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[freakmonster9000]

𓂃 ₊ INTRO !! (＾▽＾)

╭──────────.★..─╮ name ✮⋆˙ : I go by quite a few names, but Richtofen or Michael works

prns ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 : STRICTLY he/him

fandomz ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ : Call of Duty Zombies, Team Fortress 2, Red Dead Redemption, Wings of Fire, etc...

DNI ༉‧₊˚. : basic criteria. proship. don't really have a set dni but helluva boss/hazbin hotel is thin ice

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bisexual transgender multifandom artist (trad+dig) & writer. fair warning my art style is very inconsistent and depends on my mood, so my work may not always be quality. i post whenever i want; i have no set schedule. that being said, this is my main/only blog, so there may be mixed media...,

i have audhd and social anxiety & !! POSSIBLY !! bpd, so please be patient with me. dms and moots are always welcome though. <3

my birthday is may 8! proud taurus :3

i'm from the united states [EST; UTC -5] and i own multiple animals... 3 parakeets, a cockatiel and a dove, as well as a cat, fish, and a snake! i may occasionally post pics of them.

as far as music i like a lot of genres: rock/metal, hardcore/speedcore, industry/goth, country, etc.

i'm currently hyperfixated on cod zombies—i've been a fan for a little over a decade. i don't have much merch right now but i'm working on that. i'm a casual player. richtofen is my favorite of course, so don't be surprised if you see a lot of posts abt him :,)

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strawpage , pronouns.cc , ao3 [more shit here eventually idk]

thx 4 readin -`♡´-

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[punnifullife]

damian and mary/mar'i: big bro/lil sis //// uncle/niece dynamic. small overprotective gremlin energy. once again, missed out opportunities DC!! :L

(and maybe he's envious of the happy family he sees :L bit of angst whoops)

if y'all got any more funny ideas for kory/starfire and mari with the batfam, lmk! I'm not too familiar with recent batfam changes haha. got a couple more ideas before i go back to tt03 stuff again.

[noctilu-uca]

miauuu

[tales-of-conteria]

I've always been a little upset with Ben for "Did I Mention" because of what he did to Audrey so here's a little something I cooked up to let my frustrations out.

Ben barely had time to react before Chad’s fist collided with his jaw. Pain exploded across his face as he stumbled backward, gripping his cheek. “Ah, shit! What the fuck?” He looked up, eyes wide with shock, as Chad loomed over him, his face contorted with rage. “Why the fuck did you do that?” Chad seethed, his breath heavy, fists still clenched at his sides. “Do what?” Ben asked, his mind still foggy, heart racing. Chad scoffed, shaking his head before stepping closer. “Ask Mal out in front of the entire fucking school while you're still dating Audrey.” Ben felt his stomach twist. He swallowed hard but said nothing. “Oh, so now you don’t have anything to say?” Chad let out a bitter laugh, then grabbed Ben by the collar of his jacket, yanking him forward. “Give me one fucking reason why I shouldn’t beat your ass right now.” Ben struggled against Chad’s grip. “Look, Chad, you don’t understand—” “Understand what?” Chad cut him off, shoving him back with a force that sent Ben stumbling. “That you publicly asked out a girl while you’re dating someone else? That you dedicated your winning shot to a girl you barely know over your own girlfriend? THAT YOU DID AN ENTIRE SONG AND DANCE AND CONFESSED YOUR LOVE FOR HER WHILE YOUR GIRLFRIEND WATCHED IT HAPPEN?” Chad’s voice cracked with frustration. “No, Ben. I understand exactly how much of a dick you actually are.” Ben opened his mouth, but Chad wasn’t finished. “Did you know that she thought you were going to propose to her?” Ben froze. His heartbeat pounded in his ears. “...What?” “Audrey.” Chad’s voice dropped to a whisper, but the anger didn’t fade. “She thought you were going to propose when you won and took the mic from the announcer. She thought—” His voice wavered, but then he clenched his jaw and stepped forward again, jabbing a finger into Ben’s chest. “And then you—you—YOU FUCKING BROKE HER HEART! IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE FUCKING SCHOOL AND THE ENTIRE FUCKING KINGDOM!” Ben felt like the wind had been knocked out of him. He stumbled back against the wall, running a shaky hand through his hair. His head felt foggy, thoughts jumbled, like something wasn’t right, but he couldn’t place it. Chad let out a sharp breath and ran a hand through his own perfectly styled hair, messing it up slightly. His voice was even quieter now, but no less raw. “Look at me, Benjamin.” Ben did. “I accepted my fate of never having her,” Chad admitted, his voice strained. “Because I knew she was happy with you. I knew how happy you both were. So I accepted it. I stayed and watched my best friend and the girl of my dreams live their fairytale.” He clenched his fists at his sides. “But then you messed it all up.” Ben swallowed thickly. “Look, Chad—” “No, Florian, I’m still talking.” Chad’s voice was cold, final. “It would’ve been better if you broke up with her first. It would’ve been way better. But no, you didn’t. And now Audrey’s heart is broken in the worst possible way.”

