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ab-a3tern0
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it/he/they || 18under 16 DNIcreepypasta, marble hornets & EMH REQUESTS ARE OPEN!
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ab-a3tern0 · 3 days ago
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roommate walked in while im writing a smut request uh
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ab-a3tern0 · 4 days ago
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anyway. toby is inexplicably linked with The Offspring in my heart. especially older stuff, but all of it is really Tobycore
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ab-a3tern0 · 4 days ago
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been busy with life stuff!! please feel free to send in any thoughts or requests, they are almost always open :)
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ab-a3tern0 · 6 days ago
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Brotherly Love ✨ how wonderful
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ab-a3tern0 · 8 days ago
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ab-a3tern0 · 8 days ago
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toby the type to randomly buzz all his hair off without telling u because he got tired of dealing with it. then laughs in your face when you mourn the loss of his fluffy emo hair 😔
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ab-a3tern0 · 8 days ago
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Hello!
About Ticci Toby.. as much as I love the writers and fan base. I think they tend to forget he’s Biromantic. Aka both bi and asexual, and as someone who is also asexual it gets a bit annoying whenever someone labels Toby as hyper sexual or loves to get laid. Not to mention the creator who wrote Toby was most likely a minor at the time.
All in all I’m not saying YOU did anything of course! But more ace representation would be great as it’s not a lot of them. Like imagine Toby already with a body that he feels disconnected with due to mainly CIPA, Tourette’s, schizophrenia and depression, how interesting wouldn’t it be if Toby was struggling with his own repressed emotional development? Including the sexual phase many teenagers had. How he wouldn’t feel comfortable with sex but not an antisex person, it’s just another thing he felt disconnected with, and wouldn’t it be more interesting to have a reader who helps him work through that trauma and internalised doubt?
Anyway this was just a lil splur I threw up from your post wanting questions and stuff snsjaiwhebsb- you seem like a cool person✨
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hello! thank you for the ask, i love discussing things about characters.
first thing, hi i am asexual! its really nice to see others like us in this space :)
second, i don’t remember toby being asexual, which if its true, thats very cool!! again, its always nice to see it represented. however, you can imagine hes still asexual in that way! people experience sexuality in different ways, and toby could still want sex and enjoy it. he can still feel pleasure, and because its one of the few things he can feel, i can imagine him enjoying it. plus, my version of toby is more of a "it doesn't matter about me, but my partner" kind of guy when in love. hes lived most of his life for someone else, so it makes sense for him to enjoy it that way.
however, the idea of it being another thing that sets him apart from the other people his age would be interesting! even around other creeps and proxies, when they discuss ideal types, its just not something he can connect with. toby's the type of guy to go with the flow and pretend, but i think if his partner ever noticed it, toby would talk about it. its kind of an internalized homophobia thing, though i doubt he would put it in those words. his attraction, or lack thereof, makes him different, and therefore makes it wrong.
i feel like he would need some time to think about it if you told him it was okay to not feel that or want it all the time. again, his worth has been attached to what he could do for others, so if you tell him to care about what he wants, it would be hard.
sometimes you still need to stop him and ask if this is really what he wants instead of just what he thinks he should do. he's still a big cuddler, still a big kisser. just.. has to learn that its okay if that's all it is.
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ab-a3tern0 · 8 days ago
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jack the type of man to have an encyclopedic knowledge of medication and know exactly what to use for you. yes this includes mental health medication
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ab-a3tern0 · 10 days ago
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not posting in the main tags because im ashamed (guess who grew up in the bible belt)
uhhh nsfw below the cut
crazy into the idea of toby being The Sub of all time. doesnt matter if hes top or bottom, he is such a slut for being told what to do. makes him feel safe.
like just imagine him on his knees between your legs running his mouth on you like its all he knows how to do and he looks up at you with those puppy dog eyes and you say “attaboy” “good boy, tobes” “thats my toby” and hes just creaming his pants.
he would be so fucking bad at keeping his hands off though, so if thats what you want you’re gonna have to either tie him up or train him. gets off on you getting off.
