25 year old writer. recovering heroin addict. bipolar 1. bpd. ptsd, anxiety. depression.🔮⚔️🕸️ ༺ main blog: @faiiryg0th ༻
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No matter what i do someone will always see me as an addict
When the see my arms they will see my bad habits
The scars i have go up and down and side to side
The track marks are fading but the scars are hard to hide
People look at my body and see that ive lived
I've been through hell and back but i still try to give
All i want is to make them all proud
My addictions were digging me into the ground
Am i able to control this monster forever?
Its the hardest thing I've had to endeavor
Every day i keep trying to believe in myself
I never imagined i'd destroy my own health
~kh
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I have so many stories in me. So many songs and poems and colors. I love heavy. I love too much emotion. I love things that make you feel tight in your chest because of the fire in your heart. I live for chaos and excitement. I no longer run from my emotions. I embrace everything that makes me happy and sad all at the same time. And i think thats a very brave way to live. Because i live so deeply i am emotionally destroyed over and over again.
~kh
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