[halfbaked00q]

OH YEAH. okay one thing I DO want to talk about from Skyfall. That I think we should be talking about more. is the "he went into the priest hole for TWO (2) DAYS" thing.

I had like. known that was A Thing, but ig didn't see or forgot what it looked like. but the first look at it I was like. whoa. this is.... how do I say. like there's something visceral and primal and primitive about it just being bare rock. and I made a comment about how insane that is, and esp seeing the mine/cave-like rock and the thought of TWO DAYS down there.. that it's sth "like returning to some sort of primordial earthly womb (tomb)"

but then later they showed that the priest hole is NOT just like a bolthole. but a whole-ass tunnel system!!! EXTRA wild! what was Bond doing down there? WHERE exactly was he in the priest hold then? Was he hunkered down in some corner? Was he wandering around the caves like some sort of primordial spectre.

also there's something interesting/cool about it being like. seemed like it was just going to be a bolthole, and then they revealed it was this whole-ass tunnel system. Skyfall has a lot of maze/hidden/hiding symbolism, and there's something interesting about there being this, like. hidden earthly labyrinth at the heart/hearth/underneath Skyfall.

also the idea of baby Bond wandering a stone labyrinth under the very bones of his ancestral home after the death of his parents... and the whole when he came out he wasn't a boy anymore or whatever it was exactly Kincade said.... hmmm......... Minotaur? Minotaur vibes perhaps? I think there is something here- I think there's something to be said about hidden monstrosity/adversity bringing out monstrosity in us, plus the whole nature/nurture question of like, Bond and HIS "nature," was he born brutal or was he made brutal

(by his career, by his forging as a 00 agent, by M's machinations-- speaking of machinations. but okay god the way she. Manages him... I DO think there's a lot of interesting parts throughout the movies but there was a particular moment in Skyfall when she was like. hunt them down. for Ronson. like ggngng that was like. the emotional equivalent of those loop/stick leashes they use to capture stray dogs.... lowering the loop around his neck and tightening... and then once it's tightened she can move him around cuz it's a stick and not just a rope leash, she can literally physically lead him...) (and also the nature/nurture question of Silva's rats thing)

[starry-sophrosyne]

staring at my writings rn and I feel genuinely awful. i think it's mainly/entirely in part to it being that time of the month, but STILL; it's not bringing me any satisfaction to write like it normally does, nor do i have any genuine motivation to continue writing my drafts. i can still force myself to work on my drabbles because i still inherently want to, deep down in my soul - that's how much i love writing - and i can still write words and detailed phrases that are probably similar to how i write normally; descriptions that others will support and admire like they always have, but I just don't like them all that much. They're not bad, it's just, they're not written with any passion behind it.

