you should’ve picked somewhere farther away from the restaurant because one of your classmates— clearly inebriated— decides to butt into your business and invite your group of sparkly-eyed boys to something they obviously can’t refuse, like they’re being lured in by a pied piper.
It’s an inevitable mess. Jaehyun has already made at least seven friends from your major. Yeji is trying to hit on Sungho, who’s been trying to run away, red in the face. Sunwoo keeps on passing drinks to Sanghyeok and Donghyun and you make them tell you their addresses before they pass out beyond comprehension. And you’re keeping an eye on Woonhak like an eagle on the hunt for prey.
“Ow!” he yelps when you smack his hand the moment his sneaky hand tries to reach out for a beer glass.
“Don’t you even dare.”
He grumbles. “C’mon! I’ll be an adult soon anyway!”
You leer at him. Woonhak continues to grumble while being locked down on the seat next to you because you can’t trust your damn peers to know that this kid is a minor. Dongmin has also decided to join you on this table— and the fact that he’s sitting right across from you, cross-armed and relaxed, makes it impossible to ignore the mischief playing on his grin, clearly directed at you.
“What?” you ask him pointedly.
“I was just thinking,” he hums, cocking his head to the side as if he’s trying to investigate something on your face. “You’re gotten a lot grumpier since I’ve last seen you. Is that an effect of aging?”
Your blood pressure simply cannot get higher. “Dongmin, you lot are already on thin ice.”
“Sorry, sorry,” he laughs, raising two hands up in surrender. “But don’t worry, noona. You’ll still be pretty even when you turn sixty.”
This fucking kid, you swear. You catch your head in your hands with a defeated groan, not bothering to give him a response. You just had to be stuck with the most stressful one, even while growing up because sure, Jaehyun had the energy of eight toddlers in one body. Sure, Donghyun would suddenly hold you at gunpoint with questions about the universe and the solar system of which your middle school aged brain did not have the answers to. Sure, you’d get a heart attack trying to keep watch on Sanghyeok in case he pulled another flying stunt on the stairs and landed himself in the hospital again. But out of all the boys Han Dongmin was the one you’d always dreaded to babysit the most because—
“Noona,” he tries calling out to you as you continue to question your life choices while counting the crumbs on the table. “Noona? Hello? Can’t believe you’re gatekeeping your face from me after I called you pretty.”
—he’s always been way too blunt and brazen. To the point that even he manages to get under your thick skin.
“I still haven’t gotten a good enough answer as to why you six decided to hunt me down,” you nag him, diverting the conversation. “Do you plan on telling me now or wha—”
“Seonbae!”
Your interrogation gets interrupted by the arrival of a few of your female juniors, taking the liberty to sit around your table as well. Second years. Sophomores. They come to greet and congratulate you on your internship. You thank them with a smile and wait for the actual kicker— coming in the form of a whisper from the junior who grabbed a chair from the other booth to nudge herself next to you.
“Can…can you introduce me to the guy in front of you?”
You press your lips together to mask your amusement. You’ve got no reason to say no and stop a show from unfolding— and maybe you’d be able to get something to tease Han Dongmin with this time and finally instill some revenge— but once you finish your quick introductions and step back from the conversation, you’re pretty surprised to see the sudden 180 of his usual playful demeanor, and the sudden drop in his expression that you almost don’t recognize the man before you.
“Dongmin-ah,” your poor junior tries to test out his name.
“Just call me Taesan,” he suddenly corrects in a less than friendly tone.
You try to look at Woonhak for an answer to this change in behavior, but he’s busied himself with a game on his phone because you’d been policing all his fun tonight (his accusation, not yours), and when you shift your attention back to the two, the atmosphere had become absolutely, incorrigibly frigid within the few seconds that you were looking away.
“Is it a nickname? What does it mean?”
“Nothing much.”
“Ah, well, then, what’s your major?”
“I’m undecided.”
“O—oh, uh, where— where did you get your jacket? It looks so cool!”
“My grandpa gave it to me before he passed away.”
You physically wince at that one. You’re pretty sure most of those are lies because last you heard his grandpa is very much alive and kicking, but damn. He’s an impenetrable shield. You peer at your left and notice your junior visibly getting red and embarrassed. You’d like to step in and save her from any more of this, but she’s just as determined as Dongmin— on opposite ends of the battlefield.
“What’s your IG user, Taesan-ah? Let’s follow each other!”
“I don’t do social media.”
“Th–then— then, how about your num—”
“Seonbae,” Dongmin cuts her off. “I’m sorry, but I think I’ve made it pretty clear that I’m not interested in you.”
