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allmightsidekick13 · 2 months ago

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I never thought I would post anything on Tumblr but here we are. I wanted to thank @anakliro for the art they had done for me. It's freaking beautiful and Ozen never looked so good.

I also wanted to post a snippet of the story I'm writing Reckless.

Should I keep posting on here?

|Contains harsh language|

“Fuck!” I slammed my fists onto the table, grabbed a wooden chair, and smashed it against the wall. I couldn't think, all I could hear was the echoes of Commander Cullen's words. They felt like they were on repeat, an echo that wouldn't shut the fuck up. I was in a nightmare now. My worst fears were coming to the surface. I couldn't breathe. My chest was tightening. My hands were tight, nails digging into my palms. I can feel the warm liquid of my blood itching down the palms. I trusted him with everything. I trusted him when he said he would take care of her. She was the only one I had left. My baby sister is gone because of him.

“Ozen…” Cassandra touched my shoulder. I was quick to snatch her wrist, glaring up at her. The look of fear was etched onto her face. I didn't have a care in the world. I could kill everyone in this room in a single breath and I would leave with their blood on my hands and not a care in the world. I dropped her hand.

“Don't touch me.”

There was silence in the room again, an eerie silence. Tension so thick that you could cut it with a knife.

“Where is Dorian?” I asked, my eyes focused on the broken chair and damaged wall. My stomach was tightening, bile was rising up my throat. Saying his name caused my heart to fucking hurt. I trusted him! After everything I have been through, all the torture I endured I decided to trust a fucking shemlen!

“Outside.” Cullen choked, almost as if he didn't want to say it. I don't blame him.

“Please don't-” Cassandra began. It was cut short when I threw a blade towards her head. It had missed obviously, I didn't need to kill my friend but I had warned her. It wasn't long before I was outside of Skyhold. Everything and everyone seemed to be a blur. I couldn't focus on anything besides the man I was looking for. I let my baby sister train with him. She was doing so well in her magical studies. She wanted to help me in the Inquisition, even stay at Skyhold.

“No,” I told her, “It's not safe.”

My hands made their way to my dagger handles. Dorian was where he always was, up in the balcony of the second tower. Just standing there looking out the window as if nothing happened. As if he didn't just kill someone important to me that I trust him to keep safe. I should have trusted my gut. Within the blink of an eye, I used the little magical ability that I had and turned myself into mist. Dorian didn't see what was coming to him. He was standing inside the stable. His hands placed firmly on the railing, his body giving off anxious energy. His hair wasn't as kept as it has always been, his once sun-kissed skin was tainted pale. I didn't care to see him like this. He had hurt me, after several promises of never doing what Arwin had done to me.

I didn't hesitate to put the assassin's blade along his throat. Dorian didn't hesitate, nor did he try and stop me. He stood there in defeat, letting me press the sharpened blade to his beautiful skin.

“You lied.” I growled, trying to swallow the lump suddenly in my throat, “Y-you… said…” The magic to hold me invisible was no longer there. I couldn't hold onto it much longer since my emotions were causing me weakness. The man I loved, the one I decided to trust after the hell I went through killed the only family I had. Lilly was my world and he took her from me!

#dragon age #dorian pavus #dragon age inqusition #angst #angry #elf #demons #morrigan

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