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i have some unhinged thoughts to say about season 3 nam-gyu

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summary: quiet reader!student lands in detention with natalie scatorccio, and a dangerous game of dares turns into something neither of them expected.

warnings: mild alcohol mention, suggestive content mdni emotional vulnerability, light profanity

the first time she looks at you.. really looks at you.. you’re three desks apart in after-school detention. fluorescent lights buzz overhead, the clock ticks louder than necessary, and the only thing sharper than your pencil is natalie scatorccio’s gaze from across the room. she doesn’t speak, not yet. just watches with that crooked smirk like she’s already figured you out.

you’re not sure what landed her here maybe smoking under the bleachers, maybe mouthing off to a teacher. as for you? a stupid slip-up. skipping last period to sit alone in the library. you’d barely even broken a rule.

natalie stretches out in her seat like she owns the place. leather jacket squeaks against the chair, boot tapping the floor in a slow rhythm. you pretend not to notice when she pulls a folded scrap of paper from her pocket, scribbles something, and tosses it your way with practiced aim.

you open it carefully.

“you look like you’ve never done anything bad in your life.”

you glance up. she’s staring right at you, daring you to respond.

by the end of the week, you’ve stopped pretending not to notice her. you try not to get used to the way she drapes herself into your personal space. how she smells like cigarettes and alcohol. how every word out of her mouth feels like a challenge.

“let’s get out of here” she whispers one thursday, slouched beside you in your shared corner of detention. she doesn’t whisper like she’s trying to be quiet. she whispers like she wants to see what you’ll do when she does.

you raise an eyebrow “we’re in detention” scatorccio’s grin widens “exactly. they’re already pissed. might as well make it count”

she takes you to the old bleachers behind the football field. the sun’s setting, painting the sky in gold and blood-orange. natalie lights a cigarette, offers it to you. you hesitate.. just long enough for her to laugh.

“didn’t think you’d actually take it” she says, passing it over anyway “you look too innocent for your own good”

you do. just one drag, just to prove her wrong. it burns, but you don’t let it show

natalie watches your lips the whole time..

there’s a rhythm to things, after that. school. detention. sneaking out. rooftop joints. loud music in her piece-of-crap car. gas station candy at 2 a.m. she fills silences with bold claims and bad jokes, but sometimes, when she thinks you’re not watching, her smile slips.

you never ask about the bruises. or why she never mentions her mom or dad.. you want to, but she’s the kind of girl who answers questions with a shrug or a kiss or a punch in the arm.

one night, she’s lying across the hood of her car, eyes on the stars. you sit beside her, knees touching. you can feel the heat of her through ripped jeans and something in your chest tightens. “you ever feel like nothing actually matters?” she asks suddenly.

you blink “that’s a pretty heavy question for someone who just dared me to shotgun a Mountain Dew..”

nat smirks, but doesn’t look at you “yeah, well. i’m full of surprises” you say nothing, because you don’t have the words. but your hand moves, just slightly, and brushes against hers. and for once, she doesn’t pull away.

the tension builds, like a slow burn under your skin. every laugh, every dare, every time she leans in just close enough to make you forget how to breathe it all adds up. a taut string waiting to snap… and then it does

you’re in her bedroom, some song with too much bass playing low in the background. her room smells like vanilla and weed. the window’s open, letting in summer air and the occasional flicker of headlights from the street.

you’re lying on her bed, flipping through a magazine neither of you cares about, and suddenly she’s hovering over you, one knee on the mattress, hair falling over her shoulder, eyes fixed on yours.

“you’re really gonna keep pretending like you haven’t been looking at my mouth for the last ten minutes?”

natalie says, her voice low. you freeze. “i—” you don’t know what your excuse was supposed to be. doesn’t matter. she doesn’t wait.

she kisses you like she means it. like she’s dared herself to do it and now she can’t stop. her hand slides to your cheek, thumb brushing your skin, and it’s all tongue and teeth and heartbeats too loud in your ears.

you kiss her back. you kiss her like you’ve wanted to for weeks

when she finally pulls back, barely an inch between you, her breath fans across your lips.

“that was overdue…” she murmurs with a chuckle

you swallow hard “yeah.. a little..”

her fingers tangle in your shirt “you scared?”

“of what?”

natalie shrugs “of wanting something too much”

you look at her, really look.. at the cracks she hides behind confidence and black eyeliner, at the way her guard flickers when she thinks she might’ve let too much slip.

you lean in, press your forehead to hers.

“i think i want you too much for my own good”

she exhales like she’s been holding her breath for a while. then she kisses you again slower this time, softer.

and for once, neither of you says anything. you just let the moment exist.

author’s note: OK HAIIII THIS IS MY FIRST TIME EVER WRITING A FANFICTION ON HERE LMFAO.. i hope it doesn’t suck too hard </3 i had this blurb sitting in my notes app for far too long so i decided to finally release it :] feedback is very much appreciated & i wouldn’t mind getting some fic requests so feel free to share any!

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eat a fruit that you like. take a little walk and pay attention to the trees. dance to music alone in ur room. it’s the small things that will heal you

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SUGAR TALKING YOUR EYES ONLY, YEAH ─ se-mi

⤷ 달콤한 달콤한 you

│pairing : gf!se-mi x fem!reader │genre : smau │warnings : fluff, mild teasing, and cutesy couple moments, slightly suggestive tone in some interactions, but overall lighthearted and wholesome. │summary : just pure, heartwarming love + texts between two people who can’t imagine life without one another. │wc : none | authors note : just eat ts up “b-but @semisasseater how come you aren’t using a actual cute divider or a picture..?!” good FUCKING question huh? fuck tumblr the limit is so stupid also hop off my dick about the pictures pls i just put whatever i found on pinterest not proofread.

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can the universe send me my wife already pls i’m begging i can’t take no more of this unserious bs from these common folk omg bae save me plsss they out here treating me like a regular ass bitch smh

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