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I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

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haikubot yes

shadow the hedgehog from pissing on eggman’s wife is unfuckable!

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ah yes.. looks very comfortable

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ah yes.. looks very comfortable

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it's still march 2020 bitches, i can't wait t

christmas is next week... what the fuck

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I’ve never had a problem with the general fact of making music or playing music. I’ve never stopped loving it. It’s been the outside stuff that has made me feel down at times.

HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT! (insp.)

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Rattlesnake

I look into the bottle thinking, these are meant to fix me. No ceremony, no grand display, just an opaque rattlesnake of manufactured happiness pressing into my palm. What happens when I fire the bullets into my system?

What then? Will their intrusion mediate the war inside my mind, or make a foray of their own? And can I trust their stark uncertainty to dissipate once I'm alone? Still I hesitate. I'm captive to an indomitable paralysis,

my eye up against the peephole, locked in a staring contest with the pool of faceless clones that challenge me to submit to their tight regime of one per day, that coax me to surrender to their threats to untangle my renegade brain.

Maybe I should. But I'm scared— scared I'll become nothing more than a desolate circus of false passions and concealed pains, scared to be condemned to a life of robotic smiles and automated hellos and see-you-next-weeks.

But I'm all out of options. Maybe I'll be forced to accept that I can't do it on my own, for all my stubborn hesitancy. And maybe the rattlesnake sound is nothing more than the soft percussion of a child's toy.

And maybe, just maybe, in accepting their aid I'll not forget who I am, but remember instead.

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he flexible

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I MADE IT

the piss post (2021)

"WHY YOU PEEING????" "IDK i just like pissing i guess"

submitted by @a-dragon-called-sebastian

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he climbed into the shower today

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this is the only good thing to ever come from tiktok

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for some reason, sebastian likes to sleep in some of the weirdest places

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this really resonated with me. what a beautiful poem💜

11 quotes by vincent van gogh that can change the way you think (2020) - omar itani

“we all have two voices inside us. theres the one that is gay. then theres the other one that is also gay. you are gay.”

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sebastian sleeping in his own little bed (while i write a literature essay)

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happy halloween everyone

carved this pumpkin today!!

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fossils

five years ago on my birthday we went to a mini golf course with sculptures of dinosaurs and surreal red-dyed rivers and streams and we had the place to ourselves

and you made it there late but i didn't care because when you came running to us calling my name i was just glad that you'd arrived your presence was all i wanted

and wrapped in coats and drenched in rain with squinted eyes bracing ourselves against the brutal windy spells we took a photo which remains my favourite photo to this day

simply because we each look so completely ridiculous in front of that t-rex and i think it's quite fitting that that's one of the only ways i can see your face

and my family and i went back there again today and it seemed just the same but as though i'd dreamed it the first time because it felt so strange and unfamiliar

because the plants had vastly grown and in place of the red water i'd so vividly remembered was a soothing aqua blue tone but i still saw red in the water's folds

and in the very place we stood to take that photo by the t-rex a huge bush had sprung up right there invading the path and i mused at its growth when you no longer will

and i wasn't as competitive this time around because all i felt was the ache of your absence and i realised i didn't care about winning if you were gone

because five years without your laugh or silly baby impression and five years since i stood crying silent as they lowered you into the ground is far too much to take

and in spite of it all i know that if you were still here today that golf course would just be the place i spent my birthday years ago it's only in your absence that

such a place should be pervaded by memories of you and yet i wondered why i should regret the rare event of being reminded of one i loved dearly and so

i let myself enjoy the sun's warmth on my skin and the deep blue of the sky and i thought of you as we drove away but only as one thinks fondly of an old friend:

i love you, and i hope i see you again someday.