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Brave or stupid

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The next day you were alone in the bus to the school, Jun-tae had texted that he needed to something that he would be gone earlier than usual. You didn’t see him at the library either walking around the hallway you hear surprised whispers of your peers who all are rejoicing after receiving their lost phones.

That’s only makes you more paranoid, you know its Jun-tae and other guys are behind it they would steal the phones because of Hyo man makes them to do so. Jun-tae’s sudden invitation to eat lunch together and now this makes your theory true. He’s rebelling against Hyo-man but why suddenly? What made him or who made him change his mind to stand up against Hyo-man was really brave or stupid because his what he did comes with consequence that going ends with him getting hurt.

You hear rushed footsteps pass by the library loud enough for the librarian to grumble under her breath mutter how students have no discipline whatsoever. You hurriedly finish your work as well scrabbling to put the books that you took struggling to do under the watchful eyes of your librarian. You sprinted your class and place your notes in your table as you do your ear catches the girl’s words.

   “My boyfriend just texted me saying there is fight at their side.”

“Really? Between who?”

“Choi Hyo-man and the transferred boy”

One of the girl’s eyes widen “Oh, the pyscho boy?”

“I heard that he killed his fellow student that why he came here.”

Another girl scoff “He didn’t kill, he sends that boy into a coma.”

Not waiting to hear any further you tread towards the boy’s section of the building, running up the stairs you almost pumps into a boy making you stumble back a hand clasp itself on your wrist steadying you briefly so silently you almost didn’t feel the touch.

Si-eun round brown hues falls your frame standing too close to him, he let his hands fall limp beside him after steadying you. eyes scanning as you gulp wide warm eye staring up at his cold ones stepping aside muttering apology for bumping on to him almost, you seem to do that a lot.

Jun-tae looks surprised at your sudden appearance he uttering your name making you glance at him and your apologetic eyes turns into worried one seeing beaten up Jun-tae. “Oh my god. What happened? Are you alright?”

“I’m alright. He saved me back there.” Jun-tae said with smile that reached his eye looking at si-eun with a grateful look.

You glance at Si-eun and back at him, Jun-tae turns and open the slide door “What are you doing?. We’re going to see the nurse.”

“We can’t go to the nurse’s office.” Jun-tae walks inside you follow him si-eun stands outside for minute before following after the both of you.

You and Jun-tae sits down the floor while si-eun stands in front you both, opening the first aid you sit straight taking it from Jun-tae’s hands as he and Si-eun talks.

“Whenever, we go there the nurse realize what’s happened, so Hyo-man gets called to the teacher’s office all the time and we just get beaten up again. Its an endless cycle.”

You take a cotton swabs, q tip and fucidin cream and hands one to Jun-tae and Si-eun “Fucidin cream is pretty much an antibiotic” Jun-tae says using the mirror to lay it over his bruised cheek, when Si-eun didn’t take it, you hesitantly dab it on his bleeding knuckle making him look down at as you do so.

“You have to use it because, Hyo-man’s fists are like balls of germs.” You chuckle at Jun-tae words he too smiles at his comment.

“Why did you do it?” Si-eun asks you and Jun-tae turns to him “Why did you return all the phones?”

You glance back Jun-tae wanting to know the answer only to be confused when he answers “Newton’s third law. For every good action a good reaction follows.”

“What?” you scrunch your nose puzzled at his reasoning you don’t remembering Newton’s third law like that and it seems like si-eun is on same boat with you as he also looked confused for minute.

“That’s not what it means.” He says the three of you look at each other before you sigh setting the cream down inside the box.

“He’s not gonna sit down and do nothing.” You speak up making Jun-tae and Si-eun glance at you. “You two should be careful, Hyo-man is cunning.” Standing up you dust your skirt.

Jun-tae calls your name making you turns to him “it will be fine, Baku’s going to come back sooner or later. Gotak was there too.” He stands up as well. “Let’s sit together at lunch.” Jun-tae eyes shift from you and Si-eun the last words directed towards both of you.

You glance at Si-eun expectedly wanting to know that he’s comfortable too with the invitation and your intrusion. Si-eun feels the weight of yours and Jun-tae gaze on him making him sigh and nod. You and Jun-tae smile at that “Well, I see you guys at lunch. Take care.” With that you leave.

When the lunch time rolled in Si-eun watches Jun-tae eyes scan the crowed searching for you and he too wounder where you had gone. Si-eun catches Jun-tae eyes trained group of girls who is on the other side laughing and chatting as they have their lunch, Jun-tae take his phone out his pocket pressing your chat he sends texts but gets no response he slums in his chair Si-eun sits straight setting his utensils down.

“What is it?she not coming?”

Jun-tae glance up his from his phone “I should just call her.” he dials your number and in on the second ring you pick up. “Where are you?

Are you coming to lunch.

Oh, alright.

Did you eat anything?

Mmhm. I see you tomorrow then.”

Jun-tae slumps in his chair before picking up his utensils and staring to eat Si-eun waits for him to say what you told him feeling his gaze on him Jun-tae looks up “Oh she said she has work to submit, so she and her friends can go out to the mall after class. she also said you to eat well”

Si-eun was doing the opposite truthfully, making him look down his food before he glances at Jun-tae and then to the other side where the group of girls sat “Friends?” 

Jun-tae nod sigh. After lunch they both walk towards their class Jun-tae steps rushed as he walks ahead reaching their classroom. He rummages through his bag while Si-eun’s eyes followed him, the break time isn’t over yet.

Jun-tae smile in relief after finding a chocolate bar he turns to Si-eun “I’ll be right back.” Si-eun nod knowing where he’s rushing to.

You sigh cracking your knuckles in satisfaction glancing at the assignment which is due today, “still got it.” you glance up hearing footsteps coming towards you fearing it’s the librarian who might have caught you taking Jun-tae’s call. But thankfully its Jun-tae himself who’s walking towards you.

“Jun-tae, what are you doing here?” he stands in front of you smiling he extend his hand offering a chocolate candy in palm.

“I’m sorry it all I have, and don’t say you have eaten. I know you didn’t.” Jun-tae places the candy in front of you, smiling warmly at his gesture you take it and opening the candy eat it one go.

“Sorry I couldn’t eat with lunch with you guys.” You stand gathering your material in your hands Jun-tae shake his head and walk along side.

“Are you really going to the mall after class?” Jun-tae ask carefully, eyes scanning your face he feels himself get flustered enthusiastically nodding heading bobbing with a wide smile.

“Yes, we are. And I’m thinking if I should get my nails done or buy something. It going to be fun they said we can try out dresses.” Your eyes lit up as you ramble about what you and your friends are going out.

 “Why not do both since you want both?” Jun-tae asks as you both round the hallway to the teacher office.

“I want to but since its planned suddenly I don’t have much money.” You set the assignment on the teacher’s table.

Jun-tae feels your hand clasping on his wrist before he can pull out his wallet you glare at him playfully “don’t even think about it. you need to buy bandage and proper medicine, it might swell.” With your hands still clasped on his wrist the both of you walkout the teacher’s office.

Jun-tae’s ear and neck turns red at touch of your hand “Oh, what happened why are you so red?” you tilt your head to side lowering your head to look at his face which he hides by looking down.

