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[94hope]

I just.. i just need my heart back. I need someone like you. Someone who heard every cry, every heartbreak felt alone, the loneliness felt alone after you left. I need someone who is howling for me. I miss someone who is having my back like you did. I miss you my friend. I miss my fourlegged friend. The love of my life and the other half of my heart.

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I owe her everything..

U always think u have the time, but that’s where we’re wrong. I would have given everything just to be with her again. To hold her one more time in my arms. To hear her heart beat one more time. I owe her everything. I just… Need my heart back..

[94hope]

I just need you one more time

I just need her one more time. One more time in my arms. One more time of everything. One time with everything with your paws by my side. I just need you to come back to me. I love you, and nothing will ever change that. Always and forever. Do you remember our promise..?

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No one. No one will ever fill your space or the emptiness you left behind.

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And you just feel so empty without them. Like nothing would ever matter again..

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I think i miss her the most when i really need her. When i need her to take care of me. Like now. I know it’s a lot to ask for.

Being in the hospital and knowing that she isn’t home waiting for me to walk her, speaking from the heart or give her cuddle. Now i know what people say about the little things is the things that matters the most, because it’s the little things i miss. And the fact that when she was there for me when I needed it the most. I tried to be the best for her. I really tried. And i miss her so, soo bad. I would have given anyting to be with her. My angel. My babigirl.

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Dogs arent just dogs. She became family, my baby. She was my bestfriend. And when she died, she took my heart and left me with all memories. And everytime i see a picture, remember her, dream or see any of her stuff that was to painfully to give away - breaks my heart over and over again. We we’re supposed to be bestfriends. I let you down. I promised i would'nt let anyting bad happen to you. But i did, but you should have taken me with you.