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Kipperbees!

Kipperlilly Copperkettle & Kristen Applebees-

The “get-along”-shirt worked…. better(?) than anyone expected!

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Sandra Lynn Faeth x Sklonda Gukgak

Fantasy High mom x mom yuri ✌️😔

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“What do you want, Kipperlilly?”

CAFETERIA SHOWDOWN! from fhjy ep 14!

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Margaret Encino & Barry Syx! From A Starstruck Odyssey

I have not been able to see any of the lives but I saw this tweet:

and I love these two so much I wanted to draw how I visualized it ❤️❤️

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To be a fan of dimension 20 is to be locked in a full theatre of a mind experience even after you finish watching episodes.

Because you see edits with characters interaction and truly believe in romance and drama but for an outsider it's just one irish man flirting with his friends and shouting at them constantly.

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I kinda have no other place to share this, so allow me to rant, and feel free to respond; either to this or w stories of your own maybe.

I just started going to therapy again after years of taking a break. I used to struggle with many things in the past, which I learned a great deal on how to cope with.

Now I am doing way better in life, I am responsible when it comes to my happiness and health. Which I think is a grand accomplishment.

But there are parts of me that no matter how much I apply these coping mechanisms to, they don’t get better. I lost my ability to trust people, I cannot form relationships like I used to be able to; romantic or platonic. I always feel like I am decieving people when they like me, and that once they discover who I truly am that I will lose it all.

So I started theraphy again, for those reasons, and I felt as though my therapist tried to instigate and reopen the old wounds again in order to be convinced that I had them. The ones I already put a lot of effort in learning how to mend.

It is so frustrating for your effort and pain to be questioned because you are in a better place now.

She didn’t even try to understand that I was struggling with relationships because I have been very risk avoidant: didnt go on dates, didn’t develop expectations of people so that I would never took it personally when they forgot about me.

When she said: “what are the examples of why you feel that way?” I didn’t have a lot of recent examples, because I removed myself from those kind of close relationships. And when she asked “why is it important for you?” I could calmly respond because I have been meditating on it for a long time, and had convinced myself to be momentarily careless about them so I could enjoy my life more.

She was skeptical of my long term circumstances and uninterested in helping me unpack them. I think because I was doing well. And without any of the evidence I could provide that could convince her, she told me to seek other avenues to solve this.

I also, couldn’t convince her that I already did, and that they told me to seek psychological help.

I wish I could believe that something wasn’t intrinsically wrong with me, but putting in so much effort in to find help, and being turned away from every door I knock on is really making it hard to hold onto my hard earned optimism.

We haven’t been seeing each other for that long with my therapist. But every time we meet again, for a week I struggle to find my footing again. I have been spiraling pretty bad. And none of this has been helpful for any breakthrough or anything.

I think I am going to stop seeing her.

I don’t know what to next. I think I will try to pick the pieces of my previous better-mood and coping mechanisms. But first, I need to figure out, or give myself time to get out of spiraling.

I felt like there’s no other place I can share this on, since a lot of real life friends follow me on everywhere else. I apologize for writing so much. I wanted to talk about it.

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Decisions, decisions.

I find it chilling that after so much loss, Kristen, even for a second, entertained the idea of letting Buddy die. Watch the painful reflection of an old self disappear.

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FHJY dad x dad yaoi LOL

Some BillPok I cooked for you guys at 3am 😋

(Inspired by this tweet)

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Sketches from Fantasy High Junior Year ep 13, Infernal Conflict. @dimension20official

Something abt Bill Seacaster brings out the funniest part of these kids.

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‘Trumpets of angels call for my help

I fight through the ether and I quit when I'm dead

If you want to know who will be there in the end

When you bury me baby, I still be your friend

Singing’

put your money on me by arcade fire is the ultimate griddlehark song.

Repost of an old art!

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Don’t forget to bring your security detail to the bank and bully your banker so he doesn’t walk over you!!!

(for legal reasons this is a joke and is a reference to FHJY ep 13 hdjskaka)

Fig & Fabian (w his giant ass suit) & Adaine from the last ep!

@dimension20official

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Another Beesbees ! 🐝🍎

Kristen Applebees & Gertie Bladeshield! From the time where Kristen started kissing Gertie to distract her from Fabian’s entrance lolol

@dimension20official

psst wanna request a sketch?

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“You have been a bad friend to Riz Gukgak, Adaine.”

- Fabian Aramais Seacaster (?Baron???) to Adaine Abernant

wanna request a sketch? here’s my kofi info

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Winter date Beesbees ❤️❄️

Kristen Applebees & Gertie Bladeshield 🐝🍎

Guys I think I finally got myself out of the concept art costume jail

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Lucy Frostblade x Gertie Bladeshield

Sharing headphones 🩵💛

Also I coined a ship name after seeing their last names: bladeblade (someone said frostshield but I’m not hearing you 😠)

This was a kofi request! For more info click here!

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I forgot to share this sketch here!

Saved by the gift!

Happy Moonar Yulenear!

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Ragh and Fabian

Playing ps in,,, prolly seacastor manor lol

This was a ko-fi request! I love drawing ship requests so if u want to request one urself check out my kofi info!