“I’m alr—alright.” Jun-tae stutter through his word avoiding your eye the shrilling sound bell ringing making you sigh.

“I’ll see you tomorrow then?”

He nods walking back stumbling over his own foot making you look at him worried he just smiles walking away. Shrugging it off you walk towards your classroom already excited evening.

 When the evening arrived you, Yuri, mina and sara take the bus to the nearest mall.  Mina and sara sit across from you while you and Yuri sits together scrolling on her phone

You glance at her with a smile, eyes shining in excitement at the thought of sharing something with your friends “Should we all get like matching clips?”

“That is so basic and cliché you know.” she says without looking up from her phone her fingers rapidly typing on the screen and you hear Sara and mina laughing making you glance at them. you sigh nodding along.

When you reach the mall, they walk ahead you drag your feet slightly exhausted shoulders feeling heavy they walk into cloth store looking through you too follow going through racks of clothes all are slightly pricy but everything looks so beautiful that you lost yourself and find yourself picking up a flowy light purple dress with long bell sleeves and square neckline pulling out in rack you feel material and price is reasonable its such a pretty dress.

You walk to the counter where you can hear their voice chatting Mina look surprised to see you as if she forgot that you even were with them before her eyes falls on the dress on your hands “Oh I thought you left us all alone?” the two turns at her word to look at you they look surprised as well.

You shake your head with a smile “I found this dress, isn’t it pretty.?” Mina nods taking the dress from your hand.

“It is but I don’t think this is your color at all” she pouts “and I don’t think its gonna you know…. fit”

Your face fall but you shake your head “No its my size and my mom made my uniform bit loose. I think its gonna fit perfectly.” You glance at cashier women “Maybe I can try it on, I’ll just ask her.”

Mina gives the dress to Yuri “Did you want to buy hairclip; we can do that while they wait at the counter. They will ask for you right?” she glance at them they exchange a look before nodding.”

Mina hooks her arms on yours pulling you away from the store before you can answer, you look through various ones all look so pretty and cute, you pick one holding it up to show mina who’s busy typing away on her phone. “Should I get this” she glances up before nodding.

When the two of you walks back to them, they are already out of the store with bags in their hands “Oh you guys didn’t have to pay for that?”

Yuri looks at you with sigh “We didn’t buy, we left it the counter to try on our dress but someone else took it.”

“Yeah, we looked everywhere. We couldn’t find it.” Sara said “We should go it’s getting dark.” Mina nod taking the bag Yuri held out in her direction. They start walking you follow them with heavy heart you glance at the store one last time.

Your steps were heavy as you walk through the street to your home shoulder heavy as your back bag pulling you down along with exhaustion and sadness weighted swinging the small paper bag that has your hairclip in your hands your movement slow down when you hear a footsteps behind you turning back you see a guy from your neighborhood that weird one you always hated you quickly take your phone out thankfully you have enough battery left make phone call. You call your mom she answers on the second ring she isn’t home yet ask you if your reached home you mumble last part not wanting the guy to hear. The footsteps now closer making you feel angered and scared at the same time you want to turns to yell at him but at the same time you can’t.

The two boys sitting outside the store looks up at sudden footsteps rushing past them into the store, they recognizes the uniform your wearing they go back to what they were doing but that cut off by when they hear shuffling of feet they look up to see a guy standing at side of the street looking at the store they follow his line of sight and see you inside talking into your phone nodding into your phone you pick up a packet of chip and walks to the cashier not so subtlety glancing outside.

One hand gripping the snack along with a paper bag and other hand gripping on your phone you step out the store before starting speedwalking to your home not sparing glance to anywhere but ahead, you hear the footsteps behind you after few minutes then you almost breaking into a sprint you hear the footsteps coming up fast then there is some shuffling and then nothing you don’t look back and starts and break into a sprint dropping things in your hands you round  just as you round the corner you turn to look back all you see two guys their face hidden as one stands Infront of the other while other one crouched on the floor as he pick up the things you left behind with bloody knuckles.

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𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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Brave or stupid

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The next day you were alone in the bus to the school, Jun-tae had texted that he needed to something that he would be gone earlier than usual. You didn’t see him at the library either walking around the hallway you hear surprised whispers of your peers who all are rejoicing after receiving their lost phones.

That’s only makes you more paranoid, you know its Jun-tae and other guys are behind it they would steal the phones because of Hyo man makes them to do so. Jun-tae’s sudden invitation to eat lunch together and now this makes your theory true. He’s rebelling against Hyo-man but why suddenly? What made him or who made him change his mind to stand up against Hyo-man was really brave or stupid because his what he did comes with consequence that going ends with him getting hurt.

You hear rushed footsteps pass by the library loud enough for the librarian to grumble under her breath mutter how students have no discipline whatsoever. You hurriedly finish your work as well scrabbling to put the books that you took struggling to do under the watchful eyes of your librarian. You sprinted your class and place your notes in your table as you do your ear catches the girl’s words.

   “My boyfriend just texted me saying there is fight at their side.”

“Really? Between who?”

“Choi Hyo-man and the transferred boy”

One of the girl’s eyes widen “Oh, the pyscho boy?”

“I heard that he killed his fellow student that why he came here.”

Another girl scoff “He didn’t kill, he sends that boy into a coma.”

Not waiting to hear any further you tread towards the boy’s section of the building, running up the stairs you almost pumps into a boy making you stumble back a hand clasp itself on your wrist steadying you briefly so silently you almost didn’t feel the touch.

Si-eun round brown hues falls your frame standing too close to him, he let his hands fall limp beside him after steadying you. eyes scanning as you gulp wide warm eye staring up at his cold ones stepping aside muttering apology for bumping on to him almost, you seem to do that a lot.

Jun-tae looks surprised at your sudden appearance he uttering your name making you glance at him and your apologetic eyes turns into worried one seeing beaten up Jun-tae. “Oh my god. What happened? Are you alright?”

“I’m alright. He saved me back there.” Jun-tae said with smile that reached his eye looking at si-eun with a grateful look.

You glance at Si-eun and back at him, Jun-tae turns and open the slide door “What are you doing?. We’re going to see the nurse.”

“We can’t go to the nurse’s office.” Jun-tae walks inside you follow him si-eun stands outside for minute before following after the both of you.

You and Jun-tae sits down the floor while si-eun stands in front you both, opening the first aid you sit straight taking it from Jun-tae’s hands as he and Si-eun talks.

“Whenever, we go there the nurse realize what’s happened, so Hyo-man gets called to the teacher’s office all the time and we just get beaten up again. Its an endless cycle.”

You take a cotton swabs, q tip and fucidin cream and hands one to Jun-tae and Si-eun “Fucidin cream is pretty much an antibiotic” Jun-tae says using the mirror to lay it over his bruised cheek, when Si-eun didn’t take it, you hesitantly dab it on his bleeding knuckle making him look down at as you do so.

“You have to use it because, Hyo-man’s fists are like balls of germs.” You chuckle at Jun-tae words he too smiles at his comment.

“Why did you do it?” Si-eun asks you and Jun-tae turns to him “Why did you return all the phones?”

