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Hello April

please be kind to me and the ones i love, let this be the happiest and the most blessed Springtime & let me make the most precious memories 🌿🪻🌸

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As a micro-preemie myself, this is amazing. Thank you for sharing.

[Image ID: A screenshot of a tweet made by a man named Alistair. It reads: Beloved a 450 gram baby. Told she was too small and had no chance. She kept stopping breathing so stayed up with her for two nights rubbing her chest for every breath. Consultant said I was wasting my time. She just performed her first ballet as a healthy six year old.]

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/63693820/chapters/163281292

What would be better,

Little summaries, bullet points, or general outline of an idea ending for my fics that I haven't touched in years...

Or leaving them unfinished until I make myself write them?

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A dream...

[Image ID: A secret door disguised as a bookshelf slightly opened leading to a large room. The architecture is ornate, historical, and comfortable almost like a wealthy homeowner's 1800s mansion.]

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[You can be a kind person and still say no, prioritize your needs, set boundaries, disagree with people, be honest, challenge poor behavior, walk away from toxic environments, make mistakes, stand up for yourself, protect your time and space.]

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AoS Commission?

My go to person for fic banners is not available and I’m working on a FS long fic project that I’d really like a banner for. Is anyone out there who can take a commission?

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[Image ID: Heading: Where does it hurt followed by three images. From left to right, Headache with an outline of a human in anatomical position with a red dot over the top of the head. Stomach ache and a red dot over the abdomen. Honor followed by a red dot over the left eye in reference to the character Zuko from Avatar the Last Airbender who had a scar over his left eye and wants to regain his honor.]

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❤️

[Image ID: Side view from the right. A woman stands on top of a bench with her right foot placed slightly behind her left. She is wearing long gray and red socks and a green, flowy skirt that reaches mid-thigh. The image incomes comfort and simplicity.]

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So cute!

[Place rocks together to form footprints. Each one will be as unique as our own footprints!]

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Hospice is not about dying. It's about helping people live fully as possible until the end.

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You are never alone!

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[Image ID: Top Caption: Progress is the best feeling in the world with a crying emoji. Left Image: A mattress with a fitted sheet and two pillows sits on the hardwood floor with a tote off to the side. Right Image: The same mattress now with more linens sits on a bedtime and the tote is no longer there. Bottom Caption: I love posts like this. It shows realistic and relatable growth, which often isn't shown on social media.]

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[Image ID: A fore truck pulls onto an empty divided highway/expressway/freeway. Caption reads: Behind every first responder is a family waiting for them to come home. Slow down and move over.]

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Anne-coded

[Image ID: A view from the back. A young girl with red hair in two braids tied at the ends with white ribbon and wearing a light pastel blue dress and a straw hat also with ribbon and holding a bouquet of flowers in brown paper against the backdrop of a tall hedge.]

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Old Steve Rogers-coded

[Image ID: And old man with white hair is dressed in beige clothes and sits on a bench on the subway. He is holding a very tall bouquet of flowers that reaches from his knees to close to the roof of the train.]

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[Image ID: Two female anime characters, one with long light blue hair and the other long maroon hair, their outfits matching the hair color, are in a field full of bloomed, multi-colored flowers. The blue-haired woman is kneeling and is holding up the head of the maroon-haired girl who is looking up at the sky.]

Big Sister Asuna holds little sister Yuuki as she takes her last breath

"All this time, all this time I've been thinking:

I was born in order to die.

So what's my purpose for existing in this world? Without creating anything, without giving anything, wasting all that medication and that device... causing trouble for those around me...

[Image ID: A young girl with short black hair and pale skin lies on a hospital bed. She is unhealthily thin and uses a large, blocky machine which covers her eyes.]

If I'm only going to be in agony and suffer, and just vanish at the end, then it would be better to just vanish this instant.

I had that thought so many times.

Why am I alive, anyway? All this time...

But, but do you know what?

I think I've finally found the answer.

[The maroon-haired girl looks up towards the blue-haored girl as she looks down to her. The girl withdrawn hair is smiling.]

Even if I have no purpose, it's still alright to live. Because final moments, see how fulfilling they are!

Surrounded by all these people... because I can end my journey in the arms of someone I love."

"I- I'm going to meet you again no matter what. Somewhere else, in another world, no matter what, I'm going to run into you.

And when I do, tell me about it, okay? What you found, Yuuki."

[Image ID: The maroon-haired girl's real-life counterpart. A young and healthy girl with black hair who is smiling while looking down to where Yuuki is lying.]

"I- I gave it my all and lived.

I was alive, here..."

[Image ID: The two girls standing side by side posing for a picture and smiling. The maroon-haired girl holds up a peace sign with her left hand.]

"Without creating anything, without giving anything...

But, deep in my heart, what you left carved so deeply inside me, it's definitely here."

[The blue-haired girl's real-life counterpart sits with her hand clutched in a fist against her heart. Her eyes are closed and watery and her chin is raised.]

This was from a family show! On par with ATLA in my honest opinion.

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just saw someone with "Jemma" in their username doing Eddie Munson fan art. Cue the:

ASDFGHJKL!!!

It was This post.

Your art is great btw!