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ab-a3tern0 · 10 days ago
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jack is both the wolf and the sheep. he is predator and prey, wolf in sheep’s clothing and sheep in wolf’s clothing. he is a killer only by necessity, if he kills at all. jack as a man is not the same as the horror that is him. he is paradoxically gentle and harsh. he cuts you open while apologizing. he does not understand why you’re still screaming. he understands why you’re afraid. he is pain and he is healing. he is a wound and he is the weapon. he only knows hunger and how to consume. he does not create, though he wishes he could.
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ab-a3tern0 · 10 days ago
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PLEASE do something with Jeff or Liu & an FTM reader 🙏 I’ll forever be in your debt
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The Woods Brothers w/ a FTM Reader
Content: FTM!Reader (on the tin)
A/N: Ohmigosh my first request!!! :D And, dear requester, in response to your question, I propose... why not both?
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♡ Jeff is not incredibly picky when it comes to his partners. Oh, you're trans? Okay, so? Shut the fuck up and come make out with him like a good boyfriend, then.
♡ (Yes, he emphasizes the 'boy' part. Yes, he will do it however many times it takes for you to believe that he supports you.)
♡ If you ever get stuck in your binder, instead of helping you, he takes several pictures of you squirming like a cat in a paper bag while laughing his ass off. He'll inevitably help you out, but just know you're going to be teased for months about it
♡ Casually tosses his clothes your way if you're feeling dysphoric because he wears a lot of baggy stuff, so anything he wears will automatically hide whatever you're trying to hide.
♡ Calls you a pussy if you struggle to take your testosterone shots, but will snatch the needle out of your hands and do it himself if you look at him with big, scared eyes.
♡ "I fuckin' kill people for a livin', babe. I'm not scared of a needle, now hold the fuck still."
♡ You come to him, excited over growing chest hair or getting a bit taller, or your voice dropping? Jeff shrugs and doesn't treat it like a massive deal - because why the fuck would he, he doesn't care - but the moment someone makes any snide comments, it's the biggest deal in the world and he's shouting your praises from the rooftops in-between curse words and not-even-slightly-veiled threats.
♡ If anyone in your life is unsupportive or misgenders you? In any way? Would you look at that, news reports say Jeff the Killer has added a new victim to his long list of murders. How tragic...
♡ He laughs when you confront him about it. You slap his shoulder, hissing about how he needs to stay low, and he looks at you with that bright, cocky grin and dangerous affection in his eyes.
♡ "I'd risk my entire damn career for you, y'know that? Now stop fuckin' panicking and c'mere."
♡ Kisses you so hard you forget why you were even upset.
♡ He's aggressively supportive and his love is baked in thousands of layers of insults, but he supports you. No matter what.
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♡ I'm going to say this right now, with my full chest: Liu Woods is a trans man. That is my headcanon, it will forever be my headcanon, get used to it.
♡ ANYWHOOZIES-
♡ When you tell Liu you're trans he's the definition of a supportive boyfriend because he's been there. He gets it.
♡ If you're having trouble getting out of your binder? He's helping you get out of it with all the care in the world - even if his hands are a bit shaky.
♡ Scared to take your shots because it's a giant needle? Yeah, he was too. That's why he does patches, do you want to use his until you can talk to your doctor? Yeah? He's automatically letting you use them - he has to steal his anyway, he's used to going weeks or once even a full month without any. No? Then okay, let him do it. He'll do it every day if you need him to.
♡ Liu doesn't have any top surgery and he never plans to, but if you want to? He is the king of after-surgery care. Awkwardly makes little jokes about you two "matching" because he has stitches and you have stitches... please laugh, he's trying so hard.
♡ Liu isn't a very violent person, he doesn't like to view himself as such, but he's grown to be okay with throwing a punch or two when it comes to you. Especially when it comes to some arrogant assholes mistreating you - about your gender or otherwise.
♡ He wears his scarf because it helps him hide his more feminine jawline, but if you even show an inkling of an idea about being insecure about yours, he's showering you in the sweetest compliments possible. He makes you feel so confident and manly in your own skin.