You glance back Jun-tae wanting to know the answer only to be confused when he answers “Newton’s third law. For every good action a good reaction follows.”

“What?” you scrunch your nose puzzled at his reasoning you don’t remembering Newton’s third law like that and it seems like si-eun is on same boat with you as he also looked confused for minute.

“That’s not what it means.” He says the three of you look at each other before you sigh setting the cream down inside the box.

“He’s not gonna sit down and do nothing.” You speak up making Jun-tae and Si-eun glance at you. “You two should be careful, Hyo-man is cunning.” Standing up you dust your skirt.

Jun-tae calls your name making you turns to him “it will be fine, Baku’s going to come back sooner or later. Gotak was there too.” He stands up as well. “Let’s sit together at lunch.” Jun-tae eyes shift from you and Si-eun the last words directed towards both of you.

You glance at Si-eun expectedly wanting to know that he’s comfortable too with the invitation and your intrusion. Si-eun feels the weight of yours and Jun-tae gaze on him making him sigh and nod. You and Jun-tae smile at that “Well, I see you guys at lunch. Take care.” With that you leave.

When the lunch time rolled in Si-eun watches Jun-tae eyes scan the crowed searching for you and he too wounder where you had gone. Si-eun catches Jun-tae eyes trained group of girls who is on the other side laughing and chatting as they have their lunch, Jun-tae take his phone out his pocket pressing your chat he sends texts but gets no response he slums in his chair Si-eun sits straight setting his utensils down.

“What is it?she not coming?”

Jun-tae glance up his from his phone “I should just call her.” he dials your number and in on the second ring you pick up. “Where are you?

Are you coming to lunch.

Oh, alright.

Did you eat anything?

Mmhm. I see you tomorrow then.”

Jun-tae slumps in his chair before picking up his utensils and staring to eat Si-eun waits for him to say what you told him feeling his gaze on him Jun-tae looks up “Oh she said she has work to submit, so she and her friends can go out to the mall after class. she also said you to eat well”

Si-eun was doing the opposite truthfully, making him look down his food before he glances at Jun-tae and then to the other side where the group of girls sat “Friends?” 

Jun-tae nod sigh. After lunch they both walk towards their class Jun-tae steps rushed as he walks ahead reaching their classroom. He rummages through his bag while Si-eun’s eyes followed him, the break time isn’t over yet.

Jun-tae smile in relief after finding a chocolate bar he turns to Si-eun “I’ll be right back.” Si-eun nod knowing where he’s rushing to.

You sigh cracking your knuckles in satisfaction glancing at the assignment which is due today, “still got it.” you glance up hearing footsteps coming towards you fearing it’s the librarian who might have caught you taking Jun-tae’s call. But thankfully its Jun-tae himself who’s walking towards you.

“Jun-tae, what are you doing here?” he stands in front of you smiling he extend his hand offering a chocolate candy in palm.

“I’m sorry it all I have, and don’t say you have eaten. I know you didn’t.” Jun-tae places the candy in front of you, smiling warmly at his gesture you take it and opening the candy eat it one go.

“Sorry I couldn’t eat with lunch with you guys.” You stand gathering your material in your hands Jun-tae shake his head and walk along side.

“Are you really going to the mall after class?” Jun-tae ask carefully, eyes scanning your face he feels himself get flustered enthusiastically nodding heading bobbing with a wide smile.

“Yes, we are. And I’m thinking if I should get my nails done or buy something. It going to be fun they said we can try out dresses.” Your eyes lit up as you ramble about what you and your friends are going out.

 “Why not do both since you want both?” Jun-tae asks as you both round the hallway to the teacher office.

“I want to but since its planned suddenly I don’t have much money.” You set the assignment on the teacher’s table.

Jun-tae feels your hand clasping on his wrist before he can pull out his wallet you glare at him playfully “don’t even think about it. you need to buy bandage and proper medicine, it might swell.” With your hands still clasped on his wrist the both of you walkout the teacher’s office.

Jun-tae’s ear and neck turns red at touch of your hand “Oh, what happened why are you so red?” you tilt your head to side lowering your head to look at his face which he hides by looking down.

“I’m alr—alright.” Jun-tae stutter through his word avoiding your eye the shrilling sound bell ringing making you sigh.

“I’ll see you tomorrow then?”

He nods walking back stumbling over his own foot making you look at him worried he just smiles walking away. Shrugging it off you walk towards your classroom already excited evening.

 When the evening arrived you, Yuri, mina and sara take the bus to the nearest mall.  Mina and sara sit across from you while you and Yuri sits together scrolling on her phone

You glance at her with a smile, eyes shining in excitement at the thought of sharing something with your friends “Should we all get like matching clips?”

“That is so basic and cliché you know.” she says without looking up from her phone her fingers rapidly typing on the screen and you hear Sara and mina laughing making you glance at them. you sigh nodding along.

When you reach the mall, they walk ahead you drag your feet slightly exhausted shoulders feeling heavy they walk into cloth store looking through you too follow going through racks of clothes all are slightly pricy but everything looks so beautiful that you lost yourself and find yourself picking up a flowy light purple dress with long bell sleeves and square neckline pulling out in rack you feel material and price is reasonable its such a pretty dress.

You walk to the counter where you can hear their voice chatting Mina look surprised to see you as if she forgot that you even were with them before her eyes falls on the dress on your hands “Oh I thought you left us all alone?” the two turns at her word to look at you they look surprised as well.

You shake your head with a smile “I found this dress, isn’t it pretty.?” Mina nods taking the dress from your hand.

“It is but I don’t think this is your color at all” she pouts “and I don’t think its gonna you know…. fit”

Your face fall but you shake your head “No its my size and my mom made my uniform bit loose. I think its gonna fit perfectly.” You glance at cashier women “Maybe I can try it on, I’ll just ask her.”

Mina gives the dress to Yuri “Did you want to buy hairclip; we can do that while they wait at the counter. They will ask for you right?” she glance at them they exchange a look before nodding.”

Mina hooks her arms on yours pulling you away from the store before you can answer, you look through various ones all look so pretty and cute, you pick one holding it up to show mina who’s busy typing away on her phone. “Should I get this” she glances up before nodding.

When the two of you walks back to them, they are already out of the store with bags in their hands “Oh you guys didn’t have to pay for that?”

Yuri looks at you with sigh “We didn’t buy, we left it the counter to try on our dress but someone else took it.”

“Yeah, we looked everywhere. We couldn’t find it.” Sara said “We should go it’s getting dark.” Mina nod taking the bag Yuri held out in her direction. They start walking you follow them with heavy heart you glance at the store one last time.

Your steps were heavy as you walk through the street to your home shoulder heavy as your back bag pulling you down along with exhaustion and sadness weighted swinging the small paper bag that has your hairclip in your hands your movement slow down when you hear a footsteps behind you turning back you see a guy from your neighborhood that weird one you always hated you quickly take your phone out thankfully you have enough battery left make phone call. You call your mom she answers on the second ring she isn’t home yet ask you if your reached home you mumble last part not wanting the guy to hear. The footsteps now closer making you feel angered and scared at the same time you want to turns to yell at him but at the same time you can’t.