I get it can't be helped, but I really don't want to put my writings down, because I'm scared. I'm scared that this exhaustion will be permanent, that I'll put these drafts aside and then never touch them again. I'm scared that this weariness, that I have put back into my bones over and over again, will not come out this time. I'm not crazy right? This isn't a dumb worry to have, is it? This is an actual fear for me, not just for my blog writings, but for all of my future writings too. I'm genuinely scared of burning out and I don't want to be.

No matter what, I think I genuinely have to stop writing. Wasting hours of my life writing stuff while feeling like an empty shell, while it provides me no joy doing so, is almost as horrible of an idea to me as never writing again is. So i'll do it; In order for me to be actually happy with anything I produce again, I'll put the pen down and pray my spark comes back to me, but man, i'm praying to whatever fucking gods there are out there, please don't let me lose the one thing I have left. Even this was a struggle to write.

[mercless]

🗡 sharing this random ask i got because im bewildered by it...

[stephofromcabin12]

I forgot how going into (or returning) to a fandom can be so hit or miss.

Like going from fandoms where people are pretty nice and generally open to headcanons and aus and whatever to a fandom that isn’t like that is…Cultural shock isn’t even the right term. Fandom whiplash more like.

It feels like the first day of school but worse lmao

[inafieldofdaisies]

The Seeds as Don't Starve Together Characters | Edits

Okay, so this edits started with me thinking how Jacob would look as a character in one of my favorite games, Don't Starve Together. I love the artstyle and would sometimes find myself playing it for hours. I ended up making Faith and John as well. The results are far from perfect, but I still felt like sharing them, because I kept imagining those three running around ingame and how cute they'd look. Especially Jakey with a tiny Judge, enough said... 😂

[galakianexplosion]

I've decided to make ocs for things i like when i feel like it. Because i can!

Here's Prosecutor Allucard Bramwell :3

Hes an ace attorney oc, and not the only one bcs he has a twin sister whos a detective that ill design soon-

Hes my silly Vampire prosecutor<3

[count-off]

ughh i want a cool intro post but im LAZYYY whatever ill make a cooler one at another point

HEY FUCKERS IM KINO

uhh yeah im a fictive of kino from diabolik lovers yahhh. i use he/it with a preference for he/him and im like. roughly 16 in headspace i think?

bodily were a minor, and as of rn theres only four of us but that miight change

update 9/18/24 there is 14 of us

im not the host but i wanted my own blog cuz im so cool hahaaa. the others might post on here but we all have sign offs aside from the host. who has his own blog. so yah

big shoutout to diabolikpersonals for letting me use her art for my pfp 🫶 i like her style a lot

ummmh. dni nsfw and proship. i dont rlly care about anything else just be normal. ppl who sometimes post suggestive things is fine too just no straight up nsfw

i will post anything on here from like fandom shit to my own thoughts to source memories. yah

OH RIGHT antikin losers dni as well the host has Way Too Many kins and i aint dealing with that shit

okay thats it <3 follow me <3 do it now <3

[icarrymany]

thank god i was rlly abt to get insane.

[bungusofficial]

this is ur reminder to get deeply freaky weird about your blorbos. no one else gets ur take and theyre afraid of it but thats ok thats the whole point.

[endl3sshysteria]

i hope these guys will cook up something over the next years or so the way i just watched someone in a muse discord server get COOKED bc they hate starlight due to it apparently sounding “annoyingly happy” is crazy

[estbela]

Sometimes I think about the fact that I've been into hetalia since I was like 13 and it's the way I've met some of my friends and it's one of the things that has turned me into the person I am today and oh my god I will turn 18 in november and I guess hetalia has almost always been with me during my adolescence

[vind3miat0r]

aufh there were a lot of outfits i found that i liked, but i settled on these :D

if i was going a more feminine route...

and for more masculine :3c

quick! youve been invited and money is no object, i need to know what everyone would wear to the monarchal summit if this was a real party

no theme requirements! i wanna see everyones outfit choices *slams fists on table*

personally, im going with something dramatic (bc ofc, if im going w the Prince of the Solaire Clan, im going to be overdramatic about it and show off) and royalcore inspired 👑✨️