akumu-rai

[akumu-rai]

Before you read this,

This is a vent, I get angry easily and needs to do something with it so I started writing it and I  want to know what you think.

I did not say this out loud but the stuff I did say/was said is in these (".") 

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So it's 10:23pm

My mom just asked (more like told me) to walk the dog. The dog that we got so the two of us would get more exercise.

But the thing is, that she was not walking him,but instead she made one or both of my two younger sisters to walk him or me. My dad tries to walk him but he is afraid of men and he bonded with me on a 2 and a half hour long drive, he was completely terrified of the car and his not a small dog either nor is he weak, intact I have bruises from him now form the day we got him and all I can remember as to what the date was when we got him was is sometime at the end of last month(July).

Anyways the reason why I'm writing this is because when my mom asked me to walk the dog my sister's were awake but stayed quiet as they always do when they know that a parent is walking by their room and it's past their bedtime. But before my mom was there they were yelling at each other, kicking the wall and just playing some stupid games, and my parents almost always turn a blind eye to it.

So what I said was that "(sister 1) and (sister 2) are still awake why don't you ask them?" And she said that "they're in bed" and I thought to myself 'so am I, I get that I'm here for the most of the day but still, you people have to much energy and we had people over, you know how easy it is for me to get mentally exhausted and the only way for me to recharge is to be alone!' But then she left and did it on her own.

Then she came back to me and did the "so if I crash and die no one will care?" Thing which I don't think is a healthy thing to say to your kids when you have to do something you asked them, especially if said thing you are also supposed to do, (am I incorrect? Please tell me if I was wrong about that) but I said that she was wrong but she didn't listen to me and continued on by saying of course because she wouldn't be there to tell us what to do. I said she was wrong again and she finally listened and said that it is very humid outside. Like ya sorta figured that out when I did walk the dog, we both have breathing problems and you expect me to walk a dog in the dark outside were I can't see because you yell at me to hurry up so I can only put on my sweater but not my glasses and expect me to be OK with not breathing!? on top of the fact that you almost always look over the fact that I can barely breathe as is and the smells of the stuff outside(flowers, animal poop and other random things) give me a massive headache because not only am I allergic to perfume I have a very good sense of smell and I get overwhelmed and can't stay conscious very long but,  the only time you actually cared about that is when I passed out in class because of the smells and noise and got a bad mark in that class or the time a kid in my class brought his mom's perfume and him and his friend's were spraying it in the class even after the teacher told them not to,you only cared about me being able to do the work which was already done.

So you really think it was a good idea to ask me to walk the dog!? 

Sorry and goodnight/hope you have a good day

[akumu-rai]

This is based off of what happened yesterday ( or Wednesday, July 27,2022) 

Warnings ⚠️ : This is a F(Y/N) because I'm a female and that's how I was feeling that day, mention of  a dress

This is fluff (I think? There may be some angst for the fact that the dog has a bit of separation anxiety but other than that I think it's fluff) 

There may be a part two depending on the events of the days before I write and post them,

But until then I hope that you enjoy 

Kitsu-chan♡ 

~~~~♡Table of contents ♡~~~~

(D/N)= dog name (preferably male)

(D/N/N)= dog Nickname 

(Y/N)=your name (this is female (y/n) BTW)

~~~~♡the story♡~~~~

"Do you like your hair, hunny?"  My mom asked me as we exit the hair salon."Mhm, I love it!" I exclaimed as hope down the stairs.

As I reach the bottom I look up at my mom. She chuckled as she shook her head.

"Well we should get back to your dog, I'm sure he's panicking," she says as we cross the road and head to our car.

"Ya I guess (D/N) is worried," I chuckle as we reach the car. 

~~~~♡later ♡~~~~

"We are here~! (D/N/N)" I say as we pull into the driveway of my dad's work, after my mom parks I open my door and go see my dog "so, how was he?" I asked my dad,

"Well, he was just saying wear he was and hiding from me, as usual." I chuckle as I crouch down and pet (D/N) as he hides from my dad as he unties his leash and hands it to me.

"Come on puppur, let's get in the car for a road trip," I say as I open the back door of the car and get in as my mom and dad go get his bag with his stuff, after a little bit (D/N) released that were going on a road trip and hops in the back. 

I pet (D/N)'s head as I talk with him about random things while my parents are walking back with his stuff. "Did you get (D/N) in the car? " my mom asked as she handed me the bag. "yup he got in by himself after a bit but he seems like he wants to go on a trip." I say as I take the bag and look for (D/N)'s treats and give him half of one (my mom broke them in 3 pieces because my dog Riley didn't need a whole one, also they are the beef jerking dog treats, - note from kitsu-Chan). I get up and get out of the car and close the back door and open the front passenger door and sit and get buckled and close the door. 

As mom got into the car she started the car and buckled herself. "Well, see you later!" I yell wavering to my dad and his co-workers. 

On the way home (D/N) lade his head on the thing in the middle of the two seats (I don't remember what it is called, but if you know please let me know- note from kitsu-Chan) 

~~~~♡when we got home♡~~~~ 

We got out of the car and went inside. I took off (D/N)'s leash and went to sit down as he followed me, my mom sat on the couch and pulled out her phone and did stuff on it as I pulled out my tablet (I don't have a phone but if you do then you can pretend that it says phone - note from kitsu-Chan) 

I played some games for a bit until mom fell asleep, I got up and went to put on my shoes and grabbed (D/N) leash as he jumped in excitement, as I lend down to clip the leash on his collar he laid down and should me his stomach, I pet his stomach and clipped I stand up and open the door to let him outside.

"Let’s go down to the mailbox, (D/N/N)!" I say as we walk to the end of the driveway and  head down to the mailbox, as we walk to the mailbox (D/N) sniffs the grass that is along the side of the road, we stop at the mailbox and  I opened it to see if there was anything in it, but it was empty.

We turnaround and start running up the hill to our house but I stop for a moment and pull up the side of my dress and we continue on our way home as we reach our driveway I'm out of breath but (D/N)

Drags me to the door and wants for me to open the door.

After we get inside I take off the leash and my shoes. We head out to the living room(or family room whatever you prefer) . I sit back down on the chair and (D/N) lays down on the floor as I play on my tablet. 

My mom woke up and turned on the TV and Xbox. She went on Netflix and watched a TV show for a bit until she had to leave for something.

Later my dad came home and we talked for a bit and he said that I can go for a nap and he can take care of (D/N).

I went to bed for a bit and then my dad came in to wake me up for dinner.

"Well, if you want you can go back to bed for a little more (Y/N)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♡the end for now ♡~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

I hope that you enjoyed reading this and if I made some mistakes please let me know

See you soon 

- kitsu-Chan