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yeah it’s not that deep i’m just constantly battling between being trying to be healthy and trying to be a sick as possible

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Me rn:

a current need

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Yep, that's right

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40kg

Feeling like->

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I'm 2 tired for this shit🫡

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The day they left me

Was the day that i died

And than was reborn

As a

Fawn♡

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Ed memes fy coz I love them<3

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Ok, I though it's getting better and better.... but than (a week ago) I expirience the breakdown, the ultra brakdowm like thing (?) Idk when I felt that way but it must been like a year ago last time.

And all coz of luck of their attention

Just

That's so stupid, it's so not resonable I even couldn't talk ab it at the therapy

I know that they are realy important for me but lol

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Day 30:

Ten facts ab me and my stats

1. I'm doing better mentally then befor

2. I'm studying a lot now- doing better at school

3. I cried 'coz he didn't hug me for goodbay lol

4. I find some cute clothes recently

5. Very emotional as always:))

6. People around are saying I look so petit and skiny, and I see it too😭

7. I'll expirience one of my old wishes and I still can't belive it.

8. I painted the walls im my room pink🩷

9. I'm going back to the things I liked in the past (craft)

10. Trying to romanticize (?) the shit out of my life

Idk

My stats; my hight is 154cm, my weight is 42 kg, my bmi is 17.7

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Some pics of my going to sleep❤️‍🩹

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Im back and not planning to leave;))

⬇️+tumbler & twitter<//3

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I love her, she's one of my best friends

So why is she hurting me so much now?

The best part is- she doesn't even know what she's doing

She has no idea, and that's the worst part

I can't hate her for that, she's such a sweet person

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TW // ED , Fatspo

Fatspo is disgusting.

Every other month on my twitter timeline I see women notice that their pics got used for fatspo and it's heartbreaking.

Imagine thinking that you have the right to post other peoples bodies and call them things just for motivation. Believe it or not, some people (no matter what weight they are) love their bodies, have self-esteem and unlike us aren't mentally ill. People who post fatspo are the ones with the problems.

If you post fatspo or publicly shame someone for their weight in order to boost your own ED you are no better than the skinny girls who called you fat behind your back, you are no better than your family members who made comments on your eating habits and you are no better than the guys who asked you out as a dare because of your weight. Being skinny with an ugly personality is not cute. You're bullying.

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Guys i have a problem... my upper body is pretty small, i can see my bones, my arms are slim, my stomach is flat the most of the time

But

My legs are a real tragedy, even after exerciseing and dieting, my thights are still chubby

Im gonna kms💋🫡

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So real

all of us