The two boys sitting outside the store looks up at sudden footsteps rushing past them into the store, they recognizes the uniform your wearing they go back to what they were doing but that cut off by when they hear shuffling of feet they look up to see a guy standing at side of the street looking at the store they follow his line of sight and see you inside talking into your phone nodding into your phone you pick up a packet of chip and walks to the cashier not so subtlety glancing outside.

One hand gripping the snack along with a paper bag and other hand gripping on your phone you step out the store before starting speedwalking to your home not sparing glance to anywhere but ahead, you hear the footsteps behind you after few minutes then you almost breaking into a sprint you hear the footsteps coming up fast then there is some shuffling and then nothing you don’t look back and starts and break into a sprint dropping things in your hands you round  just as you round the corner you turn to look back all you see two guys their face hidden as one stands Infront of the other while other one crouched on the floor as he pick up the things you left behind with bloody knuckles.

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New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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Brave or stupid

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The next day you were alone in the bus to the school, Jun-tae had texted that he needed to something that he would be gone earlier than usual. You didn’t see him at the library either walking around the hallway you hear surprised whispers of your peers who all are rejoicing after receiving their lost phones.

That’s only makes you more paranoid, you know its Jun-tae and other guys are behind it they would steal the phones because of Hyo man makes them to do so. Jun-tae’s sudden invitation to eat lunch together and now this makes your theory true. He’s rebelling against Hyo-man but why suddenly? What made him or who made him change his mind to stand up against Hyo-man was really brave or stupid because his what he did comes with consequence that going ends with him getting hurt.

You hear rushed footsteps pass by the library loud enough for the librarian to grumble under her breath mutter how students have no discipline whatsoever. You hurriedly finish your work as well scrabbling to put the books that you took struggling to do under the watchful eyes of your librarian. You sprinted your class and place your notes in your table as you do your ear catches the girl’s words.

   “My boyfriend just texted me saying there is fight at their side.”

“Really? Between who?”

“Choi Hyo-man and the transferred boy”

One of the girl’s eyes widen “Oh, the pyscho boy?”

“I heard that he killed his fellow student that why he came here.”

Another girl scoff “He didn’t kill, he sends that boy into a coma.”

Not waiting to hear any further you tread towards the boy’s section of the building, running up the stairs you almost pumps into a boy making you stumble back a hand clasp itself on your wrist steadying you briefly so silently you almost didn’t feel the touch.

Si-eun round brown hues falls your frame standing too close to him, he let his hands fall limp beside him after steadying you. eyes scanning as you gulp wide warm eye staring up at his cold ones stepping aside muttering apology for bumping on to him almost, you seem to do that a lot.

Jun-tae looks surprised at your sudden appearance he uttering your name making you glance at him and your apologetic eyes turns into worried one seeing beaten up Jun-tae. “Oh my god. What happened? Are you alright?”

“I’m alright. He saved me back there.” Jun-tae said with smile that reached his eye looking at si-eun with a grateful look.

You glance at Si-eun and back at him, Jun-tae turns and open the slide door “What are you doing?. We’re going to see the nurse.”

“We can’t go to the nurse’s office.” Jun-tae walks inside you follow him si-eun stands outside for minute before following after the both of you.

You and Jun-tae sits down the floor while si-eun stands in front you both, opening the first aid you sit straight taking it from Jun-tae’s hands as he and Si-eun talks.

“Whenever, we go there the nurse realize what’s happened, so Hyo-man gets called to the teacher’s office all the time and we just get beaten up again. Its an endless cycle.”

You take a cotton swabs, q tip and fucidin cream and hands one to Jun-tae and Si-eun “Fucidin cream is pretty much an antibiotic” Jun-tae says using the mirror to lay it over his bruised cheek, when Si-eun didn’t take it, you hesitantly dab it on his bleeding knuckle making him look down at as you do so.

“You have to use it because, Hyo-man’s fists are like balls of germs.” You chuckle at Jun-tae words he too smiles at his comment.

“Why did you do it?” Si-eun asks you and Jun-tae turns to him “Why did you return all the phones?”

You glance back Jun-tae wanting to know the answer only to be confused when he answers “Newton’s third law. For every good action a good reaction follows.”

“What?” you scrunch your nose puzzled at his reasoning you don’t remembering Newton’s third law like that and it seems like si-eun is on same boat with you as he also looked confused for minute.

“That’s not what it means.” He says the three of you look at each other before you sigh setting the cream down inside the box.

“He’s not gonna sit down and do nothing.” You speak up making Jun-tae and Si-eun glance at you. “You two should be careful, Hyo-man is cunning.” Standing up you dust your skirt.

Jun-tae calls your name making you turns to him “it will be fine, Baku’s going to come back sooner or later. Gotak was there too.” He stands up as well. “Let’s sit together at lunch.” Jun-tae eyes shift from you and Si-eun the last words directed towards both of you.

You glance at Si-eun expectedly wanting to know that he’s comfortable too with the invitation and your intrusion. Si-eun feels the weight of yours and Jun-tae gaze on him making him sigh and nod. You and Jun-tae smile at that “Well, I see you guys at lunch. Take care.” With that you leave.

When the lunch time rolled in Si-eun watches Jun-tae eyes scan the crowed searching for you and he too wounder where you had gone. Si-eun catches Jun-tae eyes trained group of girls who is on the other side laughing and chatting as they have their lunch, Jun-tae take his phone out his pocket pressing your chat he sends texts but gets no response he slums in his chair Si-eun sits straight setting his utensils down.

“What is it?she not coming?”

Jun-tae glance up his from his phone “I should just call her.” he dials your number and in on the second ring you pick up. “Where are you?

Are you coming to lunch.

Oh, alright.

Did you eat anything?

Mmhm. I see you tomorrow then.”

Jun-tae slumps in his chair before picking up his utensils and staring to eat Si-eun waits for him to say what you told him feeling his gaze on him Jun-tae looks up “Oh she said she has work to submit, so she and her friends can go out to the mall after class. she also said you to eat well”

Si-eun was doing the opposite truthfully, making him look down his food before he glances at Jun-tae and then to the other side where the group of girls sat “Friends?” 

Jun-tae nod sigh. After lunch they both walk towards their class Jun-tae steps rushed as he walks ahead reaching their classroom. He rummages through his bag while Si-eun’s eyes followed him, the break time isn’t over yet.

Jun-tae smile in relief after finding a chocolate bar he turns to Si-eun “I’ll be right back.” Si-eun nod knowing where he’s rushing to.

You sigh cracking your knuckles in satisfaction glancing at the assignment which is due today, “still got it.” you glance up hearing footsteps coming towards you fearing it’s the librarian who might have caught you taking Jun-tae’s call. But thankfully its Jun-tae himself who’s walking towards you.

“Jun-tae, what are you doing here?” he stands in front of you smiling he extend his hand offering a chocolate candy in palm.

“I’m sorry it all I have, and don’t say you have eaten. I know you didn’t.” Jun-tae places the candy in front of you, smiling warmly at his gesture you take it and opening the candy eat it one go.

“Sorry I couldn’t eat with lunch with you guys.” You stand gathering your material in your hands Jun-tae shake his head and walk along side.

