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to everyone who feels like they don’t belong please read this:

i’m A. March 27, 2018 i tried committing suicide. i tried overdosing on my daily medication and it didn’t work. i was sent to a place and had to miss one holiday with my family. i know it doesn’t seem like a big deal but once you are there and only get certain days to see your family for limited amount of time it makes you feel like a piece of shit for putting yourself and your family through it... when i got home i vowed to me and my family i would never feel that alone were i did something so selfish......

fast forward a couple of months.. i spiraled down, but this time i cut. my thighs and wrist. every time i did i really didn’t have a reason i just wanted myself to feel the pain, i might sound physco but i’m not.. i think. lately i’ve been looking and really observing the people who i call “my friends” and that left me with 1 friend. it sucks but i’d rather have 1 true friend then a bunch of fake ones. here’s the catch though, those fake friends now hate me, every time i walk by they gag at me and yell snake. it happened every day, they acted like i don’t have feelings but i do i just don’t show them. but they don’t care about how it hurts me... it’s hurts but i have to keep my head, then i come home and cry sometimes.. truste i know i’m not perfect in anyway, but i can try.

present the other day in school i had a real shitty day all the words were getting to me and i didn’t want to handle it . this might sound lame but i don’t care.. i had teachers asking me if i was okay and i didn’t even know some of them. i told them yeah just having a rough day. which is true just not the clear truth... when i got home i just sat and realized that people do care how i feel. i felt like i had people on my side for once and that not everyone wants to see my down..

if you feel like you aren’t worth to someone out there trust and believe you are.. you mean something to me even if i don’t know you i know that you are human that wants to be loved like everyone else.. please know that it will get better.. maybe not now but later. and i only say later because it takes time to heal.. please know you are worth everything and more and i love you❤️

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hahahhqhahajahajj

four bros chillin in a hot tub, squished together cause they have no other friends

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^^

Tell me on anon or not who you ship me with and why

PLEASE!!!💕💕💕

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my sister came in my room saying, “ your stressing me out because you’re always crying.” but if only she knew how much pain i’m really in

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Heyyyyy. I love youuu xx and what's the most meaningful lyric you've ever heard, and why? And if this is too personal. Who of all the women artists do you look up to and why? 🌻❤️

hey babe i love you more!!💓💓 uh most meaningful lyric i’ve heard so far is ‘i’m matter but i don’t matter’ from $uicideBoy$ -kill yourself (part lll) the reason is when i was listening to this song i really connected to it for some reason, idk! uh i look up to kehlani bc she is so independent and amazing and h.e.r bc she is doing it all without showing herself thank you so much for asking this and i appreciate it so much babe💛🌻☺️

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Reblog This if you want me to write something in your ask box ❤️🌻

I’m bored So Reblog pls❤️❤️

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hmu for one but i’m doing the first one bc i have a idea already if you have another idea for anyone number i’ve already done just message me about it 💛🌻

BROTP Scenario Game

I’ve seen lots of these, but none for BROTPS, so I thought I’d make one.

Your birth month=Your AU

January: Apocalypse AU

February: Cyberpunk AU

March: Superhero AU

April: College/High School AU

May: Fairytale AU

June: Spies AU

July: Monsters AU

August: Steampunk AU

September: Historical AU

October: Explorers AU

November: Royalty AU

December: Canon Divergence

Your birth day=A line of dialogue you must include

1. “It’s not my fault.”

2. “Trust me.”

3. “I wish…”

4. “Forgive me.”

5. “Thank you.”

6. “I’ll keep you safe.”

7. “Why did you do it?”

8. “Where are we going?”

9. “Now what?”

10. “Stay with me for awhile.”

11. “Did you really do that?”

12. “I love you. You know that, right?”

13. “I have no idea what just happened.”

14. “What are friends for?”

15. “Please don’t be mad.”

16. “You’re not wrong.”

17. “I never told you, but…”

18. “Stop! Can we think this through?”

19. “Whatever happens, don’t forget.”

20. “We should eat something.”

21. “I haven’t slept in days.”

22. “I know that face.”

23. “You’re amazing. Never doubt that.”

24. “I’m so glad I met you.”

25. “Was that a pun?”

26. “How could you?”

27. “Somehow, I’m not surprised.”

28. “Are you comfortable?”

29. “Can you do me a favor?”

30. “This wasn’t supposed to happen.”

31. “We may not be related, but we’re still family.”

The color of shirt or dress you’re wearing=Your Trope

Red: Found Family

Blue: Enemies First

Yellow: Whump

Black: Amnesia

White: Hurt/Comfort

Gray: Cuddling

Pink: In each other’s weddings (Bridesmaid, groomsman, etc.)

Orange: Hiding together

Purple: Fighting together

Brown: On the beach

Green: In a theater

Turquoise: Forced truth (Truth serum, mind control, etc.)

Multicolored: Swordfighting

Other: Dancing

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d i t c h e.d

requested: yepp : @i-will-personally-eat-yourhand

“Could I get an imagine where Ethan meets you at a party and you guys ditch to talk more?”

of course i can and thank you so much for requesting!! sorry it so long jus tumblr wouldn’t save and i had to copy and paste everything so yeah.💛🌻

“hurry up y/n!! we are gonna be late for the party!!” screams y/f/n from downstairs. you were looking for you phone in case the party is a bust and you could play games on your phone. you finally found and rushed down the steps to see your best friend smiling sarcastically. “damn don’t you look comfortable.” she says surprised. you smile while flipping her off and she laughs pulling your arm towards the front door of your house. one you got in the car y/f/n says “ okay so you are going to be the designated driver tonight-“ she says rambling “ aren’t i always the designated driver, though? like what if tonight i wanna get wasted, then what?” you say trying to be serious. she laughs and you join her knowing damn well you weren’t going to do anything.

