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found relatively cheap rick owens, don’t have money, get paid around 10th, IM CRASHING OUT

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someone sell me this shirt my budget is unlimited

megan fox 2007

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in case anyone was wondering

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just ruined 146 peoples dayyy

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on my 6th rewatch of my all time fav show

you wanna cook crystal meth?

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me, him, and the show we’re watching

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American Mary (2010)

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everyone go watch american mary it is a masterpiece (except the ending fuck the ending) and i love katharine isabelle she is so gorg

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i truly hope someday i will be able to understand this fucking show bc it is so incredible however david knew something i dont bc i got so confused

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me and who

@anidalaweeks day two, modern.

college sweethearts anakin skywalker and padmé naberrie.

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The feminine urge to wear blue eyeshadow

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when you chose hair but it’s summer💔

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I am my father’s daughter.

Except… I’m not.

I’m not cruel.

I’m not reactionary.

I’m not unfair. Or unwilling.

I’m not scary. I’m not angry.

I’m not the werewolf in my dreams. The one that lurks, and preys, and waits until I let my guard down to eat away at me.

I don’t demand people’s fear because I’m too afraid I won’t earn their respect.

I have empathy. I have emotional intelligence.

I’m not my father’s daughter.

No. Not at all. Not even a little bit.

Except…I think that maybe I am.

I think about that time when I made a girl cry in middle school because she made me feel small.

Or the time I called my landlord a cunt because she made me feel weak.

How many times have I taken someone’s power

to stop feeling powerless?

I think I am my father’s daughter.

I think he’s in every part of myself that I hate.

I think that maybe he was his father’s son.

I think he’s tried and failed to cope with his monster.

I think I’m destined to repeat the cycle.

But fuck destiny. I’ll create my own.

I’ll scratch and claw away at the monster he's made me until it learns to fear me.

I’ll eat that monster down to its bones.

I’ll swallow it whole.

I am my father’s daughter.

But I’m trying not to be.

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yesss like omg its the middle of the night, im tired. i want to sleep but i can’t because of the fucking heat

“Hot and bothered” in the sense that it is 90 degrees out and I am extremely annoyed

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i hate heat sm

It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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currently at the Lana concert at Liverpool waiting for her to come on