“Are you really going to the mall after class?” Jun-tae ask carefully, eyes scanning your face he feels himself get flustered enthusiastically nodding heading bobbing with a wide smile.

“Yes, we are. And I’m thinking if I should get my nails done or buy something. It going to be fun they said we can try out dresses.” Your eyes lit up as you ramble about what you and your friends are going out.

 “Why not do both since you want both?” Jun-tae asks as you both round the hallway to the teacher office.

“I want to but since its planned suddenly I don’t have much money.” You set the assignment on the teacher’s table.

Jun-tae feels your hand clasping on his wrist before he can pull out his wallet you glare at him playfully “don’t even think about it. you need to buy bandage and proper medicine, it might swell.” With your hands still clasped on his wrist the both of you walkout the teacher’s office.

Jun-tae’s ear and neck turns red at touch of your hand “Oh, what happened why are you so red?” you tilt your head to side lowering your head to look at his face which he hides by looking down.

“I’m alr—alright.” Jun-tae stutter through his word avoiding your eye the shrilling sound bell ringing making you sigh.

“I’ll see you tomorrow then?”

He nods walking back stumbling over his own foot making you look at him worried he just smiles walking away. Shrugging it off you walk towards your classroom already excited evening.

 When the evening arrived you, Yuri, mina and sara take the bus to the nearest mall.  Mina and sara sit across from you while you and Yuri sits together scrolling on her phone

You glance at her with a smile, eyes shining in excitement at the thought of sharing something with your friends “Should we all get like matching clips?”

“That is so basic and cliché you know.” she says without looking up from her phone her fingers rapidly typing on the screen and you hear Sara and mina laughing making you glance at them. you sigh nodding along.

When you reach the mall, they walk ahead you drag your feet slightly exhausted shoulders feeling heavy they walk into cloth store looking through you too follow going through racks of clothes all are slightly pricy but everything looks so beautiful that you lost yourself and find yourself picking up a flowy light purple dress with long bell sleeves and square neckline pulling out in rack you feel material and price is reasonable its such a pretty dress.

You walk to the counter where you can hear their voice chatting Mina look surprised to see you as if she forgot that you even were with them before her eyes falls on the dress on your hands “Oh I thought you left us all alone?” the two turns at her word to look at you they look surprised as well.

You shake your head with a smile “I found this dress, isn’t it pretty.?” Mina nods taking the dress from your hand.

“It is but I don’t think this is your color at all” she pouts “and I don’t think its gonna you know…. fit”

Your face fall but you shake your head “No its my size and my mom made my uniform bit loose. I think its gonna fit perfectly.” You glance at cashier women “Maybe I can try it on, I’ll just ask her.”

Mina gives the dress to Yuri “Did you want to buy hairclip; we can do that while they wait at the counter. They will ask for you right?” she glance at them they exchange a look before nodding.”

Mina hooks her arms on yours pulling you away from the store before you can answer, you look through various ones all look so pretty and cute, you pick one holding it up to show mina who’s busy typing away on her phone. “Should I get this” she glances up before nodding.

When the two of you walks back to them, they are already out of the store with bags in their hands “Oh you guys didn’t have to pay for that?”

Yuri looks at you with sigh “We didn’t buy, we left it the counter to try on our dress but someone else took it.”

“Yeah, we looked everywhere. We couldn’t find it.” Sara said “We should go it’s getting dark.” Mina nod taking the bag Yuri held out in her direction. They start walking you follow them with heavy heart you glance at the store one last time.

Your steps were heavy as you walk through the street to your home shoulder heavy as your back bag pulling you down along with exhaustion and sadness weighted swinging the small paper bag that has your hairclip in your hands your movement slow down when you hear a footsteps behind you turning back you see a guy from your neighborhood that weird one you always hated you quickly take your phone out thankfully you have enough battery left make phone call. You call your mom she answers on the second ring she isn’t home yet ask you if your reached home you mumble last part not wanting the guy to hear. The footsteps now closer making you feel angered and scared at the same time you want to turns to yell at him but at the same time you can’t.

The two boys sitting outside the store looks up at sudden footsteps rushing past them into the store, they recognizes the uniform your wearing they go back to what they were doing but that cut off by when they hear shuffling of feet they look up to see a guy standing at side of the street looking at the store they follow his line of sight and see you inside talking into your phone nodding into your phone you pick up a packet of chip and walks to the cashier not so subtlety glancing outside.

One hand gripping the snack along with a paper bag and other hand gripping on your phone you step out the store before starting speedwalking to your home not sparing glance to anywhere but ahead, you hear the footsteps behind you after few minutes then you almost breaking into a sprint you hear the footsteps coming up fast then there is some shuffling and then nothing you don’t look back and starts and break into a sprint dropping things in your hands you round  just as you round the corner you turn to look back all you see two guys their face hidden as one stands Infront of the other while other one crouched on the floor as he pick up the things you left behind with bloody knuckles.

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Cosmic Chaos

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Truth are out in open, bonnie gets possessed and almost get killer by Damon Salvatore. Derek , scott and stiles plagued with guilt after learning that peter tormenting you. Jackson face unexpected trouble with his transformation. Among the chaotic day Issac becomes your normalcy.

When the sun came you were the first one to awake and to leave but not before sticking a note on stiles mirror saying you're fine and will be at home, you walk to your home needing some alone time but it seems impossible to get any alone time as the moment you step out the house peter greets you.

"Will you mock me, if I said I missed our chats?"

You roll your eyes "I certainly didn't." he falls in steps with you though there are not many people around you are careful to lower your voice not wanting to seen as crazy talking by yourself.

"Last night was tough, so many emotions."

"Is all Hale allergic to emotions?" you narrow your eyes at his overly excited face. "Expect for range."

He playfully thinks for a moment "I guess you could say it's in our special trait." He glances a head "So if nephew decide to not to comply what's the next plan?"

"What if I don't wanna bring you back, I like you like this less murderous." Peter chuckle at your words.

"As much I find idea of you keeping me to yourself, I am more helpful if I'm back and from the way things been lately. You are slowing down sometimes you can't always save everyone."

You face dims at that, slowing down you glance at peter "She was really close to join me on the other side." Peter sighs standing in front of you "though I may sound like preying on your fears to bend you to my will." He pauses "Okey it's like that, but you know you can't stop them or what already mend to happen. You can't beat death not without consequence. You saw what happened to the other you."

"The question what are you going to in this life? how are you going to stop it?" peter waits for your answers with sharp eyes. You start to walk to home faster.

"Let's study some spell shall we.?" Peter nod in approval walking beside you.

You change into your comfortable pair of clothes hair pulled up in bun sitting in grams study surrounded by Gilmores of grams and the book that grams give you sits Infront of peter as he goes through.

Grams had walked by few times glancing at your figure laser focused on the books you also had called Sam Winchester, asking for anything that might be helpful and his emails and notes he given you was indeed helpful. He was even willing to come and help you out, saying they are relatively close to your hometown but you declined you don't want to rope them into your mess.

Now you know more about ghosts and ghost as well, though performing necromancy has its consequences there is always a loophole, and there is always a way if you have the power to do it and the guts.

