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5425

i want to love you but i'm dead

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Uk peeps!! Let’s get this going! 🏳️‍⚧️🇬🇧

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Happy 2025 (hope so)

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I suppose the tragic truth of why we think this is because in the time which passed between when it was written and now, oftentimes the bitch that wrote it has become someone else entirely.

do you ever re-read your own wips like 'damn the bitch that wrote this oughta finish it'

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MEOW MEOWS

by Lorraine Sorlet

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Reblog so everyone can hear what they need.

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I have a Substack newsletter

Here you can find my original short fiction and possibly essays/criticism in the future. I'm currently working on a new story about the internet and fandom. Hope you enjoy :)

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my my my, another night, another season of existential paralysis. it's halloween soon and everything has been feeling a little too haunted or maybe i've just been consuming too much horror media lately (novels, films, contrapoints). about a week ago i made a new friend but i don't know why. we ate a box of 20 chicken nuggets at 2am in front of his flat a couple nights ago. sitting under the starless black on a hard, concrete block thinking "why is life?" but at the same time, "is this what true friendship feels like?" my family know me as a classical musician but today i worked on a dubstep track for four hours and felt the most alive i've felt in ages. they don't know who the person who fled to this tiny university city is becoming. does that person even know who they are becoming? my flatmates keep venting to me about their past traumas. i want to do the same but more so i just want to live in the present, to keep breathing and to keep on being. in just the past two months i've lost a whole set of friends and gained so much more. i'm going to keep on gaining, and i'm sure i'll keep losing too but at this point i don't care. i've felt loss enough that i can look it in the face and laugh. i am becoming an adult. this feeling that i'm finally growing into myself is looking me in the eye and holding out it's glowing green hand. admittedly, it's in flux day by night by day. some days i see my reflection in the mirror and want to curl up into a ball, most days i step outside try to filter out society's tumultuous haze with my headphones. i still don't really understand basic social etiquette and maybe i never will but that's okay. i'm learning. i'm learning and learning and learning. there is always something new waiting for me around the corner and i will welcome it with open arms. i know sometimes i'll be afraid, hell, i know i am always afraid, but i'll keep my arms open no matter how much they quiver. as the seasons die down and winter sets its sedentary arm on the hills i will transform from the timid fox to the free bird i have always wanted to be. i promise.

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This includes every type of falling: Falling down, falling up, falling back, falling forwards, falling in love, falling out of love. It's a joy.

Reason to Live #11437

    To be able to affectionately make fun of your friends when they fall. – Guest Submission

(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)

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Clear acrylic Ginko charm!

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an extremely gay fnaf Thing I did a year ago and then completely fucking forgot about it 

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if your "original story/rpg" idea is rooted in the premise of "what if [existing franchise] was good?" then just start over. i am not kidding. your ego is like insulation spray foam being inserted into the cracks of the premise-- sure it fills the gaps, but it's beyond ugly and everyone can see it.

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I adore Mushishi. It's like.

Here are some things inherent to the world around you. They can be found in nature, in the home, or in you. They may be a disease, an animal, or a person. All at once. You can speak to them. They might answer. You will not understand each other. The ground under your feet will flourish and your neighbors will suffer for it. They will live in your eyes and your ears and they will gorge themselves on your senses. Your wife was missing for a month; here she is sitting next to you, she is beautiful, and did she ever really leave? These things will bless you: they will comfort you, give you everything you ever truly needed, until you dissolve in your joy. The rainbow you saw at the waterfall had it's colors backwards. Your grandmother died last year,but she is your age and she lives in your house. These things do not seek to harm you. They don't seek anything at all. These vibrant, fascinating horrors are in every nook and cranny of the earth. They are the closest thing to Life itself and they do not care about you. You can not see them. You have the terrifying pleasure of living with them.

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JUST LET ME BE.

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CTFD

no joke the one piece of writing advice that has taken me an embarrassingly long time to realise but have finally accepted is to Calm The Fuck Down.

Seriously. Not everything you write has to be Finnegan's Wake 2 - Electric Boogaloo as not only is that stuff harder to read (especially when your audience is fanfic readers on Ao3, no shade btw) but also it just takes longer to write, and what's the point in making your work fancy shmancy if there's nothing to fancify or shmancify in the first place?

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Also decided to ink my day 2 sketch of Mushishi week. Original post is found here.

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Decided to ink my sketch of Mushishi week day 1. Og post here to see the sketch.