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Haha! Made it to 5 AM okay I think thatās the best Iām gonna do because my eyes are drooopy .
#arlo talking#apologies to said wife when you see this and my dumbass is sleeping#iāll figure it out#I can run off 2 hours of sleep too#iāve done it before#*blink blink*#feelin sleepy#i want water#I drank a whole lil bottle#okay but seriously my eyes are killing me#lalala we might get more poems btw#i need a life#sombr save me sombr#I have the lyrics to never even dated stuck in my head#if you canāt tell Iām wasting time doing tags#why?#because I did this 10 minutes early#time is irrelevant in my mind#okay goodbye#idc if itās posted 3 minutes early
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Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husbandās reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster āin the queenās nameā in 1483 ā only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.
#lol I don't remember writing this - I found it when I was searching for something else in my drafts. But it's 100% true so I had to post it.#elizabeth woodville#my post#Imo this is mainly because Elizabeth's negative historiography has always involved both vilification and diminishment in equal measure.#and because her brand of vilification (femme fatale; intriguer) suggests more indirect/āfeminineā than legitimate/forceful types of power#It's still bizarre though-you'd think these would be some of the most famous & defining aspects of Elizabeth's life. But apparently not#I guess she only matters when it comes to marrying Edward and Promoting Her Family and scheming against Richard#There is very lacking interest in her beyond those things even in her traditionally negative depictions#And most of her āreassessmentsā tend to do diminish her so badly she's rendered utterly irrelevant and almost pathetic by the end of it#Even when some of these things *are* mentioned they're never truly emphasized as they should be.#See: her formal appointment in royal councils. It was highly unconventional + entirely unprecedented for queens in the 14th & 15th century#You'd think this would be incredibly important and highlighted when analyzing late medieval queenship in England but apparently not#Historians are more willing to straight-up INVENT positions & roles for so many other late medieval queens/king's mothers that didn't exist#(not getting into this right now it's too long...)#But somehow acknowledging and discussing Elizabeth's ACTUAL formally appointed role is too much for them I guess#She's either subsumed into the general vilification of her family (never mind that they were known as 'the queen's kin' to actual#contemporaries; they were defined by HER not the other way around) or she's rendered utterly insignificant by historians. Often both.#But at the end of the day her individual role and identity often overlooked or downplayed in both scenarios#and ofc I've said this before but - there has literally never been a proper reassessment of Elizabeth's role in 1483-85 TILL DATE#despite the fact that it's such a sensational and well-known time period in medieval England#This isn't even a Wars of the Roses thing. Both Margaret of Anjou and Margaret Beaufort have had multiple different reassessments#of their roles and positions during their respective crises/upheavals by now;#There is simply a distinct lack of interest in reassessing Elizabeth in a similar way and I think this needs to be acknowledged.#Speaking of which - there's also a persistent habit of analyzing her through the context of Margaret of Anjou or Elizabeth of York#(either as a parallel or a foil) rather than as a historical figure in HER OWN RIGHT#that's also too long to get into I just wanted to point it out because I hate it and I think it's utterly senseless#I've so much to say about how all of this affects her portrayal in historical fiction as well but that's going into a whole other tangent#ofc there are other things but these in particular *really* frustrate me#just felt like ranting a bit in the tags because these are all things that I want to individually discuss someday with proper posts...
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the meaning behind the kanji of mizu and taigen's names is literally not ever gonna leave my mind.
like are you kidding me. mizu is ę°“ ("water"), we all know that. but what drives me insane is that taigen is ę³°ęŗ ("peaceful origin").
so when you put them together ("tai" ę³° + "mizu" ę°“), you literally get "peaceful water."
MIZU ALONE IS JUST MIZU, BUT PUT TAIGEN NEXT TO HER AND IT'S MIZU, BUT AT PEACE.
ALSO, both "tai" ę³° and "gen" ęŗ contain the "mizu" ę°“ character as a radical. for those unfamiliar with japanese or even chinese, a radical basically means a building block for another character; so in this case, the kanji for "tai" and "gen" both use the kanji for "mizu" as one of their building blocks.
this is also why, while "gen" ęŗ can refer to any general type of origin or source, it also specifically refers to a fountainhead: a source of water, or the origin of a river or stream.
and like yeah okay i know that it's a 99.9% chance that the creators didn't even think about any of this. but STILL. the brainworms have fully taken over and i am going CRAZY.