♡ And if you happen to be a bit more feminine-presenting when it comes to your masculinity, he still supports you! Sure, he doesn't exactly get it, but he doesn't judge. You're happy so he's happy.
♡ End of the day? He's forever going to be a 10/10 boyfriend, no matter what. You're both self-made men, and he's never been prouder.
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ab-a3tern0 · 10 days ago
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AHHH I'M BEGGING FOR LIU ROM HCS, NORMAL ONES WERE ALREADY PERFECT
OH IM SO HAPPY!!! ask and ye shall receive!
as I said, Liu? not really used to romance! he was 15 when they declared him missing, so he really hadn't had a chance. ESPECIALLY considering he went to juvie for those two years
and honestly, you have to be close to him in order to have him love you
in a non mansion setting, its almost impossible unless you met him and travel around with him or let him stay at your house
in a mansion setting, if you're a proxy or another creep, you have to be real careful. the man is not much for aggression, and while he knows you can't exactly control it, he would prefer another passive person
so your best option is the civilian route!
liu is a mama's boy through and through, so everything he learned about romance and how to treat a partner comes from her
big softie! like obviously has boundaries, but you can do anything with him, ask for anything
definitely an acts of service guy, just because he enjoys doing things and he loves you so. win-win!
he's like, a mediocre cook. not a master chef, but he can make most foods if he has directions
not big on PDA, not big on anything public really. Liu will hold your hand if you want but that's it
not romantic, but he's got those big, sad eyes that an old hound would have
he's a big ragdoll fella. long and lanky, and not always the most comfortable to cuddle with, but you can move him around to cuddle in any way
he's 5'11" so he's used to being the big spoon, but he finds a "guilty" pleasure in being held. PLEASE hold him, he's been through so much
kisses soft and light, like he's afraid to break you.
his scars are lighter by now, and he's definitely a little flustered if you kiss along them. they make him feel ugly and inhuman some days
if you're a civilian, he will likely not tell you the story behind his scars. it's a hard thing for him to talk about. don't pressure him about it, he will pull away.
will forget to say he loves you, but its just because he thinks it's just obvious
if you need him to give words of affirmation, he will but you have to tell him
if you ever decide to move in together, it will be into your house/apartment. he would absolutely love the picket fence dream, but you can't have that in a house of creeps. especially if his brother is around.
Liu will put off telling you about Sully until it's too late. he puts off a lot of issues until it's too late. that's his fatal flaw.
okay I don't want to leave it on a sad note so. please just imagine he crochets you a bouquet of flowers for your first anniversary!
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ab-a3tern0 · 11 days ago
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This is my first time ever writing a request to someone so I hope I’m doing this right 😭
If your okay with it, could you write something angsty with a gn reader and Brian from Marble hornets. You can write about any topic I just really like something with a little heart break. Thank you so much for your time!
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of course I'm okay with it, butterfly! oh Brian, the man you are...
If Brian Thomas were a tarot card, he would be the sun. upright and reversed
as a person, Brian is positive. He is warmth, he is light. He is the person that you go to when you need a hug or something to laugh about. He will be the person who introduces you to everyone he knows. When you're with Brian, you're going to have a good time.
Brian Thomas loves with his whole heart. He loves you, he loves his friends, he loves life. When he dates, he believes you are the one he will be with forever. He believes that you are meant to be together.
However, it is not all good. Brian loves you wholeheartedly, but he is not always honest. He starts hiding things from you when he starts losing time. If you stay the night at his place, you start waking up alone. He becomes paranoid. He sees things in every place, every dark corner.
You can see the change. He doesn't trust you. He wants to trust you, but he can't. He distances himself.
Brian, unfortunately, is a man who loves. He doesn't control, he just loves. So you start questioning him, questioning his whereabouts. He says he can't tell you, and you can't tell if he means it. He does, but you don't know that. The way he talks makes you think he's hiding. Hiding someone, or hiding something.
You can't take it anymore. You have to leave. It breaks your heart, but you have to.
