#opiaddict

[anaaxiety]

From before my shower, starting to nod fucking hard rn 🤤 // pure morphine powder 🤍

[selfmedblves]

I want to be able to have an unlimited supply of opioids. Please. I just want to forever feel that calming, blissful warmth. I like feeling all my worries go away. I don't care about recovering at this point. My life sucks and I wanna get fucked up.

[o-xytocin]

Jesse's first shot heroin - Breaking Bad

[al1cemadn3ss]

No matter what i do someone will always see me as an addict

When the see my arms they will see my bad habits

The scars i have go up and down and side to side

The track marks are fading but the scars are hard to hide

People look at my body and see that ive lived

I've been through hell and back but i still try to give

All i want is to make them all proud

My addictions were digging me into the ground

Am i able to control this monster forever?

Its the hardest thing I've had to endeavor

Every day i keep trying to believe in myself

I never imagined i'd destroy my own health

~kh

[hydromorphcontinxr]

[xdeadbarbie]

[anaaxiety]

I present to you: my stash safe 💜

It contains everything I need to snort or smoke drugs 🍃

Pretty much the only thing I need to get my hands on is narcan and then it's pretty much all done!

I'm so fucking broke now lmao, but at least I have a stash now and don't have to worry that much about bad withdrawals for now. (And yes that's about a years supply of fentanyl for someone like me with a low opioid tolerance lmao, got a good deal through my plug cause someone he knows buys from the dark web apparently and fent is dirt cheap, same with the coke, got a deal but as you might know coke is fucking overpriced)

[selfmedblves]

Been off fentanyl for 5 weeks now. And it's all been weird for me.

I miss the glowing euphoria I got. I miss the feelings of bliss and warmth I got. I miss how I would gaze into the mirror, absorbed in my high, and love how I looked. I really loved myself and the world around me for a brief period of time. The high was worth dying for in my mind.

But then I remember how I'd have to hide my stash, having to worry about the possibility of getting found out or arrested, how I'd get weird looks, how I'd get called a junkie, how I lost friends, and how I was found overdosing. I felt alone and that my only comfort was fentanyl. I would tell myself that fentanyl would never leave me. But now that it has, I feel kinda lost. Sometimes I still miss it. I found happiness but at what cause.

[sadversionofmeonline]

Going to a narcan course next week, its free and you get a dose of narcan to take with you ❤️

Please look and see if your city has anything like this, cause its truly incredible, especially if you are around people who use opiates.

Also let ur friends now u have it on u and how to use it when ur the one using 💊

[barredoutx]

Because im at home but I’m not here, and I never am

[hydrophrenic]

FIND ME, MOOTS!

I WAS STYROPHENIC! IVE BEEN TERMED!