Your main problem is that gram's lives is danger her death. How can you stop that? Can you stop it? if she does die are you gonna just let it happen that? Hell no. and how are you going bring peter back. You feel your head heating up. You groan laying down the table with a grunt.

"Seems like you have a lot on your plate." Grams says she place mug pushing it towards you as she sits down the chair next to you.

Peter beside you looks up but he doesn't vanish like usually does but just lean back on his chair with no care in the world.

You turn your head to side to look at her "Did bonnie talk to you?"

She shakes her "is there something I should know about?" she raises her brow at you, you shrug you will give bonnie some more time.

"What's your thoughts on bringing back the dead?" you lean back on your chair head titled to her side.

"Is it for me or your little friend there?" she crosses her legs sitting comfortably as you did her nonchalant voice make you bring a grin to your face while peter narrow his eyes at the two women in front od him.

"Nothing gets pass you." you glance at the chair where peter sits, he's tensed jaw clenched in anticipation. "Well, he's already dead, and I'm not letting you either, die not until I have air in my lungs."

She nods humming you're stubborn to your core and determined a crazy combo "Since he's supernatural being and his soul still here it not impossible it won't have any consequence either. Though the dead should stay dead its only natures order."

"Then I shouldn't be having this power, vampires shouldn't exist any form of supernatural shouldn't exist." You close your eyes letting your head fall back a sigh leave your lips.

"Yet here we are." Grams spokes making you nod "Is derek on bored with this? What about your boys?" she adds.

"Not really." You glance at cup of coffee that grams brought you wishing it was your favorite sweet drink instead...you quickly sit straight your palm hover over the cup the red mist wrap around it when it dissolves your favorite drink sits in its place. "Nice."

You take the cup in your hands with excited grin letting out pleased hum when the cold sweet drink cools your parched throat feeling your inside melting. "I love my power."

Grams shakes her head at you "Well aren't you an expert now." The doorbell rings making grams stands up to check who outside.

"Grams" you call out making her stop at the doorstep and turns to you "Promise me, you tell if you are going to be associated with the Salvatores brothers." "I am serious, Grams. promise me."

"I will let you know."

"That went well." Peter says once she leaves "you decided what you're gonna do?"

You nod with calculating look on your face "When the next full comes, the gate to dead and living world gets blurred, I can practice on dead flowers or something starts from something small then we will see."

Peter hum pleaded with your plans to bring him back grams yell your name "Noah is here to take you school." You frown standing up you why is Noah is here, you quickly take your back bag and rush to downstairs.

"See you after class my little witch." Peter waves at you making you flip him off.

You see grams and Noah talking seriously they quite down hearing your footsteps, casting a playful suspicious look at them "Are you gossiping about me?"

"Well, you are always the main subject of over conversation." Grams says making you give her tired glance.

"I'll be in the car." You huff walking past them grams and Noah just fondly smile at your antic

"Have a good day at school honey." She adds Noah nods at grams before following you. He asks you put on the seat belt before handing a paper bag and drink to you before starting the car.

"Wow I'm getting spoiled here, as much I like this can I ask why you would come down to take me to school. I know it's been hectic at the station." You open the bag smiling wide at the treat that Noah brought for you.

Noah sighs "How are you doing kiddo?"

"I'm fine. It doesn't hurt much, no need to worry." You bite down the treat with no mercy slurping down the drink in between Noah smile at you stuffed cheeks the sight reminding of that when you and stiles where you would always werewolf down your food in fear of stiles stealing it.

"Still messy." He hands you tissue to wipe your face "You sacred us all, don't do that again."

You glance at him "I'm sorry."

Noah sighs "Just be careful alright? And you see anything or you feel unsafe you call me alright?" he said in all seriousness "it doesn't matter what the situation is you don't do anything that endanger you, you call me first okey.?" He presses every single word eye fixated on you.

"I will."

The car reaches the school may turns to see why the sheriff's car pulling up, you unlock the door and undo the seatbelt.

"Don't forget to call. Anything out of the ordinary anything." Noah repeats watching you get out the car.

"I promise."

Noah nod siting straight suddenly he feels a body falls on his side hugging him, he smiles softly before wrapping his arms around you. you squeeze him tight "you worry too much."

He laughs at little "love too kiddo." You hum before breaking the hug and running away making the Noah laugh again.

You stride through sea of students and see Scott and stiles, scott glance up at you with smile waving the two catch up to you.

"Did you know that, someone dig up body last night at cemetery and took a liver!" stiles exclaimed, his hands over your shoulder turning you as the three of starts to walks.

"Good morning to you. and no, I did not know that." You glance at scott "you didn't see anything when you went to see Allison."

Scott face heat up "No. How did you?" you and stiles snickers at his flustered face

"Yeah, I don't think dad would've told you either. Speaking of what did he say?" stiles speak up again.

You sigh "Nothing, he worries too much."

"Can't blame him. Mom asking me to subtly watch how you are doing." Scott asks.

"Ha, I sense, a strong favoritism in the air." Stiles ponder playfully you roll your eyes but with smile knowing the worries come from love.

From behind jackson calls your name, you turn and see him and Tyler coming, smug as ever he winks and Tyler looks you up and down and walks past the three of you, stiles beside you scowl at them.

"He's going to be more insufferable than usual." You shake your head making your way to class as the two goes their lacrosse session.

You sit on your seat Harley face lit up seeing you she walks towards you sitting next the empty chair next to you. "You're here, Danny has been bitching about how you didn't show up the party and didn't showed the costume."

You smile taking out your phone "yeah sorry about that." You scroll you had taken few shots of you in the costume "Would this count?".

"Wow, you look so gorgeous." She swipes and zoom in admiring the photos "Why the hell aren't you posting this?"

"Better question why are you still single?" Lydia voice asks as she sits down next you, you turn towards you.

"Are you asking for date?" you place your chin on your palm elbow propped up on the table, your eyes go wide "Oh date! Issac!"

You stand up "I'll be right back." Dashing out the room you make yourself to filed accidently bumping into a body, you mutter apologies to the boy.

"What is she doing there?" Danny asks as he sees you searching around the players his question alert those who around namely Scott and sties who was helping scott to do the drill and Jackson.

Stiles stands straight "Oh she's here for me." He helps scott stands up ready to yell your name.

"Yeah, no." Danny chuckles seeing you walking up to Issac with a bashful smile on your face. Stiles pout at the scene.

Jackson scoffs looking you and Issac and talking to Scott and stiles "Seems her type is losers."

You smile at Issac surprised face offering him a smile "Sorry for startling you, how are you?"

"I'm fine." Issac stood confused at your sudden appearance he doesn't know how to talk since you didn't come down last night. He was really hoping to see you last taken the events that happened.

"I just came to apologies about last night. I wasn't home last night." You nervously cross your arms across your chest.

Issac fell eyes on him glancing around he sees almost all the players stop doing the drill and their eyes trained on the two of you wondering why you would be talking to him.

"Can I make up to you?" Your smooth voice brings him back "Wait.... are you still okey with me...I mean...like."

"I thought you didn't want to see me anymore." He interjected making you look at him confused, you now understand the insecurity and uncertainness in his eyes.

