adhdgooglesearches

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Why do I chitter my teeth when I'm not cold or afraid I am having a great time for once but now I'm thinking about others perceiving my teeth chittering....and how to make it stop

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how to watch a show in a language you don't speak, play a videogame, draw, and take a nap all at the same time because you want to do all those things but can't choose just one

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How do I tell my husband I won't be coming to bed for the third night in a row because I'm writing (after a long time I didn't) and that's good but I can only write between 11pm to whenever I fall asleep on the couch.

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My leg will not stop shaking and I’m very tired bc I couldn’t sleep so I have coffee but that makes me more tired and sad but also I’ve been listening to anime songs and pacing up and down my room for 3 hours when I’m weeks behind on very important work why is this happening??

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How to think?

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How to stop being so bored you feel like clawing your own face off even though nothing is able to hold your attention for more than 5 minutes and you cant go anywhere or see anybody because quarantine

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why do my best idea come as im trying to go to sleep?????

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more murder mysteries like and then there were none by agatha christie

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Where is the bathroom?

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just loaded the queue up for a few days :)

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anyways i can now say that as an officially diagnosed autistic person, you’re completely valid if you self dx autism.

i was self diagnosed for over 8 years before i finally managed to get tested and diagnosed, and it is far from easy, nor is it cheap, especially when you have factors working against you (like i for example was afab, queer, and poor, plus my mom was actively trying to sabotage every attempt i made to get tested. some people also have their race or other factors making it harder still to be taken seriously)

i wouldn’t be in this position if i hadn’t self diagnosed and advocated for myself all those years. and along the way i learned to love myself for my autistic traits, not in spite of them, and gained access to a wonderful autistic community that has helped me probably in more ways than even i know.

you know yourself better than anyone else. if you say you’re autistic, then you’re autistic in my book.

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Why can’t I sleep in silence, why MUST there be sound for me to sleep?

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how to convince your mom, who also has adhd, to take you to see someone for diagnosis because she thinks that all your symptoms are normal and I’m just lazy and whiny about it

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Why did it take me 2 years to memorize a friends name?

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How can I fidget, read and write one thing, listen and sing a song (different from what’s being read and written), and get all my work done with ease, yet the next day, be unable to do any of it, and get no work done at all?

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How to partake in a actual conversation without info-dumping or getting distracted

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How to explain to my teachers that im too busy hyperfixiating on my own depression and pain to be able to focus on the fucking Oregon Trail