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this whole mutual thing is overhyped on this site. want to send me an ask off anon? do it. want to tag me in a post? do it. follower, mutual, or just random person who stumbled across my blog: I crave interaction and literally do not mind.

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Haven’t been active on here in like a year ish but prepare yourself cuz I’m probs gonna come on here to get the little demons out of my head again, cuz who needs therapy.

Anyways going down a mental break down spiral thinking about how someone I literally used to trust with my life years ago also willing gave partial nudes I had taken to my abusive parents as ammunition even tho they knew what that whole situation was like. Now I literally can’t send suggestive picture to my partner without having a fucking anxiety attack. Love that for me.

If anyone is still active or sees this come say hi ig and like welcome to a little segment I calll how are we gonna talk about my trauma this time.

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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Update: HE FUCKING KISSED ME TODAY I LOVE MY FUCKING LIFE!!

Am I simping over a man who most likely doesn’t even see me as anything more than a friend? Yes

Am I going to get my feelings hurt because of it? Yes

Did he just texting me apologizing for being slow with responding lately and this causing me to once again have hope that this man actually likes me? Also yes

God damnit I hate myself

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*passes away*

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One of the worst feelings is when you feel a hyperfixiation slipping.. Like no.. Youre so sexy pls keep giving me happy chemical

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i often wonder how many ppl from 2012 tumblr are still active on here

are u also still here, lurking in the shadows????

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Another update for anyone invested:

He bought me pretty rocks today and when my he saw that I missed a call from one of my best friends he asked if she was alright and checked to make sure I didn’t need to help her. He also told me to text him when I got home safe. I genuinely like him so much it’s disgusting

Am I simping over a man who most likely doesn’t even see me as anything more than a friend? Yes

Am I going to get my feelings hurt because of it? Yes

Did he just texting me apologizing for being slow with responding lately and this causing me to once again have hope that this man actually likes me? Also yes

God damnit I hate myself

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Update of the situation if anyone even cares:

I’m going to marry this man, someway somehow I swear to it I will. He’s too wholesome to let go and I stg if this doesn’t work out I’m giving up on love and becoming an old cat lady

Am I simping over a man who most likely doesn’t even see me as anything more than a friend? Yes

Am I going to get my feelings hurt because of it? Yes

Did he just texting me apologizing for being slow with responding lately and this causing me to once again have hope that this man actually likes me? Also yes

God damnit I hate myself

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Am I simping over a man who most likely doesn’t even see me as anything more than a friend? Yes

Am I going to get my feelings hurt because of it? Yes

Did he just texting me apologizing for being slow with responding lately and this causing me to once again have hope that this man actually likes me? Also yes

God damnit I hate myself

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"my child is fine" your child is still running their tumblr blog from middle school

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I literally jusy log onto tumblr, display 300 mood swings then fuck off again huh

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I want to be a better person. A better friend. A better lover. A better me. Just better.

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im so bad at maintaining online friendships!! im sorry to everyone i’ve had a lovely chat with but havent followed up with!! im a very isolating person and i still consider you my friend i promise !!!

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shit man tomorrow is christmas eve i swear yesterday was June 2010

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i need my space unless youre the right person then dont go anywhere