#mizu x taigen#taigen x mizu#taimizu#blue eye samurai#like this is greatly the reason why i prefer taimizu over taizu as their ship name#bcs taizu is like. huh. what's the kanji for āzuā? it doesnt matter it's irrelevant here bcs āmizuā itself has its own kanji and meaning#the only way to spell out taizu then is to use the hiragana or katakana but in that case it wouldnt mean anything#BUT THIS???? GUYS..... IT LITERALLY MEANS āPEACEFUL WATERā.... āPEACEFUL MIZUā. LIKE CMONNNNN#taimizu in my mind = šš=š³š#yeah i'm scheduling this post it's been in my drafts for way too long it's time to let it roam free#fandom.rtf
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This is perhaps bitchy and uncharitable and certainly almost a year late to really be complaining about but fuck it, we complain anyway.
Yes, I am still unreasonably upset about Sutekh clinging to the side of the TARDIS since The Pyramids of Mars, and upset because I was sort of foolishly hoping we might get some actual characterization fallout from that addressed properly this series, which of course isn't going to happen. And the reason I'm upset about it while it seems fairly few people care all that much is because it's a litmus test for the degree to which any given person sees the TARDIS as a character in her own right. And it's fairly obvious now that rtd doesn't, or at least, only does when it suits him.
Because the thing is, if the TARDIS is a character, is a person, then the manner in which Sutekh uses and usurps her, and the ambiguity in whether it was consensual ('seduction' vs 'coercion') becomes extremely important to the Doctor and the TARDIS's relationship, and the TARDIS's characterization as a whole, both going forward and echoing back. Like bearing in mind that what actually happened is so ambiguous, what Sutekh being 'there the whole time' even fucking means, that trying to pull a point out of it is almost an exercise in futility from the jump, but to borrow some wildly inadequate or perhaps even inappropriate language, it's the difference between whether the TARDIS has been cheating on the Doctor for more than half the length of their entire relationship, or whether she'd been being (sorry) raped that whole time and the Doctor just hadn't noticed.
And yeah, evidently it was too much for me to hope that there would ever be any kind of real emotional or plot-relevant followup about that, because, again, that requires you to see the TARDIS as a character whose choices and emotions and relationships matter beyond their immediate relevance to the plot. And this isn't new by any goddamn means. This isn't actually the usual split between the traditionalist and the avant-garde camps. The TARDIS's sapience and autonomy do not begin with The Doctor's Wife; this is established (more or less) in The Edge of Destruction, the third ever serial in the history of the show, all the way back in nineteen sixty-fucking-four.
And y'know, yes, it would still be a big deal if Sutekh jumped on in Wild Blue Yonder (as would make way more logical sense) rather than Pyramids; the ambiguity of consent that the show either doesn't care or lacks the stomach to address would still be a blow, but it wouldn't have the unutilized capacity to fundamentally alter the relationship between the two longest-running characters in the franchise if it was the span of a season, rather than thousands of years in-universe and nearly five decades in real life. And not to be conspiratorial or assume categorical bad faith on rtd's part, but yeah, it's hard not see that particular unnecessary detail as a petty response to Moffat and Chibnall's own continuity-and-paradigm-altering retcons, and an attempt to get his own shot in.
And it's just. Never gonna get talked about, huh. 'Cause it doesn't actually matter, right? 'Cause it's not like the TARDIS is really a person, right?
#megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace#doctor who#the tardis#doctor who meta#rtd critical#sa mention#in an extremely abstract sci-fi kind of way#forgive me I am trying not to be grumpy#I'd managed to sort of put it out of my mind but this has been bothering me for nearly a year now#and the closer we get to the end of this extremely short season the more I'm resigned to it never coming up again :/#the TARDIS is unironically non-jokingly one of my favorite characters on the show and if you're gonna do *this* with her#can we at least have any emotional fallout??#can it matter for more than the span of one otherwise deeply mediocre episode?#and the answer is no because that would require rusty in particular to actually think through his finales#which I'm not convinced he was doing in the mid-2000s and definitely isn't doing now#as he's all but openly admitted#whatever#this is all totally irrelevant to anything going on in this series but it's been rotating in my mind again ever since we started back up#esp with all the doomer talk about nuwho getting canceled#and like again not to be the sour note in the hype train but if we are getting canceled again and king rusty isn't enough to save it#then imo we could have at least got some cartmel-esque new blood in before we get the axe#rather than dragging out the nostalgia-poisoned geezer tour#wow this got shockingly mean and bitter down here at the bottom of the tags#wild that this is bubbling up out of me after The Interstellar Song Contest#which I largely found quite fun (and obvs no matter what ends up happening I'm glad we're getting Carol back on the show one last time)#anyway if you don't care about or respect the TARDIS then what are you even doing writing dr who??#that's their wife you MUST love her as much as they do it's imperative
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kind of unfortunate that so many fantasy epics are also war novels because i will be honest i just do not like war novels that much... the grand clashing of forces is compelling obviously but it requires characters to talk about so much practical battle strategy and while i can get my brain to comprehend all these fantasy maps and kingdoms and borders and battalions and front lines and army movements it takes up. so much space in the book. feels like i'm fighting a war of my own trying to get through it sometimes
#this is about the witcher books rn but also about book four of the inheritance cycle#roran is hot and i like seeing him with his hammer and his dedication and love for his wife!#also i am here for dragons and it is kind of a major tonal shift watching this man try to navigate becoming a military general!#like i'll learn all the names of the witcher kings and queens and learn where their provinces are and which towns are in which kingdom#and who borders what and where and how all those political machinations work. it's important to the plot.#damn it's a lot of names though#meve is the queen of lyria and rivia is in lyria. this much i know. because she is the only queen.#completely irrelevant information most of the time.#cintra is north of nilfgaard. nilfgaard is south of fucking everything.#cintra is like? middle of the map i think? there are other southern territories that got conquered by nilfgaard before cintra fell#other southern places. um. toussaint. i know this because this location is often referenced in fanfictions about aiden thewitcher#my favorite character that does not actually appear anywhere in canon aiden thewitcher#man i'm thinking about him again... fucking miss him... (<ā guy who never met that guy to begin with)#anyway. what other witcher politics do i know. i can keep the wizard politics pretty clear in my mind.#total fucking lie i just realized i've been picturing stregobor instead of vilgefortz all through the last half of blood of elves#whateverrrrrrr i'll figure it out... this is why i can't pick things up this much later. i'm not restarting this reread though#other kings. suddenly all their names are gone. demawend? he is not very important rn i don't think.#vizimir. of. redania? perchance?#yes. because i think he's who dijkstra works for. and phillipa eilhart. i think that's the redania crew.#there's the king who is caught up in. incest. foltest. that's that guy's name. fuck if i know what kingdom. triss worked with him i think#oxenfurt is an independent city-state in my mind i don't think that's actually true though#just reread the story where geralt is delivering a message for the kings that border brokilon but could not tell you for the life of me#which kings and kingdoms those actually are. nor who ciri was supposed to marry there#anyway point is. man. War Novel#lord of the rings counts for this too btw. if i have to calculate the numbers for the armies it is a war novel to me#valentine notes#witcher reread
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You can tell him yourself
If it wasn't for Avalon's roomba ""walkcycle"" and Fripp's galaxycore sparkle fursona design, I would have found that one scene were the druids express their disappointment towards the Soulriders' actions ominous
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#sso#ssoblr#sso fanart#star stable online#fripp#avalon#sso fripp#sso avalon#spoilers probably but i just love fripp's vibe#he's like this centuries old (even though time and space is irrelevant to him) cosmic creature who was born in a non-place mortal beings#couldn't even wrap their minds around the concept of it itself#and he prances and twirls around with his scepter like a 90's sparkly magical girl and has the s m o o t h e s t floof tail animation#the duality of a creeter#meme#shitpost#my art
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Alright but something really intriguing about the fact that the harkonnens are often referred to as beasts or animals by other characters, but the baron and feyd refer to one another as monsters in like half of their internal monologues.
#The other half of the time they're mainly just disrespecting one another#Like it's such an interesting dynamic#Highkey fascinated by that family it's so weird#but like#It's this constant power struggle#And they're both afraid of the other on some level but they also see one another as mockable#They're always trying to get the upper hand#They essentially see each other as very very annoying and irrelevant but huge threats#they're always on my mind#dune books#house harkonnen#baron harkonnen#feyd rautha#dune frank herbert#more rambles#I don't even have anything smart to add or anything
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My friendās genius response to the sleep paralysis tweet
#S.K thinks#Sheās out of her mind I love her š#Ignore. My response. Itās irrelevant#/silly#Chonny Jash#Time to main tag and then fuck off into the abyss āŗļø
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turns out chronic disability means you're disabled chronically. more shocking news at 11.
