#ugly stuff of mine

[raisedbydragwolves]

la grande dame for drag race uk vs the world - meet the queens.

[frosted-woods]

autumn time to be gay and totally fine and not miserable at all

[snowquills]

woe, lifesteal be upon ye

( 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / x / 6 + UU )

[xmortem09]

I can feel the rot crawling beneath my skin, worms writhing through the ugly flesh that’s already decomposing, feeding on what’s left of me as I fall apart.

[ewkpop]

🐝💛🖤🐝

[falmerbrook]

I'm in this awkward shitty place with my art where I'm simultaneously proud of it and like it because it's better than stuff I've made in the past but also dislike it and think it looks bad because it still doesn't look how I wish it would. Like, yeah I'm improving, and seeing that improvement manifest makes me happy, but not in a way I'm happy with yet when I take a step back from the process and the accomplishment of having made something, and I actually perceive it as a whole.

[doctormage]

setting up my apartment to adapt to the realities of my mental illness(es) instead of trying to keep everything nice looking/out of sight makes me feel so stupid that I didn’t do it sooner. my bathroom countertop was literally always a fucking nightmare and would only stay clean and organized for maybe 3 days tops, so I put little Receptacles in place for all the Things that kept accumulating and wouldn’t you know it. if the Receptacles are easily available (no lid is apparently CRUCIAL) and in my line of sight I put the Things in there every fucking time. without even thinking abt it. and the counter has stayed uncluttered for weeks which I don’t think has ever happened in my adult life. cannot express how annoyed I am that “find functionality first, make it cute later” did not occur to me until I was fucking 30

[raisedbydragwolves]

La Grande Dame for Kilian Paris (x)

[birdies-aus]

WOAH !! officially over 100 followers thats like a lot of people jeez... THANKK U GUYS SO MUCHHH ee ill try to make more stuff to post :33

[xmortem09]

I don’t see a face, I see a punishment. A cruel joke written in skin and bones. Eyes too dull, features too wrong, nothing delicate, nothing worth loving.

I’ve memorized the disgust. The way I avoid mirrors like they’ve hurt me. Maybe they have. Maybe the reflection is the wound.

People say beauty is inside, but how can it be when my own soul feels disfigured? I wear shame like second skin, and no one notices the weight.

Every compliment feels like pity. Every silence feels like confirmation. I want to rip myself out of this body, scream until this face isn’t mine anymore. I don’t want to be seen. I want to disappear.

[isabellaofparma]

Ryan! Someone could walk in...

[alelelesimz]

obsessed with how the magnet collection on my fridge is going

[cheezy-selfships]

So today I was talking with my therapist and I mentioned my tendency of writing romantic stories where the characters are very possessive about the way they love eachother.

And folks, there is no better feeling than hearing that channeling jealousy & strong emotions that would be harmful into fiction is a good thing, just like I thought it would be!

Because yeah, I knew that, and it is my stories and headcanons and whatnot, but even if the intensity of feelings in my stories is upped to a 1000 times what I might feel irl, it is... Still nice to know that my thoughts and actions of finding an outlet, was a right choice, that I made on my own.

It feels nice to be monstrous in love, and be loved for that. It feels nice to be able to do that with my F/Os and there being no negative consequences.

Fanfiction ftw, and self-insert fics even more so.

[skunkes]

I understand your fear abt kiwifarms 😭 I'm also this way. When I was younger I had some people make hate accounts for me on Instagram and they would post my art and ocs on there... Now I have this fear of ppl taking my art and making fun of it.... BUT ITS OK WE WILL MAKE IT THRU THIS TOGETHER

GOD LOLLLL i never had a whole thread or anything but my art was in several comments of a bigger Ugly SJW art thread....id go back and reread them all the time and ive forgotten now but the "i feel as though my art 10 years later is still the same quality of Being Ripe for Reposting Onto There to Make Fun Of" sensation is unshakable. In style AND content 😭 then theyre going to call me ugly and a trender while theyre at it HFISKFJSKJT

[raisedbydragwolves]

paloma during the finale of drag race france, season 2.

bonus: keiona's crowning.

[vomiting-rainbows]

fuck i forgot to post this old canvas that i found with a bunch of old doodles, decided to draw and fill w some new doodles a bit, the designs i made for human!twilight and human!pinkie are my favs they so precious 🥹🥹