"I thought the kiss made it clear." Your words his face red, his ears turn red, Issac feels a smile tugging on his lips.

Those who relatively close to the both of you seems to heard it as well as they string of shocked 'ohh' echoes stiles tug on scott to tell him what the two of you talking

He feels his chest hammering against his ribs when you walk closer to him "Can I see you after class."

He nods "Where?"

You shrug "Anywhere you like."

"Is it a like date?" his voice was meek but bashful his eyes searching for conformation, you give him a teasing smile.

"If you wanna take me to date, all you gotta do is ask." Issac let a little laugh but before he can ask the Coache's whistles loudly coming in between the two of you.

"Bennett, let's not distract these morons anymore off to the class now." He turns to the players whistling loudly few times.

"Start the drill from the top." He commands making them groan you hang back a question still lingering in your insides but Issac smile prevents you from asking further.

"I'll see you after class." he says the coach whistle again at you making you raise your hands backing.

"See you soon." With smile you walk back before turning "Sorry by the way." You shout to the players; your eyes find stiles he's glaring at you making you smile at him before fleeing the scene.

You sit behind stiles humming after seeing most of the questions answer you do know thankfully.

Once Harris pass stiles he turns to you "Are you really going out with Issac?" he whispers at you making you roll your eyes.

"This is a pop quiz, Mr. Stilinski. If I hear your voice again, I may be tempted to give you detention for the rest of your high school career."

"...Can you do that?"

"Well, there it is again. Your voice-- triggering the only impulse I've ever had to strike a student repeatedly and violently. I'll see you at three o'clock for detention." He answers making you and Scott chuckle

"You too, Mr. McCall?" that why you sit in the back.

"No, sir."

Danny's whispering make you look up to them "Dude, your nose! You, okay?" Jackson touches his nose as dark liquid drops on his pop quiz sheet, he stands up rushing out the class making you frown danny look at you worriedly.

You glance at Jackson's paper before taking it, its not blood it's something else dark and odorless dark black substance.

You walk through the hallway with Lydia she's talking about what you don't remember being too busy to call bonnie, you saw Stefan and Bonnie talking since then she hasn't been answering your call just a dry text saying she's fine that she's already at grams.

"Not her sister, her aunt. The one who murdered all those people." the word murder caught your attention making Lydia roll her eyes you from the behind you see Harley and another gossiping about Alison who stands across them

"You mean the crazy bitch who killed all those people?"

Harley glance at Allsion with a snide smile "Yeah, the fire, all those animal attacks... it was her aunt." You frown at her words sighing loudly.

"Are you kidding? I sit next to her in English." The other girl scoffs she glance behind Harley and see you and Lydia walking toward them. Allsion walks crying her hands clenching the black dress.

"Find a new seat." Harley says oblivious about the girls behind her the girl in front of her looks behind her making her turn as well.

You shake your head at Harley "Harley, I didn't expect you to be trashing talking about girl who's grieving."

She crosses her arm defensively shifting in her feet avoiding the Lydia eyes that picking her apart and your disappointed look. "I only said what's everyone has been talking."

"Then have some fucking decency to not let her hear." you walk away with Lydia "don't talk to me unless you have Apologized to her."

"You can't'..."

"Not a word."

"I always knew she was a bitch, that's why I don't like her." Lydia says making you chuckle; you glance at her.

"Lydia, you don't like half of the school."

She shrugs "Well I like you."

You grin "aren't I lucky."

"Yes, you are." Lydia glance at you "So are you really going out him?"

You nod "Yeah. he said he would at the gate." You smile at her she stares at you for a second "Well.?"

"Nothing."

You place your hand on her shoulder "Go home safe, Lydia." "I'll see you tomorrow."

You walk towards the gate Issac stands before you can reach him a hand on your wrist makes you stop turning to the person who stopped you with scowl only to split into confusion as jackson stands behind you panting and sweating making you look at him concerned.

"You alright, jackson?"

"I'm fine." He inhales sharply "Look, I need you to come with me. We have to talk."

"I have plans, jackson." You turn to walk away only to get pulled back, now Issac also shifts in his place wanting to come closer and intervene but hesitating.

Jackon glance at Issac with distain "Your little date can wait; I have more pressing matters to ask."

"For someone who wants my help aren't you being an asshole?" you take your wrist from his hold. "If it's about what I think it is why don't you go derek?"

Jackson scowl at the name a normal reaction to the name "Apparently he doesn't know anything about this, he doesn't live up to his new title."

You glance at Issac seeing his downcast look you turn to Jackson "And what makes you think I can help you?"

Jackson gives you a deadpan face making you throw your head back with a groan "You can text me what's going on. I'll bring stiles and scott and derek as well."

"No, I don't want to deal with that idiots."

"Well, you just have to suck it up." you turn starting to walking away "I see you later. Now leave me alone." You whisper knowing he can hear you clearly.

Tyler who was watching this from the side walks up to Jackson "Dude, you alright?" Jackson shrugs off Tylers hand muttering that he's fine before walking away leaving Tyler puzzled.

Once you reach Issac who still has nervous look on his face, you give him a soft smile "shall we?" he nods the two of you starts to walks towards the road to the grills. 

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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New Class

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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The classroom falls silent when Si-eun enters the room, faint murmuring of the boys can be heard as he sits down in assigned chair. He lays his head down on his desk without any glance around those who gossip about him.

This is the daily routine of his life lately, he had gone from hallow to starting to enjoy his life only turn into even more hallow, once top student who loved studies now sleep through class. His recent life events turned him even more closed off though there is no one to blame his mind and heart has been punishing him for something that was never his fault.

Not even minutes pass by when he is disturbed by bag hitting his head making him rise his head to look at the culprit, the murmuring grew as he does so. Wide eyed stuttering Jun-tae stands in front him. his mouth opening to apologize swiftly.

“I’m sorry. I was kind of in a rush and I bumped you by mistake.” Si-eun just look at him, his face dull and eyes empty before lowering his head laying back down without saying anything. Jun-tae sighs in relief before moving his feet getting ready for todays delivery. Jun-tae run through hallways and classroom delivering the goods.

After finishing the final delivery, he drags his feet through the halls as he passes the library and stops in his track, he takes a peek inside his bag making sure he still has the extra snack and drink. He opens the door of library timidly, there are few students scattered inside he walks towards the other side of the library where table are his stance relaxes when seeing the person, he searching for sits at the table in far end a small stack off books beside them.

 Jun-tae walks towards you and sets the drink and snack sneakily behind the stack of books you glance up at startled eyes blinking before a soft small smile grace your lips at him. “Oh, Jun-tae. You’re early today.”

He sighs sitting down next you “Yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t help you today.” He eyes catches the bandage around your thumb his smile shits into a frown.

You shake your head “it’s alright, I got this you know.” your eyes points at the notes brightening up again when you see the snack and drink.  “Thank you for the treat, though you shouldn’t have. I know today is already a busy day for you.”

Jun-tae shakes his head with his soft adorable smile on his face “No worries, I know you didn’t have anything in morning.” He stands up “I’ll see you around.”

You nod “Thank you again, Jun-tae.” You wave him as he walks away after he give final nod before continuing his steps.

