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dreamingpuppet 1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9

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mwshshshZzz MAHSBEBRBR YESSSD SHALES YOU SJALED YOU NEEDYHEDDD

ok so my girlfriend wanted to watch metal family with me and I love it im ngl ... the art style makes me want to eat my shirt

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༺ purple blinkies ♡ ༻

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okay so I finally got a Chromebook that can download basic animation software and.... I direly need to animate them... I've had an animatic ready in my brain just COOKING for MONTHS....

these guys are also on Artfight this year!! I would love if they were drawn together, since they are some of my favorite characters ever... I will be on team Crystal this year!!

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someone once convinced me i was an osdd system (i realized i was struggling with psychosis and bpd) but now i can’t get it out of my head? like i don’t have the voices to hear, i just get so dissociative and disconnected from my own actions it’s easy to imagine an “alter” is living my life for me during that?? but i know im not a system. if that makes sense. i hate being delusional

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im genuinely trying to understand this shit but everyone explaining it is like “it’s for trans men… BUT THEYRE NOT ACTUALLY MEN SO THEY CAN BE LESBIANS!!” which sounds . transphobic

men stop putting yourself in women’s spaces challenge 😭😭 transmascs can NOT be lesbian

“oh but who are you to police labe-“ YOURE DISRESPECTING THE LABELS ?? lesbians are NON MNE loving NON MEN?? what’s so hard to understand??

“oh- b-but my attraction is queer !!” first of all, how??? you are a man that likes women? and secondly, having queer attraction does not make that attraction automatically lesbian, it’s just queer.

“but lesbians back then took testosterone to transition to men!!” PLEASE give me a source. IM BEGGING.

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i feel like i’m always messaging first im just not gonna talk to anyone unless they make a fucking effort i’m tired of trying to be a good friend or whatever why don’t i get the care i try to put out i fucking hate everyone in my life no one knows how to support me because i can’t even support myself

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i’m so lonely rn and idk what to do.. i made plans with a friend then she canceled an hour before. i have no one ever when i fucking need them most. i have no one home and no one to stop be from fucking killing myself if i tried

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i know others feel drained by being around me. i see it in their faces, how they talk to me, how they look at me. its like they’re trying to make sure they’re far away enough so when i blow up, they don’t have to deal with how mean i am, but close enough to make sure i’m not mean to myself. i imagine it must feel like balancing on a tightrope. i don’t wanna be like that. i don’t wanna be mean. i try to control myself.

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Just two pals discussing important life events.

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Being a small time celebrity is really hard these days

I feel the pressure on the thoughts of the four of you who look at this.

I need a drink (grape juice), a good smoke (my dehumidifier), and a hot trans man (a hot trans man) to alleviate all this stress.

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He is so hard to love

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sega siblings reunited i love them so much

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funne idea i had ended up accidentally going crazy sloppy fart style with the backgound

(i really truely ment to spell 'oh my god' but my evil friend forced me to keep it as 'oh my dog' so tehre you go) i dont even know how i managed that. mnight be the sickness

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Shrimpo—Why Would YOU EVEN DO THAT?!

Anyway, I doodled Blot—he’s giving off total emo boy vibes.