you pull up to the party and see a very nice house. it looked huge. there were already kids making out on he lawn and running around in bathing suits and you could already feel the headaches approaching. y/f/n squeals and you look at her like ‘ wtf?!’ she roles and her eyes and smiles and says “ i cant believe we are at the dolan twins house?!” you stop in the middle of the yard. letting it hit you, that you drove 15 minutes to your crushes house since 6 th grade. y/f/n realizes she told you knowing you would back out because you shy asf. “y/n it won’t be that bad, i promise you and ethan are literally made for each other- like me and grayson are” she says to preppy. you look at her think how is she your best friend? you take a big breath and start walking towards the door again. one of the boys from the football team was at the door and winked at you and you rolled your eyes..the smell of alcohol, drugs and sex fill d the room. reminding you why you hate parties so much. “y/f/n, i don’t think this a good idea-“ you say looking towards her direction to only find out she disappeared from you. ‘great’ you thought. as you were looking around for her you spot him.

ethan dolan. the boy you have crushes on since 6th grade when he stood up for you in the lunch after some girls made fun of your hair. ever since that day you have been in love with him for all the right reasons. your heart skipped a beat and you felt your stomach drop. he was laughing when he turned and looked your way and raised his eyebrow at you. you felt your blood rush to your cheeks. and you looked down to hide your state of emotions. the next thing thing later feel a presences next you and then hear a raspy voice say “ i thought you didn’t like parties, y/n?” you look up and see the devil himself. ethan dolan. “how do you know my name?” you ask surprised someone like him knows your name. you see him bend down towards your ear and say “ follow me” he grabs your hand and leads you towards the backyard of the party in a more secluded and quieter spot to talk. “you never answered my question.. how do you know my name?” you ask still curious. he looked at you smirked making your heart beat faster. “ really y/n when been in the same classes since 6th grade. you are the smartest girl in our classes.” he says smiling at you and looking you in the eyes. you blush and smile looking at the ground to try and hide your face “and the prettiest too..” he says blushing himself. you start blushing harder and smile so hard your cheeks hurt. “thank you, ethan” you say trying not to sound ridiculous. “ i’m surprised you even know my name!” he says laughing lightly. “ what do you mean, everyone knows who you and your brother are. you are the Dolan Twins!” you say putting emphasis on dolan twins. “ yeah.. dolan twins” he says his smiling fading away slowly. “ it’s not as glamorous as it seems though.. always having eyes on you waiting to see you fuck up or slip up in the slightest bit..” he says looking at the grass clenching his jaw making you just want to hold him and keep him away from the pain he feels. “ ohh i’m sorry... if it makes you feel any better i think you are pretty cool and make hella funny videos.” you say laughing towards the end thinking about their videos you have watched. ethan looks up and starts laughing with you. you both look at each other and slowly stop laughing. you look into each other’s eyes for what felt like forever but was only a couple seconds. he starts to lean in and soon you follow him. his lips were soft and dry in all the right ways they were plump and tasted like vanilla. you both pulled away and looked at each other with your noses touching. “do you maybe wanna get out of here?” ethan asks trying to catch his breathe. you nod your head yes biting your lip. he grabs your hand and pulls you through the crowd of people. the rest of the night was magical and you loved every second with ethan.

heyy homiess!! sorry this request took so long like i said tumblr didn’t save and so i was copying and pasting so that was fun!🙃 thank you much and love you guys 💛🌻

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LISTEN UP MOTHER FUCKERS

SEE THIS WEBSITE? 

ITS CALLED WOLFRAM ALPHA

THIS IS THE BEST GODDAMN WEBSITE FOR ACADEMIC SHIT. FUCK GOOGLE. 

THIS MOTHERFUCKER WILL LET YOU SEARCH “HOSPITAL BEDS IN CHAD VS. IRAN” 

AND IT GIVES YOU A STRAIGHT GODDAMN ANSWER 

MAYBE YOU’RE NOT INTERESTED IN DOCTORNESS OF THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES COOL SHIT 

HAVING TROUBLE WITH MATH?

HOLY SHIT

OR MAYBE YOU WANNA DICK AROUND

WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT

[agirlssfantasy]

holy fuck that’s sounds like ethan too.... i can’t fucking breathe!!!!

I’m just gonna leave this here..

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these are my edits that i made so please if you use them please tag me so i can thank you and stuff!! @lostinmydolans @kiradolan211 @heartbreakdolan @highqualitydolans @rockstardolan @i-will-personally-eat-yourhand @heeydolan @bouttogolinkurbitch.

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CAN I PLEASE HOLD YOU AND KEEP YOU AWAY FROM THESE DEMON PEOPLE WHO ONLY WANT TO HURT BECAUSE I PROMISE I WILL LOVE YOU NEVER LEAVE! YOU ARE WO FUCKING CUTE AND SOMETIMES I CANT BREATHE WHEN I SEE UOU BIT ITS OKAY BECAUSE AT THE SAME TIME YOU MAKE ME FEEL EVERYTHING GOOD IN LIFE AND I LOVE WITH ALL MY BEING SKSHHDJDJDHHD

P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N-

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missing the people who made the most happiest i’ve ever been, but also the saddest i’ve ever been.

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i’m lonely so please do

send me anons or question or whatever. im bored.

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i mean i’ll never meant them anyway- but just in case, yA kNoW

don't risk it

if you don’t reblog in 500 seconds you will never be able to meet your fave band/artist

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wish i has this when i needed someone... but now i can be here for you! so please message me before you make a decision that hurt many people..

this is the offical ‘i care’ symbol this is how it works: basically you reblog this and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at there message. if you care about your followers please reblog