#this post brought to you by#the struggle i keep having with realizing exactly how bad things have gotten#it's been a downward trend since at the latest 2017 and i'm...#not handling the distress about that super well right now#like i know it started earlier than that but things really kicked off around then#and just.... it just keeps getting worse i keep not being able to things i know i used to be able to do#whether or not i should have listened to my body and not done them previously is in fact irrelevant#because i did them anyway#and now i can't hardly... it's...#i'm like. really looking forward to going to the dunes next weekend#partially to be out of the house for a significant length of time to do a solely fun set of activities (specifics unknown)#and partially just to feel like i've done *something* to earn the days i'm going to need to take to recover#it's.... it's not always a thing i really am concerned with because i honestly don't mind staying home a lot#it's just when i *want* to leave i can't and that's... that's harder#i mean it's mostly cabin fever i'll be real i'm probably just feeling a little cooped up#but it's not MY fault the entire out of doors wants me dead and unable to breathe#i *want* to be outside but the outside hates me specifically#so i gotta be careful about it
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once again thinking about how binghe wanted to fuck that old man so hard that he nearly ended the world if not for that old man finally lettin him hit š
#svsss#its on my mind all the time but the shizunfuckers out there know theyd do the same if they were in his position#everyone on cq mountain like 'but he's not even that much older than us' IRRELEVANT#sqq is the oldest millenial alive#sqq: born to be an old man š§ forced to be an immortal 20 yr old š©š¶#why isnt sqq out here crying over his baby face whenever he sees it#sqq like 'i just wish i had grey hair to match the me i see on the inside š®āšØ' and lbh nodding along sympathetically#he too wishes you had grey hair and wrinkles and complained louder about your hips creaking#im so glad theyre together and no one else is subject to their bullshit#god bingqiu are insane and for that i love them
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2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I donāt draw nearly enough <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#ehuang beifong#<ā finally. a new OC with a proper tag#tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names#and weāve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter#I feel like sheās a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway#okay moving on from that#next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here#but I donāt care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence#baby girl. sweet girl#and yeah Iāve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought Iād try something else#and while Kuvira isnāt actually shown here. just know that sheās absolutely tearing up off screen#you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands#wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I#okay once Iām done with my current projects Iāll refine and post those#the world deserves to see more of Ehuang#I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuangās bio dad is#and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eyeā¦#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a āimagine that. I love this girl to bits but Iām sure glad Iām not her momā#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal#Bataarās just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesnāt see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss#like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though heās told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant#he doesnāt wish to be ehuangās dad. that wasnāt why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself#heās quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao#maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. weāll see
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[hyunjin skz voice] thats very knies š¤
#this is perhaps too niche a crossover of interests for any one in particular of any of my sideblogs#two negatives make a positive so it goes on main#i promise if you lived in my brain this would be hilarious#(hyunjin has a little bit he does where he goes thaTS NOT VERY NICE in an exaggerated australian accent. probably to make fun of felix its#unclear to me but statistically likely to be true)#(separately from this matthew knies just tied game four of the first round of the stanley cup playoffs. which was very (k)ni[c]e(s))#thank you for coming to my ted talk#usually i make posts with the intent of making one (1) person laugh at a time but this one is for me sorry fellas#i have a jelly cat on my head and im stressed out of my mind ill go back to people pleasing on main tmrw#i hope when i update you guys rapid fire on the various unhinged things i have gotten into in the past few things that it brings you not#just annoyance that ive found another way to not shut the fuck about something irrelevant to your interests but also that there is a little#bit of fondness there as well xx
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i think my favorite part of my p4 playthrough is that i somehow never got pixie and had to go back to get her when trying to fuse black frost for the shadow mitsuo fight. i still don't know how that happened i was in the castle for so fucking long sfldkjskfjfdksfdkjfd-
