17-derogatory
17-derogatory
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tw: depression, vent, self harm, thinspo, eating disorder, dysphoria Eugene. trans masc. 18. 5’3.
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17-derogatory · 9 months ago
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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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trying 2 keep it short: i am chronically & physically disabled & am going through unwavering & persistent  pain flare ups + frequent bouts of instability & i am currently in outpatient treatment which takes up a lot of my time  therefore i can only work a max of only 2 hours a week.i am  attempting to stay on track & take all of this in stride but i unfortunately i need help in order to pay for rent, psychiatric & psychological appts, medications, etc which are all necessary for my recovery & rehabilitation. if even every second follower of mine could donate a dollar then i’d be so beyond thankful. as always i can scour around for  hours on end for books/epubs/pdfs/audiobooks. i sell my own art prints/stickers etc. thank u to all who are able to help. all my love. 
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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nothing feels as good as starting to read again when you haven’t held a book in your hand for such a long time and now the setting sun is in your room and there’s paper under your fingers and you feel so good about letting the words float into you again
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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“walking around” can be one of your hobbies
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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WARNING TO ALL MINORS IN THE ANA/MIA COMMUNITY
PLEASE, DO NOT SCROLL PAST THIS.
THERE IS A PREDATOR WHO HAS THE URL ‘FARTOOBIG4LITTLEGIRLSAGAINN’
HE WILL ADVERTISE WHAT HE DOES AS MEANSPO, BUT IT IS FOR HIS OWN SEXUAL GRATIFICATION.
DO NOT FEED INTO HIS FANTASY. PLEASE, REBLOG THIS. DO NOT ALLOW HIM TO PREY ON ANYBODY ELSE. I DO NOT KNOW HOW MANY OTHER GIRLS HE HAS TRIED TO PREY ON, BUT PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD.
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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I feel so left out. I don’t know why, but I feel as though people don’t actually like me. So I slowly distance myself from people and eventually I have no friends.
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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when u used to be an overachiever but now ur barely running on enough energy to function and u dont know how to cope
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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“We often have to explain to young people why study is useful. It’s pointless telling them that it’s for the sake of knowledge, if they don’t care about knowledge. Nor is there any point in telling them that an educated person gets through life better than an ignoramus, because they can always point to some genius who, from their standpoint, leads a wretched life. And so the only answer is that the exercise of knowledge creates relationships, continuity, and emotional attachments. It introduces us to parents other than our biological ones. It allows us to live longer, because we don’t just remember our own life but also those of others. It creates an unbroken thread that runs from our adolescence (and sometimes from infancy) to the present day. And all this is very beautiful.”
Umberto Eco (1932 - 2016, RIP)
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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“pro ana” spaces were literally born out of people who have active ED’s being censored and unable to express their feelings without being called ‘triggering’.
90% of ppl with ED’s on this app do not think having anorexia, bulimia ect. is a good thing. it’s not like that. we are pro acceptance of ppl who have ED’s who don’t want to recover yet.
we know we can’t force each other to eat or get better but we can encourage harm reduction i.e. staying hydrated, not fasting longer than 72 hours ect.
i’m sick of ppl (who’ve never even had an ED most of the time) raiding ED spaces, making fun of them or advocating for their censorship. for many ppl this is the only way they can express their feelings and speak freely, taking that away from them does more harm than good.
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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malespo
not mine, if you want removed, dm me
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don't belong.
Mandy Hale
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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i hate myself and want to die but also i am so full of love and i want to spread light but i’m tired of the two conflicting versions of myself fighting. 
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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17-derogatory · 4 years ago
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why did staff have to downgrade the desktop experience with loading issues and gradient boxes like they did with the app. desktop used to just work…
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