Holy shit, what is this kid doing?
The tension is palpable. You’re pretty sure the surrounding tables have caught a whiff of the back and forths as well because the diameter around you is weirdly quiet for a party. What’s worse is that he’s now looking at you as if you’re part of the conversation, staring at you with a glimmer in his eyes that’s all too familiar when he’s plotting to stir up some trouble— a tell that he never outgrew since was like six.
He smiles. It’s a targeted smile. He looks straight at you when he says, “Right, noona?”
“What?” you croak in alarm. “Why are you dragging me into this?”
“Don’t play dumb now.” You receive a nudge by the foot from underneath the table. You don’t need to duck and look under to figure out the culprit. “How can I be interested in anyone else when I already confessed to you. And four years later, you still haven’t replied.
To say that you’re bewildered right now is an understatement. “Dongmin, what are you— what…what?” All your intellect and you can’t even begin to formulate a response. He just saying this like he’s reciting the national anthem. He’s insane.
And the way he’s looking at you right now tells you exactly that he finds your flabbergasted expression absolutely hilarious.
Dongmin lets out a huff and rests his arms on the table to lean forward, closing in the gap between you into barely half an arms length, all while doused in all the smugness of the world. “I don’t know about the other guys, but I came to see you with one goal in mind,” he says. And then, with the tilt of his head, continues, “Don’t you think it’s about time you give me a response, noona?”
A chorus of ooooh’s breaks out from all your surroundings. Your face is as hot as the sun, but what you’re currently feeling is incomparable to the sheer and visible mortification emanating from your junior. Woonhak starts to make gagging and barfing noises from the right of you. You’re far too taken aback to tell him off to do anything about it— to do anything about this, in general.
“Woonhak-ah, you might end up calling me brother-in-law one day, you know.”
“I’d rather die.”
To add onto the absurdity of it all, the remaining four start to make even more of a mess.
“Noona! Look over here! I can do a trick shot!”
“Hey, who vomited in the bathroom sink?!”
Which leads you to the very sound conclusion—
“I think…I think it’s time we all head home.”
Unfortunately for you, the night isn’t over yet. You still have to make sure your five non-blood-related idiots make it back home in one piece.
Sungho is fortunately still mostly sober, so he assured you that he can walk Jaehyun back to their shared apartment that’s just within the same neighborhood. Sanghyeok and Donghyun live in the opposite direction from you, so book an Uber for them and watch as Sanghyeok tosses his passed out roommate into the backseat before waving you goodbye. “You owe us a meal for ghosting us, noona!”
“Go take a shower first, vomit breath!” you yell back, then turn to the remaining sheep in your herd the moment the car drives off. “And you?”
For your sake and his, you forget all the nonsense Han Dongmin was spewing earlier. He just wanted to get your junior off his tail that badly.
“I’ll walk you two home first,” he replies. “I didn’t drink so I can get home just fine. But you— tsk. Probably can’t say the same for you, noona.”
“You—”
With a sharp inhale, you try to reach for his neck, but you realize you can’t give him a noogie anymore since he’s now a whole head taller than you. Dongmin notices what you were trying to do, and just as well notices that you’re annoyed because you no longer can. So, he dips his head down closer to your level. He provokes with that slight squint of his eyes that feign innocence, accompanied by the upturned corners of his lips.
You stare at him. You sigh. And then you push him back by the forehead using two fingers.
“Quit acting smooth, you’re literally a toddler.”
Somehow, he makes no attempt to egg you further and settles with laughing alongside your strides across the street, fixing the bangs you messed up while his other arm latches around Woonhak’s shoulders. Your brother verbally protests and whines but makes no actual effort to shove him off as you make your way back to your apartment building.
“Did you tell mom you’re staying over?” you ask Woonhal, climbing up the staircase to your floor. Your question, for some reason, causes him to stumble on the very last step, your eyes narrow at him.
This is suspicious. That much is apparent because he’s desperately trying to avoid your scrutinizing glare right now. Dongmin gives him a little nudge to answer before your patience runs out. Woonhak gulps. “Haha, well, she knows.”
Not good enough. “Kim Woonhak, what are you hiding?”
“W-w-well—”
He doesn’t need to finish replying because you get your answer in the form of a very familiar suitcase parked right in front of your apartment door. It has around a dozen keyrings and PopMart figures chained everywhere possible. Your head snaps at Woonhak. He immediately tries to shield himself with his arms.
“I didn’t get kicked out!” he loudly explains. “Mom and dad let me transfer to a high school in Seoul!’