It breaks Brian. He takes forever to get back to himself, if he ever does. You were his everything.
You never hear from him again. You hope he's doing okay.
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ab-a3tern0 · 11 days ago
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sometimes I get sad and think nobody loves me (this happens approx. 4 times a day) and then I remember that I can make anything happen if I want to
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ab-a3tern0 · 11 days ago
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❝got me feeling kinda special, really❞ ࣪𖤐‧₊˚💖
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ab-a3tern0 · 11 days ago
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Heyy i'd love to hear your thoughts/headcanons for Liu, he's so criminally underrated and i always enjoy reading about how people portay him :)
YES ALWAYS!!!! sigh my favorite scarf man
i don't remember who started the idea but Liu crochets! I feel like he would also want to knit but crochet is better for him
ive said it before, but Liu has OSDD-1b. he has no dissociative amnesia, all of the shit that Sully does is In His Memory. its like watching a car crash for him
when he was younger, he played violin
Chinese American!! he is mixed, his mom is Chinese and his dad is white. he doesn't know much Mandarin, but he can count and knows some food names.
in a non mansion au, he is a homeless traveler. super cool and chill, but extremely paranoid. expert forager by trial and error
in a mansion au, he doesn't decorate his space very much. the room has a dark wood dresser, a bed with sheets and two pillows, and that's about it. nowhere ever really feels like home for him
nimble fingers. enough said
really good with animals. stray cats and dogs love him, raccoons and possums stare at him, squirrels find him interesting. definitely had a staring contest with a deer, probably has pet a coyote.
always smells like a wet dog. comes from being outside all the time. when he lived with his family, he used sandalwood cologne and old spice deodorant
cuts his own hair. it is not good but it works.
he/him, but doesn't really care. he's a man because it just feels right. doesn't care about presentation and doesn't care much about what people think of him. never really put much thought into gender
demisexual and probably panromantic? again, never really put much thought into it. probably only had one or two crushes in his life, and he's not even sure if they were crushes or just close friends
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ab-a3tern0 · 11 days ago
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hii :) could u write a jason the toymaker x gender neutral reader that takes place in the victorian era? maybe reader is from the wealthy upperclass and the two meet at some formal event? feel free to ignore or decline if u dont want to write it!!
NONO I WILL TOTALLY WRITE THIS!!! there's a clear Jason favoritism on this blog and ykw I will indulge it. because of the era, this is pre-curse Jason, and I'm putting him at about 25 here :]
Jason himself is... not entirely wealthy. in no way is the man poor, but he's also not the man who goes to events often. even before he was cursed, he was less than sociable. However, like any good craftsman, he does not miss the chance to pedal his wares.
in this case, he would have to be invited to the place. he likely had been spotted by the reader's family or friend. said person needed dolls of some sort for a new addition to the family, and who better than Jason to fulfill that?
Jason meets the reader while setting up his dolls. he's not the type to be attracted purely on looks, no. The reader would have to be curious about him, asking questions, investigating his dolls. of course, he's used to this, answering the queries quickly. what does he use for hair? where does he get the fabrics? how long does it take to carve such details? all the usual.
what gets Jason hooked is their persistence and how carefully he treats the toys. the reader may ask if they have names, hold them like priceless treasures. and that gentleness extends to Jason. they talk to him with respect, of course, but when they touch him, he's shocked. It's light, it's strange, it's nothing he expected. instinctively, he jumps back, shaking their hand from him. he does not blush, but he is confused. why would he act that way? why would you touch him?
he's invited again to the manor, protective of himself and his wares, until he sees them again. something in him softens slightly, confusingly. they smile and begin a conversation with him, asking how business has been, asking about the dolls, how he's been. Jason wasn't usually treated like this, and he was certainly not expecting them to remember him. they chat with him like an old friend.
when he returns to his shop, he is plagued with thoughts of this enchanting person. nothing gets them to go away, except making a wax doll that looks shockingly like them. maybe he would accept their invitation to tea at their manor. maybe the shop could be closed for one day without hurting anything.
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