Ren // autistic // Level 22 // 18+ Blog // healing trauma through parasocial relationships one fic at a time //
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
Text
you found it disgusting and immoral i found it sexy and arousing that’s why i’m happier than you
19K notes
·
View notes
Text
With more and more Ao3 authors restricting their works to the archive (due to AI scraping), they're going to be losing guest interaction. And probably generally feeling down because. You know. AI is stealing their hard work.
So! Now is a great time to stop by your favorite authors/stories and drop them some comments! They really appreciate it!
22K notes
·
View notes
Text
Chapter Four Charles morphs before his eyes from fox to human and drapes his weight across Max but Max drags him along in his pacing. “You could’ve come to me!” “Maybe he was scared-” Max whips to stare at Charles around she shrieks. "Am I scary?!” Charles, who is still being dragged around, looks at Lando and rolls his eyes. Mouths something like ‘Sentinels, am I right?’ while continuing to attempt to throw Max off course. “I mean, a little… but only when you’re angry–like right now.”
#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#ln4 fic#ln4#op81 fic#op81#landoscar fanfic#landoscar#mctwinks#twinkclaren#my fics: how to tame your arcanist
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
the unexplainable correlation between neurodivergence and piss kink
18 notes
·
View notes
Note
When I was reading the newest chapter of tpomo when Lando was discovering he had ocd I kept thinking ‘haha I do that’ because I’ve got some of Lando’s ocd subtypes
Anyways love your fics!! And have a wonderful day Ren!!
I've talked about it before, but really the media has fucked up people's perception of what ocd is. I fought with my therapist, psychiatrist about it for months because I just couldn't see how the description fit. Finally, my therapist pulled up the actual brain science behind what happens and I was like aight fuck me that fits really well.
I check for my keys three times before I leave the house. I can't wear matching socks or the day is ruined. I get so stuck on wanting to do one thing even though I know the thing is bad for me; doesn't matter, my brain needs it even if I don't want it.
Sometimes ocd appears on the small things. It doesn't just have to be the major things. ITS A SPECTRUM
All I can say is research! Like, genuinely, look into it. You don't need a diagnosis to learn strategies to help you cope! ❤️
(Lando's ocd is the same as mine. Again, this fic is just me trauma dumping and people reading it so I wrote this from my perspective instead)
Thank you!! Giving you many a forehead kiss!! 😚
1 note
·
View note
Text
sometimes i catch myself giggling like a teenager in a romcom at an ojp video and i have to lower my head then rethink my life choices
#you're not allowed to out yourself on main anymore#because i feel called out now#i guess we can giggle together then
13 notes
·
View notes
Text

— v, from “excerpt from a book i will never write” (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
920 notes
·
View notes
Text
reblog if you have skilled writer friends and you're damn proud of them
23K notes
·
View notes
Text
One of the most incredible feelings is when someone wants to share their creative process with you. You have an idea? A drabble? A drawing? A snippet? A story to share? I am OBSESSED. Tell me everything or as much as you want to. Update me with any detail. I will love it. Because you made it so it is special and incredible. <3
209 notes
·
View notes
Text
Chapter Seven: Emilia-Romagna Lando Norris/Oscar Piastri He’s not sure of anything anymore, only that he currently hates the way he looks. The man in the mirror points out all the little things. If it’s not one thing, it’s another. Inevitably, the mirror ends up shattered and his knuckles bloody. Typical aggressive alpha behavior. Because that's what he fucking is.
#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#ln4 fic#ln4#op81 fic#op81#landoscar#landoscar fanfic#twinklaren#mctwinks#814#my fics: the fault of being seen
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Was tagged by @nxlx96 and @oopslandiia to post 4 non-selfie photos. I




1) My sisters rescue puppy
2) One of my children (Blitz... he is a menace to society)
3) when my professor almost failed me even though I labeled and turned in everything exactly how she asked for it
4) a couple of pages from my favorite book that I sent someone
Tagging: @lellabellas @hanquality @mintraindrop @vellicora @verkira888 and anyone else who wants it (feel free to tag me if you do! 😁)
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ao3 stats don't define your talent as an author.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about that post that's like "your toxic yaoi wouldn't know what sub drop and safe words are, so stopping writing them". no. no, actually, oscar would have an extremely nuanced understanding of bdsm and lando is so porn-brained that he knows just enough to be dangerous
73 notes
·
View notes
Text
Chapter Three on Ao3 Lando Norris/Oscar Piastri Lewis doesn’t say anything, but the regret is obvious. He looks like he’s being weighed down all of the sudden. Oscar tries to be understanding and remember that Arcana strands are emotional sometimes, but he can also empathize with Nico’s pain. Either way, the Lewis sitting in front of him now dragged his ass back to the land of the living when he felt like he couldn’t go on any longer. He has no room to pass judgement on a situation he wasn't involved in and doesn't fully understand.
#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#ln4 fic#ln4#op81 fic#op81#my fics: how to tame your arcanist#landoscar fanfic#landoscar#mctwinks#twinklaren
19 notes
·
View notes
Note
I just read TPOMO Japan chapter and cried. Oh my god. I love your writing and I love how you portray Lando’s healing journey and I love the way you write his thought processes and trauma and how stuff happens and I’m crying. You’re amazing. 🫶
That's prolly because it's my healing journey-
I trauma dumped into a Google doc, posted it, and now the people love it. I've been told by @fairielux its because I'm also helping other people (biggest compliment ever btw).
Japan was a rough one though. That was not how I lost my virginity but how I wish it would've happened. But I digress!
Healing isn't linear! An undertalked about concept!
(Made me super happy to see this sorry it took me me five business days to respond 😭)
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
the author's extremely blatant, front-and-center fetish she is very well known for
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
oscar WON despite the car weight disadvantage os his HUGE cocj and BAWLS and hes LEADING the WDC
85 notes
·
View notes