They what?
Woonhak takes your lack of immediate response as an opportunity to continue squeaking out an explanation. “They—they said I could live with you while I study here and, uh—”
You can feel it— the blood rushing to your head, you can absolutely feel it. You try to close your eyes and take in deep breaths to keep it down but it’s no use. Despite all this, Woonhak continues digging his grave with caution.
“And I…I start school on Monday, so…haha…”
Yup. No use. Woonhak flinches when you move a step closer. Dongmin tries to calm you down with a hand on your shoulder. “Don’t get too angry—” But you smack his hand away and snap your eyes up at him. His smile twitches nervously. “Whoa, haha. Woonagi, your sister has gotten pretty scary.”
That sort of knocks you out of your temper. At least just a little bit. “I’m not angry,” you grit between your teeth. “Dongmin, go home. It’s getting late. And you.” You turn over to the guilt ridden Woonhak once more, completely avoiding eye contact with you with his hands behind his back. You sigh in an attempt to relax. “Get inside and unpack your things. We’ll talk about this in the morning.”
my youth is free. © hannie-dul-set, 2025.
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i think its really funny when people say that it's unrealistic for will AND mike AND robin AND vickie to all be gay in the 80s cuz clearly they have never even looked back to the past. people in the 1900s were gay as hell! and heres some examples
james dean (1931-1955) bisexual !
marlon brando (1924-2004) bisexual !
rock hudson (1925-1985) very gay
leslie gore (1946-2015) lesbian
dusty springfield (1939-1999) lesbian
norma tanega (1939-2019) lesbian
(dusty springfield and norma tanega dated)
elton john (1947-present) gay
freddie mercury (1946-1991) gay
george michael (1963-2016) gay
david bowie (1947-2016) bi
crazy that david and elton were born the same year and george and david passed the same year
john lennon (1940-1980) bi im pretty sure unless yoko was lying for some reason
joan jett (1958-present) bi but google ai wants to argue with me about it
janis joplin (1943-1970) bi
whitney houston (1963-2012) bi?? maybe
debbie harry (blondie) (1945-present) bi (or ex bi LMAO)
billie holiday (1915-1959) bi
im lovin all the bi people
andy fraser (free) (1952-2015) gay
i do NOT like boy george at all but unfortunately hes an iconic gay artist and i have to add him (1961-present) gay 🙄
ray and dave davies from the kinks (1944+1947-present) ima just say that theyre both bisexual cuz its a bit confusing
art garfunkel (1941-present) bi. i just found this out like last year but ive always known in my soul. simon and garfunkel are like frog and toad or bert and ernie. you just know.
4/5 members of the b-52's are queer
little richard (1932-2020) gay
mick jagger (1943-present) bi? probably? idk but please go watch the mick jagger david bowie dancing in the street music video its the gayest thing ive ever seen
pete townshend (the who) (1945-present) pansexual
chuck panozzo (styx) (1948-present) gay
lou reed (velvet underground) (1942-2013) prooobably bi but google is giving me super confusing answers that are different since the last time i checked
morrissey 🙄 (this smiths) (1959-present) im diagnosing him as pan cuz all google says is "humansexual"
pete burns (dead or alive) (1959-2016) queer
jane wiedlin (the gogos) (1959-present) bi
june millington and alice de buhr of the band fanny are gay and nickey barclay is bi. (alice is one of my biggest drummer inspirations and i totally forgot she was gay)
neil tennant (pet shop boys) gay
marianne faithfull, katharine hepburn, marlene dietrich, greta garbo, billy haines, ian mckellen, divine, rupaul, andy warhol, frankie goes to hollywood, soft cell probably, tab hunter, stephen fry, anthony perkins, cristopher walken, sal mineo, sister rosetta tharpe, billie joe armstrong, drew barrymore, jodie foster, fiona shaw, angelina jolie, etc
update: joan baez, peter tork, marc bolan, brian epstein, stuart sutcliffe, candy darling, sandy west
i have more but im tired
but these are just some people that are confirmed queer. i could go ooon and ooon and ooon about "not gay" people doing gay ass things
if you're going to make silly statements about the past please actually do a bit of research
not to mention the lesbians and the same sex kiss in the 1927 movie wings



#byler#rovickie#forgot that they were the point of the post#gay#queer#lesbian#bisexual#80s#70s#60s#50s#40s#stranger things#history#gay history#music history#film history#cinema history#gay celebs#will byers#mike wheeler#robin buckley#vickie stranger things
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