Once you done with the notes you slump back to the hair glancing at the untouched snack you put the snack in your skirt pocket and stack the books neatly and open the drink sipping it you stand up taking the books in your hands, walks out the labyrinth of books to your class.

As you walk into that the three girls chattering halts one stands up Mina, with a wide smile that she always has “Oh, you finished it fast.” She takes the books from your hands handing over the other two books to Yuri and sara. She pushes the book that has your name on it towards you.

They flip through the page nodding in satisfaction you shift in your feet “Yeah, it wasn’t much,” Mina sits down on her chair flipping her hair back.

“Are we going to the mall?” You ask with smile Mina look up her smile turns into a pout.

“Not today. We can go another day, okey?” she says while Yuri and sara immersed themselves going through their phone laughing.

Your smile falls “Oh, yeah that’s alright.” She turns to them you awkwardly stand Infront of them before staggering towards your seat. The teacher comes in and the rest of the day fade into a blur.

You sit on the steps waiting for Jun-tae at the end of your class day scrolling through Instagram sighing at feed before closing the app. You stand up when you hear sounds of footsteps descending the stairs thinking it is Jun-tae since he’s always the last one to get out of from the boy’s side of class you jump out with a little sound hand in the air only to falter when it’s certainly not him but boy with same height and hair cut but slightly longer stands in front you with an unimpressed face. You can feel him judging your entire bloodline with his round brown eyes. his body relaxed and unflinching.

You lower your hand slowly bowing “oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do…that to you.” he just stands motionless making you frown further.

You hear your name being called by Jun-tae making both of turns to him, Jun-tae stands on top of flight of stairs his eyes fall from your flustered figure to the boy “Oh, Si-eun. Did you find your phone?”  the boy, Si-eun doesn’t say anything he turns and walks away.

You step aside Jun-tae Walk down the stairs that’s when you see the bruise on his lips “Oh, Jun-tae. Your lip what happened? Are you okey?”

He nods gripping his coat tight he glance down the stairs where Si-eun disappeared “Come on.” He rushes down the steps and you follow him. you hang behind watching Jun-tae talk to Si-eun.

You approach Jun-tae when Si-eun leaves “What happened? Why are you hurt.” He looks down making you sigh “Was it Hyo Man.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine.”  Jun-tae muttered looks up with a weak smile that barely convincing a slight wincing as the bruised lip get stretched. You cross your arms with a sigh before away reluctantly your eyes glistening in worry.

Together the two of you drag your feet to the bus stop both of your posture slouched and heavy with fatigue, both from the mental and physical burn out. Jun-tae makes you take the seat seeing you on the verge of falling asleep on the moving vehicle, properly from being up early trying to finish the notes that thrusted up on you.

Si-eun climb up the steps to his class as he does, he stumbles upon Hyo man and his goons sitting on the steps with very uncomfortable Jun-tae held against his will.

“My dear Jun-tae, how about a blind date. You can bring your little girlfriend.” Hyo man says making his friends laugh. Jun-ate shake his head frowning his eyes wide.

“Yeah, why don’t you drink with us?” one of the boys asks making the other grin as he leans forwards from where he’s sitting.

“Good idea. Jun-tae has a fucking huge one, you know.” the other laugh with a creepy grin on his face.

Hyo man glance at Jun-tae bringing him closer and tighten his hold on him “Goodness! Our Jun-tae has a big one? Is that why she sticking around you? Woah.”

Jun-tae shake his head fearfully wiggling away from Hyo man who holds him down by his hands “Come on, let me see it. come here.”

Si-eun stands at the bottom of the staircase they sit in watching it unfold Infront of him, watching Jun-tae shrink back with petrified look on his face, it felt too much similar to remained clam, felt wrong to, he felt the all too similar rage build inside him. Everything in him screamed to let the hell lose. But that coast of what happened still throbbing as never healing wound he stares them down with cold eyes that made them unstilled as they yell at him stop all while he held the indifferent look on his face.

“Fuck, what are you standing there? You’re fucking scary.” Hyo man huffs in disbelief “Hey, I heard you lost your phone. Phones go missing a lot of these days. Take good care of yours. Right, Jun-tae.?” He glances at Jun-tae who nods wordlessly at his words still shaken and tense.

Hyo man turns to si-eun with false concerned look “I have a lot of extras. Do you want one? Say please.” He and his goons laugh at his own words.

“Move it. get out of my way.” Si-eun finally speak up his lack of reaction to their words and disinterested in taking their bait makes hyo man scoffs 

“I don’t want to.” sneering at si-eun that only made his glare intensify “His eyes might pop out. Man, go on.” Hyo man breaks shifting away to make way for him to walk through Jun-tae press himself against the wall as well his eyes trace si-eun and his movements with wonder and hope.

 During lunch hour Jun-tae quickly finish his food before leaving his eyes finds you guggling two trays in your hands to busy to notice him or his frown. he contemplates approaching you but what earlier went down makes him hesitate he can feel his skin crawl thinking about it. rushing out the lunch hall he walks to his classroom shooting a text on his phone that he won’t be able to go home together that you shouldn’t wait for him. he didn’t like that Hyo man knows about his friend ship with you and does not want to drag you into his mess that why he was always cautious of approaching you in public.

Si-eun was once again awaken by Jun-tae by the crinkling sound of plastic beside his ear as he places packet of snack and drink “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Those are for you because you sleep through lunch every day.”

“Take them. I don’t need them.”

Jun-tae doesn’t listen but looks down in guiltily “I’m sorry, I took your phone and give it hyo-man. I’m sorry.” He confesses making si-eun who already figured it out but just kept quite the whole time. “But I really couldn’t help it.”

Si-eun stands up and starts to walks away making Jun-tae puzzle “Yeon si-eun”

He halts in his steps by the door turning to Jun-tae who stand with a pitiful look on his face “last time you said that I was being cowardly. I thought a lot about it since then, but I really don’t know what I should do.”

“So?”

“Can you tell me. How can I stop being a coward?”

“Why me? Why don’t you ask your friend?”

“There is no one else I can ask, she is also in need to help. I can’t help her if I can’t even help myself. Please.” He answers with an earnest look on his eyes.

Si-eun thinks for minute taking in his words “Do you know Newton’s third law? Without an action there won’t be a reaction.” With that he leaves the room, Jun-tae stands pondering his words.

Late that night you sit in your room doing your homework occasionally your eyes would land on your phone the blank screen reflects your face back to you, someone that you longer recognize yourself, tried face puffy red eyes a part of you want to reach out the phone and call Jun-tae but the fear of doing to much and pushing too much demanding too much makes you turn away. Because truthfully you don’t know if he would appreciate it, that he sees your as your friend. Thinking back the day he finds you at the library with more than one assignment and a second from breaking down. He only sat next you for a minute and you give me a smile asking what was he reading then he was out of the door and that was your breaking point only to be surprised when he came back with tissue in hands stretched out you, startled at your tears he run back and came with more from there something akin friendship began.

You phone lights up and you scatter across the table to reach it you open the phone.

Jun-tae

I’m sorry for worrying you.

I’m fine. Let’s have lunch together tomorrow .

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