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#i love my black frost by the way he's so fucking strong. he and izanagi are my mvps <3#mind charge + maragidyne/bufula (i wasn't able to get bufudyne on him for some reason) is so overpowered#i don't have ziodyne on izanagi though annoyingly enough-#probably should've figured out what persona gets ziodyne's skill card at chagall's :/ that's how i got zionga on him#eh there's always new game plus. won't be able to fuse izanagi-no-okami immediately anyway#even if i could i don't think i would cuz a level 91 persona would be waaaaay too overpowered-#can't you get magatsu-izanagi too. so many izanagis..............#irrelevant to the tags but i can't think of pixie without thinking of that one video where yu doesn't know his personas names#and calls high pixie lesbian-#dog by the foot is my favorite persona. and about eight snakes. the one i got from shuffle time. kill rush-kun#that's kinda how i refer to my personas in my head when playing a lot of the time sflkfdjsjfdksfdkjfds-#i honestly barely use the velvet room................ this is my first time actually playing persona okay-#in p5 my moms always spend like an hour in the velvet room looking at guides to figure out what personas to get-#and then there's me playing p4 and just looking at the list and fusing whatever personas look cool and don't need izanagi or black frost-#i mean i. kind of try to get good coverage? kind of#i don't think i have any wind skills on my team aside from izanagi having magaru-
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okay i just marathoned the entirety of ATLA live action & i might do an actual review of it explaining my thoughts more in depth, but the TLDR version basically boils down to this:
if you want to watch Avatar: The Last Airbender, just go watch the 2005 cartoon
#i was trying to keep an open mind & all that cuz of OPLA (my beloved) but. holy shit it was actually worse than i expected :/#like what were they thinking. did they use AI to write this or are the writers just like. really shitty#notes: they linger too much on random bullshit & refuse to move character development along#they tell when they should be showing & when they DO show it's for stuff that benefited from brief environmental storytelling in the OG#the plot drags so hard it was basically stagnant#there were some fun things but like. those things could've been funner if they'd been given the time other useless stuff was taking up#they changed so many minor details that really don't matter in order to make them more important#but this failed spectacularly because now there's just. stupid bullshit clogging up the plot??#instead of having 10 minute monologues 3 times an episode about plot irrelevant things#they should have taken a page out of the original's book & kept minor details to a minimum & focused on ACTUAL PLOT#SO MUCH CGI. LIKE I KNOW THEY NEED IT BUT COME ON. EVEN THE CHARACTERS?????? WHO ARE JUST STANDING THERE????????#they were given 8 hours & almost all of it was Aang angsting (lol) over being the avatar & not practicing actual bending#& then they ended the plot too early so they had to fill in the last like 20 minutes with something else#so they made up random lore that literally makes no sense. & overexplained all of it to the point i was blanking out from boredom#i think this is why i didn't enjoy Korra. they over explain the spirit world stuff & avatar powers & bending#that plus i just don't vibe with the aesthetic#being a writer is a curse because when i dislike something it's because i know exactly what went wrong & why#it's always with the analyzing & the judging & the internal note taking#even when i really try i can't just enjoy shit for fun
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just remembered how this morning woke up in the middle of an incredibly boring debate between two strangers on whether horses ridden by christians were christian as well despite the horses not being baptised. I was just wondering why i was there for it when quite abruptly and that was thankfully no longer the case (woke up).
#why was i present in what i figure was a medieval type situation#i didn't peg it as medieval at the time because i was there. it was just two guys casually talking#as they stood next to two large dark horses holding the bridles#waiting for someone idk who to show up#like. do you ever have dreams that are vivid and if you were superstitious could be believed to be you astral projecting into a the past#only. because your mind is kind of a rudderless instrument you just end up spying on the most irrelevant things in existence#that's how it feels. now how it actually happened is probably because i have a severe debilitating wikipedia addiction#and my mind tries to make a narrative out of random bits and bops about historical events and theological debates i'm vaguely aware of
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aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#brain is being weird again. i miss the person i thought you were before i found out how truly truly horrible you are#but that person doesnāt exist! i never met them because they arenāt real!#i just wanna meet my person yk. like yeah i donāt want to be in a relationship bc that sounds exhausting but also#it wouldnāt be exhausting if it was my person. i wanna know someone. i wanna learn how someone works.#i wanna take care of someone and be taken care of without asking.#and like the thing is is i definitely have my people in my friends like i already have them in this way#and i appreciate that so so much which is why i wonāt settle for anything less ever again and why iām no longer actively seeking something#but i really do just miss clicking that well with someone right off the bat. and i know most of it was probably 1) me being lied to and 2)#me trying to make myself palatable for him#but i havenāt felt that truly blatantly appreciated in a long time#i just wish that fate would work a little faster at putting my person into my lap is all#iām not even gonna say that it doesnāt have to be The Person iāll end up with and can just be One Of the people along the way#because now that feels like settling and if the universe doesnāt want me to settle then i wonāt#and iām not trying to be impatient because i know that itāll happen when itās supposed to and i canāt force anything#i just want it to happen so badly. i want to have my cute love story. i want to have it last longer than a week. in a good way this time.#and i know i vent a lot about this in my tags but this time feels different#i just want what is supposed to happen to happen. and i want to feel comforted knowing that it will.#i just need a sign that itās gonna happen someday so i donāt lose my mind waiting for it#that iām in the right place. and iām right where iām supposed to be#idk. i just know i donāt deserve to feel alone anymore. especially when i know iām not.#this feels like a prayer. maybe it is. whatever.#mari is irrelevant
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