ajaypadhi

[ajaypadhi]

''Time heals" - They say but it’s nothing more than a gentle betrayal, a lullaby sung by loss, soft and slow, urging you to "wait" as the wound settles in like a guest that won’t leave.

There’s no closure only the quiet erosion of what was, a clock that’s forgotten how to move, a sky that never lightens.

Every inhale is still her, every silence hums with the shape of her absence.

I’m not just mourning I’ve become a memory walking through the world.

Time doesn’t mend it simply teaches your bones the art of carrying pain without shattering.

"But oh, how they bend"

[ajaypadhi]

The only good thing about time was I had her.

[ajaypadhi]

I want you close enough that my fingertips meet resistance against your chest. I want my sighs to be lost against the curve of your neck, my words stolen before they can fully form on my lips. I want you to be in my way unmovable, undeniable holding me there, never letting go...

[ajaypadhi]

Her existence feels like a secret the universe whispered and I am left breathless, gazing at the answer and that secret was itself the dream in which I wanted to live and never, come back to reality....

[ajaypadhi]

There's strength in needing others, not weakness...

[ajaypadhi]

We make countless commitments to many people in our lives. We assure our loved ones that we’ll always be there for them. We vow to support our family members in times of need. We express our love to those dear to us with all our might. We strive to keep them close and never let go. But amidst all this, who cares for you? Who helps you find rest or maybe peace at the end of the day?

[ajaypadhi]

I don't want your body, but the thought of you being with someone else still tears me apart.

Heartbreak is rarely simple, it's the sorrow of love slipping away, the sting of watching someone else take the place you once held, and the lingering sweetness of what once was. For anyone who's loved, lost, or is still finding their way through it, these stories explore the quiet anguish of moving forward the ache of a love that fell short, the lingering "what ifs" of a different outcome and the delicate hope that one day letting go might not hurt so much.

[ajaypadhi]

You burn in the nights and take the shape of a selene face,

You are like a broken star inside me,

You awaken me from sleep,

You dampen my eyelashes,

You are like an ocean submerged inside me,

In my chain of thoughts, You always remain..

[ajaypadhi]

Don't let people's perception of you dictate your behavior.

[ajaypadhi]

We make countless commitments to many people in our lives. We assure our loved ones that we’ll always be there for them. We vow to support our family members in times of need. We express our love to those dear to us with all our might. We strive to keep them close and never let go. But amidst all this, who cares for you? Who helps you find rest or maybe peace at the end of the day?

[ajaypadhi]

Sometimes, people in love choose to prioritize themselves over each other, and there's no need to feel guilty about it. It's not a reason to speak poorly of them or give in to bitterness. Don’t tarnish what once brought you joy, even if only for a brief moment. That connection made you smile and feel different, and that’s worth remembering. Take a deep breath and remind yourself that it’s okay to miss someone without wanting them back in your life or holding onto lingering ties.

It's acknowledging that love, in all its beauty and pain, is a part of you. It's letting go of what was to make room for what could be. It’s the painful but necessary acceptance that moving on doesn't mean erasing the past, but rather, honoring it by moving forward with grace.

[ajaypadhi]

Hope is definitely hard, but ultimately it's the only thing we got. Hold on to it....

[ajaypadhi]

There are things that are difficult to talk about; like the rust that devours what is available to it from my heart. Like my hand that I extend to the image of your sleeping face in my memory, but it ignores me. Like my voice that turns off when you say to him: You are dead, like the darkness that rests in my eyes. It's like an empty closet that closes its door and goes to sleep. Like a language that hides its metaphor from me as if I were death. Like poems that slowly disintegrate under the weight of distance and wisdom. Like a loneliness that shares half of my bed with me at night and turns its back - fidgeting - on me in the morning. Like my room that is overflowing with chaos. Like your eye that hides inside it a tribe of amazement. Like nothingness that devours our lives only because its hunger is greater than our desire to live.

[ajaypadhi]

What do we need to be happy? What do we want?And how far are we willing to go to get it?

This is the human being's daily dilemma.

[ajaypadhi]

Agar insan dukh se dosti karle toh phir zindagi mein kabhi usko sukh ki tamanna hi nahi rahegi..

[ajaypadhi]

Healing happens by feeling yourself..

[ajaypadhi]

It's the love that fears you, not the loneliness. Death doesn't frighten you, but life does!