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I got sick and couldn’t eat for about 35 hours so now my stomach is used to that so I eat less :)

Being sick helps with restricting, ain’t that fun?

I know some of y’all wish you could be in a coma and have the nurses forget to feed you 😭😭😭

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right. just hear me out.

being skinny will make everything easier.

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I'm doing this for him.

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I'm doing this for him.

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Your first thought when you wake up should be "I need to drink some water." not "What am I going to eat today?"

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Your first thought when you wake up should be "I need to drink some water." not "What am I going to eat today?"

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Day 5

I really want to lose weight so I can wear nice clothes and to not be so self conscious about my body for my future partner, also to just look better and be my twink, alt, androgynous self I've always dreamt of. I'm mainly doing it for myself but it's also for him.

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Your first thought when you wake up should be "I need to drink some water." not "What am I going to eat today?"

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07-12-23

2 1/2 Cup Rice - 356

Soy Sauce - 10

Cherry Sauce - 100

Large Vanilla Iced Capp With Cream ≈ 500

Total: 966cal

Higher Count to Ease Back Down from Yesterdays Binge

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Day 4

One of my greatest and only fears about weight loss is probably loose skin, even though that won't happen to me, it's still something I'm fearful of.

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right. just hear me out.

being skinny will make everything easier.

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07-11-23

binge.

tomorrow is another day.

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Day 3

I LOVE the bones, especially the hips, the ribs, the collarbone and the...yeah..., the toned features, hairless body, exactly what I want SO DAMN BAD

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Day 2:

I am 5'10" and I'm fine with my height, kinda wish I was smaller because I'm a stupid bottom

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Things and Words I hate because of my ED and why:

Meal - I don't know why but this one SUCKS Food - Obvious Breakfast - I'll throw up if I eat in the morning Lunch - Reminds me of school Dinner - I feel like old people eat during this time Eat - ... Big Spoons - THE BANE OF MY EXISTANCE Fried Food - Make me feel like my blood is replaced with grease Donuts - Anything with that high of sugar makes my teeth fall out Tying my shoes - Stand up too fast and now I'm in space Soda - I LOVE SODA so that doesn't help me. Combing my hair - I already have wavy curly hair so when I comb it, hair falls out and an ED doesn't help with causing more hair to fall out Carbs - No. I love pasta tho :c Bread - Also no. Other people trying to get me to eat. Also other people without EDs thinking they're quirky for not eating for a day and rubbing it in other peoples faces LIKE STFU we don't care Sam. To sum up this post in one sentence: "Can you please eat for me? 🥺"

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07-10-23

2 Bread Slices - 150cal

Chicken Burger - 230cal

Mayo - 60cal

French Fries - 130cal

Packet of Ketchup - 10cal

Well, got a 1L after this and I'm stupid so... 500ml - 218cal

Total: 798cal

Goal is to always keep it under 800cal.

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I'm doing this for him.