akarakki

[akarakki]

at least there's gay people

[akarakki]

Wasn't there.

"-well get fucked up, i was on the verge to kill myself and all you cared was when i'll paint, draw or write for you. i'm not a toy you can buy and throw away and you don't find it interesting anymore."

I spoke calmly, as his eyes started to shine a little.

"i didn't know you were feeling like this, i'm sorry.

-of course you couldn't know, too busy hanging with others and ignoring your own girlfriend."

No dishes broke, only our hearts. His was screaming for peace and help to end this unwanted war. The other was already drowned in tears and blood, but never asked for anything, trying to find a way to escape from this, in vain.

'It's over' and he got onto his knees, tears wetting my pair of jeans. He took my hands in his, begging me to stay there, to still be his.

"Why would you do that ? Where were you when i had days off ?

-maybe i already wasn't there anymore." I ended and got up, my heart aching too much to cry at the moment. I just sighed before facing him.

"It's over, built a new life where you'll be fully happy and loved, honestly i don't know if you deserve it at this point, but i'll always wish you the better. Take care of you Noam."

And my back was the only thing he saw, leaving the flowers he bought me on the floor, a petal sticking into my hand, i looked at it and chuckle.

"In another life maybe, but definitely not in this one."

The wind took away the only straw of love that stayed between our last painful days spent together i closed the door behind me.

[akarakki]

Glitch :;(/(:;

My boyfriend came over for a video game night. He had his own set up on my desk and i was sat on my bed, playing Splatoon 3.

I was winning my game, my team and I matching perfectly and we were inking the map in a fast pace.

"-Yes yes yes we're almost done ! They're gonna cry their mom !"

I snorted out, laughing like a pig. But then the game proceeded to continue and as i killed another enemy again, my controller stopped answering. I ran toward my shelf to find my charging cord and put my controller on the switch to keep my game on. But something caught my attention.

My character kept running in my game.

But not straight forward.

He was drowning in the ink,

jumping and shooting at the floor.

Goosebumps ran down my spine as I called my boyfriend.

"-Hey babe look at this, my controller is off but he keeps playing !"

I joked at first but when i saw how his smile faded, mine dropped too. My character threw a bomb at himself and when it exploded a wave of ink should come out. But instead of it ;

It exploded and blood spread everywhere on the screen, making me scream in fear, goosebumps taking control over my body.

"-Wait wait wait shouldn't it be ink ? He asked, turned his head in my direction.

-i never saw a single drop of blood in this game..."

And what I saw froze my heart, tears running down my cheeks. Because of this view, he followed my gaze and met the dark red screen.

'y/n did you miss me ?'

He stood in front of the tv before turning on the lights.

"-Are you pranking me ? He asked, almost furious.

-No no i swear it's not me..."

My heart started to pound ten times faster. Then the lights got turned off again, earning an exclamation of fear.

'Who is it ? I thought I told you not to bring anyone here ? So stubborn. Well, Éthan, is it ?'

It wrote slowly on the screen as i tried to push all the buttons on my controller, in vain. My boyfriend sat on the bed next to me.

"-What is going on, what is that, how does it knows my first name."

I panicked and tears were rolling down my cheeks, my whole body shaking.

It listen to us, has a control over the lights of my house and probably can see us.

'Sadly from where i am i have a terrible view of your room but i hope you'll buy a camera soon so i can see your beautiful face and admire your body just for me.'

Éthan stood up again and within a second he unplugged my tv, computer, lights, my playstation, switch and everything that could have a mic or camera.

The room was drowned in the dark and i slowly made my way to my window, taking a mask and my sweater so i can cover my face.

"-Éthan, kneel down ! I scream whispered and he listened."

Just the top of my head covered by my hood was upon the window. And the view i got made my heart skip a beat.

A human, dressed, everything was black and he was standing in the middle of the road, and he proceeded to wave at me then run away. I was panting from all of this anxiety running in my brain, tiring my body at the same time.

I exhaled before bursting into tears, letting myself fall on the floor as his arms rested around my waist.

"-It's okay baby, probably a friend creating a joke or just someone around you who finds funny to hack you for some reasons. He tried to comfort me.

-Nobody knows my first name except you and my family."

All of my family was dead.

-akarakki

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[akarakki]

Warnings ;

Please don't copy my work and art.

I give enough efforts for you and me so don't ruin it by a lack of respect for the artists. I don't talk only for me.

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[akarakki]

Blossom ;

The three finally blossomed and offered passers-by a magnificent spectacle of flower petals flying in the air.

I was hoping these flowers would be the way i could describe our relationship. But everything wasn't going as planned.

They did describe our love, but not in the greatest way.

Each time a petal fell from that flower, a bit of love fell from his heart, where I was supposed to be.

He apologised during the whole afternoon while i just gulped his words, containing my tears to run down my cheeks. I silently hoped for a joke but i knew so damn well that wouldn't work forever.

"Elias stop apologising please, i know you can't do anything about that, but you're making the situation worst that it should be, i'm so tired of fighting against my tears now. We both knew it would end up like always."

I sorted everything out, as much as my tears were menacing to show on my face since the start of our meeting.

"Don't be sad please. I can't stand a tear of sadness on your cheeks."

He walked toward me as I walked backward, dodging him as much as i could take it.

"Let's not meet again. I'm going to be fine, i just can't be happy right now. I hope you will achieve everything you had wish for. Best of luck it won't be a part of mines."

And on that, i turned away, throwing the flowers on a trash, I looked up and met a tree with beautiful flowers in it. And only one remained white, while the others were painted in a beautiful pink.

The last petal from that pure flower fell right at my feet.

So that's it, he don't love me anymore.

-akarakki

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